MY TWISTED MIND

YOONSA'S /P.O.V
After work was done jimin and i went home for the day.
When he parked the car in our garage he looked over at me .
He gave me a usual intense stare and got out of the car .
Sometimes i wouldn't think about his looks , because his eyes give off a natural glare anyways . Even though they do ,you can still tell something was off .
He waited for me to get out of the car so he could lock it . When i got out he locked the car,and i walked up to the door. Then he gently put his hand on my waist to move me out of the way .
He unlocked the door , and walked me inside before letting me go .
He let me go in first ,and i walked up stairs to take a shower .
After i took a shower i went down stairs to the kitchen to see what i could cook.
I wanted to cook something , but we didn't have the ingredients we needed for what i wanted to make .
So i went upstairs to ask Jimin if i could go shopping for the groceries .
*KNOCK KNOCK*
"Um...Jimin can i go to the store ..i don't have the things for the...". I stopped what i was saying when the door flew open in front of me .
"Fine..". Jimin said while looking at me ,and drying his hair .
I smiled before running down stairs to the garage to get into the car .
Then i realize i forgot the keys ,"Ugh "!
I ran back inside , and grabbed his keys before speed walking back to his car .
I jumped in and took a deep breath . " I'm driving once again " , i said to my self as i cranked the car up .
Once i opened the garage i left the house ,and drove right to the grocery store .
When i parked the car i got up out,and walked into the store instantly thinking of the section i was going to go in .
My phone went off right when i started walking towards the section . "Hello"?
"Can you bring me a couple of water bottles when you get there".
"Yeah i'm here ...is there anything else you want "? I asked already looking for the water bottle section .
"Mmh....no thats it ". Jimin said
"Well i be back soon ok ...bye".
"Bye".
After i picked up the water bottles i grabbed some seasoning,meat, and went to the check out line .
There was a woman standing on the side of the line . She had blonde hair , nice style, and her body was beautiful . Even though she was really pretty i tried not to care , because i wanted to feel good about myself .
After i looked away , she squeezed in front of me in line . "Excuse me"? I said getting frustrated by her .
She looks back at me , and gives me an innocent smile . "Oh sorry but , i have an important meeting to go to so i can't wait any longer ."
I just sighed , because there was nothing else to do . After i paid and got out of the store i drove back home .
When i got home i went inside , and started cooking .
I took the meat out of the pack , and put it on the frying pan .
Then i took a bowl out so i could make the sauce .
Once everything got settled i went to sit on the sofa , and read while the food cooked .
While i read i notice jimin coming down the stairs .
"Your water bottles are on the table ".
I told him before going back to reading my book .
Then he snatched my book out of my hand , and i stood up .
"Give me my book back ...why are you..".
He just looked at me , and i stopped talking ,and looked away before sitting back down .
He sat next to me and put the book down on the coffee table .
Then he stood me back up and sat me on his lap .
"I'm better than that book ...why do you pay more attention to that book .
Why ...is it because its interesting ...am i not interesting ".
Jimin said while holding me in his arms ,"No...i just want to read ".
I said while getting nervous .
"Oh wait jimin the food ". I tried to get up , but he sat me back down.
" Jimin ...i don't want the food to burn ". I said getting worried that it would burn .
He let me go and i walked into the kitchen to check on the food .
Jimin sat right there on the sofa watching , and waiting for me to come back .
Even though i love him...it doesn't change how scary he is to me .
One minute he is an angle then the demon next , and it doesn't take much for me to trigger him .
That's why i don't like spending much time around him .
I just stood there watching the food longer than i wanted to , because i wanted to avoid the other side of him at all cost .
He noticed that i was avoiding him , and he got up and walked over to me .
Then i was about to walk to the sofa to get away ,but he stepped in front of me .
When i moved to the side he moved . "why are you doing this ". I asked .
"Yoonsa ...i just want to spend time with you ...and its hard for me to when you keep avoiding me like this ".
I looked up at him , and could see he was getting sad .
I started feeling bad again . Jimin hugged me , and started kissing me . I knew something wasn't right , but as usual i fell for it .
As we kissed i could feel him smirking , so i pulled away to look at him .
(This fake bastard......)
He wasn't smirking or anything he was just looking at me with puppy eyes . " Jimin alright ...i'm sorry i just ...". I turned to turn the food off , and then he turned me back around so i could look at him .
"Yoonsa ..i don't think i can wait any longer now ".
Jimin said with soft eyes .
"What ..wait for what the food is done ".
"Yoonsa ...i want to make love to you ".
I got shocked at his sudden words , and my eyes widened .
Then i nodded unconsciously , and his plump lips smashed into mine .
I kissed him back , and he started taking my shirt of .
Once he unbuttoned it he slid it off of my arms slowly .
His hands held onto my waist , and his kissed stopped once he got to my ear .
"I'll take my time with you as long as you want me to ". Jimin said wile his breath tickled my ear .
".i'll take care of you ". Jimin said before he softly bit my ear lobe .
His words melted me like ice cream would melt under the sun . I'm just so dumb for him , and everything he does ..i just can't do anything when i'm with him .
We went up stairs , and into his room . Both of us were getting desperate to have each other as we both rushed to take our clothes off .

