K (Kohana)
Playing With Fire
-Ahhh what did I just do- He rubs his head -I’m sorry K, my mind is just, i don’t know what is going on-
You slowly walk back to him and hold his shirt looking into his eyes. One of his hands turn the lights off as the other one wraps around your hips. Your hands are shaking, your whole body is.
-Are you okay?- He asks while slowly pushing you back until your legs hit the bed.
-Yes...its just.. you’re making my mind go crazy-
-Is that a bad or a good thing?-
-Not sure-
With the little light coming in from the windows you see him take his shirt off letting it fall on the floor. Your hands slowly move up to touch his body, you want to know how it feels like. Your fingers slowly trail around his chest, he moves closer pushing you to lay on the bed. His cold fingers move holding your neck in place, his lips slowly leaving gently warm spots on it. You’re going crazy, this feels unreal, you’re dreaming right? Are you still in the hospital?
-K..- He gently whispers making you open your eyes -You sure you’re okay?-
-Is this real?-
-What?- He holds your hand and places it on his chest. -Do you feel it?- You nod -Does it feel fake? Does it feel unreal?- You shake your head slowly -Then?-
-You..just..- You take a deep breath
-You can tell me, is it too fast? Should I stop?-
-Uuuhhh-
-There you go again, what does that mean?-
-It means uuhh... I don’t know, I.. how do even people do this, its been so long, I don’t know how to explain-
-What?-
-Ok that just sounded really bad, ok, okay. What I really mean is that- You swallow
-Just say it- He kisses your forehead
-Is this like, for real? Like, are you really you? No, I, fuck that’s not it- He chuckles and moves away -Wait- You hold his fingers -Did...did i say something wrong-
-I’m just taken by surprise, I didn’t think you would react like this, its cute, coming from someone who punched a dude a day ago-
-Ahh..I’m sorry-
-Stop, no, I told you to stop saying sorry- He lays on the bed and pulls you close holding you against his body -The more you say that, the more I want to hold you close and never let anything happen to you-
You don’t know what to say, you gently press your lips on his shoulder, take a deep breath again and closed your eyes.
The sun is shinning filling the room with light. No Min Woo is still holding you tight, it seems like you both just fell asleep. His face looks so angelic, you move your eyes down, he’s still shirtless.
You start to move your fingers on his bare chest again. You lean down and kiss his neck, Oh wow, he smells good, really good...too good.
You feel his arms wrap around you.
-You make me feel like a teenager again, I got so anxious and nervous that I just fell asleep-
-Uuuhh-
-Stop- He kisses your lips -Shh, you’re driving me crazy- He wraps his body around you pressing you against his chest.
-Min Woo?-
-Yes?-
-Don’t you have work?-
-Just 10 minutes, 10 minutes-
-FUCK- You push him away -I forgot to call Akiko, she’s probably freaking out!-
-Use my phone, i’ll got get a shower-
As he’s walking away you can’t help but look at his back, the tattoo covers the lower right half, you quickly look away blushing.
You take Min Woo’s phone and call Akiko.
Hello?
Hey, Its me.
Eonni!? Do you know how worried I was!? What happened!? Why didn’t you call sooner!?
I’m sorry , my phone died, and honestly I don’t remember where I put it, is everything okay over there?
What is okay to you eonni? I haven’t seen Jimin since you left, he’s stuff is still here though.
Okay?
What do you mean okay? What happened between you too?
Nothing. Look, I just wanted to tell you I’m fine.
-Do you need to use the shower?-
Eonni? Who’s that?
Nothing, okay then talk to you later.
Wait eon..
You hang up the phone and look at No Min Woo, who’s standing drying his hair with a towel.
-What?-
-You did it on purpose-
-Did what?-
-Don’t act dumb-
-What if i say i did?- He leans down and looks into your eyes -What will you do?-
-You are acting like a child- You kiss his cheek and get up.
-Told you , you are making a grown ass man turn into a kid-
-Ha ha ha, funny-
You quickly take a shower and come back out.
-I have to go get clothes-
-Nop, your bags are here, after what happened I just figured out it would be better if you just didn’t share the same floor as them-
-Thanks- You quickly go through your bags take some clothes and go back into the bathroom to change.
-Oh , by the way, forgot to ask, do you want to go with me?-
-What?- You come out of the bathroom -Go with you?-
-Yeah, It’s the last day, I have to do a sound check and after the mini concert, well, we can do whatever you want-
-And you think its a good idea for me to go?-
-Of course? Why is that even a questions- He gets closer to you and puts something around your neck.
