Forbidden Love ~ NamJin Fanfiction

Namjoon's point of view

We I get out of the shower I can hear someone entering the room. My roommate probably. I put the towel quickly around my waistband. It will be a little awkward if he opened the door like this because I saw before that the door lock is broken.
When I get out of the bathroom door I am standing in front of the dream. My own dream. The boy with the blown hair and handsome face is facing me and I am topless. I look at my exposed body and I feel embarrassed. But why? All of us here are men. I toke a big breath before introducing my self.
“Namjoon” I say as I lift my hand for a hand shake. He shakes his head for a moment and puts his hand into mine.
“Jin. Nice to meet you Namjoon.” he says as he smiles at me. His voice is so sweet and friendly. The smile on his face is so bright.
“Yeah I am going to chance and I will be back. Just a second.” I say to him as I smile back.
When I get back to the bathroom I put my head at the door. I try to clean my head again. Why is that boy making me feel so confused.?

Jin's point of view

When he gets back to the bathroom I can't stop thinking of his dimples when he smiles. His hand was so warm and I already miss his touch. That never happened before. I have never been so attracted to someone before. Even with my ex boyfriend I wasn't feeling like this. Namjoon. I smile at the wall as I say his name under my breath. Oh wait a second. We are going to be roommates!? That is bad really bad for me.
I hear someone knocking the door. I see the clock next to my desk. Oh no, that is definitely Lucy. Again knocking. She won't leave even if I don't open to her. Every time, every day the same thing. I don't want to date her. I mean, it would be a good cover but I don't want to hurt her. She is kind and nice, at least when she wants. I open the door.
“What is it again, Lucy?” I ask her as I sigh.
“Look what I got Jin!” she says to me while waving two tickets in front of me. Her smile is the same as always, creepy and a little insane, for me at least.
She gets in without asking. She is about to go to my bed when I block her with my hand.
“No Lucy I told you many times that I won't go out with you.” I tell her while looking at her in the eyes.
“Why are you leaving such a beautiful girl like that?” I hear Namjoon saying from the back. Now he is full dressed with jeans and a plain t-shirt. “I mean if you don't want her, I will always be here to take her were ever she wants.” he says looking at her now as he winks. I look away. He is straight. Obviously he would be straight. I mean look at him and the way he acts.
“Don't bother boy I have here the perfect man that I want.” Lucy says to him. Then she turns to me. “So are you coming with me to the theater? Please...” she is actually begging me with her puppy eyes.
“We went to the theater Lucy one time that was it. And no I am not coming this time.” I can see her disappointment into her eyes when I say this.
“Ok then I see.” she turns around and leaves slamming the door behind her.
“Oush. That was kinda harsh.” Namjoon says to me. I don't want to look at him because I know that it will be bad for me. Many times I see someone that I like and he ends up being straight. Always, I am cursed. And now will hurt more because I got hooked to him from only one stare.
“She won't stop. She never does. You will see.” I go to sit at my bed. I have to make my bed look less girly. But I love pink.

Namjoon's point of view

I see the girl slamming the door behind her.
“Oush. That was kinda harsh.” I say to Jin. He doesn't look at me. I can see that his smile left his face. He looks dark and lonely now. I look at him and I want to go next to him to ask him why he is like this, I want to hug him..... No what am I thinking that is wrong. What is going on with me this day?! Maybe I am really tired. Yeah that is it... or maybe something else.....
“Do you have class today?” I ask him out of the blue. I want the room by my self today and I start classes on Monday. The weekend is coming.
“Yeah I do in a couple of hours. You ?” he asks me still looking at the bed.
“Nope. I am free this Friday. Do you know any bars around here?” I want to get wasted today. I know that I will end up either sleeping with a girl still with my clothes, I can't do drunk sex, I can't concentrate, or I am sleeping on a table. Alcohol always helps me to get these thoughts out of my mind.
“Yeah there is one behind the university. Mostly our people go there.” he responses as he plays with his fingers.
“Oh ok. Will you be there? I am asking because I don't know anyone.” I finally say to him it will be good to have at least someone with me, even if it has to be him.
I can see that he looks surprised. From the way he behaves he might not like this kind of stuff.
“Look I have class till 10. I don't know. But you will definitely find someone there. Also many girls like partying there.” he says the last one a little different from the others.
“Oh girls. Great.” I say to him. Actually I don't want to do anything tonight. I just want to forget my miserable life again for a little.

Jin's point of view

“Walk faster Yoongi we will get kicked out of the class.” I say to him. He looks so sleepy.
“My head hurts. Damn it!” he places his hand at his head.
“Please stop cursing and come we will be late.”
We are finally out of the class. When we get in I spot Hoseok sitting next to the window looking outside.
“What happened again?” Hoseok says as we sit next to them.
“He drunk again.” I say to him.
“I was just getting ready for tonight. You know Jin right?” I look at Yoongi with a questing face.
“Should l?”
“Oh god! It is Jungkook's birthday idiot! He will be having a party at the club here. He closed the hole thing only for the university. Come on he was planning this for two weeks, don't you remember.?” says Hoseok to me. Well I think I heard it somewhere before.
“No he couldn't. He is too busy with Lucy.” Yoongi tells us as he looks at me.
“She came again today. Oh what am I going to do with her?!”
“Maybe date her? She is hot and sexy, smart and charming. She is great.” Hoseok continuous.
“Maybe you would date her Hoseok?” Yoongi looks at him with a cocky smile.
“Ok, ok cut off now. I got it I have to date her. But I won't.”
“Someone will take her I am just telling you.” Hoseok still thinks the same.
“Anyway we have to be there so don't start telling me ' I have to finish this anime ' or ' I have to cook that '. That shit ain't gonna happened today.” Yoongi says to me as he puts a finger in front of me.
“But-” before I could say anything else the teacher enters the class.

Notes

Well i know i can do better but i kinda like that chapter!^^
Have fun!