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As Blind As Could Be...

Everything seemed fine

[A/N: I suggest you read this chapter slowly. It will add more of the effect I want you to have. Hopefully. And ugahh writing this almost made me cry. Not gonna lie. Jp XD didn't cry at all. lol]

After receiving knowledge about Kyungsoo’s condition, you stiffen up. Jongin does the same, but looks sort of… possessed or zoned out. They guide you to where Kyungsoo’s was staying and leave you two.

Jongin’s hands shake as he attempts to open the door. You sigh and pat his back. He looks at you and embraces you. You pat his back faster as he begins to cry.

“Shhh, shhh, shhh.” You say. “It’s going to be okay. If you can’t bring yourself to see him, just wait outside here. I’ll go first. Come in if you’d like. Or I might just come get you.”

He nods as you let go. You wipe his tears and kiss his forehead.

“Take a walk.” You suggest. “Like the doctor said, it’s always hard for us to take this information in.”

He turns around and starts walking. Dragging his feet. You sigh and shift your position to face the door.

Okay… Eunsoo-ah. You can do this. One… two… three.

You open the door and walk in slowly. There’s a short hallway before Kyungsoo’s revealed.

You take a step backwards and cover your mouth. The tears you've been holding back betray you and fall drastically, getting stuck on the your hand -the hand that covers your mouth-.

A window was right next to his hospital bed he was staring out of it. Watching people walk in and out of the hospital. 7 am in the morning. He smiles… slightly. Sitting upright in his hospital gown. His hair… gone. Still pale. Lips dry. Thin. Weak looking. All of these weird wires were connected to his body. A gust of wind invades the room; closing his eyes as it does. He shifts his head and opens his eyes.

He opens them to find you. Standing right next to his bed. In tears. Watching him. Your slow breathing starts to pick up. Your hearts racing. And you just stare at each other. Complete silence. His eyes soon are glossy. Tears stream down his face, following your footsteps.

He slowly reaches his right hand out for you. You down at it, breaking the stare and gulp. You bite your lip and accept his hand -with your left hand-. He leads you to sit down on the side of his hospital bed.

He cautiously wipes your tears with both hands. He observes your dark circles and chapped lips. You didn’t look that well. But Kyungsoo’s health is more important.

You move his hands down and take him into your arms. He rests his head on your right shoulder, breathes landing on your neck. He takes his right hand and strokes your long gorgeous hair. Your tears land on Kyungsoo’s bald head and run down to his back, sending his tingles.



“I love you.” He whispers, attempting to speak properly.

Your speechless. No matter how hard you try, nothing comes out of your mouth. You just nod. From behind you, Jongin rests his head on your other shoulder, staring straight into Kyungsoo’s squinted eyes (he’s upside down from Kyungsoo’s point of view). His arms are wrapped around Kyungsoo, sandwiching you.

Kyungsoo stops caressing your hair and rests his hand on Kai’s cheek, causing Kai to melt even more than before. He kisses Kyungsoo’s hand. You rock back and forth slowly, causing the boys to follow. And you sing a lullaby.

Minutes later, Kyungsoo was laying almost flat on the bed. You and Kai were sleeping next to him, one of you on each side. For an hour or two…

A nurse comes in with Kyungsoo’s breakfast. He sits upright as you feed him. Kai sits on a chair and watches.

At first, Kyungsoo doesn’t want to eat the porridge. He just stares at you and blinks.

“Don’t make me do the helicopter.” You grin.

Knowing that’s what he always says to you, he smiles, slightly. He nods, caressing your hair gently [once more], he opens his mouth. You make the helicopter noise anyway, causing the three of you to laugh together as Kyungsoo takes the bite. He smiles and chews, laughing on the inside. You ask Kai to finish feeding Kyungsoo and watch over him until you return.

“Where are you going?” Jongin asks.

“I’m just going to get something for Kyungsoo.” You look at your squishy. “I’ll be right back.”Kyungsoo nods.

“Come back quickly.” He says slowly.

You smile and leave.
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Hospital
2 pm

Arriving at the hospital, you carry a bag with goods just for Kyungsoo. You enter Kyungsoo’s room to find all of the members surrounding him.

