After Myungsoo's performance, it was my duet with Suho. The teachers placed the chairs on the stage, They were somewhat far from each other but we are facing each other. I hope that I don't forget the lyrics, again.
"Are you ready?" Suho asked while handing me the mic.
"I'm always ready." I said while smiling. Both of us got on stage and sat down on the chairs. The music started and Suho smiled at me. I closed my eyes. Please remember the lyrics. I opened my eyes again.
Sometimes, I get annoyed without even knowing But my feelings for you haven’t changed Maybe I’m the weird one, I thought As I struggled by myself
While tossing and turning alone in an empty room The TV plays reruns of yesterday’s drama As I hold my phone That doesn’t ring until I sleep These days, It feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not It feels like I’m yours, it seems like I’m yours but not What are we? I’m confused, don’t be aloof
It feels like we’re lovers,It seems like we’re lovers but not Whenever you see me, you act so vague to me These days, I hate hearing that I’m just like a friend
I want to open my eyes to your text every morning I want to fall asleep with your voice at the end of the day On the weekends, I want to hug you In front of a lot of people as if I’m showing off These days,It feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not It feels like I’m yours, it seems like I’m yours but not These days, I hate hearing That I’m just like a friend
I don’t like you, don’t like you these days But I only have you, I only have you Clearly draw the line for me Don’t pull out But confess your love to me These days,It feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not It feels like I’m yours, it seems like I’m yours but not Don’t just laugh like you don’t know And stop this now, be real with me
Don’t put me in your heart and look elsewhere Why don’t you stop acting like you don’t know? Don’t give excuses that you’re tired But hurry and tell me, I love you
Once we finished, we got up and bowed. I didn't forget about the lyrics so I'm pretty proud of myself. I placed the mic down on the table. I felt someone tapping on my shoulder. I turned around and saw Myungsoo.
"What do you want?" I asked.
"I just wanted to talk to you." Myungsoo said. I waited for him to continue but he didn't.
"Alone?" I asked. He nodded his head. I looked at Suho, who was next to me the whole time. Suho nodded his head. I followed Myungsoo out to where there was no one around. "What did you want to talk about?" I asked.
"I want us to get back together." Myungsoo said. I stared at him for a couple seconds and was about to walk away from the bullshit. Before I could go, he grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him. "I'm sorry so what I did. I made a huge mistake." He said. I pulled my hand away from him and looked at him in the eye.
"What about Jihye then?" I asked. My eyes were getting watery because of how angry I felt. "When we were together, I gave you everything while you were busy with another woman. The worst part is, you cheated on me with my best friend. What if you do that again?" I asked.
"That will never happen again." Myungsoo said then held my hand.
"I'm not taking that risk." I said while trying to get Myungsoo to let go of my hand. I kept pulling and pulling but he wouldn't let me go. "Myungsoo, let go of my hand." I said.
"I'm not letting you go until you hear me out." He said.
"No, I'm tired of this bullshit. Now, let me go." I said while pulling. Out of nowhere someone came and punched Myungsoo in the face. I looked at who did it. Suho stood next to me.
"She said let go." He said. He looked at me with worried eyes. "Are you okay?" He asked. I nodded my head. He looked at Myungsoo one last time before grabbing my hand and pulling me to a place where there was no one. I was leaning on the wall, trying to hold in the tears but it was too late. Tears were already rolling down my cheeks. He grabbed my cheeks. "Don't cry." He said but it didn't stop the tears from falling. "I said don't cry." He said getting louder. I could tell that he was holding back his tears. "Don't ever cry because of another man in front of me!" He shouted. He was on the verge of crying. "Do you know how much it hurts to see the girl I love cry over another man?" He asked. I thought about what he just said.
"What? The girl you love? You love me?" I asked. Suho was quiet for a couple seconds.
"Yes, I do." He finally said. I looked at him for a couple seconds.
"Don't making up lies. Don't you know it's rude to mess with a girl's feeling?" I asked. He grabbed my hand and placed it over his heart.
