yet again

I didn't accept but then BI started doing aegyo.
Bi - come on !!
-Alright but not long, I have to train afterwards. AndI can't drink I am minor.
JB- We will also take some chicken ! You can just eat with us.
-I will... just talk with you guys and then leave.
Mark - Can't we go already

We went with JB' car. JB was driving, mark went in front and BI and me behind.
We arrived at a kind of park by the hanyang river. It was dark but beautiful.

Not a lot of people and we got some chicken delivered. JB took a blanket out of the car.I was sitting near the river while the boys were drinking and eating. I was watching the water and put my feet in it.

Bi came sitting next to me.
BI - Not eating ? why ?
-afraid to take weight.
BI - COme on ! you're that thin it wouldn't hurt to take weight
-easy to say...
Mark - Hanbin-ah what are you doing ?!

I could hear he was angry... Why that then ?!
-Why ? can't he speak to me ?!
I was getting angry.
Mark - If you want to talk you shouldn't be by yourself doing as if the world would end.
-Sorry ?!
JB - Calm down you two !
-Are you kidding me ?!!!!
Mark - YEAH right I only have that to do !
-WOW sorry I DIDN't know I was that LOW compared to YOU !
Mark - NOW we get to it ! Yes you are low !! You didn't even debut yet but you already do as if you're as famous as us !
- HUH ?! you're not serious ! are you ?
Mark - I am. TOTALLY !
JB - Mark that's mean !
BI - Hyung you shouldn't...
-NO ! he IS RIGHT !!! I am LEAVING ! HAPPY ?!!!
Mark - YES !

I couldn't believe what happened... Why did he get that angry... I didn't do anything wrong. Like I just... He ... saif he would be there for me... He was lying ... i am really stupid. Did I say Something wrong ?

I was now walking in the Streets but I had never been here. Once I arrived I directly started training. I am lost... i don't have money and I am afraid to ask people, most of them are drunk beacause it's the evening. Really late.. I don't have a phone, because I am still a trainee.

What should I do. I touched my face it was all wet, I was crying.

I am alone

Notes

short and depressing chapter sorry ^^ Just didn't have any other inpiration haha :) Don't forget to vote or subscribe or comment it would make me super happy :)