YOU

“You need my help?”

I stopped immediately. My bedroom wasn’t closed.

I looked at Jimin in horror. He was standing there in the doorstep, he smirked at me.

“FUCK!” I screamed in panic.

I quickly hid the sex toys under the blanket and I covered myself with the sheets. He came closer to my bed. He sat on the side of me. “What the fuck are you doing here?” I asked him seriously. I covered my bare boobs tightly. He chuckled, looking at me and my breast area.

“Taking back my cell phone. I left it in your living room.” He showed me his phone.

“But... how come you...” I asked him, nervous.

“You don’t lock your room though. I didn’t mean to sneak in, but I heard a girl moaning my name... so, here I am.”

I believed my face was so damn red. I could feel my cheeks burning.

“You can go home now.” I told him seriously.

He shook his head playfully smiling at me.

“No.”

“Go!”

“No.”

“Go!”

I almost shouted at him again but Jimin kissed my lips faster. He shut me up with his plump lips. “Leaving a naked girl who’s screaming my name? No way,” he whispered at me, nibbling on my lower lips. I tried to refuse him but my body reacted differently.

“I know you need me.” He kissed me again.

“I can’t believe, you really moan my name when you touch yourself,” Jimin smirked at me. He cupped my face and his beautiful fingers caressed my cheek. He touched my face gently. Jimin leaned in closer to give me a slow deeper kiss. I didn’t give him any respond. I was too embarrassed because Jimin caught me moaning his name.

“Jimin, this is so embarrassing.” I told him honestly.

He stopped kissing my lips. “Why? It’s like dream comes true for me,”

“Really?”

“I’m glad I can be your sexual fantasy.”

Jimin started to remove my hands from gripping onto the sheets tightly. The sheets fell down on my lap, revealing my bare boobs. He stared at them for seconds. “You’re gorgeous...” He took it off his shirt immediately. I saw his perfect abs again. He positioned himself on top of me. I loosened up his belt and I unzipped his jeans. He pulled it down. He was only wearing his Calvin Klein underwear. I could see his bulge. Why the hell I was so nervous just for seeing his cock inside his briefs.

“Are you nervous?” Jimin whispered into my earlobe. He started to kiss that my sensitive area.

In my bed the sheets lay drawn open. Jimin slowly exposed my naked body. I was trying to calm. I believed Jimin could hear my heartbeats. He took my legs. He stroked my thighs while wrapping them around his hips. I moaned, feeling the sensation as Jimin’s bulge touched my wet pussy.

“You know what, I’m sure you want me as much as I want you.”

Jimin kissed my neck, he started to lick my jawline, and he sucked on my skin.

“Jimin, I...” I couldn’t say anything, because Jimin tucked my hair behind my left ear and he blew my earlobe with his hot breath.

“Damn, Jimin. I hate you...” I sighed, getting turn on.

“You really hate me?” He looked at me deeply. I closed my eyes.

“Stop making me feel this way, Jimin.”

He started to grind on my clit. His bulge pressed my pussy slowly.

“Ah!”

“Feel what?” Jimin asked me, acting so innocent.

“Ahh... shit!” I couldn’t answer him properly because Jimin kept grinding against my labia. Jimin squeezed my boobs, he took my nipple into his mouth, sucking, nibbling at the sensitive nub.

His another hand squeezed my tit gently. He pinched my right nipple with his thumb. He gave the wonderful treatment to each my tits with his skilled tongue.

“Jimin, it feels sooo good. Hhhh....” I moaned, pressing my bare tits into his mouth.

He stimulated on my nipple, then the other. My nipples were so hard in his mouth. They looked red and swollen. But I felt good. I opened my eyes. Jimin used his fingers to roll and pinch whichever nipple his mouth wasn’t ravaging. Every touches made me wet even more. I could feel his underwear soaked with my liquid.

“You’re so wet,” he whispered kissing my lips.

“Jimin, let’s have sex... just have sex, like real have sex.” I said nervous.

I caressed his cheek and I was sure enough I saw his face was blushing. It was my first time seeing him like this.

“Are you blushing?” I asked him.

“Only Jung _______ can make me fall this hard.”

I giggled softly. “Shut up! You’re such a flirt.”

He looked into my eyes like he could penetrate into them.

“______, I really like you. I’m not lying.”

