Bad for you.

Ali! yelled out sungjong. I looked back at him while he was walking towards me. What's your problem huh? I have been wanting to spend time with you but you've been ignoring me! Which you no right ali! I love you and you're hurting me! Sungjong yelled at me while grabbing my wrist.
I yanked my wrist back, look sungjong I need space. I'm not feeling right lately, I don't want to be around you nor your clique. Just please understand. I yelled at him back and I honestly didn't want to tell him the reason why because maybe there is hope for us, maybe we can fix it but it's too soon. Maybe it was a misunderstanding. I love him, I will always. He was my armor, my bestfriend.

I snap back into reality. Sungjong just looked at me and looked down. Fine, just call me when you're ready. Sungjong looked at me with a tear falling down his cheek. Should I feel bad? He did hurt me too. He turned around and walked away. I saw him climb into his car and drive away. I turned around to face bomi but instead I made eye contact with mark.

hey! bomi lightly grabs my hand. Why don't we all go get some food? I nod and smiled at her. Well okay! do you mind if you ride with mark? It's cause bambam has his backseat kinda filled with his sports gear. I nod and looked at mark. do you mind? I ask him with my head down.

Yes you can, he smiles at me. We all left the parking lot, I finally got to see mark's car. It was very clean and it smelled so good. We pulled up to a waffle house, I didn't speak to him in the car but he really didn't mind, maybe he understood I had a rough night. Once we had walked in all of his friends, they were all laughing and just having fun. With sungjong he wouldn't let me hang out with anyone just bomi. Even when we were with his friends he wouldn't let me talk to them as much. We sat down and we ordered. Everyone was making jokes. I even made them laugh. it was great. I looked at mark and he smiled at me, I ended up talking to him. he made me laugh, we end up having a good conversation.


Time had passed, then my phone goes off. Little did I know that I was about to have the biggest meltdown with a heartbreak ever in history. I had gotten a message, a picture message? I looked at the number and it was from sungjong. I opened the message..the picture was of him sleeping with his bare chest hanging out. I looked to the left to see a girls underwear and bra laying on his bed. Seconds later another message came in, "I'll keep him since you don't want him, just know he never loved you, we've been together for 5 months now, just stay away. He's happy with me"

I completely lost focus. All my surrounding became blurry, I started to breathe heavy. I stood up, dropping my phone on the ground. I turned around and walked out before they could see my face. I ended up sitting on the curb, crying my heart out. I laid my head on my lap while I hugged my legs, I kept crying and crying. My heart was completely broken.. 5 months? Was I that blind. I got up, but when I turned around mark was standing there.. I wiped my tears away and smiled at him. He suddenly walked up to me and wrapped his arms around me. I began to cry again over and over. At this point I didn't care who saw me. "It's going to be okay.." He whispered to me. Mark smelled so wonderful and he was so soft.

Ali.. ? I looked up.

Sungjong was standing a few feet away from us..

What should I do..

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