-Is this the crystal you gave me at the beach?-
-It fell from one of your bags, so, I hope you don’t mind-
-Is it really? Its looks beautiful, wow. Thank you-
-I’m glad you like it, so are you coming or-
-Coming-
You get into the elevator, down to the garage, get in his car and go to the concert venue. You walk in and No Min Woo starts to look for someone, while going around backstage you suddenly meet Vixx again, they bow down.
-What are you guys doing here?- Min Woo asks
-We are using the venue after your concert-
-Oh so it was you guys who are going to use it-
-Min Woo! What took you so long!- Someone walks to you and starts to talk to Min Woo.
You slowly move away as you feel Ravi’s eyes pierce through your skin. Wait, am I feeling bad? Why should I feel bad!? You move your head up and get closer to No Min Woo.
-Oppa- Everyone turns around and looks at you
-W..who’s this?- The guy asks No Min Woo
-She’s a very special guest, so please take care of her- You bow down and the guy smiles
-Sure , I’ll take her to your room, you should go check the stage-
No Min Woo ruffles your hair and winks at you.
-Go with him, i’ll come in a bit okay?-
You nod.
You’re taken to one of the backstage rooms.
-You can wait for him here-
-Thanks-
The guy leaves and you sit there alone looking at the walls, boring, truly boring, suddenly the door opens and Vixx come in.
-Hyung! I told you I can’t do that, my vocal cords still hurt!- Ken argues.
-At least do your best this time! I told you to take care of your cords and you never listen- N argues back.
-Umm guys- Leo says as they all look at you.
-I won’t bite you know-
-We didn’t know you were here, we’ll go somewhere else- N adds.
-You have to practice right? I don’t mind really, just do what you have to do-
-Are you sure?- Ravi asks.
-If you don’t mind, why should I-
-Thanks-
I move to the back of the room as they start to practice.
They look cool, really cool, the way they move. The next song starts playing but Ravi quickly grabs the phone and stops it.
-Ya! What the fuck are you doing, we need to keep practicing!- N yells at him.
-Can we just, not this song, please?-
-Oh for fuck sake- Leo takes the phone from Ravi’s hands and plays the song again -Don’t give us that shit now and practice-
The song starts playing, Ravi’s voice is the first to show up, then Hongbin’s , Ken’s , Hyuk’s , N’s and then Leo’s. Your ears start to pay more attention to the lyrics, your heart starts to feel heavy, millions of images start to run through your mind, these words are heavy, too heavy. You get up and walk out of the room just to bump into No Min Woo.
You slowly walk back to him and hold his shirt looking into his eyes. One of his hands turn the lights off as the other one wraps around your hips. Your hands are shaking, your whole body is.
-Are you okay?- He asks while slowly pushing you back until your legs hit the bed.
-Yes...its just.. you’re making my mind go crazy-
-Is that a bad or a good thing?-
-Not sure-
With the little light coming in from the windows you see him take his shirt off letting it fall on the floor. Your hands slowly move up to touch his body, you want to know how it feels like. Your fingers slowly trail around his chest, he moves closer pushing you to lay on the bed. His cold fingers move holding your neck in place, his lips slowly leaving gently warm spots on it. You’re going crazy, this feels unreal, you’re dreaming right? Are you still in the hospital?
-K..- He gently whispers making you open your eyes -You sure you’re okay?-
-Is this real?-
-What?- He holds your hand and places it on his chest. -Do you feel it?- You nod -Does it feel fake? Does it feel unreal?- You shake your head slowly -Then?-
-You..just..- You take a deep breath
-You can tell me, is it too fast? Should I stop?-
-Uuuhhh-
-There you go again, what does that mean?-
-It means uuhh... I don’t know, I.. how do even people do this, its been so long, I don’t know how to explain-
-What?-
-Ok that just sounded really bad, ok, okay. What I really mean is that- You swallow
-Just say it- He kisses your forehead
-Is this like, for real? Like, are you really you? No, I, fuck that’s not it- He chuckles and moves away -Wait- You hold his fingers -Did...did i say something wrong-
-I’m just taken by surprise, I didn’t think you would react like this, its cute, coming from someone who punched a dude a day ago-
-Ahh..I’m sorry-
-Stop, no, I told you to stop saying sorry- He lays on the bed and pulls you close holding you against his body -The more you say that, the more I want to hold you close and never let anything happen to you-
You don’t know what to say, you gently press your lips on his shoulder, take a deep breath again and closed your eyes.
The sun is shinning filling the room with light. No Min Woo is still holding you tight, it seems like you both just fell asleep. His face looks so angelic, you move your eyes down, he’s still shirtless.
You start to move your fingers on his bare chest again. You lean down and kiss his neck, Oh wow, he smells good, really good...too good.
You feel his arms wrap around you.
