Deeply In Love

Just after I looked up, Chanyeol did too...
Oh great... I know that I kind of already solved the conflict between them... But I didn't tell Chanyeol... And I'm not sure if GD is even going totreat Chanyeol nicely...
"Oh, Emma-ah!" GD smiled, ignored Chanyeol.
TOP waved at me, he was tall and handsome.
"Hyung." Chanyeol said awkwardly as he smiled, TOP smiled back and said "Hi" quietly.
"Chanyeol," GD smiled suddenly, "How are you?"
(Chanyeol's POV)
Did GD just say hi to me? What happened? Whenever we see each other we would just fight...
Did something happen to him?
"Um... I'm good hyung~ You?" I said carefully, not sure if this is sort of a prank or something.
"Haha!" GD laughed suddenly, "I'm great."
Emma looked confused too... Why did he laugh?
"You're probably wondering why I'm being like this..." GD said, "Well... Thanks to Emma."
Emma?! What did she do?! Did she figure out what happened to me and GD? Was that why she was mad and pissed off at me?
(Emma's POV)
No! GD! Don't tell him! I prayed inside my heart... This will be so embarrassing! Chanyeol might even figure out that I like him!
But... Of course... GD can't read my mind... So he said it...
"Yesterday Emma visited me." GD smiled, and winked at me, "She figured out what happened between us... And maybe... It wasn't all your fault... Maybe... I could have... Listened a little better..."
OMG! Is that really GD? The GD I know?! Chanyeol is probably thinking the same thing...
But... he really changed...
Chanyeol looked shocked... He stared at GD with disbelief... And at me too.
"Emma.... Did you really?" Chanyeol asked.
I nodded, "I'm sorry..."
"No no no!" Chanyeol said, "There's nothing to apologize about! Thank you... I mean... Wow..."
GD laughed, "Maybe I was being kind of brat... and... Emma really made it better!"
I smiled a little, so this didn't go too wrong... Until...
"Emma-ah, about my confession... Aren't you gonna say anything?" GD asked teasingly.
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! IS GD SERIOUSLY ASKING THIS IN FRONT OF EVERYONE?!!! INCLUDING MY CRUSH?!!
"......" I didn't know what to say... Was he actually being serious?!.... But this is just so embarrassing... Especially that Chanyeol is here... He might misunderstand...
"Just give me an answer..." GD said, sincerely.... Maybe he was being serious... But why though?! Out of millions of his fans... Why did he choose me?! Since... I... I... I already like someone else...
Chanyeol stared at both of us... Shocked... He probably thought I like GD and he likes me... He probably thought there's something between us! I can't let that happen!
"GD oppa..." I took a deep breathe, "I respect you and you're my number 1 idol... But..."
GD looked at me, expecting an answer... Possibly one that's like "yes"
"But I have no other feelings for you..." I looked down, "There's no other place in my heart for another person..."
Shoot.... I said it again... IN FRONT OF CHANYEOL! I was so stupid!
GD showed emotions, but I could see the disappointment in him.
"I'm so sorry.... I..." I was trying to make him feel better, since he's looking sadder and sadder.
"Who is it." GD said, without blinking.
"Huh?"
"You said your heart is full already... So who's the person you like?" GD said, forcing me to answer
"GD oppa... I... I can't tell you." I bit my lips.
"Why? WHY?!" GD shouted, "I... I'm sorry...for shouting...
"I really can't..." I clenched my fist.
GD pulled my shoulders, He pulled me in closer, "Who is it? Why can't you tell me? I won't tell him!"
"....." I remained silent...
"Is it Chanyeol?... You won't tell me since he's here?" GD said, why does he have to do this?
"...." I hid the anger inside me.
"Is it really him? You've done so much for him.... You even bothered to talk to me and offend me just for him! Tell me the truth! Is it really him?! Is it really him?!" GD shouted once again... The people in the restaurant stared at him strangely.
"GD hyung... I think..." Chanyeol looked very shocked yet he still tried to stop him.
"Shut up!" GD shouted, then he turned to me again, "Tell me... Emma... Is it him?! I just wants to know is it really true that every single girl I've ever liked turn to him?!"
That's it! I can't hide it anymore, I clenched my fists and screamed out, "YES! IT'S CHANYEOL! I DO LIKE HIM! I DO LIKE HIM VERY MUCH!"
