Finding Forever // ChanBaek

I made my decision i was going with her as she said she won't force me to stay if i have a hard time i can come back...she knows how it feels to be alone...i feel like i can maybe find my forever...

We sat there on my bed in silence after she told me about her story i felt her looking at me waiting for a reaction...i slowly nodded my head..."i think i will come with you...I'm scared...but i don't want fear to take over...you know how it feels to be taken in and sent away...though we had different reason to why it happened...what did hyung tell you about me" i asked slowly taking pauses every now and then

"Well he didn't give me much info on you only some needed like as to why you have been sent away so mind telling me" i slowly nodded shocked that she was so accepting

"Well I'm Park Chanyeol I'm 17 i came to the orphanage at 6 my parents died in a car crash they were a playful couple so they joked around a lot dad once took it to far and he ended up driving off a bridge i wasn't with them i was at a friend but after the news and i having no where to go ended up here well not here but at the orphanage i wasn't really scared at first i mean in my head i saw it as "yay friends to play with" at 8 i was put into foster care because that's when i started figuring out what actually happened i started to push people away and i needed special care like a family so forster care started i stayed with them until i was 10 at that point is when i started to develop feeling for a friend and not a girl no it was a boy i was really confused as to what it meant so i went and asked my foster mom and she freaked out she called her husband and it wasn't even two hours and i was back to where i was at the orphanage and it kept happening over and over when i turned 15 i gave up and told them i won't be in foster care anymore...hyung at that point started working there and he was the first one who tried to befriend me even if i pushed him away soon the kids there found out i was gay they freaked out and i started getting bullied so hyung brought me here and here i have been since 15 I'm currently home schooled because i was scared to attend school"

I looked at her she looked sad almost i just shrugged and out of no where she hugged me i felt all that built up stress sadness melt away and by melt i meant i cried a lot it felt good to be hugged not like hyung doesn't but this was different

I hugged her back i felt as she rubbed circles on my back when i calmed down she let go and took my hand and said "so park Chanyeol would you like to meet your sister even if she is only your foster sister...also don't worry to much she likes gay people so yeah she won't be mean" i smiled a bit and nodded

She cheered loudly i looked at her confused "you smiled you actually smiled it wasn't that big but you did" ahh she sure doesn't act her age now does she but that's okay

"well when do you feel like coming over hmm it's only Friday now so you can come now or tomorrow or Sunday i really don't mind" she asked with a big toothy grin i thought a bit and said "how about tomorrow it gives me time to pack up a bit and say goodbye hyung"

She smiled and nodded and then said "i shall now go and report the good news to the brat brother of mine if you shall excuse me good sir" i nodded when she left i broke into laughter being cold in her presence will be hard i mean like is she really in her 30's and not in her 10's
I then heard "ya Minnie i got him to talk and and and guess what he said he will come...Minnie I'm finally going to have a son...well not physically but kinda you know" i heard the excitement in her voice it made me smile i actually made her that excited i mean now i have a sister as well and to be correct little sister i don't know if we will get along but i hope we do

Soon she left i went and packed my clothes and my guitar and things i wanted to take with she told me she has a room for me and she and seulgi are going to fix it up for me we also exchanged phone numbers she said she is going to give it to seulgi as well so we can talk
As i was packing my clothes i heard my phone playing the tone it has for messages which is a
*bing~* kinda noise i guess

Unknown: Chanyeol-shi i can't wait to meet you tomorrow-seulgi

I smiled knowing now who it is she seemed excited
Me: Seulgi-shi i hope we get along well ^-^

Like that my night went on packing because seulgi went to help her mom get my room ready and i had to pack for leaving since i was leaving tomorow early i also hung out with hyung you know saying goodbye he said he is going to be lonely so he is going to ask his friend to move in but that his friend will stay in the spare room and that my room will always be here for me

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