-You make me feel like a teenager again, I got so anxious and nervous that I just fell asleep-
-Uuuhh-
-Stop- He kisses your lips -Shh, you’re driving me crazy- He wraps his body around you pressing you against his chest.
-Min Woo?-
-Yes?-
-Don’t you have work?-
-Just 10 minutes, 10 minutes-
-FUCK- You push him away -I forgot to call Akiko, she’s probably freaking out!-
-Use my phone, i’ll got get a shower-
As he’s walking away you can’t help but look at his back, the tattoo covers the lower right half, you quickly look away blushing.
You take Min Woo’s phone and call Akiko.
Hello?
Hey, Its me.
Eonni!? Do you know how worried I was!? What happened!? Why didn’t you call sooner!?
I’m sorry , my phone died, and honestly I don’t remember where I put it, is everything okay over there?
What is okay to you eonni? I haven’t seen Jimin since you left, he’s stuff is still here though.
Okay?
What do you mean okay? What happened between you too?
Nothing. Look, I just wanted to tell you I’m fine.
-Do you need to use the shower?-
Eonni? Who’s that?
Nothing, okay then talk to you later.
Wait eon..
You hang up the phone and look at No Min Woo, who’s standing drying his hair with a towel.
-What?-
-You did it on purpose-
-Did what?-
-Don’t act dumb-
-What if i say i did?- He leans down and looks into your eyes -What will you do?-
-You are acting like a child- You kiss his cheek and get up.
-Told you , you are making a grown ass man turn into a kid-
-Ha ha ha, funny-
You quickly take a shower and come back out.
-I have to go get clothes-
-Nop, your bags are here, after what happened I just figured out it would be better if you just didn’t share the same floor as them-
-Thanks- You quickly go through your bags take some clothes and go back into the bathroom to change.
-Oh , by the way, forgot to ask, do you want to go with me?-
-What?- You come out of the bathroom -Go with you?-
-Yeah, It’s the last day, I have to do a sound check and after the mini concert, well, we can do whatever you want-
-And you think its a good idea for me to go?-
-Of course? Why is that even a questions- He gets closer to you and puts something around your neck.
-Is this the crystal you gave me at the beach?-
-It fell from one of your bags, so, I hope you don’t mind-
-Is it really? Its looks beautiful, wow. Thank you-
-I’m glad you like it, so are you coming or-
-Coming-
You get into the elevator, down to the garage, get in his car and go to the concert venue. You walk in and No Min Woo starts to look for someone, while going around backstage you suddenly meet Vixx again, they bow down.
-What are you guys doing here?- Min Woo asks
-We are using the venue after your concert-
-Oh so it was you guys who are going to use it-
-Min Woo! What took you so long!- Someone walks to you and starts to talk to Min Woo.
You slowly move away as you feel Ravi’s eyes pierce through your skin. Wait, am I feeling bad? Why should I feel bad!? You move your head up and get closer to No Min Woo.
-Oppa- Everyone turns around and looks at you
-W..who’s this?- The guy asks No Min Woo
-She’s a very special guest, so please take care of her- You bow down and the guy smiles
-Sure , I’ll take her to your room, you should go check the stage-
No Min Woo ruffles your hair and winks at you.
-Go with him, i’ll come in a bit okay?-
You nod.
You’re taken to one of the backstage rooms.
-You can wait for him here-
-Thanks-
The guy leaves and you sit there alone looking at the walls, boring, truly boring, suddenly the door opens and Vixx come in.
-Hyung! I told you I can’t do that, my vocal cords still hurt!- Ken argues.
-At least do your best this time! I told you to take care of your cords and you never listen- N argues back.
-Umm guys- Leo says as they all look at you.
-I won’t bite you know-
-We didn’t know you were here, we’ll go somewhere else- N adds.
-You have to practice right? I don’t mind really, just do what you have to do-
-Are you sure?- Ravi asks.
-If you don’t mind, why should I-
-Thanks-
I move to the back of the room as they start to practice.
They look cool, really cool, the way they move. The next song starts playing but Ravi quickly grabs the phone and stops it.
-Ya! What the fuck are you doing, we need to keep practicing!- N yells at him.
-Can we just, not this song, please?-
-Oh for fuck sake- Leo takes the phone from Ravi’s hands and plays the song again -Don’t give us that shit now and practice-
The song starts playing, Ravi’s voice is the first to show up, then Hongbin’s , Ken’s , Hyuk’s , N’s and then Leo’s. Your ears start to pay more attention to the lyrics, your heart starts to feel heavy, millions of images start to run through your mind, these words are heavy, too heavy. You get up and walk out of the room just to bump into No Min Woo.
NightK here, I got my account back, so I'll keep updating again, yaay.
4/3/17