Remembering Elizabeth (Featuring Suho and Sehun)

The next day, Sehun and I slept late. Very late. When I finally woke up, Sehun was wrapped around me and I didn’t want to move. If I moved, he might wake up and move away from me. I looked up at his face for a long time until I couldn’t stand it anymore. I leaned up and kissed his mouth. I ran my tongue around his lips and nibbled on the bottom one a little. He started to smile. Even with his eyes closed, they still smiled when he did.
“We have a lot to do today but maybe we should just stay here,” he said without opening his eyes.
“That would be okay with me,” I said. I ran my hand around his waist and up his back to pull him against me. That made him moan and squirm around a little.
“Didn’t you get enough of me last night?” he asked. “We had sex on every surface in the suite!”
“I will never get enough of you Mr. Oh!” I said and licked his neck.
“Then I guess I’ll have to try harder,” he said and rolled over on top of me. “You can’t go out in this state,” he said and began kissing my neck. “You might find some cute, willing store clerk and attack him. We can’t have that kind of scandal so I’ll take care of this right now.”
I would have laughed if I wasn’t getting so turned on. His hands were moving over me as were his lips. I was paying so much attention to his mouth that I didn’t know what he was planning until he had his fingers inside me. He wasn’t gentle and he had me close to coming very quickly but just before I did, he took his fingers away and replaced them with himself. At that point, he couldn’t fool me. He wanted this as badly as I did.
It only took a few strokes before we both came and I was loud but he was louder. We laid there for a few minutes trying to catch our breath.
“Alright. Do you think the store clerks are safe now?” he asked with a smug little smile on his face as he rubbed his stomach.
“I only have eyes for you,” I answered.
“That’s what I like to hear. Now, do you want to shower first or me?” he asked.
“Yes,” I said.
“What kind of answer is… oh. I see. Do I have more work to do?” he asked.
“I guess we’ll see when we get in there,” I said.
Sitting up, he said, “You start the water and I’ll order breakfast.”
“Don’t keep me waiting too long,” I said and went into the bathroom. Whatever naughty little devil that had gotten into Sehun seemed to have possessed me too.
We didn’t have sex in the shower but we did scrub every inch of each others bodies and washed each others hair. He was surprisingly gentle and gave me chill bumps as he ran his fingers through my hair and massaged my head. There was three shower heads and it felt like we were in a warm rainstorm.
We didn’t bother to get dressed before we ate. The towels were so fluffy and soft, I didn’t want to take it off. Sehun spread out a blanket on the floor and we had a picnic. I hadn’t felt this happy in such a long time. We laughed and played until all of the food was gone and then we got dressed for our day of shopping.
“What are we buying?” I asked.
“Everything. I thought I told you that,” he said and laughed.

In the car on the way to the shops, I thought of something that hadn’t occurred to me but should have. “Sehun, you realize that we haven’t been using any kind of protection don’t you?”
He looked down at his hands and his smile faded. “I was afraid to tell you. It really isn’t fair of me and I should have said something to you but I can’t have children. When we joined Exo, we all had physicals and mine showed that for some reason, my body doesn’t make enough sperm and what it does make doesn’t work. I’m sorry,” he said. He didn’t look at me.
“Sehun, that’s okay. I don’t need children when I have you. My life is great! I’m a lot older than you and the one that it’s unfair for is you. I’m okay with it,” I said. I wanted to reassure him.
“I made my peace with it a long time ago. It would have been nice to have a little girl though. A little girl with your beautiful brown eyes and my dancing skills,” he said and smiled at me. The smile was sad. “But we can always adopt.”
“Whatever you would like. I’m good as long as I get to keep you forever,” I said.
“Always and forever!” he said.