“Your back.” Jongin walks to you and hugs you briefly.

“E-eo. I didn’t expect everyone to come today.” You reply.

“We couldn’t help it. We had to see him.” Xiumin blinks. “Where did you go?”

Everyone’s eyes were on you.

“Eo? I.” You reply. “I… uh. I stopped by home… I meant to get our parents, but um…”

Kyungsoo’s eyes widen slightly.

You clear your throat. “Mother and father weren’t there. Apparently their flight is delayed so they won’t arrive until tomorrow evening. I brought some food for you instead.”

You put your bag on the end of Kyungsoo’s bed. Everyone is anticipating.

You take out a huge containers and open it. “I saw this restaurant on the way here and saw it had really good ratings.”

The heavenly smells fills the room. Hanwoo, rice, side dishes, bibimbap, everything.

“Did you eat yet?” You ask all of them concerned, but mostly Kyungsoo.

They all shake their head no.

“I thought so.” You say taking out plastic plates and utensils.

You give first serving you make to Kyungsoo.

“Thank you.” Kyungsoo says.

You smile and sit next to him.

“Can I feed you?” You ask. “I ate already.”

He parts his lips and stares at you. The others dig in like pigs.

“How are you feeling?” You ask him as he takes a bite.

“I-” He muffles.

“MMMMMMMMMMMMM Yeowang this is so gewwwd.” Chen says chewing loudly, interrupting . “UGH I haven’t had this in forever.”

Kyungsoo smiles.

“Eat a lot~” You reply and continue feeding Kyungsoo.

You converse with each other. Occasionally, Chanyeol and Baekhyun make jokes to enlighten the atmosphere. It worked. It made Kyungsoo distracted and not think about… you know.

You and the boys put a hand in the middle of the hospital bed.

“On three.” Luhan smiles.

“Hana, dul, se…” You say.

“EXO SARANGHAJA!” You all shout and laugh together.

And for that one moment… everything seemed fine. Fine.

Many people came by to visit Kyungsoo. Super Junior, Taehyung oppa and his group, Big Bang, yadda yadda yadda.

You demanded to stay with Kyungsoo, and President Lee didn’t have any other choice but to. He had the other’s follow regular schedule though. You sat next to Kyungsoo’s bed and watched as everyone came and went.

And finally…

It was about 6 pm. The door opens without a knock.

“My children!” Eomma cries.

She dashes to Kyungsoo and checks his complexion, moving and squishing his face. You laugh as Kyungsoo smiles.

“Oh, we were so worried about you!” Eomma tears up.

“I’m sorry that we’re late.” Appa says coming to give you a hug. “How you hanging in there with the little guy?”

You smile. “I’m okay.”

You peek out the door and see Eomma and Appa’s security guards and secretary.

Appa tends to Kyungsoo and pats him on the shoulder.

“You should’ve told us sooner, son.” Appa sighs. “Things would’ve ended up better that way.”

“You weren’t around though… I didn’t want to be a burden.” Kyungsoo says slower than usual.

“It doesn’t matter~” Eomma says wiping her tears.

“No matter what, you two are top priority.” Appa finishes her sentence.

“Eunsoo-ah.” Eomma says to you. “Why don’t you go take a walk outside? You’ve been cooped up in here all day with Kyungsoo-ah, you deserve from fresh air.”

“Kyungsoo should have some fresh air too.” You pout.

Kyungsoo tugs your hand and your eyes land on his. He shakes his head and smiles, pointing to the slightly open window.

“There’s my fresh air.” He smiles at the window, then you. “Go out and walk.”

You can’t refuse to him so you soften up and nod.

“Arraseo.” You say softly.

“Take some of my guards as an escort. I don’t want anything happening to you.” Appa demands.

You nod your head and walk out. When Appa said “some” guards, it was more like “all” guards. They bow to you at first, then follow you. Making your way outside, there were fans bundled up in the cold, patiently waiting outside. They hold banners and handmade signs. Some Eomma’s are there cooking food for them to eat. It was like a campout… at a hospital.

