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SUHO'S POV
As me and sehun are on the plane he keeps looking out the window like he is missing something from his live its like he is completely dry

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KOTOMI'S POV
As we get to japan there was already a car for us to get into, i didnt really question it but all i could do was follow xiumin
was this really for the best? is he taking me to my mother? like dad said about her being alive
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minutes later the car stops in front of a big house which seems like a really rich person lives here

right when were greeted in, i See dad bruises in all but still manages to run to me and i give him a big hug
"Appa! you are okay" I said sobbing
"Kotomi im sorry" Dad said then letting go and holding on to xiumin's hand
"Thanks for bringing her here safely" dad said as he turns around to look at a random lady standing behind us then looking back at me smiling
"Kotomi, there's someone i want you to meet" Said leeteuk

as i hold hands with xiumin we slowly walk towards the lady to meet in the middle of her big living room
"MY Little Koto" Said the lady starting to tear up
some how "koto" sounded really familiar to me and i step in front of her with dad and xiumin behind as i couldn't say anything she brings me into a hug
"Its me kotomi. . . mama" Said the strange lady as she cried onto me while hugging me
At this point i didnt know what to feel i couldn't hug her back i just stood there dumbfounded like she was the biggest liar for not telling me she was alive
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the next day went on like this living in what seems to be my moms home

all she does is hang around me and all i could offer her is a fake smile but no communication wither it be a "Hello" or a "Goodbye" i didnt know what to say
"Kotomi, i know youre surprised by all this but she is your real mom" said dad
as he sat next to me, i just knew i came for a reason its time to know what really happened
- So we all sat together Dad, the lady, and me. Leaving xiumin out for a bit-
"Kotomi, your mom wanted to always be with you she would send letters and all kind of toys but i would throw all them away i didnt wanna deal with her again" Said dad as he was looking down
"I use to be a spy and your mom's grandfather was my biggest enemies boss, one day i get a mission to kill her but i couldn't she was to beautiful to believe she was bad"
"from then on she gained my trust as well did i with her, so we secretly saw each other until her grandfather found out keeping us apart making us run away and having you, but then one day as she left to the store and she never came back leaving me alone with just you" Dad said trying not to tear up
making me hold his hand
"i didnt know she was taken away, if i would of known you could of still had a relationship with your mom, im so sorry kotomi" said dad as i hug him making me feel bad about my real mom making me speak
"Im sorry after all these years i didnt know anything, and yet you were sending me stuff" I said as the lady reaches out to me and holds my hand crying looking back and forth to dad and me
"All I ever wanted was to keep you guys safe and happy" The lady said wanting to hug me but hesitates

"Even after all these years without you, I still never hated you" I finally said as the lady hugs me out of happiness and i reach in for dad to join
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"Where's that grandfather now?" I said a bit worried he still didn't like us
"He died no to long ago, thats why after all these years im not afraid to see you guys again because i know i can have more protected ow then ever" The lady said
I wasn't use to calling her "Mom" yet but maybe overtime I can start to.

XIUMIN'S POV
There's still one last thing to tell kotomi, I need to tell her


"Sends Text"---> kotomi, meet me @ the garden around 8? I have something to tell you---
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Bonus pic

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