The first shop we stopped at was a huge clothing store.
“I’m buying you a whole new wardrobe. Pick out anything you want,” he said.
“Sehun! Why?” I didn’t understand what was going through his head.
“I want to spoil you a little. It isn’t often I’m away from the group so spoiling you is spoiling me too! So hush and let me buy you things,” he said.
I was overwhelmed a little by the shop. It had everything in every color. I didn’t know where to start. When a shop girl recognized Sehun, she practically ran to us to offer her help. It was always like that.
“Welcome! How can I help you two today?” she asked as she ignored me and smiled at Sehun.
“Well, we plan to get a lot of things so if you want to get a cart and help Elizabeth with whatever she needs, that would be great,” he said.
“Of course,” she said and gave me a fake smile. “Let me get that and you can start browsing if you’d like.” She ran off to get the cart.
“I don’t know where to start, Sehun,” I said and looked around.
“Well, does anything catch your eye? Start at the top and work down,” he said.
“Huh?” I didn’t understand.
“Start with shirts,” he said.
“Oh, okay.” I started walking through and looking around. It was like I had never shopped in my life. “Sehun, I don’t know what sizes to get,” I said.
“Just guess and we’ll go try them on,” he said as he ran his hand down the arm of a very soft looking sweater.
The smitten shop girl returned. We walked around and I started picking things and she put them in the cart. I noticed she never spoke to me but she had lots of questions for Sehun. When I had picked out too many things, we headed for the dressing rooms. Sehun started to go back with me when she said, “I’m sorry. It’s a women’s only dressing room. I can stay out here with you if you’d like.”
“Well, Gyeong, here’s the thing. Do you recognize this woman?” Sehun asked.
The shop girl looked over at me and then squinted her eyes a little as if she might know me a little. “I’m not sure,” she said.
“This is the girl that Suho saved from the airport. Remember that story?” he asked.
“Oh, yes. I remember something about that now,” she lied.
“The deal is, she still has PTSD from her ordeal and being in small spaces makes her panic unless I’m there. She needs to try on these clothes to make sure they fit but if I can’t go with her, we will have to shop somewhere else. So can’t you make an exception just this once? For me?” Sehun gave her the smile he used to melt girls where they stood. It worked every time too.
“I suppose that would be okay in this case,” she said but she still looked uncertain. “Just let me know when you are ready to ring out.”
“Thank you so much, Gyeong. You are so helpful,” he said.
We took the cart into the dressing room. “Why did you lie about that?” I asked when we were in the tiny stall. He took up most of the room.
“This is why,” he said and put his arms around me. He attacked my mouth with his and pushed me against the wall. Once again I was overwhelmed but in a good way. He sounded urgent when he said, “Turn around.” He twirled me and held me against the wall as he lifted my skirt and pushed my panties down. “I love it when you wear skirts,” he said. “I hope you have some in that cart.” He was getting breathless and I could hear him unbuckling his belt.
“Sehun, what are you doing?” I whispered.
“You know what I’m doing,” he said and then he was inside of me. He was trying to be quiet as he pushed into me over and over but anyone that might be outside the dressing room would know exactly what was going on in here. “I’m not going to last long,” he said. He reached around and began touching me in the front to try to make me come. I muffled my moans in the curtains while I held onto them. I tried not to scream when I came and he bit into my shoulder to keep from doing the same when he did.
We were both out of breath when we heard a knock on the door. “Is everything going okay in there?” asked Gyeong.
We laughed. “Oh, it’s going great!” yelled Sehun. “The fit has been perfect so far!”
I slapped at his chest as he stifled a laugh. “Well, it did,” he whispered.
We actually did try on all of the clothes and only discarded a few. I had a whole new wardrobe and a great story to tell.
“On to the next shop,” said Sehun as we checked out under the suspicious scrutiny of Gyeong.