You walk out of the hospital to the drop off and pick up area. It was blocked off for those who actually needed to be inside the hospital.

“Taxi.” You tell the valet worker and he nods, bowing.

“Excuse me, young master.” A bodyguard says. “Where are you headed?”

“Han river, why? Can’t I go there?” You ask.

“Ani-imnida, I didn’t mean it like that.” He replies. “Sorry.”

You smile.

“I only need like… (you do that math in your head) 3? or 4? of you to come. The rest must protect my brother at all costs." You order.

They nod and bow as two taxis arrive. You get in one and four of the body guards get in the other one.

You had no idea where you were going. Or even why. But for some reason, you felt like you had to see him. You get out of the taxi and fast walk along the Han River. He waits on a bench. The bodyguards immediately surround you as you reach him. He stands up in shock with the company you brought. They bow to him and he responds.

“Am I allowed to see him now?” Seungsoo asks.

“Wow.” You scoff. “Is that all you have to say to me?”

“Sorry.” He clears his throat. “I’m just really worried about him… and you. To be honest I was shocked when I saw how huge your stomach is… since the last time I saw you.”

You just look at him poker face. For some reason, your aura came off… frightening.

“I um…” Seungsoo rubs his sweaty hands together. “I-”

“I don’t want to fight with you.” You finish his sentence. “I don’t. I know what you’ve done to us… Kyungsoo and I. I know you’ve wanted to ‘fix’ your mess with us. But it doesn’t really seem like you’ve made enough effort to.”

It was silent.

“But I want to make a truce.” You sigh. “For Kyungsoo’s sake.”

Seungsoo looks up at you in confusion.

“What Kyungsoo really needs right now is family. I don’t want you to be regretful. I myself don’t want to be regretful not letting you see him and being somewhat selfish, oppa. So I’m giving you a truce.” You say.

His eyes widen as he repeats the name you haven’t called him in years. “Oppa.” He takes his hand out to shake with you. You stare at it and hesitate. You look at his eyes as he looks at your hand. You stiffen.

“If you want to see him, come a tomorrow in the afternoon. My mother and father are there with him right now. Who knows when they’ll leave him.” You say. “Until now.... I'm leaving first.”

You turn around and start walking towards the taxi’s. Seungsoo attempts to stop you from going so quickly, but the bodyguards hold him back. You don’t dare to look back. But allowing Seungsoo back into your (and Kyungsoo's) inner circle was the right thing to do.

Seungsoo dropped in every other day to check Kyungsoo’s condition. You were always there with Kyungsoo as he came. It reminded you of many great memories you’ve had together… and all the bad ones.

Weeks went by and Kyungsoo was healthy enough to perform again. You just had to be careful with him. You’re eight months into your pregnancy. You cut your hair because it was getting in the way. Cramps are growing, cravings are lurking, Luhan is getting more worried… Chanyeol is worrying a million times more… but he doesn’t reveal that to anyone.

“WELCOME HOME!” You all yell as Kyungsoo walks into the dorm.

Kyungsoo smiles. “I’m glad to be back.”

“We have presents for you.” Kai smiles taking his hand and sitting him down on the couch, not letting go of his hand.

There were presents on the table. Just like Ep 4 of EXO Showtime back in 2013 [The Christmas episode].

“Open mine first.” Sehun whines.

“No, you’ll like mine better.” Baekhyun winks.

“I know you the best, you’ll like mine the most.” Suho smirks.

“Yeah right.” You scoff. “You probably got him vitamins. We know you better than you claim to know Kyungsoo oppa.”

Suho pouts as everyone laughs at your comment. You mouth an apology and giggle.

He opens Xiumin’s first. Eldest to youngest. Kyungsoo was expecting much, but as soon as he opens it, his expression is blank.

“What the-” Kyungsoo narrows his eyes to read the book. “'How to properly grind coffee and become the best barista'… yah I gave you this book last year.”

The boys laugh. You just shake your head at how shady Minseok oppa was being. But in the end, he had another present which was amazing.

After all of the presents were opened, it was your turn. You were the maknae.

“Kyungsoo close your eyes and take your beanie off.” You ask.