Shit! I guess that's the end of it... I said it without thinking... It was soooooo stupid of me... I said that... In front of my crush... Park Chanyeol!
GD slowly let go of me, I fell back, Chanyeol catched me....
"I... I wasn't expecting that..." GD mumbled.
".... Me neither..." I whispered to myself.
"Go." GD said, smoothing out his hair which is now a huge mess, "I said go!" He yelled.
I quickly picked up my purse which had fallen to the ground and ran away quickly, Chanyeol followed.
*short GD POV- that was a little too much... And I admit it... I'm basically a failure...*
I ran without looking back... I can't look back... I can't face Chanyeol right now... Or anyone...
I ran passed Chanyeol's car... I didn't know where I was going... But I just kept on going...
Suddenly someone grabbed me... It was Chanyeol...
"Emma!" He said, breathing hard, "You're going too fast..."
I blushed and looked down so I can hide my bright red face.
"Slow down..." He smiled at me, "Since we're already here... Let's take a short walk..."
I nodded slightly, I can't do anything right now... My mind is not functioning and my body is frozen...
Chanyeol started walking... So I followed behind him. I kept my head down since I was SUPER embarrassed...
"Ouch!" I screamed as I bumped into something since I wasn't looking...
It was Chanyeol's back that I bumped into, he giggled a little.
"You're so careless Emma!" Chanyeol laughed.
"Sorry..." I said quietly.
"You should be," Chanyeol said, "For hurting yourself like that! Now walk beside me." He joked.
I nodded, I walked along side him, I looked up this time.
We walked quietly on the sidewalk, the night was dark... It was cold and winding was blowing.
"It's cold~" Chanyeol said as he rubbed his hands against each other.
I nodded slightly, not daring to speak.
Chanyeol smiled, and suddenly grabbed my hands, "To keep your hands warm~" He said.
I tried to let go of his hands, but he didn't show any sign of relieving it...
So Chanyeol and I walked on the side walk hand in hand... No one said anything... All we did was walking and looking at the stars in the sky...
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"Emma... Emma..." That was the vivid thing I heard when I first woke up in the morning.
I saw a hand waving in front of my face, it was Baekhyun's huge face.
"Ah!" I screamed, kind of scared by Baekhyun.
"Ah!" Baekhyun screamed too, he jumped back.
"Yah!" I whined, "Byun Baekhyun! What are you doing?"
"Chinja! You scread me!" Baekhyun said.
"Hey! You scared ME!"
Baekhyun rubbed his hair, "It's already 8, we're already late for school..."
"What?! 8?! Did I over slept again?!" Damn... Of course... I got home really late last night, since I took that long "walk" with Chanyeol... Sehun and Baekhyun were already asleep since I texted them that I'll be home late...
"Haha~ Yep..." Baekhyun laughed, "Sehun is in the bathroom, you should change first and go to school with us!"
I nodded quickly and went into the closet. I changed into my gray sweater and put on my black ripped jeans. Also a scarf since yesterday was really cold.
When I ran out Sehun was already drinking coffee with Baekhyun, "Good morning~" I smiled at them.
"Morning~" Sehun smiled, I'm glad he didn't ask where I went yesterday... It will be REALLY hard to explain...
"Sorry that I woke up late again..." I said awkwardly, "I'll get washed really quickly... You guys can go if you want..."
Sehun smiled, "No, it's okay~ We'll wait!"
I hurried into the bathroom and got washed and put on some light makeup (it's barely anything, just foundation and mascara etc.)
"I'm ready!" I said, grabbed my school bag.
"Let's go~" Baekhyun said, he took over my school bag, "Let me carry this!"
"Oh... Thank you oppa~" I blushed, knowing that it's no use to argue with Baekhyun whether who gets to carry it since its no use.
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First period was English, which I have with Sammy, DO, Xiumin and Chanyeol. Baekhyun and Sehun had art. I'm not really that worried since our English teacher is nice unlike Mrs.Dong...
This is the subject I'm the best at, and I usually sit next to Chanyeol since we're partners, and also Xiumin since Sammy told he he needed some help...
I sat down at my usual seat, Chanyeol was already here, So is Sammy and Xiumin, DO sat down behind me.
