He's My Only One

{Kimma’s POV}

I continued to stare as I saw Jungkook guiding the girl to a table while holding two cups of coffee. He sets the coffee on the table and pulls the chair out for the girl to sit on. She smiles sweetly and sits down. Jungkook hands her the coffee and sits across from her.

I can't help but feel my chest ache as I watch the two of them enjoying themselves in the story.

Why is my chest hurting so much?? I don't understand this.. The last time this ever happened to me was with my ex...

Jungkook suddenly looks over at me and I looked away quickly.

Please, PLEASE don't let him see me like this.

I walked away as quickly as I could and continued to walk down until I saw the sun starting to set.

I finally found a small park and sat against the closest tree I could find.

I feel my heart pang as I recall Jungkook and that girl.

Who is she? Is he dating her? Does he like her?

I scowl at myself and rest my head on the trunk of the tree.

When am I supposed to go home??

“Wang? What happened? Are you okay?” Jimin said as he appeared in front of me, kneeling down to meet my face.

I suddenly jumped, and tried to cover my face. Then I realized that he already saw, so what’s the point. I sighed, and a tear slowly rolled down my cheek as Jimin sat next to me.

“What happened? Kimma? Do you want to talk to me?” Jimin said, looking worried as hell.
I couldn’t talk. My voice has completely stopped, and I didn’t know what to say. The tears soon turned to crying, and I sobbed quietly as Jimin gently pulled my head into my chest, letting me cry.

“It’s okay Kimma, cry it all out. Nothing will happen to you, as long as I’m here,” Jimin said, patting my head. I was about to doze off, until I heard Jimin say something under his breath, “ I hate to see you cry, I love you” I couldn’t help but blush a little

After a while, I stopped my crying, and got up from Jimin’s shoulder.

I was about to say sorry, but Jimin placed one finger on my lips, signaling me to not say anything. He picked me up from my sitting position, and got me to an actual bench to sit on.
“So, are you going to go home?” he asked, his face still full of worries. At least he was smart enough to not ask why I cried.

“Yeah, I guess I’ll be going home soon, you should be going to,” I said, getting ready to get up.
“Do you want me to take you home? My parents wouldn’t mind since I said I was going for a walk,” Jimin said, getting up along with me.

“No it’s okay. I can get home on your home. You should hurry back home now, it’s getting late,” I said, fakingly “walking back home”.

“Okay then! See you tomorrow Kimma!” Jimin said as he ran down the block, and soon disappearing.

I took my cellphone out and looked at the time.

It's already 5:30 pm..

I sigh and close my eyes to relax for a little bit.

Where do I go? My dad kicked me out of the house... So what do I do?

I sat back down onto the bench, and was about to get a nap until someone called my name.

"Hey Kimma, I didn't know you would be here,” I heard from above me. I looked up to see Jungkook looking down at me and a girl standing next to him, clinging onto his arm.

"Oh, yeah, hey Jungkook", I said as I rested my head against the seat and closed my eyes.
I hope he gets the hint and goes away. Just seeing him and that girl like that makes me anxious.

"Why are you at the park this late?" He asks.

Apparently, he DOESNT get the hint.

I sigh and say, "just relaxing for a little bit. You know, chillin."

I opened my eyes and looked to see Jungkook sitting in front of me while pulling the girl’s hand to sit next to him.

I sighed in annoyance as he smirks at me. His smirk turns into a frown as he said, "Are you okay? Were you crying earlier?"

"No, my eyes get red and puffy at night," I said as I crossed my legs obnoxiously.

"Oh really? I've never heard of that, have you?" Jungkook said as he looks over at the girl. She shakes her head and tilts her head as she looks at me.

"Well, I'm going to go now,” I said as I stood up.

"Where to? I'll walk you home,” he said and he stood up quickly.

"No,"

"Why?"

"Because I can walk home by myself,” I said and started to walk away from the two people.

"No I insist that l'll walk you home,” he said as he catches up with me while bringing the girl with him.

