The voice of an angel

I sat down on a rather fluffy texture like object. It felt ruff against the thumb at first touch. My eyes were closed and my eyes wandered my thoughts. I could hear the voice of my mom in my head always telling me what to do next. It was her voice that I could never forget in a million years. I touched a rather rough surface and came to a small smooth thing that I used pressure to push on. A huge light was flashing then a beeping sound came into my eyes.
"Hello to whoever is watching my message. I am Y/N a Y/Age year old lady who has been blind since birth. I believe this is recording and pray that it is. I am a regular blind person you would meet on the street. But I have my stories to share with the world. Before I go, I want someone in this world to listen to what I have to say. And I hope people will listen. I am a person who has been raped. I am a person who lives a normal life with a good paying job and I have experienced surgery on the eye, I have had depression, I have had a hacker try and to steal all my money. I am literally the unluckiest blind person you could meet. But it all changed with the voice of an angel willing to help out. And I present to you my story. "
1 year ago-
I was seated on a smooth surface I believe people call a chair. Then yet again I could be sitting on another person without knowing it and the fact that it purrrr's on my right hand scares me.
Voices were surrounding me like crazy. Another person here and there. Then another and another and another.
"I ordered us some food." the voice came out of nowhere said.
" Oooh what did you order?"
"Just stuff." ReALLy Now?
"You are literally the worst person to ask to describe things."
" I know."
"Son of a rotten heart."
" Hey don't say that to this handsome face of mine."
"Seungcheol i'm blind you idiot. I don't know whats handsome or what I even look like."
" Well you have a body and your wearing a grey sweater because you hate revealing clothes."
"Seungcheol I've been blind since birth i have no idea what 'grey' looks like nor a sweater. Kid you keep forgetting the most obvious things. I swear-"
"Oh look our food is here *nervous laugh*"
" I'm not stupid k? I don't smell a Nice burger WITH MY FAV FRIES OMG YOU FOUND THE PLACE!! SEUNGCHEOL I LOVE YOU FAM!"
" Well that's one way to confess your feelings."
"Don't make me not love you again. This is once in a lifetime i will say that."
" *whispers* if you were mine you would say it everyday.."
" Kid you really got to stop underestimating me. I can hear you whisper your undying love for me alright. ;D And right now you can see my undying love for this burger that i'm not sure if its in front of me or not. "
" Was i really that loud?" *sweats a bit*
" yEAH YOU REALLY WERE. NOW TELL ME WHERE IS MY BELOVED FOOD."
" Its in front of you. Your knife is on your left and your fork is on your right. And the mango smoothie is on your far left with a straw towards you. And you look fine even though I know you say you don't care how people see you."
" Wow dude, you just proved me how helpful you would be as a henchmen. Which one is my left and which one is my right again?"
" Even you forget the smallest things. *leans over real close* (Cause you gotta get that DRAMA in here) This is your right and this is your left. "
He stayed close to my face for a long time and I knew because I could feel his breath on my face which I will admit was awkward.
"Can you get out of my face now? I kind of want to eat now and your breath stinks like hopeless love."
" When did you become so rude? *chuckles*"
" Hey when a girl is hungry, you let her eat. True fact. "
The scent of the delicious burger was attracting me to eat it. I found my fork and knife and started to cut into what was hopefully my burger and not seungcheols arm. The smell of things attract me the most i thought to myself. The same reason why i'll never be attracted to seungcheol. Geez man, i know you like cologne and all but i hope your not that desperate for a girlfriend. I chuckled a bit to loud that seungcheol heard me.
" What are you laughing about?"
" I wasn't laughing."
" Yes you were."
"No i was not."
" Were you laughing about me?"
" Yeah."
"So you were thinking of me."* smirks a bit*
" Seungcheol is that all you think about."
" What that means i have a slighter chance for you to be my girlfriend."
" Seungcheol how do you know that i'm a girl?"
" Well you look feminine. Isn't that enough to tell that your a girl."
" I am seriously so done with you. First off, just because someone looks like a girl does not mean that they are a girl. Second off, even if the voice sounds like a girl, that still does not determine a gender. "
"Well I assume you have boobs. "
"Yes you assume. "
"Well its not like I can check if you have boobs or not, I mean I'm not a pervert. "
"You say that now. "
"Oh come on. "
"Im just saying seungcheol. You don't know if these boobs are real or not. "
"Y/N. You are a girl. Your mom wouldn't allow you to be transgender anyways. "
"Even though that may be true, I could secretly be a rebel planning to take over the world without anyone knowing it!!! "
" I'm pretty sure that's not the case because 1) YOU JUST TOLD ME YOUR PLANS OF WORLD DOMINATION and 2) there's no point in world domination. "
" You know seungcheol, I really do hate it when your right. "
"I know. You just can't resist this personality of mine can you?"
