
MY TWISTED MIND
Sour
"Yoonsa ....."
Jimin called ,while Yoonsa sat on the other sofa across from him looking at the floor.
After Yoonsa just sat there not saying anything ,Jimin got up and left the room .
Yoonsa looked up to see where he went .
Yoonsa sighed before running her fingers through her hair .
Then she got up and went to the guest room to stay in there for the night .
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Yoonsa's p.o.v
Things between us ....
"OH NO! we are so happy with each other ..we love each other soo much lilly why would you ask ".
I said to Lilly as we sat and ate at Riyu's Cafe .
"I was just wondering since i hardly ever see you two clinging with each other like you used to do".
Lilly said
"Oh...yeah...well you know things change ...he has things to do and so do i ".
Lilly noticed the tone in my voice had changed ,and she glared at me .
After she glared at me she reached over , and started to touch me.
When she touched my cheek it stung . "AH"! I said as i it started to hurt .
Then i got nervous , because she instantly catches on to things and......
She took a napkin ,and dipped it into her water before she wiped the makeup off of my cheek exposing my bruised cheek.
"Yoonsa "?
"No , don't get the wrong idea Lilly i....i hit it on the car door when i got out yesterday ".
"YOONSA DO NOT LIE TO ME !!!!!!".
I got quiet as she yelled at me .
"Is he ....is he beating on you "?
She said as her eyes softened .
I didn't say anything i just sat there . My face was full of makeup ,and that is only one bruise she saw .
"YOONSA YOU CAN'T SIT HERE AND TELL ME NO WHEN I CLEARLY SEE A BRUISE ON YOUR FACE! WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN"!
It happened last night ...right after he told me things wouldn't be sweet anymore if i cried .
I guess he just had to beat me ...to get it in my head . I can still remember every single punch to my body and face,and how he kissed me after it .
"He didn't do it ". I said getting angry by her being so nosy .
"YOONSA "! She screamed
"I DID IT "! I snapped back ,and the look on her face completely change .
It changed into a distraught look .
"Yeah...It was me ...haha ...i do it because i can't stand it when i cry over stupid shit . Now if you will excuse me i need to leave ".
I said grabbing my bag , and storming out of the cafe .
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YOONGI's P.O.V
"Yeah ....just bring him in".
"GET YOUR FUCKING SHABBY HANDS OFF ME YOU CUNT "!
I smiled as he stupidly struggled to get out of the arms of my guards .
"WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME "?! He said before spitting at my desk .
Then i got up and headed towards him . "You have a choice ...Pay the money". I said calmly .
"I'M NOT PAYING FOR ANY OF THAT SHIT"!
After she said that ,i pulled my gun out and shot him in his head .
"I have no time to talk with dead people , now take him out of here and clean this mess up ".
Right after that moment J-hope came in .
"....Sir um...i've ordered the New room set , playing
cards, tables and everything else you asked for ,but what about .."
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J-Hope said before looking down at the puddle of blood .
"There is no case ". I said as i knew what his sentence was going to end with
Then J-hope nods his head before leaving . I followed him ,and saw that the constructors were
out side bringing some stuff in .
"EVERYONE DOING GOOD DOWN HERE "? I said with a smile place on my face , and everyone said yes before they started playing .
while everyone played i went upstairs with J-hope to Jimin's office ..
We entered ,and jimin looked over at me ,and so did yoonsa .
"Jimin ...I need you to do something ...".
"Yes ..what is it ".
"To night Paris Lane is having a singing show at the local Bar ....I need you to kill her ".
" Alright i'll be there ". Jimin said with out hesitation and cold eyes .
"Good". I said before walking out .
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Yoonsa's P.O.V
Yeah ...I married a killer ...but i myself didn't find out until i started working with him,but he is only paid to kill.
After yoongi left jimin's eyes darted back at me .
I played like i didn't see him ,and just continued to work .
Then i looked up to see him ,and he was right at my desk .
My heart stopped .
"Yoonsa ...lets clock out ....i wanna go home ". He said while looking me up and down .
I nod my head ,and get up . I turned around to grab my things ,and jimin's arms wrapped around my waist.
Then i gulped .
"Why are you so nervous"?
Jimin asked me while hugging me tighter .
"I won't hurt you today ...i promise ".
I nod and he lets me go , then i start back getting my things ready to go .
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Once we arrived at home and got into the house,and i went to the guest room . I sat on the the bed in the guest room , and started watching T.V.
Jimin came over , and sat with me before hugging me . "Sometimes when you don't sleep in the same bed as me , i cant go to sleep and i end up tired falling asleep when i drive . Yoonsa .....do you want to hurt me "?