I continued to walk and just ignore them as they talked about stuff that I didn’t really care about.
About 20 minutes later, I made it to my house and walked up the steps. I picked my backpack up from the porch and turned around.

"Okay, you can leave now,” I said quickly.

"Aren't you going to invite us in?" The girl says with attitude. I turned around and gave her a glare when all of a sudden the front door slams open.

"There you are Kimma! Where the hell did you go?! Did I ever say you can lea-"

"Sorry dad I'm coming in right now," I say while cutting him off. I was about to walk inside when he pushes me back.

"Who the hell are those two people behind you?" He said as he sways and slurs.

"I don't know" I said as I tried to enter the house again.

"Hold on," he said as he grabs my arm and shoves me back.

"Hey don't touch her like that,” Jungkook said as he takes a step forward.

"Oh wow well look at you. So you’re the boy my whore daughter screwed the other day,” he yelled as I tried to push him in the house.

"Dad stop lets just talk about it in the house", I said as I continued to try to push him back gently.

This isn't good.

He punches me in the face and I fell down onto the floor.

"Kimma!!!" Jungkook said as he jogs towards me.

"You aren't allowed to talk to this boy ever again Kimma!!! Understand me??!!!" My dad yelled as he picked me up from the ground and pulls me towards the house.

"Kimma!! Wait!!" Jungkook said as he ran towards me.

"Jungkook! Don't tell anyone!" I said as my father slammed the door shut.

"How dare you bring them to this home?!" My father said and slaps me across the face. I heard pounding on the front door and Jungkook’s voice as he continues to scream "Kimma!! Kimma!!"
My father punched me in the stomach and pulled on my hair.

"I'm done with your asshole. You're out of this house until I call you back on your cell phone. Understand me?!" My father yells as he continues to slap, punch, and kick me. I choked up a little bit of blood as he drags me towards the front door once again. He opens it and shoves me into Jungkook’s arms.

"Go and be a whore all you want you slutty bitch. I'll call you back when I want you back," my father said as he slams the door shut.

I push Jungkook away and started to limp away from him and the house.

"Kimma!" I heard from behind me. He turns me around and his eyes widen as he stares at my face.

I probably look horrible right now.

"Where's your girlfriend,” I asked as I walk around him.

"She's not my girlfriend. She's just another toy of mine", he says as he stops in front of me.

"I told her to leave when you went in the house, but don't worry she doesn't go to our school so she won't say anything,” he said.

"Oh great well that makes it so much better,” I said sarcastically as I walked around him.

"Kimma stop, wait. Where are you going to go,” Jungkook said as he grabbed my arm.

"I don't know. Somewhere away from you", I said as I yanked my arm away from him.

Wait, he probably knows now. I turned around and give him a glare.

"You can't tell anyone what you just saw,” I said in a serious and threatening tone.

"Why?! It's-"

"No, you can't tell anyone Jungkook, I'm serious." I said

He glares at me as I rest my hands on his shoulders.

"Jeon Jungkook, please, I'll even beg you, don't tell anyone this. My dad is just having a tough time right now", I said as I looked into his eyes.

I usually don't beg in front of someone like the ass known as Jungkook, but I can't have him tell anyone this.

My dad is just going through a phase, he'll get better soon, hopefully.

Jungkook scoffs and shoves my hands off his shoulders and grabs my arm. He starts to walk in a fast pace and leads me to who knows where.

"Where are we going?! Let me go!" I exclaimed as he continues to pull me.

He doesn't answer me and we continued to walk until night started falling.

"We're finally home,” he said as he opens the gate to get to his house.

"Jungkook are you crazy?!" I said as he dragged me towards his front door.

He turned around and covers my mouth with his hand.

"Be quiet unless you want my parents to see you like this,” he said in a hushed whisper. I nodded and he opens the front door.

"Jungkook! What are you doing out this late?!" I heard his mom exclaim as I heard walking through the doorway.

No!!! She'll catch me!!

