-He’s going to wake up with the biggest hangover ever-
-I bet-
-Well, I have to go now-
-Eonni, why don’t you sleep here? You sure you want to go home? Did you bring your car?-
-No..I didn’t, fuck, its too late- You sigh -You sure I can sleep here?-
-Just get one of the pillows from Jimin’s room, my room is pretty big, we can sleep together-
-Sure-
-I’ll go get it ready-

You walk back into Jimin’s room and start to look for a pillow, his room seems emptier than you remember, you open the closet to get a pillow just to find half of his clothes gone.
You take the pillow and slowly move back, you hit a suitcase with your foot and fall back landing in Jimin’s arms.

-You should be more careful K-
-You’re up!? I thought you passes out from all that alcohol!-
-K...Kohana-

Jimin’s lips press against yours, he reeks of alcohol, but gosh, are his lips soft.
After a few seconds you snap out of it and push him away.

-YA! JIMIN!- You look at him as he’s passed out again.

You quickly get up, run out of the door and into Akiko’s room.

-Eonni, I hope you don’t get cold, if you do, you can always take another blanket-
-I’m good, thanks-

Akiko quickly falls asleep as you stare at the ceiling thinking about what just happened. Your phone starts to vibrate. Who would call you this late?

K?
Yes, who is this?
I’m sorry for calling so late, I’m Min Woo.
Oh? How have you been?
Good, listen, I have a request.
Sure.
Can you come finish the tattoo?
Right now? Are you at the shop!?
No no, I’m still in Japan.
You want me to fly to there then!?
If you can, yeah.
I’m not sure.
I’ll pay for the ticket, I just want the tattoo finished but I have a lot of work here.
Uh.
Think about it okay? I got to go now, call me.

You start to turn around trying to fall asleep but all you could think off is Jimin’s warm soft lips, your thoughts trail back somehow to Ravi, you remember your first kiss with him, how happy you two were, until he signed his contract, a contract that Jimin also signed.
You sigh and pull the covers on your face.
You’ve always been a pessimist, and it wont change this time, you think about what No Min Woo said, maybe going to Japan is not a bad idea, you’ll be able to clear up your mind.
You pick your phone again to text No Min Woo.

Can you get me a ticket for tomorrow?

After not getting an answer you slowly start to drift asleep closing your eyes.





You hear a loud sound coming from the living room, so you quickly get up to check.

-Shhh you’ll wake up K!-
-I didn’t see it!-
-You didn’t see the table, really now?-
-I have a horrible headache-
-Eonni is going to kill you-
-So...You are not dead after all-
-K?-
-Eonni!-
-I see you’re up, early at that, I thought you would sleep the whole day-
-I’m sorry for getting drunk-
-You better be, Akiko, do you guys have any soup?-
-I just made some-
-Give it to him- You hit Jimin who’s sitting on the couch with a pillow -I got to go-
-Don’t you want to have breakfast with us?- Akiko asks.
-Dean is probably starving, so I really should go, don’t worry, you two eat, I can grab food out-
-Oh..okay-

You walk back to the room, get your things and walk out of the apartment after saying your goodbyes, you wanted to ask Jimin about the suitcase and his empty closet,...and specially if he remembers kissing you, but you couldn’t. You check your phone to see you have a new text from No Min Woo.

I’m glad you answered this fast. Here is your plane ticket number and details. Also don’t ask how I got your information, Ra gave it to me.

You get to your apartment and start to pack your things, your mind is not clear, there is actually a war going on right now. Should you really go to Japan...? Ugh, whatever, you just don’t want to deal with what you’re feeling right now. You finish packing your things and pick up Dean.

-You’re going to have to stay with aunt Akiko for a few days, will you be a good boy?-

You get his food and bowls ready after putting him in his cage. You check your bags again making sure you have your passport and everything you need. You walk out of the apartment carrying your bags and your cat, you put everything in your car and drive to the tattoo shop. You park in the garage and walk up to the apartment with Dean. You knock on the door.

