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~So Eun's POV~

Hour after Hour.

Day by Day.

Knife in the back by every minute.

Thats how it felt like when Mark left.

I don't even know what he's up to these days.

If only I knew what had hapened. Why'd he leave? Why did he not even say a goddamn word of moving?

These are the only thing I ask myself each and everyday.

I take my red marker and put another big fat X on my calendar.

It has counted up to exactly 12 months.

12 months since he left.

12 months since he last texted me.

12 months since he called me and said "I Love You".

Were all of the things he said even all exactly true?

Probably not.

I bet he doesn't even remember I exist or even live.

He probably doesn't give a shit about me.

Yea I know what your thinking, "Gosh why is she so depressed about that guy?"

Well that guy was my first love. My everything. My true love.

We were even voted "Best couple of the year" in our sophomore year and junior year.

We were like a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

Every hour every minute we were together.

Now that the sandwich has been somewhat eaten, were just nothing.

Everyone at school had told me to forget about him, Find another one, just MOVE ON.

None of that happened at all, my heart was stuck onto Mark.

I need him. Without him I can't live. Without him, I'm not So Eun anymore.

But one day I told my parents who understand my feeling for mark, I wil find him.

So throughout these couple months, I've finally decided that....

I WILL FIND YOU.

Mark Tuan❤️

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Notes

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