Yugyeom did not know what was getting inside of him. He was getting…high. Although he knew that the insobriety isnt good for him, he kept on gulping soju.
“Yugyeom, I think you should stop now, You will pass out,” Mark said with extreme concern.
“I don’t care~” He replied. despite of not being a possessive and jealous type of boy, he felt jealousy rising within him. Only one thing had conquered his mind at that time and that was Y/n. He might have been getting drunk at that time but in reality he was drunk in love with her. Was he heart-broken? was he jealous? The answer to these questions was quite complicated.
He had seen Y/n chatting with Bambam, but never had thought of them being more than best friends. Though they were quite different they were very close . But, all of a sudden news and gossips started sparking up stating that they both were “dating each other”, “madly in love with each other”, etc. This shattered Yugyeom’s hopes and dreams. The biggest shock was that JYP had confirmed their dating rumours.

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With her eyes on the laptop, her earphones plugged in and popcorn bowl on her lap, Y/n was enjoying (kdrama/kpop/movie/other). Due to the earphone, she was unable to hear the loud bangs on the door of her flat. Suddenly, her phone; which was kept near the laptop, started vibrating. She plucked her earphones out and saw that the person calling her was…Yugyeom. No sooner did she receive the call, he commanded, “Open the door, y/n”
Y/n was puzzled, she noticed the tone of his voice, “Are you drunk?–”
“Just open the damn door…we need to talk.”
“But–”
“Is Bambam with you?”
“No–”
“Then open the door…It is an emergency,” Yugyeom said.
Y/n ran towards the door. She opened the door to find Yugyeom in a terrible state. His face was flushed red and he was unable to stand properly.
“Oh my god, What happened?” Y/n asked but received no reply. Yugyeom entered the flat without any words.
“Yugyeom…” Y/n closed the door behind herself, “What’s wrong?…Yugyeom…Yu–” she broke off as he pinned her against the wall with his hands tightly geipping her’s.
“why?….why?” He whispered. But it was audible enough for Y/n to hear.
“What ‘why’?…Yugyeom…i am ready to talk to you but please leave my hand…It hurts me.”
“I am the one who is hurt…Y/n I love you…I love you very much,” His breath smelled like alcohol.
“Yugyeom…” Y/n was in a complete shock. She didn’t know how to respond to those lines…as if her mind has shut down.
“Why?…why am i acting like this, when i don’t intend to? Why am i so jealous when i should be happy for Bambam? Why do i…feel like that?”
His eyes went down on her lips. Those…sacred lips…WHY….do i feel like kissing them?He thought. The feeling of jealousy and drunkeness was mixing with love. This equation was giving rise to lust. This lust was spreading all across Yugyeom’s body, making him do what he normally would not intend to.
He immediately crashed his lips on Y/n’s. It was Yugyeom’s first kiss. The kiss which Yugyeom had thought or rather dreamt about being romantic and passionate was none of it in reality. It was rough and painful…for both of them. Yugyeom was not forcing himself, but his inner thoughts were being transfered in this heart-broken kiss, his desparation. At first Y/n tried her best not to open her mouth and respond to his kiss, but soon Yugyeom weakened her. He touched her inner thighs, making her gasp. Seeing it as an opportunity, he inserted his tongue inside her mouth to explore. The kiss tasted like alcohol which Yugyeom had and sweet cheese which Y/n had. As Y/n was not responding to much of his actions, Yugyeom’s tongue won and was exploring every inch of her mouth.
After a moment of heated rough kiss, Yugyeom pulled away to let Y/n breath.
“Yugyeom…whatever you are doing…you are not doing it in your senses…why are you like this?” Y/n asked with half teary eyes.
“Because you are mine and not Bambam’s”
This puzzled Y/n even more, “Who…who told you I am Bambam’s?”
Yugyeom widened his eyes as if he couldn’t see anything, “Aren’t you two dating….the…agency confirmed it,”
Now Y/n put the pieces together, “They did it just for some ‘weird reasons’. By doing these they want Bambam to gain more fame and spotlight. Plus, since me and Bambam had been together for some time, his fans started spreading rumours,” Y/n’s eyes were less teary and Yugyeom understood what had happened. He couldn’t stop but grin, “If that is so…would you like to become my girlfriend…I mean the real one,” The seriousness sparkled in his eyes.
“I have something to say…well…Yugyeom. Look, don’t get excited, okay? But…I had…feelings for you, and…I…still do. But i was unhappy that…you were forcing yourself on me. I like…the real you” Y/n said with a tint of blush on her face. Was it okay for me to say it now? In this situation? Y/n thought. The moment Y/n’s eyes met Yugyeom’s, She was lost in his eyes. The eyes which showed her reflection, and the love which Yugyeom’s has for her. Yugyeom kissed her again, but this time it was slow, gentle and passionate; just the way he had thought it to be. The was like fire. It was so hot that it was turning both of them on. Yugyeom’s lips traced down Y/n’s mouth, her jaw and then down her smooth neck.
“Yugyeom, you are drunk right now…we should do this later.” Y/n said.
“I want it Y/n…I want to…do it with you. I want to touch you.”
Y/n could no longer say no to him. She allowed him do what he desired the most.
Yugyeom sucked and bit on her neck to form a hickey. A mark which would tell everyone that Y/n was his.
“Ahhh~” She moaned in response to the sensation on her sensitive spot.
Yugyeom lifted her in his arms and laid her down on the bed. Within few minutes, both of them were naked, exposing their bodies to each other. His eyes wildly roamed around her naked body.
“You are so…beautiful, Y/n” He whispered as he bent down to suck on her sweet nipples.
Oh god…I had always wanted to touch Y/n breasts. They are so supple and beautiful.Yugyeom thought.
Y/n gasped and moaned as he bit on her nipples while his left hand was massaging the other and his right hand massaging her clitoris.
“You are so wet…” he whispered seductively in her ears. His fingers did a great work.
When Yugyeom stood up to tak out a condom from his wallet, Y/n clearly saw his manhood. It was as hard as rock, nerves poking out along with pre-cum on the tip.
“Why are you…carrying condoms?”
“Because I knew i would lose control and do something to you,” He said as he tore the wrapper and applied the condom.
“Y/n…are you ready?” He said, nervousness clearly seen in his eyes.
“Yes…Are you?”
“You don’t know how long I have been waiting for this…Y/n…ahh” He grunted as he slowly pushed himself inside her, the warm walls surrounding his manhood.
“You are so hot inside…ahhh…Y/n” But as he started to get even deeper, he felt a liquid. It was blood. He was Y/n’s first. Without any further delay, he pushed himself deeper.
“ahhhh…Yug–yeom…” Y/n moaned.
Slowly, he increased his speed. The entire flat was echoing with their moans and grunts.
“Y/n…I am going to…Ahhh…come…” He reached his climax
“Me too…Ahh..Yugyeom…Ahhh” They came together, the warm juices seeping out of Y/n’s vagina.
Yugyeom was out of strenght. He placed his head on Y/n’s chest.
“Y/n… I love you…”
“I love you too, Yugyeom.”

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