"Yoonsa ...wake up ..wake up ."
J-hope said while slightly tapping my shoulder .
"Ugh...yes i'm up ."
I open my eyes ,and was welcomed to the horrific sight of Jimin .
"AH !!!!!!!"

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"Yoonsa ..YOONSA !"
J-hope grabbed me , and held me tightly .
"You scared me i thought some one was in here ."
"Sorry , it was just a bad dream ...i didn't mean to scare you ."
I said while hugging J-hope back .
"Its alright ,but i made you breakfast . Oh and um , Lilly called and told me to tell you that she was taking you out to the movies .''
I took a deep breath before moving off of the bed . "Gosh ! she never gets tired of doing things does she ?"
I say as i run my fingers through my hair unconsciously .
(Hey , its normal to take off of someone you've lived with , and loved for so long right?)
"That's a good thing right , i mean ..if i wasn't working a lot that's what i'll do . Take you out all the time ."
J-hope said before he stood up to hug me .
When he hugged me his lips instantly gravitated towards mine .
He kissed me for at least a minute , but even though i enjoyed it , it felt wrong . Just every thing about our relationship felt wrong . That's why we never got to have sex , because i'd feel a bad vibe cross me .
I don't know why though , me and jimin are divorced .
"Alright , let me get dressed ."
"Ok"
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After i got dressed i called Lilly and told her that i was ready to go .
When she arrived i walked down stairs while tell hobie i was leaving .
Once i got outside i could see someone else in the back seat .

I squint my eyes to try and get a good look on who it was , but still seemed to fail.

I just went ahead , and got into the car .

Once i did that i looked to my right noticing that the person was Jung-kook .

I quickly looked away ,and from the corner of my eye i could see him smirk .

'what is he planning on doing to day '.

I said in my head to myself .
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We Finally arrived at the movies .

"YAY! WE ARE HERE !"

Lilly screamed , over exaggerating .

I rolled my eyes , and slowly moved out of the car .

We wen't inside and Lilly bought our tickets .

After that we wen't inside of the room .

I wanted to sit next to Lilly , but that weirdo jungkook rushed his way between us making a sad excuse about how he hates sitting on the end .

"Oh really , well you can sit in the middle ."
Lilly said while buying into his excuse .

The movie began playing , and Lilly jumped up with a shocked look on her face .

"Oh my GOD i forgot our popcorn !"

She said before running out of the room to get some .

I sigh , and before i knew it Jung-kook placed his hand on top of mine .

I glance over at him while moving my hand , but he grabbed it this time .

"Can i just hold you hand for a bit .."

"Fine "

I said while getting frustrated .


J-HOPE /P.O.V

"Jimin , i know you don't want to talk to me , but in order for us to finish this paper we have to talk "

"Where is Yoonsa ..."

Jimin said while looking up at me with puppy eyes .

"Jimin , come on ...don't do this to me ...lets just focus on work ."

Jimin looked back down at the paper , staying silent .

"JIMIN! "

I yelled , and he stood up while his fists were bald up .

"WHERE IS SHE HUH ? SHE IS STILL MY WIFE !! OUR DIVORCE ISN"T FINAL UNTIL THE 23rd !!!"

To be honest i did feel bad about the choices i made .
Its not like i knew why they divorced .

I don't know anything at all about how close or how much they loved each other .

I just took her for myself when i had the chance to .

I jumped out of my seat too ,

"What are you gonna hit me ? DONT GET MAD BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T WANT YOUR ASS BACK !"

The other guards started rolling in as they heard us yelling .

After i said that Jimin literally started flipping out , i mean he was going crazy .

In fact i don't think i want to fight him any more .

Jimin started flipping desk , throwing paper punching literal dents almost holes into the wall .His knuckles were even bleeding , but it seemed as if they weren't.

The guards couldn't even calm him down .

"LET ME GO!! LET ME THE FUCK GO !!!

Jimin was giving me the most intense death stare i've ever gotten .

As they held him down i walked out of the room , and as soon as i shut the door a chair flew at it .

"Damn he must have really loved her "

I said sarcastically while walking away .

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"Wait stop i-".

" Come on please ..i really like you Noona ."

Jungkook said while pressing me against the wall by the bathroom .

Once i stopped fighting him he kissed me .

If it weren't for Jimin , i would have push him away then slapped him.

NOOONA!!!!!!!!HOW OLD IS THIS LITTLE BASTARD !!!!

I'M only 21 !

WAIT HOW DOES HE KNOW I'M HIS NOONA, i mean i tell him things but i never told him my personal things .

Outside of my relationships i've had with jimin this was the naughtiest kiss ever , but it was also really sloppy .

I finally pushed him away , because this isn't a private place plus i'm not a sex toy .

I feel really bad ....i'm with J-hope ....and i'm doing this ....

"Stop already !"
I wiped my lips with the back of my hand before trying to catch my breath .

"Sorry noona i just got carried away ."

"Wait how old are you ?"
i asked while he was about to move away.

"Age doesn't matter ."

He said as his eyes retreated back to my lips .

"we need to go or else Lilly will get -"

"no she won't , because i told her we left for a bit ."
He said while his thumb played with my bottom lip

"WHAT !!"
I slapped his hand away .

"What do you want from me ?"

I asked furiously

"Noona ..i just really like you ..so-"

He stopped talking before he finished his statement , and kissed me again .

Jungkook bit my bottom lip , and pulled away .

" I fantasize about you every night ...every since i heard about you , and your situation from lilly ."

What ...is he sick ? How weird can this kid get ? What a nut !