I was only in my underwear , and he was only in his briefs .

The way he touched me ,and held me under his embrace gave me pleasure all together .

Jimin slid my panties down before looking into my eyes , and i closed my eyes .

"Mmmh... AH .. JIMIN"!

I moaned as my back arched at the way his tongue did its magic .

"UGh ...Mmmnmh DONT STOP "i said , then I grabbed a hand full of his hair .

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(14)
Narrators P.O.V

After jimin got done he picks Yoonsa up , and sits her on top of him .

His fingers slowly run down her spine as they kissed ,and Yoonsa's hands sits on jimin's chest .
Then jimin's hands slid down her back to cup her butt .

Then Jimin's lips trail down to her neck .

"Jimin ...i can't wait any longer ...please ...i need you". Yoonsa says as she started to feel weaker under his touch .
Jimin gives her a peck on her lips before he lifts her up a little so he could take his briefs off .

He positioned his member and slowly moved her down on it .

"ah ...AH"! Yoonsa moaned aloud in pleasure as she sunk down on his length . Then jimin pulled her into a hug before he started to move.
Jimin moved in a slow pace this time . Last time it was more about sex than anything, but not rough sex . Maybe he was actually telling her the truth about making love .

Moans fill their house as things proceeded .

When jimin's pace increased , he flipped their position and got on top of her . Things weren't only getting fast , but getting rough and painful .

He pushed her leg back further to go deeper . "Ah-ARGH JIMIN....I.."!

Yoonsa threw her arms to the side of the bed , and she clawed the bed to try and compress the pain.

After a while things started to feel better again . She wasn't used to anything but a slow pace so it really didn't go well until later on.

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( 15)

When Yoonsa woke up she noticed she was by herself in bed .

She sighed before sitting up and rubbing her face .

"He must be at work ".

Yoonsa said to herself while getting out of bed , and heading to the bathroom to take a shower .

Once she got into the bathroom she turned the shower on to let it heat up.

While she let it heat up she walked over to the mirror .

Yoonsa looked at all the love mark jimin gave her last night .

"How am i going to cover this up ..(Sigh)".

Yoonsa said before walking over to the shower to get into it and bathe .

While she was bathing memories of days when jimin cheated starts flashing through her mind .

Her eyes shot open , and she began to shake her head .

"No ..he didn't mean it ...it was my fault for being...".

*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK* . Yoonsa was cut off by knocks on the door .

"Jimin?"

"Um..Yoonsa , i've been thinking lately ...you can go to have fun tonight if you want . I don't want to keep keeping you at home like this ".

Jimin said in the most sweet voice . Then Yoonsa turned the shower off , and grabbed her towel . She wrapped her towel around her and ran out to find jimin . "Jimin"!

Jimin turned around to see why Yoonsa called him .

Then yoonsa walked up to him , and put her hand on his face to caress him .

"I thought you left me here alone ...don't just disappeared on me like this "! Yoonsa said while getting emotional .

Jimin grabs her hand and moves it , making yoonsa feel bad .

"Oh ..i'm sorry ..i ". She said while looking down at the floor .

Then Jimin gently put his hand on her face , and lightly moved her head up so she would look at him .

His lips collided with hers .

His kisses were so passionate and soft this time .

After Jimin stopped kissing Yoonsa he said ,"Go get dressed ..you aren't going to go anywhere like this ".

Yoonsa laughs at his words before walking into their room to get dressed .


When she got dressed , she instantly grabbed Jimin's keys and left the house .

While Yoonsa was driving she smiled to herself , and danced to the music that she heard on the radio .

Once she arrived at J-hope's house she parked , and jumped out of the car before locking it .
Then she jogged towards his door , and knocked on it . While she stood at the door she heard noise .

Then the door opened . "Oh...Yoonsa he finally let you out of the house huh"?

J-hope said with a huge smile on his face before hugging me .

"O-ppa who is that at the door "? A female voice could be heard from inside of his house .

J-hope pulled away and the girl came to the door .

It was the same girl from the other day .

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( Yoonsa's P.O.V) (16)

"O-ppa who is this "?

