Forbidden Love ~ NamJin Fanfiction

Jin's point of view

“Jin... Seokjin...Jinn...honey....” someone says with a really high voice.
I automatically jump off the bed I am sleeping. As I look around I could see Hoseok laughing.
“That wasn't funny, Hoseok” I tell him.
“You should see the look on your face” he says as he is still laughing “Who do you think it would be?”
I look away. Well last time I got drunk didn't end up good.
“Don't worry though. Nothing happened. You should thank Jimin who saw you hugging a column telling it how black suits its eyes”
I touch my head. Oh that familiar hangover. I look at the clock on the wall and it is after 2pm.
“I should be going its late.” I say to Hoseok as I stand up to leave.
“Are sure you are going to be ok? You still look a little tipsy” he says but I have already left the room. I want to go to my room to calm down.
As I walk I can feel my head really heavy. I don't see anyone at the campus. Probably they are still sleeping from last night. I have a hard timing finding my keys. They slip from my sweaty hands all the time. “Why?!” I say a little louder than I wanted to. Finally after a couple of minutes trying to put the key in the lock but it doesn’t fit immediately. “Why are you playing games with me now?” I say to myself. Two minutes later I finally open the door and enters the room.
I got surprised when I saw someone sleeping at the other bed. ‘Jesus Seokjin you have a sexually active roommate’ I think to myself as I lock the door behind me. I turn and look at Namjoon. He is lying on his stomach and his face is looking at the wall. He is hugging his sheets with one hand. I smile to myself like an idiot and then the scene of Alicia wrapped around him, eating her face. At that last thought I felt my stomach tighten and vomit start coming up my throat. I run to the bathroom.

Namjoon's point of view

I am running in a forest. The only things I hear are my breath and his steps. I run , I run even when my bare feet are starting to get cuts, I run even when I am out of breath, I run because I know that my life depends on it. I try to scream but I make no sound. I keep running when I finally stop but I am not at the forest now. I am at my house basement I look at my feet and they have no cuts. I am wearing my favorite red sweater with the trees. My favorite red sweater. No, no. And then I hear him, coming down the stairs. I first see his feet black shoes and gray pants but then I see it crystal clear. He is holding his brown belt on his right hand. His tie around his neck is loosened and the anger on his face is making my knees weak. I know what it is coming I cover my face with my hands but then I hear it.
“Why?!”
I shake my body and sit on my bed immediately. I look around and realize that I am at my new room, alone. “Why are you playing games with me now?” I hear someone saying from outside the door. ‘It must be Jin’. I lay down again and I face the wall trying to be as still as possible. I will talk to him about yesterday after my breakdown.
He finally comes in. For a few minutes I don’t hear anything ‘He is really quite’ and then I hear a loud noise from the bathroom like someone was …vomiting. I get up immediately and go to the bathroom.
I see Jin on the floor hugging the toilet with his head almost inside it. His brown hair is a mess. I get toilet paper and sit on the floor close to him as he stops.
“Jin?” I say slowly and quite. He jumps and widens his eyes. “It’s Namjoon, your new roommate if you don’t remember me.” I bet he got used to it not having a roommate so I give him the toilet paper before he turns to me.
“I-I’m really sorry did I wake you up?” Jin says covering his mouth. Now he has turned to look at me. He looks embarrassed. I smile.
“No it is okay, you look better than I thought actually.” I say to him as I stand to get more toilet paper. “You looked really bad yesterday. You can handle alcohol right?”
“Oh no what happened yesterday?” he looks surprised and worried. He stands up and comes close to me. He is still wearing that blue shirt and blue-jeans but now they are a little messy. At least he took his shoes off. “Did I say something?” he really looks worried.
“No calm down it’s was nothing, just-“I start to say when he interrupts me.
“What just?”
“Wow you sure are a ball of stress. When people are drunk do stupid shit I know that. It was nothing. I was at the bathroom and you came in with a friend of yours and you introduced me a little funny to your friend.” I laugh at the thought.
I was at the bathroom after Alicia left and I was washing my hands.
“Now Seokjin-Hyung, the right foot first and then the left one. No, no, no that’s my face no. Straight. Yeah you got it now. And again the same, the right foot and then the left one.” And the next thing I saw was a shorter guy carrying my roommate into the bathroom. “Hyung, you’re heavy” says the guy.
Jin is supporting his self on the smaller guy. His is smiling with his head lying at his back. I immediately go to help the other guy support Jin.
“Ah, thanks” he says and then looks at me with a questionable face. “Excuse me, but who are you?” and before I speak up I hear Jin saying.
“My black supporting Column” he says smiling while looking me in the eyes. I felt electricity running at my spine. His look was clear and innocent like a child’s one. He was smiling at me and I felt my chicks blushing. I don’t blush I never did before. I respond after a second to the other boy’s question.
“I am Namjoon, his new roommate, nice to meet you”
“Oh yeah, he told me that he has a new roommate when he actually could…speak. I am Jimin nice to meet you Namjoon.” The shorter guy says fighting at the same time to support Jin. He was wearing a long-sleeve black shirt and black-jeans. He has a baby face and his smile reaches his ears. “I can handle it from here don’t worry you can go.”
“Are you sure I can help?” I finally say.
“No, no go have fun at your first party of our University.” I let go of Jin and Jimin is going towards the sink while holding him. “Drink as much as you want. Welcome to here again!” and then I leave the bathroom.
I can see Jin’s ears a little red. “I am so sorry Namjoon, I am really sorry for this I mean it” he says with an apologetic face.
“You don’t have to be it is okay. You didn’t do anything bad, it’s sometimes good to loosen up. Besides you looked cute.” I say the last words without really thinking. Now his ears are totally red but before I question myself he leaves the bathroom with the toilet paper I was holding a second ago. I follow him out the bathroom and I change the subject.
“So, your full name is Seokjin. I heard one of your friends saying it. It sounds friendlier than Jin. Jin is colder may I say.” I see that he is searching for something. I decide to go to my bed. It is still warm and… sweaty.
“Yeah, actually I gained it because of my actions” he searches under his bed sheets. “Here it is.” He finally says and takes a bottle of water from under his pillow.
“Oh... why the call you then Jin?” I say as he takes a sip. Even after vomiting, with messy hair and lack of sleep he still looks gorgeous. Now I understand why when he walked last day everyone looked at him, why at the club everyone looked at him even when he was drunk. He truly is breathtaking. I mean I don’t know why I keep staring at his neck but when he moves his head I immediately look away. I take a deep breath. I don’t even what to know why anymore, I am tired.
“Yeah it is kind of embarrassing.” He looks down and sits at his bed across from me, brings his feet up to his bed and hugs them. “One time, actually the last time I got drunk, I drank so much Gin and shit happened – don’t look at me like that I am not your typical college student you will see” I was about to laugh “- and now everyone calls me Jin. Boring story I know. But at least not everyone knows why.” He finishes his sentence and I find myself still smiling.