And Jimin kissed me deeper. He put in his tongue in my mouth, exploring my wet cave. His beautiful fingers slid down my body tracing my skin smoothly. He found my clit with his right hand. His thumb rubbed around on my labia and my clit. I moaned in his mouth immediately. He dipped his middle finger into my dripping pussy slowly.

“Hmmm... hnggg... hhh,” I made arousing sound in his mouth. Jimin sucked my mouth.

I was breathless. My chest moved up and down because the intense touches and kisses. Jimin made me crazy and helpless. He released my mouth, kissing my neck, my collarbone, my chest, my tummy, and licking my inner thighs. He teased me, blowing my pussy but didn’t touch it.

“Shit! Jimin... touch me, please.” I begged.

Jimin quickly brought my legs up and over his head, bringing my pussy toward his face. He licked my pussy slowly. I moaned, looking at how sensual that was. The first lick from his skilled tongue ran up my sopping wet slit. I shuddered, pressing my pussy into his mouth. Jimin sucked it smoothly. “Ah yes... yesss, Jimin... eat me... eat me! Fuck!” Jimin fucked me with his tongue. He put in his wet tongue into my honey hole. He took away his face after sucking hard on my inner pussy lips. Jimin licked my clit again to give some stimulation. Damn! He’s so freaking good. He tongue-fucked me, licking hard, wiggling around inside my pussy.

I could feel my pussy contracting hard. “Jimin, baby... I’m... ah! I’m cumming! Ahh!”

I moaned loudly. My body squirmed, feeling so good. I almost reached my orgasm.

“Oh God! Oh... God! Aaaahhhhh FUCK! Jimin FUCK!” I screamed as I felt my pussy quiver in orgasm. I reached my climax. Jimin latched his mouth over my slit, sucking hard on my pussy as I rode my orgasm, until my body went limp. Jimin stopped, looking at me.

He smiled so sensual, seeing me breathless. He looked like a handsome devil.

“Jimin, thank you. It was wow...” I said honestly out of breath.

He put down my legs back wrapping around his hips. I could feel his cock was hard as rock now. His shaft throbbed from excitement. I knew what I had to do. I had to pay back to give him a blowjob. I wanted to reach his hard cock, but Jimin held my hand.

“I just wanna please you. You don’t need to do that. You already made me wet, babe.” He pecked my lips for few times. I kissed him back more passionately this time.

“Hey, why didn’t you respond my kiss earlier?” Jimin asked me in between our wet kiss.

I knew he was referring to our spin the bottle game.

“I’m sorry. I’m still Taehyung’s girlfriend,”

He sighed sadly. The reality hit him hard.

“I always pray hard hoping some day you’ll break up with him.”

“You’re evil.” I commented. I cupped his handsome face.

He smirked. “I know. I’m a selfish bastard. But I swear, I really wanna be the only one for you,”

I wrapped my hands around his neck. I pulled him closer to me.

“You’ve been a bad boy, playing with my heart.” I whispered to his ear.

“I’m not...”

Suddenly he lifted up my body. I immediately hooked my legs around his waist tightly. We got up from my bed.

“Jimin, what are you doing?”

“Sex is a killer. Wanna die happy?” He asked me seriously.

“Jimin, are you trying to...”

Before I could ask him another question, Jimin already brought me to my bathroom. Shit happened. Just like what I had thought for few seconds earlier. He put me down under the water shower. My legs trembled limp after what Jimin had done before. He caught my body and he held me in his arms. “Jimin, what are you doing?” I looked up, asking him the same question. I rested my hands on his chest. He turned on the shower, the warm water tap. I squealed with the sudden touch of warm water.

“I wanna show you another unforgettable sex...” He told me under the water.

Was he trying to have sex with me in my bathroom?

He kissed my lips and he pressed his lips deeper. He put aside my wet hair, releasing my lips, and kissing my neck. I tried to pull his underwear down until his ankle and he pulled it down quickly by himself. His hard cock freed from his underwear.

I touched his hard shaft. “Baby, you’re damn hard.” I said, feeling so nervous.

He didn’t answer me. He pushed me gently, leaning on the glass wall. He opened my legs and he lifted up my left one. He supported my left leg with his right hand. Jimin positioned the head of his cock at the entrance of my pussy hole. He rubbed his precum on all over my labia. I moaned ready to get more pleasure. He kissed my forehead, my nose, and my lips. I felt he was teasing me because he just rubbed his cock head against my slit. I tried to impale myself on his cock impatient.

