Deeply In Love

I sat on the car silently with Baekhyun and DO, DO was driving, Baekhyun sat on the back with me...
"Emma... Are you really okay?...."
I hesitated and answered, "Not... really..."
DO sighed, "Just please tell us what happened... Chiebai~"
I sighed, should I tell them?.... But they will probably figure out that I like Chanyeol... I took a deep breathe.
I should tell the truth... I have brought up so much trouble since that day... They deserve to know the truth...
(Baekhyun's POV)
She looked sad and weak... She has always been always so energetic... What happened... What happened to the crazy Emma I know from the very beginning...
"I'll.... Just tell you guys everything..." She said quietly.
My eyes brightened, finally...
"It's that day... When I went to buy the soft drinks and ramen... I saw GD.... With Chanyeol..."
My heart skipped a beat... That really was the case?...
"Then I saw them yelling at each other... And... I kind of figured out everything..."
DO gasped, "Chinjia?! You know now?!!"
Emma nodded quietly, "That's why... There I told you..."
"But... Why are you sad when it's fight between Chanyeol and GD?" Do asked.
"I...." Emma hesitated.
"Do you...." DO smiled, "Like GD?"
Emma looked shocked, "Ani~ NO!!!!!! Not even possible!"
DO laughed, "How about Chanyeol hyung?"
Emma suddenly became silent, she didn't admit or refute... Does she really likes Chanyeol?...
"Yah Chinjia! Everyone likes Chanyeol..." DO whined.
(Emma's POV)
I bit my lips... Shit... I just spilled everything out... Now that they know I like Chanyeol..
I was so stupid, I ruined everything for myself...
"I.... But he already has a girl deep inside his heart..."
DO looked shocked, "Chijia?!"
"That's what he said... True love..." I said sadly.
"Who is it?" Baekhyun said.
"I... I think it's GD's ex girlfriend?..."
"Soo Bae?" DO asked, "She left Seoul a long time ago... And Chanyeol doesn't like her..."
"He... doesn't?..."
Baekhyun nodded, "yeah.... Soo Bae lied to Chanyeol... She told him that she was single when she was actually with GD already... She was dating 2 boys at once... Pretty much a player..."
"Chinjia?!" I said with disbelief, I shouldn't have overreacted... Now this just got all awkward.
DO nodded, and he told me the story...
Chanyeol was heartbroken for a while. He broke up with Soo Bae and never ever talked to her again...
But when they were dating, they sure did look like a cute couple... And kind of "true love"-like...
So they did dated... But Chanyeol hates her now... Since all of that relationship was a lie... He never would have done that if he knew that the girl was already taken...
I felt bad for Chanyeol... I felt really bad... I felt bad for making a big fuss about it... The worst of all... I felt bad for treating him like that yesterday...
"Sorry... I over reacted..." I said.
DO smiled, "It's okay... He's the first guy you've ever liked... Right?..."
I nodded, "But please... Don't tell anyone else..."
Baekhyun smiled, "We promise..."
Then I suddenly thought of GD's crazy reaction.... Why was he mad when it was her girlfriend...
"But... Why was GD so mad?" I asked.
"Because GD never listened to Chanyeol when he tried to explain... GD has always been like that, he has no one in his sight... He was never a good listener... All he does is interrupt..." Baekhyun said.
"Really?.... But he listened to me..." I said quietly. Whenever I talked to GD, he always listened to me... At least that's what I thought...
"Maybe your the only exception.... He wouldn't listen to anyone..." Baekhyun said.
Wait a minute... If GD only listens to me but nobody else... Maybe I should go tell him the truth... And maybe he will stop being mad at Chanyeol...
I smiled as I thought about it... Everything will be fixed...
"Emma, what are you smiling about?" Do asked.
"Nothing." I lied and kept on smiling through ride...
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"We're home~" Baekhyun said as he opened the door.
Surprisingly, I saw Sehun at the kitchen with an apron, COOKING.
"Wow wow wow Sehun....Look what we've got here..." Baekhyun looked shocked.
Sehun smiled awkwardly, "I figured that it can't just be Emma cooking, today I'll take the job as the chef!"
"Yah! yah!" I said, "Sehun, the steak is burned!"
Sehun turned to look at the steak, "Oops... Sorry..."
I shook my head, "Let me do it... You'll just ruin everything..."
"No! Lemme help you~ I promise I'll be good..." Sehun said with aegyo.
I laughed, I know that Sehun's purpose of this wasn't to help me cook, he was trying to cheer me up...
But... I'm already cheered up... I was being ridiculous and inmature... I shouldn't have been crying like that...
I should figure everything out first before treating Chanyeol like that... I felt really bad for causing all this trouble...
"Yash! I'm so stupid!" I said out loud and as I hit my head with my hand.
"What?" Sehun looked at me confused.
"Nothing~" I smiled.
Sehun smiled at me, "I'm glad your happy again... Emma..."
(Baekhyun's POV)
I laid down on the coach and looked at Emma and Sehun cooking.
I'm glad she's happy again... Not surprising... She likes Chanyeol... Just like every other girl in school...
Chanyeol has always been the most popular member with his charming and sweet smile...