Just in time Jung-kook moved , and Lilly was coming out of the movies .

"There you guys are ... came back huh ?'

She said before looking at me again.

"Alright lets go home .."

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YOONSA /P.O.V

I opened the door and went inside of J-hopes house.

"J-hope i'm here "
I said before running around to find him .

"J-hope.''

I said while smiling .

I was kind of scared to go into the room , because it was dark. I inched my fragile body right into the room , and before i knew it someone covered my mouth .

"AH!!!"

"Shhhh...i was just playing don't fight me !"

Jhope said while laughing . I sigh and shake my head .

J-hope spins me around , and starts kissing me .

There is that feeling again

That feeling only comes when i'm around him ...

J-hope doesn't force me to do anything like jimin did , he doesn't treat me like a dog , a sex toy, he doesn't hit me , make me cry , manipulate me .

Those things jimin did to me ,made me become so fragile and weak .

"J-hope i- i really like you ."

When i said that J-hope smiled , and kissed my lips again.


Its dangerous for me , because the type of guys i usually run to are crazy , and or have mental disorders /mentally disturbed .

I just get caught up in their twisted minds , and began to enjoy the maze i fine , and their sudden changes in mood. How they can become so mean , angry, hateful towards you ,from being so sweet .

It just gets to my heat , and i feel a sudden attraction to them , because of my nature of wanting to help others and take care of them .

Like Jimin , i can still remember the times where he would crawl into the bed after getting jealous of me reading instead of paying attention to him .

He would crawl up to me , and kiss me so he could get an easy chance to take the book away .

Then he would lay his head in my lap , and i'd lean down to kiss him.

The way he hypnotized me with his sick magic .
I love him so much and i cant get rid of my love for him .

But i found J-hope who is nothing like that .

'Hey...i have to tell you something .."
J-hope said ,getting in the bed next to me .

"Yeah ."
I said smiling .

"Jimin , and i had a project to do , but it didn't go well."

''What do you mean ?"

"Well it ended up with him just straight up losing his mind , flipping desks , and punching dents and almost holes into the wall while his Knuckles bled ."

After J-hope told me that i got a weird ,but pleasurable feeling out of that .

I feel so disgusted by myself , how could i become like this by just one man . I never would have thought that i'd ever like to get treated that way , how sick .

"Can we not talk about him ...please ..it will only make things worse ."
I said while getting off of the bed and heading to the bathroom .

I looked at myself through the mirror .

I just stared until i stared to imagine things .

'I don't think it would be that bad if you would have stayed with him right? '

A voice said in my head .

'Enough ,enough,enough, i can't deal with this '

'says the one who liked him torturing her ' .

I got angry and glared at the mirror .


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Today was the day i went to work again , since Yoongi gave me a break .

When J-hope and i got done getting ready we left the house .

We arrived at work , then that nervous feeling hit my stomach .

Once we got in ,i got onto the elevator to go up to Jimin's office .

When i arrived i noticed he wasn't in there . "Thank GOD!"

I said .

I sat down and began working , only a few after Jimin came to work late .


Jimin saw i was in here , so he stared at me for like ever .

"Hey , Yoonsa ."

He said in a friendly voice .

I didn't say anything ..i just kept working .

"Yoonsa , i miss you so much...."

Jimin jumped up out of his desk , and rushed over to me



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Yoongi / P.O.v

"I'm tired of your shit already ..don't come here with anymore of your fuck shit ok Tay-Lin."

I sighed before hanging my phone up , and pressing the lock down button on my desk .

She has been doing this for years , and i'm tired of it .

She is acting like a 12 year old .

As soon as i got up , and turned around there she was . "Fuck !"

I said .

"What surprised i'm here...look Yoongi ....i wans on the phone with you while i was down stairs . "

"I hope you aren't here to cause another brief war .

"No...not this time because i feel that you won't be so stupid ."

"Tay-Lin....what has gotten into the little sweet Tay-Lin."

"You is what happened Yoongi...don't act like you forgot ."

"Hmm...is that so ....alright whatever "

"If you try and touch me , or my company i will have to destroy you yoongi..

"pst ..same goes for you
I said while running my fingers across my desk .

"Yoongi , just listen to me for once ..."

"I'm already listened , maybe i can stop now ."

"UGH! we will talk this out tomorrow !"

She said before storming out of my office .

"Fuck her ."
I said as i put my legs on top of my desk .

"Nothing but a bitch ."

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When the day was almost over i left my office and went down stairs .

"Alright Boss."

They said before i left .

When i arrived at my house i started getting a weird gut feeling . "What did she plan this time ."

I reached in my back seat and grabbed a gun . I got out of my car and quickly went to my door .

I went in and heard the T.V playing . 'Someone is in here '.

I looked around , and out of no where someone slowly wrapped their arms around me .

"Yoongi ...i miss this...us ..just one simple little favor ."

I turned around and pushed her to the ground while i pointed my gun at her .

"You know i can kill you right now , and no one will ever find your body ."

"Do it yoongi ..DO IT !"

I pulled the trigger , but once again nothing came out .

Tay-Lin started laughing , "Ugh...Yoongi how stupid can you get ..that the same gun you had that i broke . You would be the one dead ."

As she talked i threw my gun at her , and it hit her mouth.

She stared at me for a split second as her lips bled .

"How dare you !'

Then she touched her lips and look at them .

"I'm tired of this Tay-Lin ...what do you really want from me ...''

"You."
"I want to be you ."

"It will never happen ."
I said as i reached in my pocket for my knife .

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