He chuckled. He sounded so sexy. “Jimin, just... fuck me,” I told him, getting hornier.

Slowly, he slipped his cock in my wet pussy. With a growl, he thrusted in my pussy deeper on his throbbing cock, going balls deep in one stroke. I howled, clawing at his back as he gripped my hips, starting to pump me hard on his shaft. The feeling of him entering me made my entire body shiver. He felt bigger than I had remembered.

“Aahh Jimin! Aaahh...” I moaned, feeling his cock in my wet hole. It was kind of painful a little bit.

My pussy walls clenched around his cock, making it more slippery. The pain faded away. Jimin started to thrust in and out harder but slow. His free hand squeezed my tight ass. He stared at
me deeply. “Moan my name, babe.” He whispered full of lust in his eyes.

“Jimin... aahhh... ah! Ah!” I moaned, moving my hips to meet his thursts.

“You feel good?” He asked me softly. He started to thurst in and out faster.

I nodded. He kept thrusting to find my G-spot. I looked down at his cock inside me. It looked so arousing. His cock hit my G-spot finally. “Ah fuck!” I screamed. He kissed my lips. He hit the same spot. I bit Jimin’s lower lips. I was too shocked. “Ouch! My baby is so untamed.” He smirked and he began to speed up roughly.

“Aaahhh fuck! Ohhh God... oh God... aaahh!” I moaned shamelessly. It felt like he was getting bigger and bigger inside my hole. We began moving in sync with each other.

“Ah shit! Your pussy is so fucking tight! Ughh!” Jimin groaned.

Jimin was so expert could find my G-spot and sensitive area. I pinched his nipples with my fingers. He moaned, groaning my name. I wrapped my hands around his neck, pulling him closer to me. I kissed his lips while he kept thrusting in and out my honey hole.

“Your cock ah... hhh... your cock feels so good,” I moaned, looking at him.

“Baby, you feel that good?” Jimin checked, pounding me slowly this time.

“Yesss... aahh. Jim...Jimin aahhh... faster, please. I think I’m gonna cum.” I told him, breathless.

Jimin suddenly lifted me up fully against the shower glass wall, gripping my ass. I put my hands on his shoulders to support me. I couldn’t believe he got the perfect stamina to fuck me standing like this. I traced my hands on his nape. He sucked on my tits one by one with his mouth. I couldn’t hold back the moans of pleasure. Jimin gently bit my nipple that made me scream his name even more.

I knew it was not going to take me very long before I reached my orgasm again. I looked down again and I could see his cock pushing in and out of my pussy harder and faster. The water that was flowing down on our bodies from the shower made the love making even more erotic. It was such a turn on moment.

“Baby, you want to cum so bad?” He suddenly stopped thursting.

“Fuck!” I cursed louder.

He chuckled. Why he looked so sexy though.

“Don’t do this to me...” I hit his arm.

He pounded me hard in sudden.

“AH!” I screamed, my mouth dropping.

“I’m going to let you cum but you’ve to say ‘Jimin oppa, fuck me hard, please’.”

My eyeballs almost popped out. “What?”

He slowly pulled his cock out half way from my hole.

“Say it.” He ordered me firmly.

I hate him. Dammit!

“Jimin oppa, fuck me hard, please...”

He kissed my lips. “Say it sexily...”

“Jimin... I swear I hate you.”

He smirked. “Fine. You won’t get what you want.”

He almost pulled it out fully, but I finally gave in.

“Jimin oppa, fuck me hard, please...” I begged, trying to sound more sensual.

He thrusted in harder and even deeper again. My jaw dropped. He was really good.

“That’s my baby.” He whispered, nibbling against my lips.

I could feel the muscles in my pussy started to contract around his cock, sending the sensations throughout my body. It was really familiar feeling, like earlier. I wanted Jimin to cum with me. So, I tried hard to squeeze his cock with my pussy wall. My legs started to tremble and my back arched. I pressed into him as hard as I could, so his cock was completely in me. Our breathing quickened as we fucked fast.

“Jimin... ah! Ah! I’m cumming! Aaaahhh...”

My pussy wall clenched Jimin’s cock hard as I climaxed again.

“Oh God... Jimin... Aaah!” I moaned, breathless.

Jimin thrusted into me harder as he reached his own orgasm.