I feel myself being pulled forward and all of a sudden I'm in Jungkook’s embracing hug. I heard him sigh as his mom walks over to us.

"Why were you out so late?!" She said as Jungkook turned away from her and walked up the stairs, still holding me in his arms.

"I was out with my girlfriend and I met Kimma on the way so I brought her over for a little bit to hang out. We'll be in my room,” he said without waiting for an answer as we walked up the stairs and down the hallway. We made it to his room and he pushes me inside. He leaves and closes the door behind him and I'm left alone, in his room.

I felt so tired.. But I'm glad his mom didn't see me like this at least.

I walked over to Jungkook’s mirror. I can't look that bad, right?

I looked in the mirror and covered my mouth to avoid my scream from being heard.

My eyes are swollen from crying, my lips are bleeding, there is blood all over the front of my clothes, plus bruises are seen throughout my arms, neck, and face.

I looked like I've just been through some horrible murder scene or something..

I lift up my shirt to see how much damage was done to my stomach.

Tears started falling from my eyes as I stared at my dark purple stomach.

What has he done to me? What did I do to deserve this? This life... Why-

"K-Kimma?" I heard from behind me. I turned around with my stomach still exposed to see Jungkook, staring at me with wide eyes. He closes the door and drops the clothes and the medical kit. He runs over to me and pulls down my shirt.

Before I could say anything, he pulls me into another hug.

"Let's get you cleaned up, okay?" He says in my ear with a gentle voice.

I nodded and sniffled as he lets go and walks back to the stuff that he dropped. He picks it all up and spreads it out on the bed.

"I got you my sister's old clothes and a medical kit. Sorry it took so long, I was talking to my mom about why I was late and I had to sneak the medical kit and clothes", he says as he took the clothes off the hangers.

"Oh and don't worry, I didn't tell her about your dad and stuff,” he said as he opens the medical kit. He pulled out his desk chair and commands, "sit," I did as he said as he took out band-aids and medicine.

He applied medicine to my cuts and placed band-aids on all of them. Another tear slipped from my eye and I mentally curse myself.

Why the hell am I crying?!

His expression softens as he caresses the side of my face with his hand and wipes my tear away with his thumb.

"Crying doesn't suit you", he said softly and takes out some more medicine from the box.

"Go lay down on my bed so I can apply this medicine on your bruises. It will help with the pain and bring down the swelling,” he said. I nodded and walked over to his bed. I laid down as he walked over to me, holding the medicine in hand. I winced as he pulls up my shirt to only show my stomach.

I looked at his expression to see him slightly frowning. He sighs and stares at my bruises for a couple more seconds.

"This is going to hurt because well, your stomach is sensitive right now. But it will feel better once I've put it on,” he said as he unscrews the cap. I nodded as he applies the medicine on my stomach.

His hands spread the medicine on my stomach and I can feel my bruises throbbing in protest.
I felt like I'm getting the wind knocked out of me as he continues to apply the medicine.

I covered my mouth with my hand to avoid screaming out in pain as he applies the medicine onto all the bruises over my body. He blew on my stomach to help the medicine dry.

"Okay I know this is going to sound really pervy, but you need to stand up and take off your shirt so I can put the medicine on your back and so I can clean some of the blood off of you,” he said as he takes a step back from the bed.

If I wasn't hurt right now, I would’ve already knocked his block off.

But I hurt right now, and I actually need his help for this one..

I sighed in an annoyed tone and sat up on the bed. I gritted my teeth in pain and I tried to control my whimpers of agony.

"Here, I'll help you up,” Jungkook said as he took my arm gently and helps me up.

Once I've stood up, I take off my shirt as Jungkook looked away.

"I hope you know that if I wasn't injured right now, I would seriously kick you in the balls,” I said as he turns me around to put medicine on my back.

I can hear the smirk in his voice as he said, "I know,"

I scoff and I'm about to say something when I feel his hand apply the medicine on my back.
"Jungkook stop no more", I yelped as tingles of pain spread throughout my entire spine.