Jin's point of view

I move finally my head up after I finish my story – half of it – and look at him. He is wearing a loosen gray t-shirt and bottoms, messy hair from sleep that I find extremely adorable. And then I see his face. He is smiling wide and his dimples are showing. His back is lying at the wall and he has one hand wrapped around the leg that is now hanging from the bed. He looks dreamy. He looks like a person I would like to look at every morning. No, no that is wrong I think of him with Alicia again.
“I saw you with a girl yesterday…” I start to say to him but he interrupts me.
“Oh yeah Alicia. She was pretty cool.”
“Pretty cool? Yeah I saw the ‘pretty cool’” I respond to him before I stop myself.
“Wow Mr. Grumpy what did I do wrong?” he says but I don’t see him being mad at all.
“Alicia is kind of a … a… she goes with the hole college you know” I finally say.
“Even you?” he asks me at last. I look at him with a disgusted look. “Obviously no”
“I am just teasing you. You really are easy with this. And don’t worry I know. She told me herself. Besides I am not a relationship person so that was cool with me.” He says and he puts his hands behind his back. He looks calm and serious and also like he is thinking of something.
No relationships. Playboy? Fuckboy? Or maybe even a loner? I don’t know.
“I don’t get teased that easily. I am really tired now. Actually I am so tired I will get straight to bed.” I am exhausted I can’t even change. I lay at my bed and I look at him again. Now he is looking at his pillow.
“Namjoon, are you okay?” I ask him.
He jumps a little “Oh? Yeah yeah I am okay it’s just that I had a bad dream. I will go get a shower and try later.” He looks lost in his thoughts.
“I am here now, so go take a shower and I promise you, you won’t see any other nightmare, at least today.” I smile to him and close my eyes.
“Thanks, Seokjin” he finally says.

Notes

HELLO EVERYONE AFTER A YEAR!!!!
Too much? Yeah...
So hello everyone, i finally wrote another chapter (actually there was more to it but it didn't quite fit so i will put it in an other chapter)
I was on Hiatus for a long time. A lot of things happened (like i studied aboard and had a lot of this to deal with, and i was trying to find myself, long story) but now i really want to continue this story because i want to show something (i will talk about it WHEN i finish it, we have a lot things ahead).
I will only focus on my "Forbidden Love" story (Namjin)
"The Immortals series" will still be on hold. (Namjoonxgirl)
I know you are angry with me because i left like that but i am really sorry i hope i will make it up that time. Thank you so much for your patience.
So have fun and thank you for reading!