Jimin said while snuggling his head on my shoulder .
"I can't blame you for wanting me dead ...i mean...look at me ...and look at what i do to you ,and other people , but if you want to hurt me ". Jimin got quiet before sitting up .
He sat up in front of me and looked into my eye before saying .
"Hit me ".
He said , and i started shaking my head . "NO jimin I"!
He started at me for a moment , then he attacked my lips with his lips . His tongue played with mine, before he sucked on my bottom lip .
Then he moaned and his hand slips into my panties .
Yes i enjoyed how he touched me ..
.I enjoyed the way he touched me too much to the point that i started liking how he beat me sometimes .
I am becoming more and more confused with my life because of Jimin.
i think its time for us to separate . we need a divorce , but i don't know how to bring it up.
"Ah..ugh jimin ah".
Jimin moved his hands from out of my underwear , and saw that it was time for him to leave .
"I have to go...um ..just make sure you lock up the house when i'm gone okay".
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J-Hope's P.O.V
"WOOOOOOHOOOO PARTY TIME "! I yelled while popping a glass of wine .
After That Min jong came over , and kissed me . My eyes shot open at her sudden move . Then i pushed her away .
"Hey! what are you doing ..don't you have a boyfriend ,and isn't he here".
"J-hope we broke up ...you can stop acting like you don't want me now ".
I was shocked at everything that was happening right now . "what are you talking about ..i never liked you".
After i said that she pushed to the wall making the wine spill on my shirt . Then she smirked ,"You're pretty built huh ..i guess you were saving that for when Yoonsa comes crawling to you Huh'.
My eyes shot open .
"What"!
"Don't act like you don't know what i am talking about....
we all know you have a crush on her ..but she wants jimin . She is probably screaming his name now J-hope".
Then i pushed Min jong away .
"Get out ...i don't have time for your shit ".
"UGH ! J-HOPE STOP PLAYING WITH ME ! Just for one night and i'll leave you alone .
"No ..get out of my house . EVERYONE PARTY IS OVER GO HOME"!
I said while i was angry . She just fucked up my whole mood .
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Yoonsa P.O.V
When i woke up i noticed that jimin was hugging me . "morning jimin".
He smiled before kissing my lips , and eventually making out with me.
As much as i didn't want to leave him ...i ...i just can't take this damage he is giving to my body , and my mind .
I put my hands on his shoulder to stop him ,so he could get ready to go to work .
"Ummm...jimin we need to talk now ".
My heart started racing as i got scared.
Before i said anything i got out of bed and moved away from him .
Once i got distant enough i finally approached the topic . "Jimin we...i think we need to move on ".
He took off his shirt before turning to look at me . "Move on from what"? He asked .
"Us jimin..i think we need a divorce ..i just can't anymore jimin.I can't keep taking this pain when i love you to death , and you aren't showing it back "!
Jimin was about to walk over to me , but he stopped when i told him to.
"Just stop jimin ...you know ..we both need this ".
After a dew seconds of looking down at the floor , jimin dropped on his knees .
Tears were flowing from his eyes ,and he said
"Yoonsa ....please ...please don't leave me hear alone ...you know i cant live with out you . If you leave me ...
Jimin bit down on his lip so hard that blood drew from it , then he grabbed his hair , and started yelling .
I never seen jimin like this in my life ...i was horrifying to see him almost go insane from me wanting to leave .
I took steps forward , but i really wanted to take steps back . He looked like he was in so much pain , more pain than i ever was in .
I finally ran up to him,and tried to hug him , but he grabbed me by the neck .
"YOU LIKE SEEING ME LIKE THIS HUH?! "
"Ji"
"Stop fooling around with me or i'll kill you right here , and hide your dead body ".
Jimin said while he cried.
His tears ,and breakdown was not from being sad . They were all a form of his anger .
Jimin started shaking so bad that his hand couldn't hold on to my neck any longer .
Once he let me go i still went to hug him . "Jimin please stop hurting yourself by me ..
.i just don't want to hurt you anymore ...I know all of this is because of me ..
.If you want to ...for the last time of seeing each other .
Don't hurt yourself ...hurt me .
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I took all the pain he gave me as love ,and i loved ever scar and bruise on my body .
I even found myself smiling ,and being happy because he was happy .
While i was cleaning up the blood and patching myself up , i walked out and looked over at jimin .
Jimin was sitting with his hands covering his face on the edge of the bed .
"Jimin ...I love you ". I said while watching him .
"Get out "!
Jimin said while shaking his leg .
I did what i was told , and left his house .
After all i had no car or a house ...I'd just stay at Lilly's place .