The next shop we went into was quite different. It was an antiques and gift shop. We walked around and looked at the beautiful and priceless items until a little old couple came from the back. Sehun said something to them in Korean and the little man nodded and disappeared into the back again. When he returned, he was holding a case full of glittering objects. When I looked closer, I noticed they were masks. Masquerade masks. He opened the lid and invited us to look inside.
Sehun said, “Go ahead. Pick one that will match your dress.”
I looked at him in disbelief and then I peered over the edge of the box. The most beautiful masks I had ever seen sat on velvets of different colors to enhance their own beauty. Not that they needed enhancement. I knew the one the instant I saw it but I still wanted to look at the others. The mask I chose was made of red velvet and looked like lace. It had cat eyes and diamonds worked into the velvet everywhere. The silk ribbons to tie it were deep wine red. It was perfect for my dress. It looked like it was made for royalty.
Sehun already knew which one I was going to pick and he lifted it gently from the case. “Turn around,” he said. I did and he placed the mask on my face and tied the ribbons behind my head. I was in love. “You look like a real princess,” he whispered into my ear. As I looked into the mirror, I tried my best to hold back tears so that it wouldn’t ruin the beautiful velvet. I realized the reason for the whole trip was so that Sehun could buy me this mask. The time and expense he was using for me meant more than anything else he could do. “Don’t cry. Don’t you like it?” he asked.
“I love it, Sehun! So much. Thank you.” I waited for him to remove the mask and then I wrapped my arms around him and let the tears fall. “You are too good to me.”
“You deserve it,” he said and then said something else to the couple in Korean. The little woman took the mask and placed it on a velvet face-form before placing it in a crystal box and wrapping it in a soft gold fabric that she tied with a gold silk ribbon.
When we got back into the car, Sehun grabbed my face and kissed me very passionately. I was breathless when he was done but I said, “If you aren’t careful Oh Sehun, I’m going to fall completely in love with you.”
“That’s what I’m aiming for,” he said and buckled me in.
We went to three more stores and had sex in each and every one of them. One was a men’s clothing store, another was a shoe store, and the third was a chocolate shop. I’m pretty sure that when we came out of their bathroom, the clerks had been listening to everything because they were red-faced, wouldn’t look either of us in the eye, and giggled. A lot. Sehun made up for it by buying a lot of very expensive chocolate.
In the car, he asked, “Okay, is that enough shopping for one day?”
“Um, yes?” I didn’t know what answer he wanted.
“Yes. Now we need some relaxation. This is a vacation after all and you are wearing me out woman!” He laughed.
“Me?”
“Yes you! Little Sehun is getting very tired and sore from your demands and Big Sehun needs a massage and a green tea cookie.”
I cracked up. “Well, I’m sorry. I’ll give the both of you a break for the rest of the trip,” I said.
“The hell if you will!” he said and kissed me.

At the Spa, we were separated. Sehun told the ladies to give me the entire treatment. I wasn’t sure what that was but I went along with it because it was a spa right? It had to feel good. That was until they baked me in a sauna full of little hot rocks, covered me with oily mud and wrapped hot towels around me, and then beat me with green tea covered aloe leaves. After all of this, I was strapped to a table face down and told to wait for the masseuse. Even my head was strapped down. After a few minutes, someone came in but I couldn’t see them. He said hello in Korean and he had a very soft voice. I didn’t even try to speak Korean so I said hello in English. I heard him lock the door and wondered if that was supposed to happen.
Slowly my towel was pulled from my body and I was pretty sure that wasn’t supposed to happen. I became very uncomfortable but I didn’t say anything. Yet. I heard him rubbing oil into his hands and then he sprayed my back with the same oil. It was a cooling oil and was a welcome feeling after all of the heat that I had endured earlier. He began slowly spreading it across my back and making little circles all over. It almost put me to sleep. I could feel myself drifting off but then I woke with a jerk when his hands went lower and he was massaging my bottom. That was not okay.
“Um, sir, I’m sorry. Could you please skip that part? That makes me uncomfortable,” I said.
He replied in Korean and worked his way down to my thighs. That was okay too until he started rubbing the insides of my thighs. His hands kept rubbing against my private feminine area and I was becoming wet against my will. I wiggled. “Sir, please stop!” I didn’t think he understood me so I was trying to sound forceful. It must have worked because he worked his way down to my calves and feet. When he was done there, he climbed onto the bed and straddled my legs. I could feel his bare thighs squeezing mine. He leaned forward and used his elbows to work the muscles in my back. Even though he was laying against my naked body and all he was wearing apparently was a pair of shorts, the massage was amazing.
Before I knew what he was doing, he pushed my legs apart and got onto his knees between them. I tried to get up but I was strapped down tight. He said something in Korean and then worked a towel around my head and between my teeth. He tied it tight behind my head. I started to squirm and pulled hard on the straps. I tried to yell out too but the towel muffled the sounds I was making too much. He started rubbing my thighs and whispering things I couldn’t understand. Then, just as he started to push his fingers into me, he said, “Little Sehun’s feeling much better. Hold still and I’ll show you.”
I tried to yell, “Sehun!” but that was muffled too. He laughed but only for a second. I felt him moving around and then, he was on top of me and pushing himself into me. I had to admit, Little Sehun did feel pretty good. Big Sehun went very slow and soft and took a long time making love to me. I think he especially enjoyed my being strapped down and he could do whatever he wanted. I didn’t mind it either after I realized it was Sehun accosting me and not some pervy old masseuse. He must have had a great spa day and became very relaxed because he took his time and we just enjoyed feeling everything we could feel. There was no rush and we took our time. When we were done, we had our showers, got dressed, and went back to the hotel.

