If Dreams Could Tell

Baekhee's POV

My vision still hasn't cleared yet, though I am fully aware that I'm in a hospital room. I was surrounded by people other than Jin and the others.

The doctor smiled in relief, "Thank god you're awake. You've been out for 2 weeks."

Next to him was a nurse, "If you wouldn't of been awake by now, you would be up in the sky with the stars."

All I could feel was dizziness. I shook my head a little, hoping I could get my vision back. Too bad luck wasn't on my side.

I opened my mouth, but nothing came out.

The nurse must've noticed, "I'm going to run some tests on you." She frowned, "Were you expecting anyone?" She asked meanwhile she was preparing.

Bangtan. But they were gone. Everyone is dead. Everything before was all a dream. I opened my mouth once again, but there was nothing, so I shook my head.

I gripped onto the sheets frustrated.

The nurse sighed when the results came out. She whispered something to the Doctor.

The Doctor shook his head in pity, "Yoon Baekhee-ssi. Can you hear me?"

I nodded.

"I'm afraid that you no longer have the ability to speak, or see. You closed your eyes because you thought you blacked out. But in reality you really went blind from the crash." He said, "We still have no information on how you can't communicate with people by talking."

This unknown feeling rushed through my body. I'm useless without Bangtan. They won't be there to support me. Unless a miracle happens, I won't be able to see Jin anymore.

I could hear footsteps of the nurse, "Her lungs are no good." She whispered.

What's that suppose to mean? I wanted to ask, unfortunately I couldn't. I tried to talk with my gestures, but the doctor and nurse couldn't understand.

I got even more frustrated. Maybe getting some fresh air will do. How can I do that? Much less getting used to walking without my sight.

I pointed to the door.

I could tell they couldn't get it at first.

"I think she says she wants to go outside!" The doctor clapped his hands.

I smiled and nodded.

I was put in a wheelchair. I could tell that we were outside when the cool air hit my face. How did everything end up like this?

I bit my lip to prevent myself from crying. If you see me at an angle, I would probably look like a emotionless girl staring into space, with a drop of tear sliding down my cheek.

"Oh honey." The nurse wiped away my tears, "Everything will be alright." She said softly. How can she say that when she had just said my lungs were no good?

I could feel myself getting harder to breath, and I could feel the dizziness coming back. There was a shuffle of feet, and a few shouts to the emergency room.

What was happening? I heavily breathed, in and out. I put my hand over my heart. It was painful, but of course not as painful when Bangtan left me.

I would rather die than be this way. I could feel my insides close. I completely shut down and I couldn't hear anything. I prefer it this way, because this means I could see Jin and the others again.


No One's POV

Jungkook ran to catch up with the others. He walked beside Suga. "Is she gone?" He asked.

Jungkook looked down sadly, "Yeah."

The boys turned away after seeing you vanish.

"She was going to leave eventually." Rap Mon said.

"But still..." Jin sighed. " I can't just leave her like that. She doesn't deserve it. It was our choice."

"Jin Hyung, you left her. You left us. Can you imagine what you did to us?" J-hope said.

"I know. Unless you want Baekhee to die, I wouldn't have done that. I'm sure none of us wants her to."

"It's still the same if you died." Jimin said, "I don't blame you Hyung. I blame Jae Seok." His face darkened, "I hope he rots in hell."

" I hate him for what he did to us." V said. "Hs ruined us. If he is somehow here asking for forgovness, I would for sure say, 'no' no matter what happens. Even if he begs on his knees."

V took out something from his pocket.


Baekhee's POV

I'm dead right now. I'm sure of it. This isn't some kind of dream. The nurse said my lungs were the reason I'm not going to survive. Even though she didn't exactly say it, I'm pretty sure she means that.

I'm standing up good as new. I could see, and talk. All that I need to know is, "Where am I?"

I turned a corner. Someone was talking. I followed the source of the sound.

Bangtan. I held back a scream of happiness and excitement. They were back.

"Jin! Suga! J-hope! Rap Mon! Jimin! V! Jungkook!" I screamed. I couldn't help it. I was crying. Tears of joy.

They were suprised when they turned around and spotted me. There was a feeling this wasn't a dream. I was even more excited than last time which didn't feel so long ago.

I jumped on Jin and kissed him passionately, "I missed you."

"You...Baekhee..You're dead?" Suga's eyes widened.

"You can say that." I grinned. I didn't even bother to explain. I was just happy that they're here.

"If I knew that dying was this great, I wouldn't had have to go through all of that." Jimin said, "I would've died a long time ago. It relieves stress."

"I don't think so." Jin chuckled, "Though I have to admit, if I knew being dead is like this, I would've taken all of you."

He smiled at me, holding my hand. "By the way, you've never called me oppa. Do it now."

"Why? Its not like you're the boss of me." I crossed my arms.

"Please?" Jin pouted.

"Fine. But when I think the time is right." I said.

Jin groaned. He looked at everyone one by one.


No One's POV

Jin knew he couldn't hide it for long. A secret he hasn't told. He was afraid, that they wouldn't be by his side anymore.

Especially losing you.


Baekhee's POV

I noticed something in V's hand. "What is that?" I pointed.

"This?" V turned over a polaroid photo of us all together at the beach. "Can you get rid of this for me?" He asks.

"Sure..." I wasn't sure why he wants to, "How should I do it?"

"Burn it."


What felt like weeks had passed. I had somewhat changed. The tips, and ends of my hair was dyed blue. I joined Bangtan when they were doing the illegal stuff.

It didn't feel wrong anymore.

Everything else has changed too. There was no more Jimin taking a dump inside the bathroom, and V knocking on the door rushing him out, with Suga yelling at them to shut up.

There was no more of that.

Not a lot of J-hope's happy virus going on either. Suga was a lot happier though. He wasn't as grumpy.

But who cares about the little things? All I care about is that I'm with Bts again, and with Jin.

We were currently waiting for me to go out in the middle of the night.

"Baekhee! Hurry up!" That was still the same though. Then rushing me.

My father's voice rang in my head,

'Is this what you really want?'

"Over here!" V waved. I walked over and have Jin a peck on the cheek. Jin wasn't satisfied and kissed me on the lips.

"Ew!" The others gagged.

Another question was asked in my father's voice,

'Are you happy?'

I guess this was still the same too. At that moment, I'm know that I can answer both the questions from my father.

"Yeah."

This is what I want.

I'm happy.

Notes

The end! Thank you for all of those who supported my story! There also might be a book 2, but I don't know yet XD
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