"Oh trust me I can resist it pretty well."
A silence past by seuncheol and I as we ate our delicious food together. Every bite felt like a beautiful poem in my mouth. The soothing and crunchy words. Just as I was enjoying the beauty in my mouth I got interrupted by Mr. I-need-a-girlfriend-thats-why-i-wear-so-much-cologne.
"Y/N, I was wondering. You know about how you live with your parents and all. I know the difficulties of being blind after knowing you my whole life. "
No he wasn't. Don't tell me he is going to play The-moving-in-card.
Don't do it seungcheol.
"I was thinking maybe"
Look dude. Maybe moving in with him is a good thing. I will always have someone by my side and all that stuff. But at the same time, it's seungcheol we're talking about. Do I really want to move in with a guy who is looking desperately for a girlfriend?
"Look this is really hard for me to say. "
He wouldn't.
"I was wondering if you wanted to move in with me. Your parents would be OK with it because I already asked them. "
And he did.
No words came to mind. I had nothing to say.
"Umm. Well look seungcheol. Your a great guy. Trust me you are. But im not sure im ready to move in with someone. I just like how things are. "
"Y/N your a beautiful girl. And I at least want you to know that. I am sorry I asked so suddenly. "
I thought to myself for a moment, I am such a lucky person to have seungcheol in my life. He was always there even when I hated him. The day we found out that I can never be able to see the world, he was there crying with me. I was so lonely, but it was OK because he was there by my side.
We were best friends and no one could separate that.
"Seungcheol I want you to also know that I am really glad I have you in my life. Even though I may not be able to see, I can tell you have a great heart. "
"Hearing that from you makes me so happy, you don't even know. Are you done with your food? "
"Yeah. Let's go. "
Something about this atmosphere was uncomfortable. I felt dizzy and I couldn't get a hold of myself.
Seungcheol came to my side and helped me get up to walk around.
"And the bill? "
"I already payed for it when I ordered our food. "
"They do that now? "
"Yeah I guess so. "
" How much was the food? "
"You don't kneed to know. It's my treat. "
"Seungcheol tell me. "
"It was over $28. For one person. "
"Seungcheol! You know you shouldn't spend that much on me. "
"Yeah well I did! And now it's gone so you can't complain."
" This is the only time you spend that much on me!!! Promise me. "
"OK little girl. I promise. "
I could feel myself smiling. But something was still unpleasant about the atmosphere.
"Hey watch out! " Someone called out. From which direction was it coming from? Soon after I felt myself lying down on the ground in seungcheols arms.
"What the heck happened" I said quietly.
"I told you to move! Why the heck didn't you move! It's like you can't see or something! "
I got up with the help of seungcheol. I didn't know where the noise was coming from so I just yelled into the thick air.
"I am blind you idiot! You should be more careful where you go next time! "
"Sorry lady. "
The thick air passed by me again. Still no words from seungcheol.
"Cheol are you OK? "
I couldn't see but I could feel. I touched what was hopefully his arm and went to his face.
"Seungcheol is that you? I can't see you but I hope it is you. "
His hands were so warm as he grabbed my hands.
"Yeah it is me Y/N. Im OK. "
"Your not hurt anywhere right? "
" Yes Im hurt. Very hurt. "
"Where? "
"In my heart. My heart hurts. So can you fix it? "
This boy.
"How can I fix it? "
"Be my girlfriend? "
"Your heart is going to hurt for a long time then. "
"Oh come on. Please? "
"Just kill me already. "
"I could make that work. "
"Did you just admit to murder? "
"Yeah. "
"And no one heard that?!? "I said out loud.
"What are you doing Y/N? "
"No one seriously heard that. It's like we are living in a kdrama. "
"Maybe we are and we just don't know it. "
"So you mean like drama world? " ( A/N I luv that show with a passion)
"Yeah maybe. "
"So pretty much a bunch of horrible things are going to happen if we are truly living in a kdrama. "
"Pretty much. "
"And I bet your the second lead. "
"Why me?"
"Well your the caring, sweet guy that all the fans fall for. "
"So then who's the jerk first lead that stole my lady? "
"I am not your lady. "
"But seriously who is the first lead? "
"Hey lady! " That voice. It was the one that hit me.
"You owe me a new bike. "
"Hey seungcheol. I think we found our first lead. "
"Don't tell me you like that guy Y/N. "
"Hey, he's first lead material. "
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And I am going to end it here. I hope you readers liked this chapter. Sorry I made seungcheol so desperate for love. ^_^
Thank you and watch out for chapter 2!

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