"I know, I'm sorry, but I have to," he said. I bit my lip as I tasted a metallic liquid coming from it.
My lip is bleeding, again. At least it's not that bad.

"Okay, it’s finished,” Jungkook said.

He gently hugs me from behind and I can't help but stiffen from his touch.

"W-What are you d-doing?!" I said, feeling heat coming to my cheeks.

"I'm screwing the cap back on," he said. I look down to see his hands screwing the cap on the medicine.

"Yea but you didn't have to put your arms around me to screw in the cap!" I yelled out.

"Shh my parents will hear,” he said as he finally lets go. I elbowed him in the stomach as I heard him groan.

"Pervert,” I said as I went to grab my shirt.

"Use this shirt. It's clean and I think it will fit you,” he said as he threw his sister’s shirt at me.
"T-thanks,” I said as I was about to put on the shirt.

"Nice black bra by the way,” Jungkook said while smirking.

"Jungkook!!" I grab the closest thing to me, which is a pillow, and threw it at him. I put my shirt on and he laughed.

Again, why does that laugh of his send me chills?

He threw the pillow back at me and I glared at him.

"Oh, so now we're playing that kind of game?" I said mischievously.

"Hell yea, it's payback time," he said as he took another pillow from his bed.

"Payback for what?" I said while raising my eyebrow.

"Payback for you making me fall for-" Jungkook said, but stops suddenly and looks away.

"For uh... For making me fall for yesterday. Because I tripped when I was chasing you..." He said as he scratches the back of his neck.

Well, that doesn't make sense, but whatever.

I will not stand by and let someone throw a pillow at me, this is REVENGE.

"Wait, before we start a war of pillows, please change your goddamn pants. There's dried blood all over them,” Jungkook said as he tosses me a pair of sweatpants.

"Okay, but look away,” I said. He nods and turns away as I took off my pants and put on the sweatpants.

Instead of telling him that I'm done, I took a pillow sneakily and walked behind him.

"How long does it take to put on sweats?" Jungkook said as I stood right behind him.
"Not long,” I yeledl and hit his head with a pillow.

"Yah!!! Kimma you sneaky little-" he said and hits me with his pillow. I laughed and ran away as he tries to hit me with the pillow again.

The medicine numbed the pain from my bruises so when he hits me I didn’t feel anything.

Thank god for doctors and their magical healing powers and medications.

"Kimma come back here!" Jungkook said while laughing as I slipped but caught myself. He starts laughing even harder and said, "you should've seen your face when you almost fell! That's freaking hilarious!!"

"You jerk Jungkook!" I said and tried to hit him with my pillow. He grabbed my pillow and pulls, pulling me towards him.

"I got you!" He says as his arm is wrapped around my lower back and his other arm is around my upper back.

"Hey that's not fair! You-"

"All is fair in a pillow war," Jungkook said, cutting me off while smirking.

I rolled my eyes and tried to push him back but his arms hug me tighter. He took his right hand and pushes my head into his shoulder and starts to comb his fingers through my hair.

"I'm sorry for not knowing what you've been going through. And I'm sorry for your guitar being smashed by that stupid girl. I'm sure that guitar meant a lot to you,” he said as his left hand rubs my back gently.

"Why are you apologizing for something that isn't worth an apology? Don't apologize for not knowing something that I didn't want anyone to know, and don't apologize for someone else's wrongdoings. It's not your fault,” I said, my voice slightly muffled.

I heard Jungkook sigh as he hides his face in the nape of my neck. I stiffen as memories flood through me.


*FLASH*


"Kimma, I love you. Please," he said as he hides his face into my neck. He starts to leave kisses on my neck but I tried to push him off.

"No, please stop I don't want to do this yet-"

"Just shut up and do what I say,” I heard him say in a husky voice.

