T.O.P (BIGBANG Fanfiction)

I was still leaning over the bar like a kid, not knowing what to do. I cleared my throat.

“You are weird,” Seunghyun said. “But I like weird.”
I glanced at him very quickly and hit my head against the bar again. What was wrong with him?

“What do you know about me?” I bit my teeth together real hard and held the bar so tightly that my hands turned white.
“What do I know about you?” he echoed calmly, sipping his fancy coctail drink.
“Yeeah?!” I glanced at his direction. My head felt so funny right now. Maybe I had had a few too many Running Unicorns. I couldn’t get up anymore.
“Hmm, what do I know…” he sounded like a lord when he talked so majestically. If he had a moustache, he would have grabbed it and swirled it between his fingers. That’s how he sounded like.
“I know you are a girl.”

I was so wrong about the lord thing. I'm sure lords were a bit more intelligent.

“No, you don’t know,” I turned to look at him. “Not for sure.”
“You have boobs?” Seunghyun looked at me in confusion. “I’m sure you have boobs and girls do have boobs and women do have boobs but men don’t have boobs. Unless they are fat. Then men can have boobs too.”
“Could you say boobs one more time?” I frowned at him and hit my head against the bar once more.
“Boobs?”
And I hit it again.
“Come on, my fan. Let’s get out of here,” he put down his glass and offered a hand which I stared at for a long time.
“Why? Where? … Why?” I frowned a bit more.
“Somewhere,” he shrugged. “Let’s get some fresh air!” he threw his arms in the air.
“You are weird,” I said as I slowly stood up and took the first step. I barely managed to not to fall down. Seunghyun followed me and offered his hand again, raising his eyebrows.
“Don’t you think you need a bit help with that walking thing?”
But I just gave him a weird look because I was too intimidated by his politeness.
“Don’t point at me with your dirty hands,” I muttered and made my way to the backdoor.

As I stepped outside, my foot hit something and all I could see was the ground coming closer to my face. I closed my eyes but surprisingly it didn’t hurt. As I opened my other eye, I saw the dirty hands wrapped around my waist. My eyes widened.

“No, no, no! Get off me!” I squirmed away from him. Seunghyun had crouched down with me and he had been holding meall the time. But I crawled away from him. My stockings got a million new holes but I got back to the black van and leaned my tired body against the backtire. I panted with my eyes closed because I couldn’t keep them open. I cratched my head, felt how my hairstyle was right now. It wasn’t that bad, I guess.

And then I opened my eyes again, blinking until I saw something. I saw Seunghyun still crouched ten meters away from me, staring at me with a confused and sad expression on his pretty face. I chuckled. But he just pouted and shook his body a little like an upset baby.
“Why are you avoiding me?” he asked me with a funny voice and I laughed. I grinned widely and pointed my finger at him.
“You!”
He sticked his lower lip out even more.
“What about me?!”
“You!” I just repeated and laughed at him, leaning towards the ground as my stomach started cramping from so much laughter.
“Don’t die,” Seunghyun crawled towards me with the speed of light and it looked so funny it made me laugh even more. I turned on my back and laughed through the tears of joy rolling down my cheeks until it became so blurry I couldn’t see anything anymore.

And it became silent. I closed my eyes and focused on breathing. I knew he was somewhere near and I waited for him to say something. I just breathed, inhaled and exhaled.
He tucked my hair, gently. I didn’t know why.
“Hmh.. Seunghyun, what are you doing? You weirdo…”

And as I heard nothing and he let my hair be, I slowly opened my eyes, just so see his face leaned over me. He was just beside me, sitting with his legs crossed. And he just stared at me. And I just stared back at him into his sparkling eyes.
“Why do you stare at me all the time?” I asked.
“Why do you think I stare at you all the time?” he asked back confidently.
“I don’t know. Because I’m so pretty?” I grinned overly widely because I was just joking.
“No,” he shook his head from side to side.
I pouted.
“You better say something nicer than that I’m pretty now. That was harsh,” I complained and he gave a laugh.
“I just like to stare at things that are interesting,” he smiled.
“Like you stare at your chairs? Is that what you mean?” I frowned.
Seunghyun just nodded a little and a grin spreaded on his face.
“Am I a chair to you? What the…” I pushed him away but he barely moved because I didn't have enough energy against his body weight. I sighed.

“Can I carry you?” he suddenly asked and opened his arms for me.
“Do you carry your chairs a lot?” I questioned.
“I like to change the place of my furnitures to get a little change into my life,” he smiled and I just let him grab me and lift me up. I wrapped my arms around his neck. I thought he would have just helped me up or carried me to the entrance but instead he opened the car door and stepped in. I frowned but I didn’t say anything...

He carried me inside and closed the door after. My stomach felt weird, like butterflies had just woken up.
“What are you planning to do? Do you want to sleep?” I could barely see him in the darkness. Only one light in the front went on but he carried me to the back.
“Do the chairs sleep?” he asked, trying to figure out how to put me down carefully.
“Well, what then… Are you going to sit on me?” I squinted my eyes in the darkness.
He looked at me and asked:
“Can I?”

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