While i was walking to Lilly's house i saw jimin's car driving driving up next to me , and i started walking faster .
Then i started running .
After i started running he stopped the car , and ran up to me ,and grabbed me .
"Where are you going ....".
"None of your b-".
"Yes it is my business ..Yoonsa don't do this ".
I rolled my eyes , and smirked .."Yeah yeah ...jimin i..i can't do it ...lets just go to court tomorrow ".
Jimin licked his lips before he tried to kiss mine . "What are you doing "? I said getting frustrated by his confusing personalities .
He just kept trying to get intimate on the streets ..like with everyone watching .
Jimin was trying to rip my shirt open , and just everything .
It was already weird enough for the people to see my arms ,legs ,and face bruised up .
"Yoonsa ....lets just ...".
Jimin grabbed my butt ,and i slapped his hand away.
"NO! i'm not some hooker on the corner now stop jimin ...you're ....scaring me ".
Then he stopped .
After that i started running to Lilly's house . When i got to her door i quickly knocked on her door before looking behind me .
Her door opened , and when she saw me she almost passed out .
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When she got me in her house , she ran up stairs to get her med kit .
She ran down , and sat me on the couch and started patching me up .
"You're getting a divorce right "?
"Yeah , tomorrow we are". I said getting sad .
"That's so great , but why are you sad ..he was beating on you '.
"Lilly ...you just don't understand how much i love him ...i am just so dumb for him ,and i know i am ".
Lilly had a shocked look on her face , but it turned back normal.
"I really don't want this for us , but its for his own good ..i want him to be happy , besides it was my fault he beat me ".
"Do you know how brain washed and stupid you sound right now Yoonsa "!?
I look at Lilly and she glares at me .
"Since the first time you met him ...I always knew he was a little strange bu-".
I cut her off
"Its not his fault ...he has a disorder ".
then she looks at me funny.
"Well was he taking his medicine "?
"Yes ...ever day ...but it makes him act worse sometimes so i told him to lay off ..it couldn't be that bad ".
"You think him switching to park to jimin every moment couldn't be that bad".
I rolled my eyes at her .."What ever Lilly ".
"But wait ..tell me which one is worse ".
I looked at her and thought about it .
"Umm...Jimin is always worse ..that's is his current every day self ...Park is nice and romantic ..he usually come in the morning or on dates , or during sex . "
"There is this perverted side that comes with Park ...he is just so horny all the time , and dirty so ... he is good either ...Park jimin isn't a good person in general ".
After i said that we laughed .
"So jimin Park isn't a good person ...oh wait which one it jimin Park "?
I laughed then playfully hit her shoulder , "Stop talking about my husband like this....he just has a lot of bad Vibes ...Jimin park is a baby ..that's my little prince ".
"Yoonsa honey...you need to get over him ".
I nod even though i didn't care what she said at that point .
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While we were in bed about to go to sleep my phone kept ringing back to back .
"Hey just ignore him , and turn your phone off ".
I ignored her instead and got up to go outside and answer his call.
"Jimin "?
"Yoonsa...".
"What is it ..i need to sleep".
"I can't sleep..with out you . The house is quiet and empty. i'm scared here by myself".
"I..i cant walk at this time of night , and i'm sleepy ".
"Where are you ..i will pick you up ".
"Fine , i'm by the bus stop on candy street ".
I said while putting my shoes on and leaving lilly's place .
_________________(PHONE CONVO)
(J) "I'm coming ...".
(Y)"Wait ".
(J)"Huh".
(Y)"I'll just tell you a story ".
(J)"Ok "
(Y)Get back in bed"
(J)"I am "
(Y)"alright "
(Y)"Once upon a time ..there was a little prince named Jimin..he loved apples , and the smell of flowers . Then one day met a princess ...that like the same things he liked. They fell for each other , and got married later on . they lived so happy together ...nothing could bring them apart".
(J)"Yoonsa..".
(Y)"Yes baby".
(J)"I can't live with out you "
(Y))"......."
(J)"I think i will kill myself if tomorrow happens ".
(Y)"Ji-..."
(J)"I just want to do it now , because i can't please you ..i want you and only you ".
(Y)"jimin"
(J)I'm....I'm sorry that i beat you..i just can't give you love the way you want it so ..i take my anger out on you".
(Y)"Jimin i".
(J)Why do you keep hurting me ."
(Y)"Jimin you know i -"
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Notes
Any typos will be fixed , and please tell me what you lke about the story , and just tell me your thoughts .
(Yes they are the main focus "right now" but the story hasn't even got to the middle yet so calm ...calm)
@Kdreamer
no i haven't ill check it out
3/12/17