"Please stop,” I yelped as I slapped his shoulder. He puts his hands under my shirt and starts to caress my-


*FLASH*


"NO!" I screamed and push Jungkook away. I fell back onto the floor and started shaking uncontrollably. My eyes started to water as those memories started to rush back to me.

"Kimma? What's wrong? Are you okay?" Jungkook said as he kneels in front of me. I looked up in a panic and I felt... Scared.

Alone... And so scared..

I'm so scared... What if he comes back for me? What if-

"Shhhh it's okay Kimma. I'm here, are you okay?" Jungkook said as he held onto my trembling hand.

"I-I'm scared,” I said as I hugged myself.

"Of what? Of me?" He said. I shook my head as he sighs in relief.

I'm scared of HIM.. My ex.

"You have nothing to fear. I'm right here,” Jungkook said as he leans forward to give me a hug.

"No one can hurt you when I'm next to you okay? I'll protect you with all my life,” Jungkook said in a sweet and soft voice. I nodded my head and wrapped my arms around him to bring him closer.

He stiffens for a second and hugs me tighter, making it hard for me to breathe.

"J-Jungkook, I can't b-breathe" I said in a small shaky voice.

"Oh, sorry,” he said and loosens the hug a bit.

I already felt so much better. I just had a panic attack and all he did was hug me to make me me feel better..

He finally lets go and stood up, extending his hand towards me to help me stand up. I took his hand and he pulls me up, pulling me into another embrace.

"Uh Jungkook.."

"Hmm?"

"Why are you hugging me?"

"Because... I want to,” he said as he hugs me closer.

I smiled and nudge my face into his chest.

He's so warm. I can feel my heart flutter as he continues to hug me. I don't know why but I don't want to let go of him. His hug makes me feel better, and safe.. I feel as if I can fall right asleep in his arms.

Wait... He has a girlfriend..

"Didn’t you have a girlfriend?" I asked and he immediately lets go with a grimace clear on his face.

"She's just a toy of mine, not my girlfriend. There's a difference", he said, looking at me.

I felt my anger boil as I continued to stare at him.

A toy?! She's just a toy?! How dare him? How dare he use a girl as just a toy.

I slapped him across the face as hard as I can and said, "Girls can't just be played with for fun! We aren't toys that can be played with and then thrown away when you get bored!! We aren't games to satisfy your needs of fun!!! Do you know how much it hurts to be used like that?!! How much it makes us feel like crap?! Makes us feel like we weren't worth the effort?! We are human beings who have feelings too you dick head!!!!" His eyes widen in shock as I walked towards his door to leave.

Why did I felt like my heart shattered when I slapped him hard like that? Why am I the one that's hurt when he's the one hurting another girl?

Maybe it’s because I've felt that pain before. The pain of being used and being cheated on.
I grabbed the doorknob when all of a sudden I felt myself being pulled back.

"What?!" I exclaimed and turned around to see him standing there, with an ashamed expression. The left side of his cheek was bright red with the imprint of my hand. He took my hand, the one that I slapped him with, and kisses the palm of it. My heart flutters as I feel his soft lips press against my skin.

"W-What are you doing?!" I said in shock. He stopped kissing my hand and said, "you've been used like that, haven't you? That's why you're about to cry just now." He wiped a tear from my cheek and gazes into my eyes.

I looked down to avoid his gaze.

He's such a stupid ass. How dare he think that he can just kiss my hand and make everything better again? What an asshole.

He took my chin and forces me to look at him.

"I would never use you, EVER-"

"If you would never use me, then why are you using that girl?" I asked as I glared at him. He sighs and I pushed him away again.

"Your room is next to mine", Jungkook said as he walked over to his closet. He walked in and walked out holding a t shirt and a pair of sweatpants.

He started to take off his shirt and I looked away quickly.

Is he really just going to change in front of me without telling me to look away?!!

I heard him chuckle and said, "I'm done. You can turn back around now,"

I turned around to see Jungkook wearing sweatpants... And that's it.

"YAH!!! Jungkook!" I screamed and covered my eyes with my hands.

