Even though jimin was very much in love with Yuka , there was a girl willing to catch his attention . Her name was nova , she and jimin talked a couple of times to the point where she knew what he liked . Yuka would always eye her and jimin when they would talk . Nova was one of the reasons Yuka would get mad at jimin all of a sudden .

JIMIN /GREED (POV)

"Hey jimin "! Nova yells from across the office room. I look over at her , and look away . Yuka told me to stay away from her ...this is why i don't talk to her that much . She runs up to me , and hugs me while embracing me . Mmmmh...That feeling again i loved it . I unconsciously hugged her back . My arms hugging her waist tightly as i wanted more from her . I finally realized what i was doing , and i pull away from her quickly . She was blushing so hard that her face turned red . " Pl-Please don't tell Yuka "! I panicked , and she laughed . " Ok i wont silly ...but can you do me a favor "? She looked down at the floor while her finger played with her lip. Then the door opens and Yuka comes in , and looks directly at us . Nova looked up at her, and looked away before grabbing my hand . I tried to snatch away but she took it back . Yuka watched us hard , not taking one single eye off of us . " Jimin ...i need some help with my project , and you seem to be the only one that knows what your doing ". I looked away from her and said ," I-i ...i cant i have plans for this week". She looked disappointed as she let my hand go , and walked off. I turned around to go to my desk , to start on my work . I could tell Yuka was angry , because she was glaring at me . Her desk was right next to mine so it was even worse . I missed her , because she didnt answer any of my calls or text , and now she is mad and wont talk to me again . It was torture to me ....a lot of torture .

"Yuka ....i...i missed you ". I say before grabbing her hand and putting our fingers together . She snatched away and said , " Don't touch me bastard ...im sick of you ". She always hurts me like this , i'm surprised im not used to it .Even though it hurt i liked it so much ...the way she would degrade me ... I bit my bottom lip to stop myself from getting sad , but it didn't work . My eyes were watering , and i kept chewing on my lip .It was hard for me to focus on my work like this , but i did what i had to do . She saw me like this , and turned my face toward her . I couldn't look at her , as a tear fell from my eye. " You are so weak ..and pathetic ...what am i to do with you jimin ". I looked into her eyes ,and she looked away . " Jimin...Dont look at me like that ...i cant ..". She said getting annoyed . She used to tell me all the time that my eyes were her weakness , and she doesn't want me to look in her eyes , because of that . We never had any body contact ..like sex but if we did ...more than just my eyes would be her weakness . I wanted more from her , and if we got to that point ...i could keep getting more , and more , because this isnt enough . It would be hard for me to make the first move because she gets protective , and scared if i do , and she would stop giving me what i want ....that's my weakness . That's why i'm not as tough now . " Jimin ...later ...we need to talk ok "? She lets me go ,looking nervous as ever , while not looking at me . I knew when she was nervous about something, because she would start playing with her fingers.

"Jimin ...please don't take advantage of me ..you know i'm scared of men ....and you looking at me like that ..it scared me . Why ...were you mad at me "? She asked me . Yeah ....i know all her fears , and back ground , but she didn't know a bit about me . She made me keep my mouth shut .But i can tell you what i want from her. I want her ...i want her to touch me , tell me she loves me , kiss me, love me, degrade me , hit me , call me a liar ,fuck me .....I could go on and on ,but If i told her she would get scared of me , and leave me .I found myself deeply staring at her as i thought of her doing those things to me .., and i stop myself , and get back to my train of thought . " I..i'm sorry Yuka ..i didn't mean to do it ". She stopped being nervous , and went back to being herself . I turn to finish up my work , and get ready to head home .

Yuka got up first , heading out with her coffee in her hand . I followed her , because she said she wanted to talk . We got outside to her car ,and she told me to sit inside . I sat sat down , and closed the door . " I told you not to be around that girl anymore ...why were you two together like this , this morning"? I looked down ...before telling her ," She waved , and wanted to talk to me about her project ". I told her a lie . " .....Jimin...i want to talk about something else ". She said getting nervous . " i um... feel like i haven't been giving you the right amount of attention ..or attention". I looked things up about relationships , and since you're a man ...you might need...you need...you might need , sex". " I know all of these things ..i'm just a little nervous ....". I just listened to her when she talked ..with that sweet voice . I looked over at her , and she said " This should be healthy for our relationship it says ..., but lets not try it now...we only have been dating for two months ...lets wait ". "But more touching could work out ". She said before letting me leave . I got out of her car , and went to my car to drive home .

V was sitting outside on the porch chair staring up at the sky , while rocking back and forth . ( Hush little baby don't say a word ................mama's going to buy you a mocking bird ) V sang the English song his mother used to sing to him .