-Coming!- Akiko opens the door -Eonni? What happened!?-
-Nothing, I’m just going to Japan for a few days, can you keep Dean? Here is his food and everything you might need-
-Wait what? Why?-
-No Min Woo asked me to go to finish his tattoo-
-And you’re going?- Jimin appears in front of you. -Why can’t he just come over, you can finish his tattoo here-
-He has work, also, the tattoo shop wont open until I come back-
-And when are you coming back-
-Honestly I don’t know- You feel Jimin grabbing your shoulders and pushing you against the door. -What the fuck do you think you’re doing Jimin!?-
-Why the fuck are you going to him!?-
-I already told you, cool the fuck down-
-Do you know I’m leaving tomorrow to go live with the rest, I don’t know when i’ll be able to see you again!-
-I don’t care what the fuck you do honestly- You push him off of you.
-Kohana!- Jimin yells and you look at him, his angry, really angry -Don’t go-
-I’m leaving today, my flight is in 4 hours, i have to go to the airport-
-I’m begging you ...please don’t go-
-I won’t stay here to see you become someone I despise-
-What are you talking about?-
-Anyways Akiko please take care of Dean, I’ll call you, and here- You give her the keys to your apartment -If anything happens, go-
-The conversation didn’t end!- Jimin grabs your arm and you yank it away from him.
-The conversation ended when you signed those papers-

You grab your bags and head out to the street with Jimin following you behind.

-Kohana STOP AND TALK TO ME!-
-I have nothing to tell you-

Jimin grabs you again and throws you against a wall.

-Don’t go, don’t fucking go, do you really think its okay for you to go alone!?-
-Its non of your fucking business- You try to push him away.
-Yo! What is going on- Suga grabs Jimin and moves him away.
-Non of your business, let go- Jimin says now annoyed.
-Why are you pushing her against the wall?-
-She’s going to Japan to meet some fucking dude-
-What?!- Suga turns to you -Why!?-
-It’s my job and I have to finish it!-
-He can come here and finish it then! FUCK K DON’T DO THIS SHIT-

You grab Jimin by his shirt and look at him in the eye.

-Who do you think you are to stop me from doing what I want-
-I’m fucking worried, I haven’t said shit, but do you think I didn’t see all the guys that you took home-

At that moment you only noticed after it happened, your hand felt hot and it tingled, you looked up to see a red mark on Jimin’s face. Fuck.. what did you just do, you turn around and look at Suga’s shocked face. You grab your bags again, stop a taxi and leave to the airport.
Shit...
At the airport you give your bags after getting your ticket and sit down at the entrance to wait for the plane.
Your mind went blank, you can’t think about it, no, you don’t want to think about it. Your phone starts ringing.

Eonni! Where are you!? The boys went to the airport to look for you.
I don’t understand why they did that, anyways I’m getting into the plane now, why you calling?
Eonni...Jimin is being weird, what happened between you two?
Nothing, don’t worry.
EONNI!
I said it was nothing, I have to hang up now, talk to you later.

You sit down on your seat and your phone starts ringing again, before picking up you check the caller id, it was Jimin. You turn the phone off and close your eyes trying to forget everything.
After two hours you land in Tokyo.
You grab your bags and walked outside, No Min Woo was waiting for you, you quickly get into the car and he drives to the Hotel.

-Is everything okay?- No Min asks
-Yeah, just tired for some reason-
-I bet, well I got you a room, you can go and sleep or whatever you want, if you are hungry there is a restaurant inside so just go eat there, I’ll pay for it so don’t worry-
-Thanks-

You walk into the Hotel, the lobby is filled with security. You turn to No Min Woo

-What happened?-
-No idea, when I left to pick you up no one was here-

You get into the elevator.

-I’m sorry, I couldn’t get you on the same floor- He gives you the key to your room. -I’m on the 16th floor-
-Its fine, thank you-

You get out of the elevator on the 11th floor and start to look for your room. You open the door and get in, throw your bags on the floor and get into the shower.
Sitting down in the tub, letting the water fall down on your head, your tears start to fall down as well... why did he have to say those words... ah.. Jimin.
After a few minutes you walk out of the bathroom while drying yourself with the towels, you sit on the side of the bed, the phone in the room starts to ring.

Hello?
K Its me No Min
Oh, hi.
I forgot to tell you the number of my room before, sorry, its 603, I have to go out now, I’ll come later and check on you.
Okay.