“Fuck! Fuck! AAH!” Jimin shot his load deep inside my hole, which milked his cock as we slowed down, both of our wet bodies shuddering. Jimin filled my hole with his cum to overflowing. Jimin thrusted in me for few times to let me feel his cum. We looked into each other’s eyes, kissing again as his cock slowly deflated, slipping from my pussy. Our mixed juices flowing down on my inner thighs. He put me down on the floor carefully. My legs were shaking. Jimin immediately hugged me in his arms. He held my body gently.

“Are you okay?” He asked me.

I shook my head, smiling at him.

“No. I’m not okay since I know you.”

He pecked my lips.

Jimin brought me, standing under the center of water shower. Jimin’s cum was still dripping on my inner thighs. But the water washed them off. Jimin made me turn around, so I leaned my back on his chest. I could feel his cock back to normal size, touching my ass cheeks. He put aside my messy wet hair. He kissed my shoulder, and then my cheek. I was blushing so hard. I didn’t know why.

Jimin took a bottle of my body wash, the liquid soap, with honey flower scents. He poured the liquid into his palm. He put the bottle back, and he lathered me. He soaped me slowly. He rubbed the liquid on my breast area until my flat tummy. He made a lot of foam and bubbles. He kissed my neck, my nape, and my earlobe while massaging my bare tits with the liquid soap.

“Jimin, I think I can clean up my own body.” I told him.

“Really?”

I nodded, trying hard to stand up properly. Jimin moved backwards a little bit, and I lost my ballance almost fell because my legs were still shaking so hard. He giggled catching my body.

“No, you can’t.”

After 15 minutes failed shower, Jimin laid me inside the bath tub, sitting on his lap. We argued a little bit because I didn’t want Jimin bathing me. He insisted to help me, so he prepared the bath tub with full of foam and he forced me to get inside. In the final, I gave up. I leaned on him and he embraced me from behind. He put his head on my shoulder.

“_______, do you believe in love at first sight?” Jimin suddenly asked me when I was playing the bubbles.

His question made me stop playing.

“I... don’t know. Why? You’re falling in love with someone?” I asked him a little bit sad. But I acted calm.

Jimin’s hand wrapped around my body while the other one stroking my thigh.

“Yes.” He answered me shortly.

I quickly looked up at him. “Who? Is she pretty? Hot? Smart? Blond?”

He smiled at me. “She’s perfect.”

“Do I know her? Is she junior student?” I started to ask him so many questions.

He laughed. Damn! He looked so handsome.

“Yes, you do. You really know her.”

“Is that Choi... Hyerim?” I tried to guess.

He shook his head. I sighed, feeling so relief. “Thanks God.”

“Why are you asking me? Jealous?”

“What? Please, no.” I rolled my eyes, quickly looked away.

Jimin embraced me tightly. He kissed my cheek.

“You know who I’m talking about...” He whispered.

My heartbeat pumped faster than usual. My tummy felt the weird sensations again, the butterflies dancing inside. Did he mean it’s me? I thought for seconds and then, I realized everything. My mouth opened in shock.

“Jimin, I...”

“Ssshh... This is not the right time. I’ll wait. It’s okay.”

He cupped my face and he kissed me long and hard.

“I don’t wanna hurt Taehyung. I still love him,” I whispered in between our kiss.

Jimin’s eyes looked teary. He nodded slowly. “I know. Like I said, this is not official yet. And I can wait.”

“Jimin, I’m sorry.” I told him softly.

“Aww... Don’t say sorry,” Jimin smiled at me cutely. I screamed inside my heart. He was too cute.

“Anyway, you wanna stay here tonight?” I asked him, hoping he would say yes.

“Sure, my pleasure. But I don’t have any spare underwear.”

Jimin pointed at his wet Calvin Klein underwear that lying on the floor under the water shower.

I brewed two cups of tea for me and Jimin. I put in two teaspoons of sweet honey. I stirred the tea while Jimin was doing the laundry. I was wearing a white oversized shirt covering my bra and panties only. I saw Jimin standing in front of my washing machine waiting for his clothes to dry. I looked at his topless body. He was naked. He was only wearing the towel, and it wrapped dangerously low around his hips. I walked to him quietly bringing our tea. I gulped looking at his sexy back and torso. Jimin got hot body for sure. His waist line could make every girls scream. I couldn’t believe myself I actually fucked that body.

“Here for you.” I nudged him softly, giving him a cup of warm tea.