"Okay, class, this time we're gonna work a project, so please pick a topic that related to American history and make a presentation with it." The teacher said with fluent English but a little bit of accent.
"And please get in a group of 5 or 4!" She added.
Sammy shouted, "Yah! Guys! We're a group!"
Xiumin nodded and smiled, "This is perfect."
"DO-ah! Come here so we can work!" Chanyeol said, then he smiled at me.
I blushed a little, I still can't forget about what happened yesterday... Yet I tried to... But it was such an awkward and embarrassing moment... Chanyeol probably thinks I'm weird....
We gathered in a circle, I pulled out my computer for research.
"What do guys want to do?" DO asked.
"Maybe food?" Sammy giggled, of course...
"How about American Music History?" Chanyeol suggested.
I nodded, so did Xiumin and DO. "Good idea~"
So we began researching about American music and famous American singers... It was a lot of work and yet... fun...
I back was getting sore from all the researching, so I stretched.
Chanyeol stared and me... and said, "You must be tired Emma, I'll do a massage for you~"
"Huh?" I was confused.
"Oooooohh...." Sammy teased, "Chanyeol never does massage to people! Not even Xiumin! What's going on between you two?"
Xiumin laughed too, "True, you guys kept on staring and eyeing each other... Are you two dating?"
"NO!" I shouted, my face turning red, "We're not dating... We..." Now this just got awkward.
"I saw Sammy eyeing you too, hyung!" Chanyeol saved me, and him too... True... Sammy was staring at Xiumin with daze...
"I wasn't..." Sammy got quiet.
DO laughed, "You guys..."
Suddenly someone knocked the door, everyone turned to that direction.
The English teacher who calls herself "Lucy" walked to the door and opened it.
"Ah! Mr. Kwon! What brings you here?" Lucy said formally.
Mr.Kwon?! GD?! WTAF! Are you kidding?! Does this really have to happen?!
It's GD! The son of the principle, leader of Bigbang, the guy who heard my confession to Chanyeol... And also... the guy I turned down to...
"Oh shit..." I mumbled.
"Language!" DO whispered and chuckled.
GD walked in looking super stunning and handsome... He looked like he's on top of the world... Nothing like the GD yesterday who was screaming and yelling...
He walked straight to me... My heart was beating super fast... What is he up to again?...
I looked down waiting for a scolding... Instead... He did something else... Which really surprised me...
He bowed... Deeply... Probably 90 degrees... He bowed infront of me... A hoobae... A nobody... And a girl who broke his heart...
Everyone stared at me and GD shockingly... I quickly grabbed his arm, "GD oppa, please get up..."
"Will you forgive me?" GD asked sincerely.
"Huh?"
"I'm asking for your forgivness... I won't get up until you forgive me..." GD said, kept on bowing.
"GD oppa... I...." GD changed... A lot... If it was the old him he would have never done such a thing... But now he's in front of me... Asking for me to forgive him... Lowering himself... In front of me... Does he actually... Like me?...
"Of course I forgive you..." I sighed.
The students whispered to each other, Sammy's mouth was wide open...
GD stood up, he smiled at me, "I'm sorry Emma... For... everything I've done to you... I won't bother you anymore... Never again... I won't appear in front of you and... It's just going to be like I'm gone..."
(GD's POV)
Emma looked extremely shocked... But I have to do this... I owe her too much... I was being really bad yesterday...
"GD oppa..." Emma spoke as she looked at me, "You don't have to do that.... We can still be friends..."
"But...."
"I still wants to be friends with you since you're willing to change..." Emma said quietly, "I'm also sorry..."
"Emma... I... I'm no good.." I said, feeling happy since she actually forgave me.
"GD, don't worry... You're an amazing person!" She smiled at me.
"So... We're good now?" I smiled.
She nodded, "You should get to work now~"
I nodded too, "Bye~ See you~"
I left the room quietly, leaving Emma and all those confused people behind... Even though she said we're still good... But things will never be the way it was anymore...
I admit... I'm jealous... I'm jealous that the person she likes is not me... And I don't think I'm great enough to stand the fact that the person I love... Is with someone else...
But there is something unique about her... Even though all the girls I loved turned to Chanyeol... But Emma was the first one I've forgiven...

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