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- Miss minhee ?

As always those people come in the morning. I am the daughter of one famous CEO who is know for his business in the whole world. I have never asked for it but now i have to lie with all those responsabilies that a girl from 17 years shouldn't have. But it's not like i can say it out loud.

- Yes George ? What is it ?
I am smiling widely even though it's fake.
-We have prepared your clothes for the day !

Every Weekend I do some charity for the childrens in a hospital. Even though I do it for the image of our business, it's the only thing I really love to do.
The clothes prepared :


- Thank you George.
Then I went to the hospital. I did the routine and finished quite early. But the kids didn't want me to leave and asked me to sing a last song. I started singing a selfcomposed song. I knew they wouldn't judge it but juste listen to it with all the sadness or happiness they can. The lyrics was this :

Seeing you from afar
leaving with my happiness
leaving only sadness
and that old car

Wanting to see you
wanting to hate you
wanting to kill you
but then again loving you

Seeing you with a new girl
That girls fake form everywhere
From the fake hair
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That song represented what I wanted to feel. I had never been able to love, never been able to hate, never been able to be jealous. All those years I had been in a fake world full of fake happiness and fake sadness. After finishing the song i looked up to those kids i was seeing every week but there was a new face.
It was a boy. A boy I had seen before. He was handsome but seemed too much like a jerk, then he said
-The lyrics are good but the melody is ugly.
The bodyguards went to him to shut him up but I stopped them.
I asked him
-Your name ?
-Mino from winner
-Help me with this song then

The bodyguards didn't want me to go to some other place than this hospital, school or home.
-Then I will stay here with mino oppa and go on the roof, you stay here !
Bodyguard - But it is dangerous miss
-Otherwise I am running away.


We went on the roof with mino and i sat on some bench.
-How much are you paying me ?
- How much do you want ?
-I will tell you at the end

I didn't mind and asked him
- So what do I have to change ?
-The melody doesn't have any emotions in it
- i see... How should I change it ?
-Have you ever been in love ? Have you ever been love sick ?

That question was out of place and I didn't know how to answer.
He said.
- I will take this as a no.

He came closer to me, which made me blush. I asked
-What do you want ?
-To help you
-Why are you that close?
-Because I will show you what love is !

He came even closer and kissed me. His lips were sweet and while it was my first kiss my lips seemed to know what to do. He pushed away and asked
-Does your heart flutter ?
-Not enough
-What do you.. ?

I kissed him again and he didn't push me away. I didn't want to break appart but he did for a few seconds to say
-You don't want to be appart from me right , thats...
He kissed me again and broke away again
-That's the emotion you need
- I get it ! now shut up and kiss me

He sat down and I went on his knees and we were kissing like crazy. i had never felt that before. His tongue cameout and in while mine was following but then the bodyguards came . Mino was shocked but I didn't care, I was just staring at him.
He was out of breath like me, he was blushing ( even though he was playing the experienced one ) His eyes came to cross mine and then everything changed in his eyes. He put his hand Under my shirt and started kissing me as if it's the last time seeing me. His lips went to my trhoat and he sucked a niple .
The bodyguard were running to us. Mino moved me gently and started running away.
He turned around and shouted : Miss use this to change your song and... come find me again .





Two months later I had changed the song and made it go out on the market. It hit number one in the first week andI got aknowledged for it by my father. Without that mino i wouldn't be here and I wouldn't be this sad, nor this happy for being really sad. I was appearing in a show named running man when another guest got called and it was mino. Seeing him made my heart skip a beat and when the cameras were turned off I went to his car. He as waiting for me, He made me come in and looked at me with his awsome stare. I sat next to him and looked him right into the eyes.

- i love you , is what he said.
I smiled widely , for real this time and went to him and kissed him until i beacame out of breath , I murmured
- I love you too.

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