He's My Only One

{Kimma’s POV}

Where have I felt this warmth?

I only feel this type of warmth with this stupid boy, but why?

"There's a lot of things I wish you can remember, but for now I want you to rest. You're still healing and your brain is probably all jumbled", he says as he takes a step back.

"I'll leave you alone to your thoughts for a little bit. This is still your room, so decorate it however you want. You can go home anytime. I'm not going to stop you from leaving", Jungkook says as he leaves the room and closes the door behind him.

This boy... Why does he make my heart pound like crazy?

Why do I feel so safe when I'm near him?

Who was he to me before that incident?

I sigh and take my guitar out of the guitar case. I smile as I strum my guitar with the guitar pick that was placed in between the strings on the bridge.

Before I know it, a sweet melody was played through my head and I can't help but strum along to that melody.

Where did this melody come from?

I continue to strum along to the melody and hum along with it.

This song seems so familiar to me... Where have I heard it before?

I place the guitar in the guitar case in the corner of my room and jump onto my bed.
I lay down and just stare at the ceiling in thought.

I wish I can remember the boy.

He seems really nice, but what did he mean a couple of days ago when he said something about treating people as his toys?

That's so manipulative what the hell...

He also said he's seen me naked? Or something like that...

What if I'm in some rapist’s house or something?!

No, that's not it. If that were true, why would Minje have Jungkook pick me up from the hospital?

I sigh loudly and turn onto my stomach as I shove my face into the soft pillow.

And what about my dad?

I remember him being nice before, but after he started becoming an alcoholic, he turned spiteful and cruel to me.

I wonder what he's doing right now...

I was thinking about my father and Jungkook for an hour or so.

Damn, who knew I could think so much for two people.

All of a sudden I hear a knock on my door and I sit up in my bed.

"Come in", I say as Jungkook walks in the room holding a basket behind his back.

"Want to go on a picnic with me?"

**********

We finally make it to the park filled with hills of green grass and big trees.

"That was a long walk", I groan as we make it towards a tree with lots of shade. I hear Jungkook chuckle as he spreads the blanket onto the grass. He places the basket in the middle as I sit down, with him sitting across from me.

"Why the random picnic?" I ask as he opens the basket.

"Because the weather is nice out today so why not spend it being outside", he says as he takes the food out of the basket.

I hear children laughing and I look behind me to see a group of boys playing soccer.

"We should play soccer when we're done eating", I say.

I look back over at Jungkook to see his eyebrow raised.

He laughs and says, "I didn't think you would want to do something sporty. That's why I chose a picnic, but if you want to play then of course I'll play too."

I smile as I grab an apple and take a bite from it. He smiles and takes a sandwich out of the basket. He places it on a napkin and places it in front of me as he takes two glass bottles out of the basket.

"I'm not a super romantic so all I got was two glass cokes" he says as he tosses one to me. I catch it and laugh as I look in the basket for the bottle opener.

There is none.

"Uh Jungkook..."

"Yea?" He says as he takes another sandwich out of the basket.

"There's no bottle opener", I say as I look over at him with my eyebrow raised.

"Wait seriously? I thought I put one in here", he says as he looks through the basket.

I laugh as he continues to look through the basket.

"I didn't know you were a forgetful person", I say with a smirk. He scoffs and rolls his eyes and mutters, "I'm usually not a forgetful person... I guess I was nervous or something.."

He groans and looks around.

"Ha!" He says as he takes out his motorcycle keys.

"I remember now, I only brought my keys because I couldn't find the bottle opener", he says as he pops open my coke with his motorcycle keys.

"Huh, I didn't know you can pop a bottle with keys", I say as I take a drink of my coke.

"Mhmm" he says as he pops his bottle open and takes a drink of his coke as well.

"I regret not bringing a dr pepper instead", he says as he sets down his bottle of coke.

"You like dr pepper?"

"Well if I had to choose between a coke and a dr pepper, I would probably drink both. Because well, if someone gave me two sodas, why not take both of them, right? But right now a dr pepper seems appealing to me", he says as picks up his coke and takes another drink of it.

"It's been awhile since I've had a dr pepper now that I think about it", he says as he sets down the coke and takes a bite out of his sandwich.

"Yea, now that I think about it, it's been awhile since I've had soda in general", I say as I take a bite from my sandwich as well.

This sandwich... Is frickin amazing.

I continue to chew happily and I look at Jungkook to see him slightly smiling at me.

"What?" I ask.

"Nothing, it's just that compared to before the roof incident, you look a lot happier. You're actually smiling and stuff", he says.

"Well yea. Do you see my abusive father around? Uh, no. He's not here, and I'm having a great time sitting at the park with you. Why wouldn't I be happy?" I say as I finish off my sandwich.

He smiles and nods as he takes a bowl of potato salad out of the picnic basket.

"Do you like potato salad?" He asks as he opens the lid.

"No."

"Have you tried potato salad before?"

"Of course I've tried it. I just don't like it", I say with a wrinkle of my nose.

"Okay but you have to try this once then", he says as he sits next to me with the potato salad and a spoon in his hand.

"Ugh Jungkook this is-" I say but I'm cut off with a spoonful of potato salad.

This is gross. This stuff tastes extremely gross.

I take a napkin from the basket and spit it out.

"Oh come on it's not that bad", Jungkook says as he takes a spoonful of the potato salad and puts it in his mouth. His eyes widen and he takes a napkin from the basket and spits it out.

"Okay, you're right, this potato salad tastes gross", he says with a disgusted expression. I laugh and ask, "did you make this potato salad?"

"Hell no, I just saw it in our fridge so I put it in the basket. Apparently it's bad or something", he says as he closes the potato salad.

He scrunched his nose as he kicks the potato salad to the side and I hold in a laugh.

It's nice to be like this. To relax and just sit and eat and have fun outside with him.

"Wang,"

"Hmm?"

"Hold still", he says.

"Why?"

"Because I want to do this", he says as he lies down and rests his head on my thigh.

He sighs and closes his eyes with a smile.

"What are you doing?" I say as I sit against the tree.

"I'm taking a nap on your leg, what else does it look like?" He says in a soft voice.

"I know that, but why?"

"Because you're comfy. Now shhh", he says as he places his finger over my lips. I chuckle and roll my eyes as I push his finger away.

"Okay fine. But afterwards we have to play soccer", I say. He chuckles and nods as he continues to lie on my legs with a peaceful sigh.

I smile as I look down and gaze at his face.

He's so cute when he's like this.

I take my hand and run my fingers through his hair.

"Mmm~", he says as I continue to rake my hand through his hair.

I think I'm... Starting to really like this boy.

I feel like I shouldn't be the one to like him, especially because he told me he only thinks of me as a sister before... But I don't know if I can stop myself from having feelings for him.

What should I do?

Plus I still need to remember... Remember the memories that he and I spent together.... But, when will I remember all that?

"Why do you have a troubled look on your face?" He asks as he opens his eyes. I continue to rake my fingers through his hair and say, "no I don't. I always look like this,"

He laughs with a roll of his eyes and closes them.

I smile and I had the sudden urge to kiss him.

Ugh the cruel ways of being a teenager.

Notes

I have finally got another chapter up in here!
Sorry for the super long wait, this wasn't the usual timing.
I deeply apologize for the trouble I have caused you all, hope you're not mad! :/
I haven't been my usual self for the past few days, so I couldn't find the encouragement to write.

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