He took it and he drank it.

“Thanks.” He kissed my cheek.

“Are you washing your jeans too?” I checked, looking at spinned clothes inside the machine.

“Yes. Since I’m going to stay here tonight, I need clean clothes for tomorrow.”

I put my cup on the near table. Jimin also followed me. He suddenly hugged me from the back.

“How’s your feeling now? Better?”

I chuckled. I knew what he meant.

“I’m good. I still can walk though.”

“You’re welcome. I’m happy I’m here to rescue.” He smirked.

I turned around to face him. “What kind of big head do you have?”

He smirked. “Do you really see me as the big head guy?”

I stayed silent. No respond. Because I didn’t know about him deeply.

“How about if I say, I’m not a confident type guy?”

“Oh, really?”

It was unbelievable. He was lying definitely.

“I’m not lying...” He answered me like he could read my mind.

“If you’re trying to seduce me with your innocence, save it. I don’t need it.”

I pushed him slightly so I could release myself from his arms. Jimin quickly grabbed my white shirt, and he pulled me back to him. “I’m serious, babe. I’m not a confident guy. Taehyung is better than me about that.” He whispered to my ear. He sounded so real.

“But it seems like you’re always confident.” I commented.

He made me turn around to face him.

“Nah, I’m ugly.”

“Err... what? Ugly? You?” I asked him in disbelief.

He nodded.

“Shut up! You’re handsome and hot! You have amazing body and you’re a Sex God!” I told him, serious.

He giggled, looking at me. I quickly shut my mouth. I noticed what I was talking about.

“So, you think I’m handsome, hot, amazing and such a Sex God?”

He grabbed my waist closer to him. I looked at his hands around my body.

“Thank you for your compliment. I have a better confidence now.” He kissed my forehead.

I didn’t know if Park Jimin didn’t have good confidence about himself. He acted so cool and flirty all the time but deep inside, he’s still a normal insecure guy. He seemed fragile. He made me want to know him better.

The washing machine stopped spinning. Jimin quickly reached it and I helped him with his clothes. I stared at him. He seemed having difficult time about man’s pride.

“Jimin...” I called him.

He looked up. “Yes?”

I had to encourage him, at least I could say something nice and real.

“You know what, you are so sexy, all the girls in our campus are always checking you out.” I told him honestly.

He chuckled. “Thanks.”

He wore his shirt. “You don’t have to worry about me. I’m always like this. I’m a lot better nowadays.” He stroked my cheek. But why did I feel so damn worry about his confidence. I looked at his eyes. Those sad eyes. I hugged him tightly.

“Hey, I’m okay. Trust me.” Jimin hugged me back.

I smelled his scent. He smelled like me, the body wash of my favorite liquid soap.

“Jimin, you smell good...” I kissed his neck, without realizing what I had done.

He lifted me up suddenly. I screamed, hitting his arm to put me down.

“Park Jimin!”

He put me, lying down on my bed. He took off the towel. I quickly covered my eyes with my hands.

“Park Jimin! What are you doing?”

I only could hear his laugh.

Jimin removed my hands. I saw him wearing his jeans.

“I’m not that pervert, babe.”

I relieved.

Jimin took a place beside me. I came closer to him.

“Lay down here, with me.” Jimin grabbed my body, moving closer to his body.

“Do you like cuddling?” I asked him.

He nodded.

“So do I.” I smiled at him.

Cuddling was like my favorite thing. I always wanted to cuddle with Taehyung but he’s busy so, I ended up sleeping alone and my life was boring these days. I locked my legs to Jimin. I hugged him like a giant Teddy bear.

“Hahaha... you’re so cute.” He looked at me.

It was almost pass the evening. We didn’t bother to turn on the lights in my bedroom. Only the moonlight broke through the windows. My bedroom was in dim. Jimin and I didn’t talk, only silence filled the atmosphere. I had many questions I wanted to ask to him. But I thought that would be annoying since my questions probably were so sensitive.

Jimin caressed my hair. I could feel his love and warm touch for me.

“Hey...” I tried to start the conversation.

“Hmm?” Jimin turned his head to see me clearer.

“Mind to tell me, why don’t you have good confidence?”

The moonlight helped me to see his beautiful smile.

“You really wanna know?”

“Yeah.” I answered him softly.

“I... used to be a bullying victim.”

I was surprised but I didn’t say anything, just listening to his story.