As soon as we got back, Sehun disappeared. I went in to change into my new pajamas when I heard him yell from somewhere, “Put some shorts and a t-shirt on.” Okay then, I thought and threw my pj’s back into the bag. I grabbed a soft pair of shorts and a yellow t-shirt and went back into the living room. Sehun was standing there with a picnic basket and two giant fuzzy towels. “Let’s go,” he said.
As we started to leave, I said, “Sehun, isn’t it too dark for a picnic?”
“Nope. It’s perfect. You’ll see,” he said. I tried to help him carry something but he wouldn’t let me. He just said, “Stop!”
We went down to the beach and I was surprised to see that we were mostly alone. Sehun pulled a blanket from the basket and spread it out which made me wonder what the towels were for. Then he sat out some sandwiches and little cakes and two sodas. We sat and ate and talked about the things that Exo was planning, the ball, and the things that we had done that day. We laughed so much.
When the food was gone, Sehun pulled me down to lay beside him. He pushed my hair back and looked into my eyes. The moon was full and bright and it was easy to see the muted details of each others face. He began kissing my neck and put his hand under my shirt. I looked around to make sure we weren’t being watched and found that we were now alone. I let my hand run down his leg and enjoyed the muscles and soft hair. He pushed my shirt over my head and took it off and I instantly became shy. “Sehun, people are going to see,” I said and hid against his chest.
“No one’s here. I wouldn’t let anyone else see you. I promise. This is for my eyes only. And my lips only. And my tongue only,” he said and put his mouth over one of my nipples, sucking it in and flicking his tongue back and forth over it to make it stand up. I became brave and rubbed my hand over his abs and moved it down under his waistband. He sucked in his breath as my cool fingers closed around him and I squeezed. I moved my hand in the way that I knew he liked and his breathing became faster. All of a sudden, he stood up and pulled me up with him. I wasn’t as courageous as we stood there but he pushed my shorts down and I was standing there on the beach completely naked. I watched as he removed his clothes and he led me to the water.
I expected it to be cold and it was cool but very tolerable. It felt good as the waves lapped against my legs. We went deeper and deeper until Sehun was waist deep and the water came to my breasts. “Sehun, I think I’m afraid of the water,” I said. I started to panic.
“I’ve got you,” he said. He bent down and pulled me up until my legs were around his waist and my arms were around his neck. The water made it easier to stand in this position. “Kiss me,” he said. I did.
As my tongue explored his mouth, he reached down and put himself inside of me. “Lay down,” he commanded.
“What? How can I…” I started.
“Float on your back,” he said and pulled my arms away from his neck. I trusted him and laid back. The water held me like a soft mattress and the farther back I went, the deeper Sehun went into me. He began to move in and out and the water moved with us and lapped against our skin. I closed my eyes and tried to pick out all of the sensations I was feeling. The softness of the water, the hardness of Sehun, the coolness of the air and the moonlight making everything seem dreamlike. I wanted it to never end. I forgot my embarrassment and concentrated on the tingling feeling that was starting in my lower tummy. Sehun began making soft moaning sounds as he let go of my hands and gripped my hips. His movements became urgent and I knew he was close to his release. I didn’t care if I found mine or not tonight. Just being out here with Sehun was enough for me.
He seemed to know that I wasn’t as close as he was so he slowed down which I knew was almost impossible for him. He growled toward the sky in frustration. His thumb searched for and found the little hardness between my thighs that made me cry out. He slowly rubbed against me as he kept up his slow rhythm inside of me. The tingle became a squeezing and now my excitement was becoming audible.
“You sound so good when you get ready to come,” said Sehun. “I could probably lose it just listening to you.”
The sounds became soft high pitched whines as I came closer. Sehun started moving more vigorously and once again I could tell he was also close. He grew inside of me and as I fell over the edge, he went with me, pulsing deep within me and pouring himself into me. When our breathing and our heartbeats had slowed down a bit, he pulled out of me and said very loudly, “Good God woman! What are you doing to me?”
I kissed him and said, “Making you mine forever and ever I hope.”
He filled my mouth with his tongue in answer.

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