Finding love // Nu'est

i felt someone picking me up but who it was i don’t know but i do know i snuggled into his chest he was really warm i felt it when they placed me in bed and covered me with my blankets as well as when they moved my hair out of the way and kissed my forehead saying goodnight that’s when i realized who it was that voice i knew that voice very well

i was sleeping but i surly didn’t have any pleasant dreams i started off nice me and my parents going to the beach but it escalated to a nightmare soon enough everything flashed the same as it did that day 3 years ago we were laughing while dad was driving there came a big truck who overtook a car not looking if there was any cars coming it was a head on head i was thrown out of the car but mom and dad wasn’t that lucky i remember trying to get up and screaming for them

before i knew it i was screaming in reality i only realized it when the guys rushed into my room someone shook me awake i don’t know who but then my eyes opened i hugged that person tight and cried from the scent i figured it was Aaron well now i have some explaining to do just wonderful i pulled away and looked into five pairs of questioning eyes
i sighed and decided to tell them what happened

“Aaron oppa can you maybe sit down for a few minutes i need to talk to you you guys can stay as well if you want because i guess you’re looking for a answer for why i was screaming” they all nodded they took seats were they could find one Aaron was sitting next to me i took his hand in mine and started

“oppa you loved my Omma and Appa neh?” he nodded i then said “i’m sorry oppa i should’ve told you this when everything happened it just didn’t want you to leave your dream oppa” i took a breath and said “oppa i’ve been living with you omma since a month after you left because i had no were to go you see me and my family went to the beach and we had fun but on our way back there was a truck driver who over took another car without looking it was a head on head and i was thrown out of the car with the impact but omma...omma and appa wasn’t as lucky as me...” i broke down in tears i couldn’t talk anymore this wasn’t easy to talk about for me seeing your parents die in front of you isn’t easy

I looked at Aaron he was crying as well he hugged me and said “MiMi why didn’t you tell me i would’ve been there for you and why didn’t omma tell me why did you guys hide this from me” i looked at him and shook my head and said “i made your omma promise not to say anything to you until i was ready so she didn’t have a choice this is actually why i came to visit you oppa it only felt right to tell you this in person and not over a phone call”

I hugged him back he then asked “so the reason why you were screaming was because of the accident did you dream about it” i nodded and said “it replayed in my head like the day it happened it happens every now and then but i survive it though” just then we felt the bed dip and before i knew it i was being hugged by the whole nu’est

Dongho then got up and went to the kitchen and returned a few minutes later with warm milk and honey he gave it to me and said “my omma use to make it for me whenever i had bad dreams if you ever feel like talking Amy we are here for you okay we all love you okay?” i nodded at his words and took the milk and thanked him for his words when everyone went back to their rooms i still couldn’t sleep i was still crying


_DONGHO’S P.O.V_

I was in my room but had to go to the bathroom on my way back to my room i heard little sniffels and i knew it was Amy i knocked on her door and opened it i saw her sitting on her bed hugging her legs to her chest i went and sat next to her and pulled her into a hug i couldn’t stand seeing her cry like this it must’ve been hard on her

She cried on my shoulder mumbling “oppa don’t leave me i’m scared i don’t want to be alone” i nodded and said “i won’t leave okay Amy i’ll stay with you tonight okay” she nodded soon enough she fell asleep from the time she was crying was a lot i laid her down in bed and covered her with her blankets i took a extra blanket from the closet and laid down next to her and covered myself and went to sleep

i was shook awake by Aaron giving me a questioning look to why i was here i then got up and pointed to the living room so we don’t wake her when we got to the living room i said “when we left her last night she was still crying but she stopped but when i went to the bathroom i heard sniffels coming from her room when i went to check on her she was still crying pulled her into a hug and she started mumbling ‘oppa don’t leave me i’m scared i don’t want to be alone’ so i stayed with her to make sure she is okay”

he looked at me and said “thank you Dongho-ah i appreciate it really i don’t know what to do to make her feel better to be honest but at least it looks like she wants you help as well” i smiled at him she wanted my help it felt really good

_DONGHO’S P.O.V ENDS_

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