He's My Only One

A couple classes have passed and it's finally lunchtime.

Greaaat~

"Wang!! Over here," a loud voice yells from across the cafeteria. I turn my head to see Jimin and Minje waving at me with their hands over to their table. I sighed and finally decided to walk over to their table. Both Jimin and Minje are sitting across from each other eating their food while chatting. I start to get some stares here and there as I walked towards my 'friends' table, but I really don't care.

Let them stare.

I took a seat next to Jimin, and he looked over at me again with his 'eye smile'.
"Well Wang, I would like to introduce you to some of our friends here,” Minje said in a somewhat nervously voice.

"They're kind of dorks but, I'm sure you'll get along with them just fine,” she said, looking at the group of boys to her left.

I look towards the group of boys and recognize at least two of them.

Jungkook and Taehyung.

"Okay guys, introduce yourselves", Jimin says hitting Jungkook's back

"I'm Suga", the boy sitting next to Jungkook with a beanie said.

"Umm... Suga?" I questioned as Taehyung replied instantly, "Don't question it, just go with it," he chuckles and starts talking once again, "You already know me, but I'm Taehyung just in case." I nodded as a boy with brown hair and plump pink lips starts talking again, "I'm Jin, the oldest in this group. Nice to meet you!" He smiled sweetly and shakes my hand.

"Nice to meet you too, Jin" I said, letting go of his hand.

"Hey, people call me J-Hope, but it’s nice to meet you,” J-Hope says as he smiles brightly.

"I can see why people call you that," I said as he shakes my hand. He laughs and replied, "thanks, they say I'm the hope of our friendship." I faked a smile to him and nodded.

They all seem really friendly to me so far..

"Hey, people call me Rap Mon, but you can call me Namjoon if you want", the boy with white hair says.

"Hi.. Namjoon?" I said as he smiles at me.

I hear Jungkook scoff and I raised my eyebrow. Suga elbowed him and snickered while staring at Namjoon.

"Jungkook, introduce yourself to Wang", Minje said.

"Don't need to"” Jungkook said in a weird monotone voice.

"Aw, is someone hating the world right now mister grumpy-"

"Shut up Jin. I have her in one of my classes so I already know who she is,” Jungkook says quickly as he stuffs rice in his mouth.

"That is no way to talk to your Hyung", The Jin boy says while glaring at Jungkook.

"Sorry Hyung..." Jungkook says while picking at his food, looking guilty.

"Pff.. Hahahaha!" I start laughing and it's too late.

I can't hide my laughter anymore.

Everyone stared at me as I calmed myself down and finally said something. "I'm so sorry for laughing but, I can't help but laugh when I see Jungkook looking so... so.." I start to laugh again and this time I cover my mouth to hold in my laughter.

"Shut up Wang!" Jungkook says as he slams his fist against the table.

I continue to laugh and say, "Is that all you know how to do? Tell people to shut up and expect them to actually listen to you?"

I felt a hand on my shoulder and I looked to my left to hear Jimin say laughing, "I couldn't have said it better myself."

"I like this girl, she's awesome", Namjoon says giving a thumbs up to me and winking.8
"Yea, maybe if she stays around long enough maybe our maknae will learn something called respect", Suga says as he gives Jungkook a glare and slight push.

Jungkook stood up and said, "that's it. I'm leaving. I can't handle another annoyance at this table,” Jungkook said, looking at me.

"No it's alright, I'll leave. I need to be alone right now anyways. I'm going through some stuff right now so I'll be on my way", I say as I get up from the table.

"It was nice meeting you guys,” I said with my false smile once again. I was about to walk away until I heard Jungkook stand up and say in a mocking tone, "Oh you mean you have some issues to take care of? Is this about your mommy and daddy having an argument? Aw, poor you."

That's it. He pushed way too many of my buttons already, and now he has to push this one as well.

If Minje has a low temper, then everyone better watch out because mine is just as bad as hers.

I spun on my heel and walk right towards him. He takes a step back as I suddenly slapped him across the face.

He's really pissing me off right now.

Does he really think he can get away with saying something like that to me? He should have at least said it to my face instead of saying it when my back was turned.

The entire cafeteria is silenced as the slap can be heard throughout the room.

"Don't. You. Dare. Say. That. To. ME", I say as his eyes widen in shock.

"Others might take the crap that comes out of your mouth, but I won't just stand by and hear it. Keep your filthy words in your mouth where they belong ass-"

A hand is put over my mouth and stops me from continuing my sentence.

"Wang, you can't talk like that in front of everyone in the cafeteria. No cussing at school. Don't you remember how I got in trouble with Jimin", Minje said as she grabs my arm towards her, making me take a step back.

