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Got7 Imaginaries

Your Ray of Sunshine ☼

Genre: Romance | One-Shot | Fluff [somehow]
Starring: OC [You] | Youngjae
Word Count: 1.170
You always thought of him as the perfect man. The man you could imagine living together and planning to have a family with. For you he was just a beautiful ray of sunshine; the boy that lightened up your mood even if you felt terrible and sad. But now that boy was gone. You wouldn’t know for how long since he was very busy and had filled schedules. Every single day you tried to message him but got no reply back and so you were just sitting at home waiting for a message of him but the more you waited; the more sadder you became.
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Did he forget about you? Did he forget about the wonderful days you spent together? Questions were running through your head and you dragged yourself not to cry. Not even your roomate could cheer you up. She always tried her best to make you smile but it was hard for you to do so. You missed him with every single fiber of your skin.
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The day you met him you would be sure to never forget. It was September when you first met him in real life. You already knew him before, it was an easy thing to do so because he was a member of a quite popular group called „Got7“. The first song you ever got to listen was their debut song „Girls Girls Girls“ and what to say; you fell in love for this wonderful, cute and amazing boy called Choi Youngjae as soon as you saw him. His catchy smile always could make your heart melt even if you felt sad.
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You didn’t even know that they would have a comeback during that time since they were busy with their „Fly“ concerts and also some of the members looked really tired and stressed. It broke your heart seeing them like this and it broke your heart thinking about him training as hard as he did. So you were kind of surprised as you arrived at the airport in Seoul and noticed the person dressed all black. You jokingly thought that would be a style Youngjae would totally wear and as you got nearer to the person you had to hold your breath. It was Youngjae. Choi Youngjae standing there; lost. None of the other members around him. It was just him.
Your glances catched each other as he suddenly looked up from his phone and his eyes were of such a wonderful brown that made you shiver. Both of you were staying like that for some time; looking at each other without noticing anything around you. But as soon as he wanted to step forward he got distracted by his fans. As he then looked up again he couldn’t find you anywhere. Of course he wouldn’t. You took the oportunity to literally run away as soon as you noticed a got distracted because you just wanted to hide your blushing face.
He looked at you; you looked at him. Your glances met each other and it just felt so fine. But would you ever be able to see him ever again?
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„There you are“ It was the voice of a young male. The young male you loved after you saw him the first time. Choi Youngjae. His smile was of a kind nature and it made you shiver once again. „I’m sorry. But- you know- the fans.“ You nodded shyly. „What is your name?“ „Y/N“ You stuttered and looked away fast. „What a beautiful name.“
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After that kind of accident; how you just met him at the airport alone; you met each other often. Of course you did because you had time. You were staying in Korea the whole month and even if his schedules were busy; he still managed to see you every single day. It was more than just an easy friendship but how could you tell him your feels? You never confessed to someone like Youngjae; a Korean Singer. As you then had to fly home again you made the promise to write each other on a daily basis. But as soon as you arrived home he never answered you again.
It was a wonderful day. The sun was shining bright and you could stay home the whole day. As you opened kakaotalk to chat with a friend of yours you saw it. The red notification of a message. A message from Youngjae. You blushed not even knowing what he wanted to tell you but as you then read the ask you lost your smile.
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„Can you send me a picture of you?“ It was his first message after months and all he wanted was a picture? You felt somehow sad but at the same time you wanted to do this because if he requests something you wouldn’t hesitate to do so.
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It took you hours to find the right angle and finally make a picture that was halfway good.
As soon as you sent him you already got a reply. It was him saying: “It doesn’t look good.”
You shed a single tear. Normally he always mentioned how pretty you were.
But what was this? It broke your heart a little and you just needed some minutes on your own. Not knowing how to feel you closed the app and turned off any other devices. Alone- you needed to be alone.
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As your roomate arrived home she noticed at first sight that something was wrong. She knocked on your door; it wasn’t even loud but you heard it and gave her a sign to come inside. You then told her the story; crying. The fact Youngjae; the boy you deeply loved but couldn’t confess to; said something like this was hard.
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You went to bed early this day and as you woke up the next morning you may didn’t feel better but you felt good enough to turn on your phone and checking it for some messages. „10 missed calls“ was standing there in big letters and your eyes widened as you saw who that person was. Youngjae. He called you ten times and of course you needed to call him back fast.
„Y/N? Finally- I was trying to call you for a while now.“ „What’s the matter?“ You asked and were surprised by the harsh tune of your voice.
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„I’m here.“ He said and waited for you to react. „Where?“ „I’m here. Just open your window.“ And you couldn’t believe what you saw but he was standing there; the phone in his hand and his eyes fixed yours. „H-how? How can you be here?“ „I told you that your picture wasn’t good. Remember?“ The memories of yesterday hit you. „But I wasn’t lying to be honest. The picture didn’t look good -“ He made a short pause; his glance still fixed yours. „It didn’t look good because I wasn’t there.“ Your eyes got teary just listening to him. With his hands he formed a heart yelling „I love you Y/N. I just really really love you.“

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Comments

"your picture wasn't good because I wasn't there" LOL

catdog21 catdog21
2/9/17