You put your clothes on and style your hair. You need to go eat something, you’re starving.
You open the door and look at Ravi’s face

-Da fuck!?-
-Kohana!?- Ravi quickly grabs your hand but you push him away.
-You know her?- A girl asks Ravi.

You look at the girl and surprise surprise, its the same girl you saw him making out with last time.
You smirk and push him out of the away just to walk into one of the other members of his group.

-Careful, if you don’t see where you walk you might fall- He grabs your shoulders
-Thanks for the info, don’t need it though- You push him away to walk.
-Kohana, wait!- Ravi grabs your arm again.
-If you don’t let go of my arm I’ll make you regret it-
-Oh so you are Kohana- The girl walks towards you.
-So you know me- You ask.
-Of course, Ravi couldn’t shut up about you, it actually drove me nuts- You roll your eyes.
-Yuri, this is not the time- Ravi looks at her and you yank your arm away from him.
-Look, you can keep sucking on her tongue and all this stupid little circus of yours, keep it to yourself, please and thank you, last thing I want is be a part of this shit-
-K!- Ravi grabs your arm once again as you walk to the elevator.
-Ravi, don’t-
-Hongbin! You don’t understand she-
-She what, she clearly doesn’t want to talk to you, let her go-
-I need to explain something to her first!-
-I don’t see why you need to explain anything to someone like her- The girl scoffs and your anger explodes. You quickly move towards her and push her against the wall
-If i were you i would keep my mouth shut, you little bitch, I know shit you don’t want out on the public, and i’m this close to fucking do it, just to fuck you guys over-
-What are you talking about- Hongbin asks
-Kohana let her go- Ravi tries to move you away. You hold your fist and slam it next to the girls face against the wall.
-Control your boy toy here if you don’t want me to do it for you, If you or anyone else from your little group comes for me, i’ll fucking make you wish you never met me, am i clear enough?- Tears start forming in her eyes and you walk away just to get grabbed by Ravi again.
-I’m done with your shit now for real- You quickly turn around and plant your first in his face making him lose his balance and fall on the ground -Just because I kept my cool around my friends last time and i didn’t want to hurt you doesn’t meant i’ll take it more than once-
-Are you fucking crazy- Hongbin pushes you away
-Fucking nuts if you ask me-
-K!? What is going on!?- No Min Woo walks out of the elevator.
-Just stepped on some shit-
-Kohana YOU FUCKING CROSSED HE LINE- Ravi yells and grabs your shirt.
-You fucking played with my heart I think I have the right to plant my fists in your face, I should have done it sooner - No Min Woo pushes Ravi and pulls you away.
-I think you and your friends need to go away before I call security- No Min Woo adds.

Hongbin picks up Ravi and walks away with the girl following them.

-What are you doing here? I thought you said you where leaving-
-I wanted to check on you first, and it looks like i did good, why are you hitting and Idol? Do you know the amount of trouble that would bring you?-
-I don’t really care anymore, he deserved it, and i should have done it a long time ago too-
-You know them?-
-Just the one with the stupid look on his face and the girl-
-Why did you punch him anyways-
-Honestly I don’t think you should know-
-Feisty-
-Do you want to try too?-
-No no no- No Min Woo walks away -I love my face thank you very much-
-Don’t you have to go?-
-Yes, but- He gives you a card -Pay for your meal with this, and have fun until I come back-
-Uhhh-
-Its okay, don’t worry about it-

He walks into the elevator and waves goodbye. You wait for the elevator to come back, you walk in, someone walks in with you and pushes you against the elevator wall.

-Why did you hit Ravi!?-
-Ugh, not again- You open your eyes to see Hongbin in front of you -What is with you guys and grabbing people, get your hands off of me-
-Answer me first!-
-I said get your fucking hands off-
-You parents must be proud of you-
-Very- You push Hongbin and grab him by the collar before Ravi’s hands push you away as he walks into the elevator.
-Hongbin! I told you to not come back!-
-Why the fuck are you not mad! She punched you in the face-
-Because I fucked up!-
-So are you two going to keep cackling or? Some of us need to go-
-WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU ACTING LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED- Hongbin yells as you put your fingers in your ears.
-Hongbin! Wait!- You feel Hongbin’s hands drag you out of the elevator back to the hallway.
-Hongbin! Let her go!- Ravi following behind you two.

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