The Fake Sasaeng ~ Kim Namjoon Fanfiction

Your point of view

All of a sudden the door slams open
“The files are here.” Kevin says.
I look at him as he goes close to Lu who is on top of me. I can see fear on his face. I wake up. What I said to her? Why I said this to her? I know that sometimes I can be stupid but I think I pushed this time.
Lu's face looks more relaxed now that she saw Kevin. She stands up with a straight face and goes back to her desk.
“Leave these here Kevin. I want full review of them from you tomorrow.” she turns her head at me. “ Oh yeah. Lock her up please tomorrow we will call the court of the Hidden office to find out about her faith.” She looks cold and empty but I know deep inside she is tortured by the idea of me kissing Namjoon.

Namjoon's point of view

As I go back to my office a part of my self wishes she is there sleeping, but that part gets crushed when I see my sofa empty. I sigh. When I am about to sit at the sofa I see a white t-shirt, Her t-shirt. I grab the shirt as quickly as I could. It is not wet anymore and there is a little of her sense on it. A pink, long hair is hocked to the shirt. I place the t-shirt at my legs. The plain white t-shirt, the one that was curving her body in the most perfect way even if it was quiet big.
My eye catches the phones. She left them here. What if is a trap? Oh no stop it I don't want it to be a trap. See I said it. I like her. I don't want that girl to be a sasaeng. I have never felt like this for a long time. After the girl on our crew that left, I never though that I will feel that again, like being in love.
“Oh Nam, you found our phones” I wake up from my dream and I see Yoongi getting his phone.
“NO!!!” I stand up quickly to get his phone from his hands.
“What?!?! Are you ok, Namjoon?” Yoongi looks at me with a questing face.
“Don't open them, any of you. They are hooked. They can find where we are and what we are doing.” I must have looked scared. I never like to show fear in front of the members. I see as Yoongi's face looks serious now.
“How do you know that?” he asks me.
“I...I find it out yesterday. I think it is better to leave them here.” They can't know that I trusted a sasaeng on that. They going to say that I am insane.
I see that his head goes down.
“That is hers, right?” I can feel Yoongi getting really angry but anyway I look away.
“Why is that here? Where she did you see her again? What is wrong with you Namjoon?!” Yoongi starts yelling. “Since you saw that girl you just lost it! You behave like a different person!This is serious! We are not playing a game on a show here! WHAT HAPPENED WITH YOU TWO?!!?” he is just screaming now.
“Nothing happened, I just found her and … yeah. The phones are here right?! So what is the big deal now. We will never meet again!” say to him in a lower voice.
“I am afraid you will. And many times, Kim Namjoon.” Yoongi says as he closes the door behind him.

Your point of view

That's it. Now is the perfect time to let all the feelings of the past two days come back to me. I have been pushing them aside. Dark, that is the only thing I see. The “jail” here is a room that they lock you up with no lights, nothing. It is better from me because no one can see the tears that start falling and end at my jawline.
I want to scream. Everything is wrong. I don't know what Kevin is doing but this isn't going according to the plan. I am locked up and I am about to face the court. I shiver at the thought. I have been at other cases before and they didn't end up well. At the last one a fan was brought there because she didn't obeyed Lu's orders. Well here future wasn't that good. At least she leaved with a couple of problems and physical and mentally.
I know what she will do to me. She will cut me into pieces. The hate on her eyes was flowing everywhere in the place. If Kevin wasn't there she would have killed me, I know that. And then she will pretend like nothing happened and I just disappeared.
All this because I touched her beloved Namjoon. Well I love her lovely Namjoon. My heart and soul is taken by his pretty looks and his beautiful mind. People say he is just a rapper. Well he means more. But there are and the sasaengs that have the obsession. Why I couldn't like someone else? Liking someone famous is like liking a cartoon character never having a chance with them.
The kiss keeps playing in my head for the past hour. I starting to get drunk on my own thoughts. His beautiful lips placed to mine, the weight of his body on me holding me close.
He read my letter. The letter I wrote so long ago trying to get my love of him out of me. No one knows not even Kevin and that is why I am here. I should had told him.
But why he did it? He says that he has a plan. What plan?
All these thoughts keep running around my head like a hurricane and I just want everything to stop.
I want to be happy and free for once. My family is broken, I have been in a mission all my life.
The way he talks and behaves made fall for him in no second. But at the same time it hurt. Hiding everything from everyone.
I want to go to sleep, I want to be in his arms feeling safe.

Notes

Finally i am back for good everyone!!!
I just finished my exams and i promise that the updates now will be more often !!!
I want also to apologize for the delay. TT__TT
I hope you will like that chapter !! ^__^