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~Jihoon's POV~
H-How....

W-Why....

W-What.....

Did she do what I think she did?

I'm so confused.

Why the hell would she do that?

We were so perfect.

I'm I worth enough for her?

I just don't understand why the fuck would she do that.

I can't deal with this right now.

I don't understand this world.

Why is life so unfair?

~Y/N's POV~

5 seconds

That was all it took to make me break down.

I will never forgive my appa for what he had just made me do.

All I felt to do was to scream till I die.

At least I'll die by letting everything out.

Suddenly I heard a knock.

"Honey?" My dad yelled

"GO AWAY"

"Did you do it yet?"

"WHAT DO YOU THINK!? JUST GO AWAY!"

"Ok but I expect you to be ready over it and be ready to meet someone" he says sternly.
I then hear him walk away and I break down again.

How the fuck does he expect me to recover my heart?

I then hear the garage open and see his car back out.

Thank god he's gone now.

I then get up to grab the ice cream the maid made from her own dad's factory.

She always brings a gallon for us every couple weeks.

I then grab it with a giant spoon and walk back upstairs.

I open my door and throw myself on to the bed.

I then turn in my iPad pro and turn on drama fever.

I go to my currently watching and finish the last episode of "descendants of the sun"

I start crying during the finale episode.

(If you've watched it before...) This drama is like one of the saddest dramas ever.

I finish the drama and go back to my miserable life.

I got so bored of sitting there crying so I go on my phone.

Right when I open my phone again, I start pour my eyes out.

My screensaver is us.

Jesus Christ.

I can't take this anymore.

I feel like I'm going absolutely crazy!

Now for the rest of the night, I go through everything.

Our pictures, gifts, and love letters.

How will I ever get over all of this?

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Notes

Hello guys! Here's an update FINALLY!? Hope your liking this story so far, I'm still rewriting this so there might not be an update right away. Plz forgive meh!

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Thanks for reading!

SARANGHAE<3