V / Wrath (POV)
"JUST SHUT UP AND CLEAN THE GOT DAMN HOUSE"! i heard his dad yelling at my sister , and got up from the chair , and ran in . " Hey Hey Hey dad ....Chill ....you know she is still sick so why would you yell at her like that "?! i said in concern , before i looked at his hand . Then i saw the bottle of beer . i sighed before grabbing a hold onto my hair . " FUCK DAD ! HOW MUCH ARE YOU GOING TO DRINK"! My sister slowly walked out of the room before coughing up blood onto the floor . We couldn't afford a doctor , so we just took good care of her . I ran up to her , and helped her out . Dad stated laughing before hitting his nose on the fridge .His nose started bleeding .
I watch as his pathetic blood slowly runs out of him. Then i go back to helping my sister ,and my dad yells "Help you stupid Bastard "! I turn around to yell back at him in anger , " HELP YOUR FUCKING SELF BITCH"! He get up , and throws at bottle at me . It missed and hit the wall , i laughed " You want to do it like that dad ...Fine ". I said before taking my sister to her room. I run up to my dad , and punch him , and he grabs me by the throat , and pushes me onto the floor . I get back up and wrap my hands around his neck . His face starts turning red as i tighten my grip . I didn't want to let go , and as i see his pathetic face i smirk at him suffering . I get back to reality , and i pull away . he starts coughing hard and cursing me out through his coughs .

I rush out of the house , and run down the streets yelling to calm myself down . I had to release this feeling of rage inside of me . As i ran down the street i slow down because i pass by Suga's house , and Y/N's car. I go up to his door and put my head up against the door to listen . I hear nothing so i rang the door bell. A little later the door opens , and Suga was just in his underwear . His hair was a mess , and he had lipstick smudges on his face , and neck . "what ? whats going on ". I just stood there looking at him before just walking in . He let me before stretching , and rubbing his face. "So Y/n is here "? I ask and Suga nods his head , " yeah ...its was a ...night". He says before laughing , and i chuckle before grabbing the remote , and turning the T.V on . Then Y/n starts coming down stairs , she pauses as she sees me . Then she comes down stairs , and waves . " Oh hey V ". Then went into the kitchen to cook. I laugh , because her hair was sticking up.

I was going to have to go to work in a little so i used Suga's bathroom to get ready. After i got ready i walked to work . While i was working jimin was moving up in my line with girl stuff in his hand . He looked so nervous and humiliated . Once he got up to me i laughed , and rang the stuff out . Jimin looked at the ground pouting . " im glad i dont have a girlfriend '. i said while laughing , " Well you have a sister close enough ". Jimin said being salty ...."so ..she doesn't even get a period ". Jimin glared at me , and said whatever before leaving . When my friends leave its like everything goes back to being dull , and lifeless . It would be no reason to live without my sister or my friends . I also noticed we haven't heard from jhope in weeks after his nervous break down . I think all of us cried about that . ..its sad of course . No one was in line so i told my co-worker to watch my line for me while i go make an important call.

I called but no one picked up , he must be asleep . I sigh , and go back to my line , and still no people . so I call Jin to check up on him . " Hello "? Jin answers " Hey hyung whats up "? " OH hey V ...Nothing really but the same old things at this job . ..this woman won't leave me be ". I laugh and say " Why do all my hyungs have girl problems "? " i don't know , but i dont like this girl , yet she keeps on trying ". I laughed before seeing people fill my line up. " Oh hyung i got to go ..my line is filling up. Then i hung up before starting back to ring people out . " Oh look mommy there is a prince "! The little girl pointed at me , and i shook my head . " oh...no im not rich ". " You don't have to be rich to be a prince sir ". She smiled , and her mother smiled.

Every since that nervous breakdown jhope hasn't heard from his friends . Its not that they forgot or just didn't call . They were allways worried if he could get some sleep. He would hardly sleep , and that really affected him .

JHOPE / LUST (POV)

I woke up in the hospital bed again .How did she get into the room ? " Jhope baby are you ok ...dont do this again ok ...i was so worried ". Hearing that made me feel so good . " i thought you wouldn't worry mom". My voice was a little bit more raspy from everything they were shooting through my veins . I was ready to go home again , but this time try and walk up to the store to buy me some chocolate . Once we left the hospital i took my right pill , and left the house . When i got to the store i grabbed a whole bunch of chocolate , and stuffed them on the counter . The woman up front smiled at me ,and said " You love candy just as much as me ...i'm nova ". I smiled and told her my name " I'm Junghoseok but they call me Jhope ". She laughed , and she has a pretty laugh and smile . " here is my number ...call me anytime , and we can hang out ".

This is the first time im actually interested in a girl . Its something about her thats different . Even though i just met her i kept thinking of her . I even called , and we talked after she got off of work . I don't know maybe its because she likes chocolate you know . But besides her ...before i had this nervous breakdown ...i was always the crazy one out of all my friends . I would lighten everyone , but since i wasn't sleeping good i started getting nervous over everything . Then it happened , and it triggered something in me different . Now i cant go anywhere without taking that medicine or ill have another one , and get messed up for sure . Mama would worry though . I was suppose to go to work yesterday , but they changed it to tomorrow , so i could get some rest .

I hardly get sleepy thats what i feel , but i actually be mentally tired instead of physically . I went into my room after eating , and took my sleeping pill , so i could go to sleep .

When i woke up mama was caressing my face , and i noticed she brought a food tray in here. " Wake up ....your food is here ..so you wont have to struggle to get out of bed ". She said while opening my food up for me . " Thanks ma ". I say with a big smile on my face before digging in to eat .

My phone starts ringing and is Nova . I pick up the call , and she says she wants to go on a date with me . I get shocked , and say yes . "Sure ill go to the movies with you"..

Notes

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