"Tch, you're even more annoying. Just because your mom and dad got in a fight or something bad doesn't mean you can act like a total-"

"Shut up Jungkook!!!" I scream. My voice rang throughout the entire cafeteria and the silence of the room continues.

"They weren't in an argument. IN FACT, my parents loved each other", I say harshly, glaring knives into his eyes.

"Loved? So they've divorced or something now?" Jungkook says with sarcasm, mocking me even more.

"No, not divorced. I guess you're close though since they are no longer together", I say trying not to choke on my words.

"What the hell does that-"

"It means that my mom’s dead Jungkook", I say while cutting him off.

Don't cry Kimma, he's not worth it, this situation is not worth your tears. I can’t cry now.
Everyone stood there in silence as I picked up my tray of food and threw it into the trash can.

"Listen, Wang-"

"Just.. Leave me alone", I say as nicely as I could while I cut off the words that Minje were speaking. I left the silence cafeteria and walked through the empty hallways of the school. I found stairs and a sign that says "ROOFTOP", and immediately jogged up the staircase. I finally made it to the rooftop to see that it's completely abandoned.

Good, this is just what I needed. Fresh air and a place where nobody is around.

Vines cover the floor and skidded all the way to the edge. I made my way towards the edge and sat down, enjoying the view of puffy clouds and feeling the cool breeze blowing through my hair, a place where nobody is around to see me.

I sigh as I continue to swing my legs. Why is he such a jerk to me?

More importantly, why does he have to make fun of me in front of everyone there? Why is he so cold to me?

But then again, why am I so cold to people? Why do I always push people away?

Before I realized it, a tear already formed and finally escaped and rolled down my cheek.
I shouldn't cry in a public place like this, but no one's here right?

More tears slip down my cheeks and roll down my chin as I just sit there, in silence.

"I wish she didn't leave me alone", I said to the sky. I continued to sob and I place my hands over my eyes to hide my face.

"W-Why did you leave me? D-Dad’s not going to last any longer without you. Heck, I’M not going to last any longer without you", I sobbed, crying into the sky.

Silence answers me as sobs continue to escape from my throat.

"Why did you leave me alone," I whispered into the clouded sky above me.
I look up towards the view in front of me and continued to cry.

Why can't I stop crying?

Now that I think about it, it's been a long time since the last time I cried. With everything that was going on in my life; my dad who is never home because of his work, my mom who’s in the hospital because of her heart disease, my older brother moving out of the house and leaving me to be, bullies at my other school always taunting me.. I guess you can say that I've had a busy life so far.

This is good Kimma, just scream and let it all this crap out..

Just when I was about to scream again, I feel strong arms envelop me in a back hug. I automatically stiffen as the arms that were around me grew tighter.

"Kimma~,” the familiar voice whispers into my ear.

Wait what? Someone's here, on the rooftop, just like me. Did this person hear my all of my pathetic sobs? This can't be good.

"Kimma", the deep voice said again with sincerity.

I sniffled and no longer cared about who it was that saw me crying. I just want to cry my heart out and scream at the world for how unfair my life was.

Tears continue to fell own my cheeks as I sat there enjoying the warmth and comfort of someone's arms wrapped around me.

"Shhh... It's okay. Let it all out, Wang. It's going to be okay, I'm here with you,” the voice said once again into my ear. I stood up and tried to turn around to see who it was, but the person pulled me in for another hug before I can get a glimpse of his face. He wrapped his arms around me and enveloped me in another hug in which made my planted me face into the side of his neck.

He's so... Warm~

I gave up and went into the hug and sniffled as his arms tightened around me.

"I-I think I'm okay now", I stutter as I try to gently push him away. He sighs and says, "how am I supposed to leave now that you can possibly see my face?"

"Why can't I know who is hugging me right now?" I ask him.

"Because I'll never hear the end of it,” he said jokingly.

"But I want to know who's comforting me right now,” I said back, curious as to who this person is.

"I'm... Comforting you?.. Really?" He says in a surprised tone.

I chuckle and say, "well yeah. Obviously, if you hug someone while they're crying their heart out and if they tell that person that 'everything is going to be alright', it usually means they're comforting someone."

"Really? I was just acting on instinct. I've never really comforted anyone before so this is kind of all new to me", he says as he continues to hug me.

I lightly laugh and say, "well if you're doing this on instinct, then that means you're probably a nice person."

"Maybe", he says softly.

"Soooo.... Can I see you now or not yet?" I say as I rest my forehead on his chest.

I laugh again and separated from the hug to look into the boy's face.

Wait.... What?

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