
MY TWISTED MIND
Acid (3/3)
After everything got shut down and we waited for a little i headed outside , so did jimin .
Once i got to Lilly's car Jimin grabbed my arm , and i turned around instantly. "Hey...you don't have to stay with Lilly tonight ."
Jimin said while looking away from me .
I turned around before snatching my arm away from him , but he grabbed me .
He turned me around and pushed my back against the car .
"Yoonsa...stop playing with me ...you know i can't stand when you avoid me like this ...you just hugged me an hour ago so- ..."
Jimin stopped talking as he realized that he was hurting me .
(He couldn't hurt me or touch me like that for the test .)
His eyes widened , and he moved his hands quickly , "Yoonsa ...i didn't mean it ".
He said while getting worried . "Jimin we are done ...its nothing else to it ..you're just crazy with or without medicine ."
I mean people asked me all the time why choose a mentally disturbed guy , ut the point is ..i didn't know .
I knew my words pissed him off , but it was true .
Jimin's fists were bald up ready to strike me at any moment now .
"Tomorrow is our divorce ...and i'm glad ...i just can't keep doing this jimin ...."
I said turning around and getting into Lilly's car .
None of what i said was actually true ..i could keep living with him...loving him ..and being by his side but i was just afraid ,that one day ...he might end up killing me , and himself like he said he would do .
I was about to close the car door , but jimin snatched me out of the car . I screamed , and hit the ground .
Jimin grabbed me by my hair and started to drag my body all the way to the front of the building where his car was . My knees , arms, and legs were getting scrapped up as i tried to get up while he was dragging me .
When we got to his car he threw me to it making my body slam against his car , while my blood got on it .
I was on the ground in pain and hardly able to move, he just stared at me before kicking me in my stomach .
He kept on kicking me over and over , and when he got done he slowly bends down in front of me .
Jimin grabs my hair again making me look at him while he said . "You know ...you're more attractive when you're like this ....cause your mouth is shut ..like it should be whore ".
Then he pushed my face down on to the pavement .
I've tried to for many years ..see whats inside of that twisted troubled mind of his , but it never worked .
"Get up , and get out of my sight before i run you over ".
He said with that cocky look on his face .
I started to cry making my situation worse than it was ,because he hates me when i cry .
"I CANT MOVE !" I shouted as i cried
After i yelled a voice was heard . "YAH ! WHAT HAPPENED "!!
I felt relieved as jimin got distracted ...i felt that GOD had just saved my life once again .
"Yoonsa ..YOONSA WHAT HAPPENED !" J-hope said before picking me up , and helping me into jimin's car .
Jimin looked away from me , and J-Hope said , "Did one of the 7- Force attack her ..oh my GOD ..She bleeding alot , and her body is all scratched up ".
"Shit we have to go to the hospital jimin hurry up !' J-hope yelled at jimin , and jimin sighed while rolling his eyes .
"FINE ILL DRIVE !" J-Hope said while leaving me to get in the front seat . Jimin got in the back with me .
I am scared for my life ...please J-hope ...
A tear escaped from my eye as i tucked my lips in to muffle any sound .
Jimin looked at me before smirking , and moving closer to my face . He kissed my lips just to make a scene while J-hope was in the car .
Jimin knew that J-hope liked me thats why he never liked me hanging out with him
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Once we arrived at the hospital Jimin was still kissing me , and at this point J-hope was annoyed .
"Stay in here ill go get the stretcher "! J-Hope said while running in the hospital .
Jimin stopped kissing me , and said ," Why won't you kiss me back .."
I closed my eyes before moving my face away from his . Then jimin slapped me , and grabbed my face making my lips pucker up .
"JIMIN PLEASE STOP "! I begged him.
He kissed me again , but he started trying to open my legs . It was like the more i screamed stop the more he tried to do things to hurt me , and if J-hope didn't get back anytime sooner Jimin would rape me .
"AGH..ST-STOP..PLEASE ..UGh"!
I screamed but then Jimin yelled at me
,"SHUT THE ..F-FUCK.. UP BITCH "!
To stop me from making anymore noise Jimin started to choke me .
Jimin unzipped his pants , and pulled my skirt up .
Then finally J-hope came running out of the building with a stretcher , and Jimin stopped . He fixed his pants , and clothes before fixing mine .
He got out of the car and helped J-Hope with the stretcher.
The more i stay with him the worse and more out of control he gets .Luckily the divorce is tomorrow .I'm going , that is if i am able to move .
After the doctors put me on medicine they came in to tell me what was going on , and why my body was stunned at the moment.
They told my that my body was continuously taking damage , and didn't have enough time to heal , so that took on with internal bleeding , and more . They also said that i should be able to move a little bit tomorrow .
Him telling me that brought me so much Joy ..because now i can get away from that crazy Bastard .
When the doctor left J-hope came in with flowers .
"Flowers "?
I said before reaching my hand out to grab them .
"Yeah , i thought you'd like them so i bought them ." J-hope said with a charming smile on his face .