"Don't tell me you're embarrassed to see me with no shirt?" He said while chuckling.

"Y-You're a jerk Jungkook!" I said as I peeked slightly.

I saw him grab his shirt while smirking as he's about to put on his tee.

"I know that you’re peeking and staring at me, Kimma,” he said as he glanced towards me.

"I am not!!" I said uncovering my face.

"It's fine if you are. I'm glad to know you enjoy looking at my body so much,” Jungkook said as ran his fingers over his abs and bites on his bottom lip. I scoffed and turned around facing the opposite direction.

Curse him and his sexy abs.

I heard him laugh and say, "Okay for real this time I put on my shirt. You can turn around now,"

"How do I know you're not lying to me?" I said when all of a sudden I hear a familiar melody. I turned around to see Jungkook fully dressed, while sitting on the bench in front of the piano.

I couldn’t help but smile as he played that same melody he played the other day.

He glances towards me and smiles sweetly.

My heart throbs at his expression and I can't help but smile back.

"Your smile makes you look prettier,” Jungkook said as he looks back towards the piano again.

I stopped smiling and stared at him.

He's still technically dating a girl, and yet he compliments me and hugs me...

Okay, I can't feel this way towards Jungkook. I can't let my heart skip a beat when he smiles at me. I can't let myself fall for someone as stupid like him.

Someone that's like my ex... I made one mistake and I'm not making that one same mistake again.

This is it, I will bottle up all my feelings for Jungkook and push them aside.

"So... I'm staying the night at your house?" I asked as he stopped playing the piano. He turned around while still sitting on the piano bench and said, "yea, you're staying at my house until your dad lets you back home,"

I stood there still in shock.

Until my dad lets me back home?!! But I was only planning on staying here for tonight!


"Don't worry, I'm having the maids buy your uniform for school right now as we speak. If you leave my room and look for the first door to your left, you'll see the door to your room,” Jungkook said as he stood up, walking towards the door to his room. He walked out and waits in the hallway for me to follow him.

I inwardly sighed and walked after him. He walks to the door next to his room and opens the door to 'my room'. He made a hand motion, signaling for me to enter first. I walked in and see a big room similar to Jungkook’s, except that the design of everything has more of an elegant feel than his. There's no piano, just an empty space in place for the piano.

"This is your room. I hope you’ll like it," Jungkook said as he leaned against the doorframe. I nodded my head in awe as I heard him chuckle from behind me.

"Well you're easy to impress,” he said as he walked over to the bed.

He climbed onto the bed and starts to jump up and down.

"Is that a good thing or a bad thing?" I asked as he continues to jump.

"Hmmm... Both", he said.

"Both? Why is it a bad thing?"

"Because, it will be easier for others to impress you, and I don't like that,” he said as he stops jumping. He grabbed my hand and pulls me onto the bed with him. He starts to jump again and said, "Come on Kimma stop being so uptight about everything. Relax, just jump around and have some fun for once."

I glared at him and started to jump on the bed with him.

"This is actually pretty fun!" I exclaimed and started to laugh. He laughs along with me and stops jumping. He sat down on the bed breathing slightly heavy.

"Well I just used up all my energy for today,” he said and laid down on the bed while putting his arm over his eyes.

I rolled my eyes and nudged him with my hand as I laid next to him.

"I hate to say this to someone like you, but thanks, for everything,” I said as I got up from the bed.

"Anytime Wang,” he said as he leaped off the bed.

"I'm going to sleep now. If you need anything, just ask me,” he said as he made his way towards the door.

"Okay, thanks then,” I said as he closes the door behind him. I sighed and fell onto the comfy bed.

I feel a lot better when I'm around Jungkook. I feel like my worries slip away when I'm with him, but no. I can't become close with him. I'll only stay here for a couple days and then I'll leave.

I pulled the covers over my body and turned off the lamp that's next to my bed. I drifted off into a deep sleep with the thoughts of Jungkook and another person...

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