When she came over to the door , i saw that it was the same girl from the store .

Why is she everywhere i go . I thought to myself as we looked at each other. Then she looked me up and down before walking back inside of his house.

"Aish...she is just ...don't mind minjong ".

J-hope said before wrapping his arm around my waist and taking me back inside .

'I don't like this feeling i'm getting from just him holding my waist ,but ..'

I say to myself before i smoothly got out of his grip .

He laughed and said "Why so nervous ..is it minjong "?

J-hope asked with an alluring smile .

I found myself blushing while i walked to go sit down on the sofa .

When J-hop started the movie he went into his kitchen and made some popcorn .

"J-hope O-ppa , you should've did that before the movie started ".

The girl minjong said , and i smiled as an agreement .

Then she looked at me again with that same expression .

It was like she didn't like me at all .

After J-hope did everything and everything got settled , and we got half way in the movie .

I noticed that Minjong was staring at me .

I could tell she wanted to make me feel uncomfortable ...it was just the way she acted .

Then she put on a fake smile and said ,"so J-hope o-ppa told me you are married with my best friend.... Jimin ".

I smiled nervously before saying ,"Yeah ,but Jimin never told me ..he had a best friend ".

I said getting kind of skeptical about things that have been going on lately .

"Oh..well seems like you don't know much about him then ". mInjong said with a smirk on her face .

"Excuse me ...That's my husband , and why are you..the best friend trying to have a competition with me "?! I said as i felt hit by her words.

"I am just trying to make sure my best friend didn't marry some money whore ".

Yeah i felt offended at her words , and it was even worse because i didn't know anything about her or his relationship .

"Hey HEY HEY -Break it up , and just calm down "! J-hope said breaking our argument up .

"O-ppa why is she here anyways ...i mean if jimin didn't tell me anything about her then she must not mean anything to him..plus any other girl he had feelings for he told me about them "!

After she said that it set me off .

I threw my bowl of popcorn in her face , and then we both got up coming at each other .

J-hope jumps up and pushed the both of us away .

She just made me so angry , i couldn't stay in the same room with her anymore .

It was just that she brings bad energy around her anyways .

Plus i didn't even know her , and the way she looked at me the whole time was getting under my skin anyways .

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(17)

I grabbed my bag before storming out of J-hopes house .
When i got in Jimin's car i saw J-hope running after me .
Once he got to the car i rolled the window down .
"what J-hope ...what"?
"Yoonsa ...i apologize ..its my fault , because i made her mad earlier and i guess she was still mad so...but she isn't a bad person really ".
"j-hope ..I'm done i don't want to hear it ". I said before pulling off , and driving home .
While i drove home i started to cry . All of this pressure ..i just can't take it .
Is what she said true ...'does he love me ...or am i just there for looks' .
'I am just like a doll put to the side , and abused or played with for use of sex and food . Is this how he sees me '?

After my thoughts started to rush to my head , i started speeding down the road .

Once i arrived back at home i quickly got out of the car ,and slammed the door as i entered the house .

"Yoonsa "? Jimin called from up stairs as he noticed the loud slam from our door .

Then i ran to the bathroom and cried for hours . Jimin was by the door the whole time i cried. .
Once i was done , and i cleaned myself up ,and i opened the door then saw him sitting there .

He instantly stood up , and avoided eye contact with me .

"You wouldn't let me in so i sat here the whole time .

"I'm sorry Jimin i just need some alone time ..its just my personal problems ".

Jimin stared at me . "Alone time ? Once you enter this house you are with me always okay ".

As Jimin was talking i could hear his voice getting more aggressive , because he would get mad anyway if i cried that's why i would hide from him .

Then he continued while his hands gripped tightly onto my arms .

" You don't need any time away from me okay. Also i don't ever want to catch you cry around me again Yoonsa ".

Jimin said while shaking my fragile body . I was about to cry again , but i held my tears back ..
"I sat here for hours worried about you".

Jimin said before he looked into my eyes , and began to kiss me ".

Things were as usual escalating quick , but we weren't going to have sex .

Jimin's tongue lightly glided across my bottom lip before he lightly bit it .

When Jimin stopped , he said "Next time i catch you cry ..things won't be so sweet anymore ".

He said to me in a threatening voice .

If he hit me once , he will do it again ...I knew why he didn't like it when i cried .

He didn't like it because it was a symbol that i was getting hurt by him , and he didn't want that feeling to hunt him .

Even though that may be half of why.....its enough .

Notes

Thank you for reading

Remember This story has crim in it , and also yoongi has not got his shine yet .

(NO I DIDN"T FORGET ABOUT YOONGI !!!!)