“When I was kid, the big guys in my primary school always came to my class and they made fun of me. They said I’m too ugly to come to school. I didn’t say anything to their taunts, because that was so stupid. One day, they did it too much. I was mad, totally mad. And I started to fight back. I threw the chair at him...”

“You what?” I giggled softly.

He also giggled. “Yes, I threw the chair. It’s crazy, huh? A little young boy did it.”

“And then, what happened?”

“It made the huge chaos of course. His friends ganged up on me. After that, my nightmare began. In everyday I had to experience unfortunate events. The other students began taunting me too. I was a joke for everybody...”

He stopped talking. He seemed hurting, remembering his past.

“Jimin, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have asked you this question.”

He caressed my cheek. “It’s okay. I’m glad you ask me though. I want you to know me better.”

“But... I don’t get it. Why did they make fun of you? Did you do something to them?”

Jimin chuckled. “No, I didn’t. But you should see my childhood pictures. I was really ugly. I was fat, so chubby, and I looked like a pig.”

“Bullshit.” I commented.

“I’m not lying.”

“Come on! If you were really chubby, it doesn’t make you ugly. It means, you’re cute.”

“Yeah, because you see me as the new-hot Park Jimin, not ugly-fat Jimin now.”

“Shut up! I don’t like to hear that. You’re handsome. Stop saying yourself ugly.”

I could feel Jimin was blushing. He pecked my lips.

“You sound like an angry girlfriend.”

I hit him. “Yah!”

“Sorry. I’m just too happy you act like this.”

“If you were really ugly in primary school, how about high school? You couldn’t be that ugly, right? I mean, it’s impossible. People grow up.”

He nodded. “Yes, I changed a lot. I did a hard diet program. It was really hard and painful, but it’s worth it. I go to the gym regularly ‘till now. I lost the body fat a lot. As you’ve seen, only muscles in my body now.”

“So, that’s why you started to flirt with hot girls, because you have goddamn hot body?”

He chuckled. “I... yeah, actually I’ve never dated seriously. Not in any serious relationship before.”

“Wow... you’re such a good liar.” I commented.

“You don’t believe me?”

“No, I don’t believe you.”

He laughed. His laugh sounded so crunchy and cute. I had to stop myself from pinching his cheeks.

“Okay, I admit I lost my virginity at 17. And I have sex few times but trust me, I’ve never thought about asking a girl to be my official girlfriend. I was not ready for that.”

I raised my eyebrow.

“Was?”

He nodded. “Yes. I’m ready for serious relationship now.”

He stared at my eyes deeply. I could feel his love vibration to me. Nah, maybe it was just me. I meant, Park Jimin could be just flirting again.

“How about you? Are you this beautiful since born?”

My face burned. I rolled my eyes, but continued to open up.

“I’m... just me. I grew up in a very small town with my mom and my little sister. I don’t have any issue about bullying, but just confidence, a little bit. Because my family is so poor. You don’t want to know it. Thanks God, I got full scholarship and allowance more than enough. So, I don’t need to do part time job here...”

I sighed. I felt Jimin moving closer. He caressed my cheek slowly.

“You see, I have nice apartment, beautiful dresses, shoes, and even awesome friends, but actually, it’s because of Taehyung. Everyone likes me because I’m his girlfriend. I got many expensive presents everywhere, because of Taehyung’s status. Rich boyfriend helped me. That’s the fact. I’m so pathetic.” Jimin embraced me. I couldn’t believe myself I actually opened up my deep secret to him.

“No, you are not. That’s Taehyung’s responsiblity of course. If I was your boyfriend, I’d do the same thing, even better, maybe. So, did he really buy this apartment for you?”

I shook my head. He looked relief.

“He just helped me to rent the apartment. I refused him to buy me this place. So, it’s been a year I’m living here. I lived at Hyerim’s place for few months before. She’s nice friend. I owe her a lot. If some day she wants me to pay back her kindness, I’m sure I’m going to give anything to her. Even if I can’t, I’m going to try hard to fulfil her wish.” I told Jimin seriously.

“You’re not serious, are you?” Jimin asked me.

“I’m serious. You have no idea how precious Choi Hyerim is.”

Jimin sighed. He hugged me in his arms. “I’m glad you have a nice friend like her.”

But why did he sound so skeptical though.

“So, we both have the same problem. Confidence?” He said.

“I think so.”

“But different story.” He added.

