Loving You
|Good Bye|
''You two are just so ridiculous. As my best friend how could you do this to me?'' * Runs out of cafe crying*
''haha what an idiot hm.. anyway lets make a toast to new beginning's.'' *Kisses Kris*
I finally made home to the apartment not knowing what to do next because I could feel every bone in my body about to break from all the pressure that just went on. Then my head was hurting I felt so uneasy about the dinner,then also I looked around and thought to myself that maybe the reason why she did this redecorated the apartment was to only get back at me or because she was pretending all this time... to being my friend after she already knew. I suddenly felt the feeling of my body wanting to fall,so I locked my door laid in my bed and went to sleep.
The following morning, It looked like NaNa hasn't even been home in my head thinking to myself I guessed that she slept at his house. I slowly looked around to see how empty and lonely it is being all by myself in an apartment without NaNa or without the one I used to love anymore in my life. As I sat down in the chair behind me, I thought back to myself that what if I just need to get try to start fresh and move on from this. I stood up from the chair and walked over to the night stand that had a picture of my other childhood friend in it. Then suddenly I remembered that he too owned a very famous fashion company along with his younger sister Lily and who was indeed very beautiful and nice that could offer me a new job opportunity hopefully.
I hurried took a shower, ate breakfast, and grabbed my fashion design portfolio. Then rushed over to the store to buy a calling card to the United States then I also hurried back home,so I could call him (my friend). I finally got a hold of him and asked him if he still was working at his sisters company in the United States which he indeed was. I later told him that I would love it if I could join him, offer some of my design and work as a potential designer at their company to bust my fashion career. He then told me to wait because he had to discuss the matter with his sister about and that I would have to be willing on moving to America to work full time,which I told him that,yet that I would be doing anyway.
After I hung up the phone, I was so happy that I could talk to him again after so many years. Then I hurried and started planning ahead to see when I could finally quit my job and when I should start packing my bags. Then I realized that by the looks of it that I had nothing to loose in the end anymore because the two people who I thought loved me didn't in the end. Even though I made a terrible decision in which I had no control over the thoughts came rushing back to me so fast. Dismissing the negative thoughts it was already getting dark outside,so I decided that tomorrow being my last day in Korea that I should walk around the streets for a bit.
When I woke up the next day, again NaNa wasn't present which led me to be very stunned that she left here all by myself. She didn't even come back to take her clothes and which I started to think that she almost didn't really care about them. I went back to my room to look down at the ticket that I had purchase the other day to go to America to wonder to myself if I was truly ready to leave the place I was born and the place where I made a lot of my memories from good and bad. I started to shed a tear but decided to start backing my bags and clean up the place. Then took NaNa's clothes and sell it to one of the women that lived right next to me which she seemed very grateful for them. I returned the apartment key to the landlord then called a taxi and headed to the airport.