I felt happy for Emma that she was happy again... But why.... do I want her to hate Chanyeol?...
I know that sounds selfish and mean... But why... All of a sudden, I'm jealous of Chanyeol?... Ugh, this jealously feeling sure didn't feel good. I finally understood how the fan girls felt when I dated Taeyeon and when the rumor about Emma and I dating came out...
But I can't be like them, that will just make Emma feel even worse... But... Can I be that guy... Who just lets go of the person he likes and lets her go to someone else?... Can I do that?.... I... don't know...
But I think someone could... I thought I as I looked towards Sehun... He's still as charming as always... But when he's with Emma, there's something different about him... And that something, was tenderness...
He had done a lot for Emma, it was him who begged me for hours to let Emma into our dorm room, I didn't agree first since I wanted to joke around with Sehun and tease him... But he begged me and went on for hours, I finally told him that I was joking and Emma could move in... He looked very pissed off...
It was also his idea for me to be good friends with Emma, which I was planning on doing at the first moment (maybe even more than friends)...
He was the one that suggested us go to Karaoke, he couldn't make it since he had an extra class.... He was the one telling us to be nice to Emma and don't yell at her... He was the one protecting Emma all along...
I can tell that Emma likes Chanyeol... And Sehun probably can too... He probably likes Emma as much as I do.... At least I think...
But he was the who endured that Emma likes Chanyeol, not him... Maybe my feeling towards Emma is not strong enough... At least not as strong as Sehun... Whenever I bring on whether he likes Emma or not, he always changes the subject...
Sehun is not the baby maknae I knew from before anymore... He had matured... A lot...
(Emma's POV again)
"Sehun, let's make a new one! This one is ruined..." I said as I laughed at the burned up steak.
Sehun made a sad face, "Sorry, I'll eat that one..."
"No no no~" I laughed, "Don't, it will make you sick. Come on, I'll make new ones for you."
Sehun nodded, "Arrasseo! Bbali and start!"
I cleaned the meat and starts cooking it, Sehun copied what I did with another piece of meat. Even though he didn't do it exactly right, it was still way better than his first one.
Sehun smelled his steak and smiled, "Hmmmm... Yum~"
I laughed at his childish gesture, "Haha! Good job Sehunnie!"
We made a third one together, that one turned out to be the best one.... It looked nice and cooked, unlike the first one Sehun made... Lol
"Baekhyun! Time for dinner!" I called.
Baekhyun happily walked over, "Emma! You sure are in a good mood again..."
I nodded, "Thanks to you and DO oppa~"
"No, it was Sehun's idea-
Before he could finish, Sehun stopped him, "Bbali and eat, or else it won't taste as good anymore..."
"Alright~" I sat down on the chair and sat up forks and knifes for us.
"Let's eat~" Baekhyun said as he sniffed the steak, "Yum~~~~~"
Baekhyun had the one that I made, "Baekhyun oppa, bbali and try whether its good or not~"
Baekhyun stuffed the meat in his mouth, his eyes brightened, "Gish ish amazhing~(this is amazing)"
Sehun and I both laughed at his weird accent.
I had the one Sehun made, and Sehun had the best one we made together.
I tried it, it actually doesn't taste that bad, Sehun is a great chef~
"Yum~ Ours is so good Emma!" Sehun said with excitement, "Try one!" He cuts off a piece and puts it in my plate.
I ate it, it was AMAZING~~~ Even though Sehun's was great, but ours was amazing!!!!! I'm honestly very proud of us.
Right before we were finished with eating, Baekhyun's phone rang.
"Abosayo? (hello?" Baekhyun said.
"Chinjia?! OMO! Xiumin hyung is back already?!"
Sehun stood up from his chair, trying to listen to the conversation.
"OMO! I missed Xiumin hyung! Where is he?"
"Arraseo hyung! See you at DO's in 5!" Baekhyun hanged up and excitedly ran over to the dining table.
"Guys! Guess what! Xiumin hyung is back early! he finished filming early and he's now in his dorm room!"
I was excitedly, I have never met Xiumin before. I heard he was the oldest member, so I expected to see a mature man with a little bit of facial hair. Still, I was excited.
"Emma, he's the only one you haven't met right?" Sehun asked.
I nodded, "Yep! I really wanted to meet him!"
"So what are we waiting for? kajia! (lets go)" Baekhyun said as he opened the door, we all ran out.
"Xiumin shares the dorm room with DO oppa?" I asked.
Sehun nodded, "Yep, it's the one right next to ours."
Baekhyun knocked on the door, DO opened it.
"DO, move! I wanna see hyung!" Baekhyun said.
"Yah! Now that Xiumin hyung is back, you all are ignoring me?!" DO looked sad.
Sehun ran inside with Baekhyun leaving me and DO here.
I smiled at DO and followed along.
"Yah! You guys! Chinjia!" Do said, sounding pissed off.
As I entered into the room, Chen, Suho, Kai were already here.
Then there was... This small and medium height boy with brown hair and chubby face. He looked like he would be around 16 years old.
"who is that? Is that someone's little brother?" I asked Sehun.
Sehun starred at me strangely, "What are you talking about? He's our hyung, Xiumin."

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