"Thank you..so much ". I said as i was about to cry ,because i thought of how he saved me .
J-Hope immediately Jumped up to hug me .
"Shhh...its ok..you can tell me everything " ,J-hope said while rubbing my back .
Then the doctor came in , and so did that demon Jimin .
Then J-hope slowly pulled away from me. .
As the doctor talked about how bad my health was , and how bad the state my body was in .
I looked at jimin just so he could know its his fault .
Then he.. smiled at me . I loved jimin , but this isn't jimin ...this is ..the other personality jimin .
Or was it ?
When the doctor got done he said that i could go home for tonight , but i have to stay with someone to take care of me .
"J-hope can you take me to Lilly's place please ", i said as i started to lose my voice .
J-Hope smile , and nods his head , but Jimin says "No its ok I'll take her home with me tonight ..it was only a little argument . J-Hope looked at jimin before looking at me again . He saw how horrified i looked , but still didn't seem to catch on .
After J-hope left i payed closed to jimin as the doctor talked to him .
this bastard didn't take his medicine ...
I could tell, because while the doctor talked to him he did a lot of blinking , and just shaking his head ..like he was switching through channels in his mind .
We finally arrived at home . As he parked i saw his best friend open the garage door .
"OPPA"!
He turned the car off and smiled .
She makes him happy doesn't she ....then why does he still want me ?
I struggled out of the car almost falling many times while trying to get into the house .
I was almost at the door when he shut it in my face . I just felt like crying so much , i was hurting so bad my mind, body ,and soul.
I decided to stay out in the garage on the little bench where i used to sit and rest .
I crawled myself over there and smiled as i found my old book i loved so much , but it was in the trash where jimin put it when we had our first argument .
I shrugged my shoulders , and got it out of the trash can then i started reading .
I loved this book , because it put me into a different world . It made me feel good , and as i read the book i fell asleep . .
I woke up as my body started to hurt badly. I was sweating abnormally , and i couldn't move .
I tried to move but it hurt so bad. "help"....
I said as i cried , but no one could hear a gone voice also why would he get up to help me when he left me out here like this in the first place ...or ..
I opened my eyes to look around me , and my book was gone .
He did something to me while i was sleep .
I tried getting up , but it only resulted in pain , so i just laid there and went back to sleep.
As i woke up i could smell food cooking , and hear laughing and talking . they are perfect for each other aren't they.
I finally could move ,so i got up to go and get ready . I slowly walked up stairs ignoring the eyes that were following me . After i went up stairs i went into our room , and looked through my clothes to find something to wear . As soon as i started to change i heard the door close . I jumped and froze , because i knew who it was .
"Why didn't you come in last night ..".
Jimin said in a rather smooth but soft voice with a hint of worry . This wasn't the "evil " Jimin at all it was the one i fell in love with .
"Yoonsa .. I'm sorry ."
Jimin said while walking up to me . If i said or did anything wrong at the time he was going to snap and turn into that "bastard, bitch" , so i just let him hug me .
"I made you breakfast too." Jimin said before planting kisses all over my neck .
I turned around to face him , and he started to kiss my lips also while his hands gripped onto my waist . I kissed him too , because ...i love him .
"Thank you Jimin.."
I blushed , and he let me go change .
I got done changing and went down stairs .
While i was walking towards the kitchen i heard Min-Jong yelling .
I went towards where she was and peeked through the door .
She was yelling at jimin ?
"Ugh how pathetic are you ." She yelled at him before slapping him .
My eyes widened ,and then i pushed the door open .
''WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU FUCKING DOING "!
I said getting angry .
"Ugh get out of here we have no room for you " She said to me .
"I have had enough of your shit BITCH "! I yelled before running up to her , but jim stopped me .
"Don't ..touch..her ". Jimin said with an evil glare on his face .
I pushed him away , "Im trying to help you and you do this ..FUCK YOU JIMIN JUST -".
Before i finished my sentence i looked at the both of them , and nodded .
" I get it ...Not to mention ...you two look great together anyway .. jimin i don't want to be late for this divorce lets go ".
Then i turned around and left the room , but as i walked away i heard commotion .
"Jimin calm down ..STOP "! Min-jong said
I turned around to see her blocking jimin from coming at me .
"YOONSA COME HERE ...I'm GONNA BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU ".
I was getting so scared , but i just ran up stairs to continue to get ready .
When it was time to go we all got in the car. Min-jong sat next to jimin in the front to keep us away from each other .
We were inside of the building , and the man signed our papers as divorce final .
After he signed the papaer Jimin stormed out of the room slaming the door so hard that i could be heard everywhere .
"Seems like someone isn't happy ". The man said while letting me go .
Once i got out i noticed jimin left me of course . So i had to call Lilly .
"Hey can you pick me up ".
"YES im coming "!
Lilly said while already rushing her way here .
Notes
Thank you for reading ,
Please share your thoughts with me , because i'd love to see what you think .
@Kdreamer
no i haven't ill check it out
3/12/17