"My heart never lies." He said. He started getting closer and closer. I didn't know what to do. I never kissed anyone. Yes, I've dated Myungsoo but that doesn't mean we kissed. I've kissed him on his cheek but never on his lips. Suho didn't even hesitate. He kept getting closer until his lips met mine. I didn't know what to do, I stood there with my eyes wide open. After a couple seconds, he stepped back. I covered my lips immediately. "Sorry." He said then turned around. He walked off before I could say anything to him.I thought about what just happened. I wasn't mad, I was just confused. What do I do? He loves me back. Do I tell him that I love him too? Why did he say sorry? All of a sudden, I heard my name being called. I looked up to see who it was.
"You're about to go on." The teacher said. I looked at Suho then back at the teacher. "You have to go get ready, now." She said. I nodded my head and followed her back to the tent. Once I got there, I changed into my last outfit. I got on stage and bowed. I looked for Suho in the audience but I couldn't find him at all. The music started so I had no choice but to perform the song.
Remember those walls I've built Well baby they're tumbling down And they didn't even put up a fight, They didn't even make a sound I found a way to let you in but I never really had a doubt Standing in the light of your Halo I got my angel now
It's like I've been awakened Every rule I had you breaking It's the risk I'm taking I ain't never gonna shut you out Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby I could feel your Halo I pray it won't fade away
(I can feel your Halo, Halo) Halo ooh (I can feel your Halo, Halo) Your Halo (I can feel your Halo, Halo) Halo (I can feel your Halo, Halo) Halo ooh (I can feel your Halo, Halo) Halo ooh~ Halo ooh~ Halo ooh~
(Everywhere I'm looking now) Everywhere I'm looking now (I'm surrounded by your embrace) I'm surrounded by your embrace, embrace, embrace (Baby I can see your Halo) Your Halo, your Halo (I know you're my saving grace)
(You're everything I need and more) You're everything I need and more (It's written all over your face) Ahhh~ (Baby I could feel your Halo) Your Halo~ I pray it won't fade away Halo ooh~ (I can feel your Halo, Halo) Your Halo (I can feel your Halo, Halo) Halo (I can feel your Halo, Halo) Halo ooh~
Once I finished, I bowed one more time then walked back to the tent. Where's Suho? I need to talk to him. I asked the boys if they've seen him, but they have no idea where he was. I started searching for him around the campus. I finally found him in the garden with his hands covering his face. I walked over to him and sat down.
"Hey, are you okay?" I asked. He looked at me then stood up. Before he could go anywhere, I grabbed his hand and pulled him down. "You're not going anywhere." I said. He scooted away from me but I got even closer. "Talk to me." I said while poking his arm.
"I'm sorry." He said. I looked at him in confusion.
"Why are you sorry?" I asked then tilted my head.
"Sorry for what I did. I shouldn't have kis-" Before he could finish, I kissed him without thinking. I closed my eyes for a couple seconds. Once I opened them I saw Suho's shocked face. I couldn't help but laugh at how cute he looked.
"You're so cute." I said while smiling.
"Why did you kiss me?" He asked. I tilted my head to the right.
"You didn't like it?" I asked.
"No, it's not like that. I'm just confused." He said.
"Why?" I asked.
"Every time I try to get closer to you, you would push me away. Plus when I kissed you, you covered your mouth. Because you covered your mouth, I thought you hated it." He said.
"I kept pushing you away because my heart was beating very fast and loudly, I didn't want you to hear it or feel it. I covered my mouth because it was my first. Plus I was shocked. You left before I could say anything." I said then laid my head on his shoulder. "You left before I could say, I love you too." I said while looking up at him. He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer.
"Are you mine, now?" He asked. I nodded my head while smiling.
"I love my Guardian Angel." I said.
"And I love my little Devil." Junmyeon said.

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This was probably the crappiest story you've ever read. But I still hope that you enjoyed it. Thank you for reading.

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