I nodded my head.

“But does your dad know about Taehyung? I mean, he rents this place for you, and he takes a responsiblity about you, he’s like your unofficial husband...”

“My dad... he ran away. I don’t know where he is.” I answered him like there’s something that choking my throat. It was hurt to tell.

Jimin kissed my forehead, and his lips traced softly on my nose and he kissed my lips.

“I’m sorry...”

I smiled bitterly. “It’s okay. I don’t care about him though.”

It was my first time talking about my dad with new person in very short time. I didn’t know why I wanted to tell Jimin about my background. “That’s why I’m kind of sensitive when I’m talking about a right man. I really don’t want to have a frightful relationship with guy. Because you know what, you can be everything someone ever wanted, but still get played...” I felt Jimin hugging me more intimately this time. It was so warm in his arms. I could hear his heartbeats.

Why did I feel save and sound with him? Maybe it’s because Taehyung had been missing from my life and I really needed a quality time with reliable guy. I didn’t know. With Jimin, suddenly I felt right. It was crazy feeling. But I still couldn’t figure it out what’s this.

“I wish I could have met you years ago before Taehyung.” He said, looking at me.

“Jimin, I know what we’re getting into. But... I just don’t wanna take a risk. Just keep our relationship like this for awhile.” I sounded like a selfish bitch.

He nodded. “Like I said, I can wait. I want to learn more about you. I want to know what gives you pleasure, what makes you, you.” And then, he pecked my lips. A simple kiss became more intense. Jimin kissed my lips very slow but passionately. These butterflies in my tummy danced again, following the rhythm of my heartbeats. It was so strange.

Suddenly we heard someone pressing the door bell. I quickly relesed Jimin and got up from my bed. I turned on the lights, running to the front door. I opened the door. I saw a middle-aged woman bringing an envelope standing in front of me.

“Oh, good evening, Mrs. Lee. Please come in.”

I greeted her, trying to be nice. She’s the land lord, like she’s the boss of this apartment. I knew what was her intention to come to my flat.

“No, it’s alright, Ms. Jung. I just want to inform you that you’re late to pay the rent. Totally late.

It’s been two months already. You have to pay me, or... forgive me to kick you out of here. This is the last warning, and good evening.” Mrs. Lee looked at me fiercely and she handed me that envelope to my hand. I knew it’s the warning letter.

I took a slow breath after she left. I quickly read the letter and I was right. She told me to pay the rent in a week. She gave me the deadline for 7 days. I closed the door.

“Who’s that?” Jimin asked me from behind my back.

I immediately turned around, hiding the letter behind me.

“Ah, nothing. It’s just... my neighbor. She... she invited me to...”

I answered him, nervous. I was thinking hard to find a reason.

Jimin stared at me, suspicious. He peeked to see what I was holding behind me. He grabbed my hands and he took the letter from me. He read the letter carefully. I tried to steal it from his hand but he could avoiding me. “Jimin, it’s nothing...”

Jimin read the letter twice to make sure everything he read true.

He looked up to see me. I avoided his eyes. I tried to take the letter but he’s taller than me and he gripped it over his head. I had to jump a little bit to catch it but I didn’t success to get it. “This is serious, okay. How come Taehyung doesn’t pay your rent for two months?” He sounded mad.

I sighed. “Calm down. It’s my fault. I don’t tell him about the rent anymore since two months ago. I’ve been trying to get my whole allowances. I sent the submission to our university, and they said that they would consent them soon. But I think it didn’t go well...”

“What? And if they approve you later, what are you gonna do to pay the rent for long time? You won’t get your allowance again.”

Jimin was really mad.

“I know! I’m going to find a job. So, I can stop rely on Taehyung. I wanna be independent.” I told him, serious.

“I can help.” He said.

“Don’t. I can do this alone.”

“Please... it’s been two months. You definitely can’t.” Jimin rolled his eyes.

“Just don’t, okay. I’m still looking for a good way out of this shit.”

“You should tell Taehyung then.”

“No! It’s bad idea.” I said louder.

“So, what are you gonna do now? You only have 7 days.” Jimin came closer to reach my hand.

“I think I should visit my mom and ask her if she has some money.”

But deep inside, I already knew it’d be useless.

“Are you sure?”

I shook my head honestly. “But I think it’s worth to try...”

Jimin hugged me. “I’m going to accompany you. You’re not going alone.”

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