Secrets

I made a decision to completely forget about the camping trip. I figured that I probably won't ever see the gold-eyed guys again and if I even told anyone-they would send me to an asylum. It also took me a while to convince myself that Kim Nam-joon saw me that night walking in the woods. Maybe he lived around there or, like me, he was camping. So, I decided to forget and go back to my life, like always
"You're staring again." Megan murmured as we sat outside of the school.
The school doors don't open for another ten minutes. "W-what?" I quickly look at her in shock- which I didn't know why. She catches me every morning.
"You're so obvious, Christian! You're lucky guys are so clueless. Just go tell them." I widen my eyes at her.
"Megan, you know I can't do that! If he finds out that I like him- I-I mean, what if he doesn't feel the same way? What if he makes fun of me for it?" Megan sigh and threw her arm around me.
"Okay, okay. I understand." She said in a soft voice.
"Don't panic. I was just saying that because you're always watching him and I know you'll regret it, if you don't." I knew she meant no harm but, she wouldn't understand.
She was beautiful and outgoing. She was oozing with confidence in herself- and all the guys liked that. She could choose any guy she wanted. Unlike me, who was the complete opposite. I knew if I told Kim Taehyung, I'm pretty sure he would flat out reject me. I glanced up at him. He was talking to Kim Nam-joon. I wonder if Kim Nam-joon ever notice me again, would he remember me? No, I doubt it. I eaisly blended in with the crowd. I also was really quiet.
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I stared at my lunch tray hat had soup, rice, and some other type of food. I crinkled my nose in disgust and just ate the rice. Megan couldn't eat lunch with me today because, she had lunch detention. She told me that she cussed out a kid in her first period because, "he pissed her off".
At least, that's what she said. I shook my head at her. She needs to control her temper.
Before I realized it, I found myself looking at Kim Taehyung. Today, he seemed different. Usually, he was always smiling and he had a carefree look in his brown eyes.
Today, he look serious. He was talking to his six friend; Kim Nam-joon, Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, and Jeon Jungkook.
It surprised me to that he- and all his friends, look serious because, they usually would be joking around. Suddenly, as if he could feel me staring, he look over my way. I quickly look down at my food, hoping he didn't catch me.
Megan was right.
Maybe I should be more careful.

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