Spring day

-Jungkook´s pov-

He stood in front of the turquise carousel, while trying to tear his gaze away from the pair of shoes, that were tied to the dark branches.
It were his friends´ shoes.
He knew him, he wouldn´t throw his life away like that, even in the darkest nights he would know that he was never walking alone on his path...
his path.
Where would it lead to?
He didn´t know, all he knew was that they had to convoy him on this new path he was trying to find.
He tore his eyes away from the tree and went to his car.
To get to his friends in order to find him and to accompany him.

Once he was at the small diner, they had spent so much time and shared so many memories with, he went up to his friends and told them that they had to find him, while he was trying to pass by the edge of the cold winter until the days of spring, he couldn´t pass this edge alone.
They had to stay, stay a little longer until the days of the flower blossoms.
They ran through the narrow aisle, in front of them.
They ran until they saw him, saw him standing in front of the blue waves drifting to the shore.

-end Jungkook´s pov-

Standing there looking at the waves many thoughts came to him, thoughts reflecting his life

It´s not that he doesn´t believe it
But that he wants to try holding out
Because this is all he can do
He wants to remain
He wants to dream more
Even so what he is saying is
That it´s time to leave
He is just walking and walking, among the darkness
His happy times asked him this question
You, are you really okay, it asked him
He replied, no, he is so afraid
Still he hold he six flowers tightly in his hands
He, he is just walking, he said

He is still standing there with his eyes closed, lost between the deserts and oceans
waiting for someone to tell him where this many paths he can´t take came from.

But what he didn´t know was that these someone where standing right behind him, people telling him that this was his path to take, that even if he goes back, he will reach this path eventually.
"Hyung!", one of them called out to him.
He turned around and saw his beautiful path filled with flowers, blooming, right in front of him, he knew that this was his right choice.
He walked over to them and the eldest ruffled his hair affectionately.
"Let´s go.", he said before turning his gaze to the sun setting beautifully, he smiled knowing that this was his path, knowing that he wouldn´t get caught up in lies, that others would tell him.

The youngest blew out the match he was holding, causing the darkness to settle over them like a large comforting blanket made of silence and freedom.
"Hyung, what is youth?", the youngest asked, his question loud in the dark.
"Youth,",the older repeated,"youth is the most beautiful moment in life..."

Notes

sooo this is the second half of this and I hope you all enjoyed it ^^
I got inspired by the spring day mv teaser(and omg the full mv and the you never walk alone album, I actually cried while watching the mv :D) and by the lyrics of awake and lost by bts.
Thank all of you for reading and
author out!