Kyungsoo takes his beanie off, revealing his bald head. Light hairs were growing on his head. They were soft and adorable. He closes his eyes. Everyone anticipates once more. You pull out a wig and put it on Kyungsoo.

“Whooaw!” Baekhyun’s eyes widen. “Kyungsoo that looks like it’s really your hair! Just like the old one you had!”

Kyungsoo opens his eyes. Chanyeol takes out his camera on his phone and shows Kyungsoo. He takes the phone and widens his eyes. A bright smile shines on his face.

The hair looked just like it was in 2014. Cute, fluffy, young, natural. He turns his head to you.







“Is this… your hair?” He was close to tears.

“You like it?” You nod.

He nods in response and tears of joy fall out of his eyes. And everyone’s mood was enlightened by him.

“I can’t believe you did that… just for me.” Kyungsoo whispers.

He goes behind the couch and hugs you as tight as possible… with the baby in the way, it was quite difficult.

“Alright guys,” Suho starts.

You and Kyungsoo let go and interlock hands. You bring him to sit down between you and Kai, Chen next to you. Chen puts his arm around your shoulder.

“So, the SMtown Live concert is coming up.” Suho continues. “Manager hyung texted me what President Lee wanted us to perform and collab.”

He takes out his phone as everyone waits patiently.

“Love Me Right, Call Me Baby, Mama, Mama?” Suho reads. “Intro of Growl, Growl new version, performance with all of the sm family.”

“Aisshh that’s too much.” Lay points.

“Ah, and Kyungsoo and Eunsoo, they want you to collab with Ryeowook hyung and Kyuhyun hyung.” Suho adds. “That’s all though…”

“Aish jinja waeee.” You complain. “That’s too much work for me.”

“That’s right.” Luhan agrees. “Does he really expect you to perform eight months pregnant?”

“Obviously since he literally had Manager hyung text Suho he wanted her to perform.” Sehun retorts.

Luhan hits the back of his head. Causing you to let out a laugh.

“It’s okay… I guess.” You shrug. “I’m pretty sure I’m just going to sit down, stand up and walk around the entire time.”

They blink at you.

“I can manage.” You smile.

Kyungsoo smiles wider.

And you were right. During the rehearsals of the SMtown live concert, you were perfect. Well… with the help of your dongsaengs and sunbaes.

During your performances, you were either sitting down in the middle of the stage, or standing up and walking around. It wasn’t that hard or nerve wrecking. And literally everyone wanted to feel your stomach and the baby. Especially the SM rookies, who were so young-ish. Youngest was 14 and the oldest was your age… surprisingly.

The night of the concert. President Lee gathers everyone up in a room and makes a “speech” before the concert starts.

“For Kyungsoo-shi’s sake, and all of our idol’s sake, we will have a medical crew and ambulance waiting in back.” President Lee announces to everyone. “I hope we can make this concert the best one we’ve had yet!”

The sm family scream and cheer.

“Let’s go have fun out there!” President Lee screams and everyone follows.

You wait patiently for your turn to get on stage. You watch as Shinee makes their performance from back stage.

“Oppa, will you be okay?” You ask Kyungsoo, who was observing with you.

“Eo.” Kyungsoo replies. “Why do you ask?”

“I’m just worried about you.” You admit. “They let me have it easy, but they should let you have it better.”

Kyungsoo looks at you and smiles. He ruffles your hair gently.

“Aigoo.” Kyungsoo smiles.

He kisses you on the nose, then the forehead.

“My Eunsoo-nie is so thoughtful.” Kyungsoo laughs lightly.

“Yahhh.” You sigh. “I’m just worried about you.”

“I know.” He replies. “Don’t worry about me too much. I’m okay. Right now, your safety is top priority. I don’t want you to get hurt and injure yourself… along with the baby.”

You are about to say something, but Chanyeol and Sehun come, along with the others following a few steps after.

“Are you guys ready?” Sehun smiles. “Yah, it’s going to be our fifth year doing this.”

“Has it really been this long?” Lay asks. “Jeez, we’ve come a long way.”

“And we’ve been through many hardships to get to where we are now.” Xiumin adds.

“I’m very proud of us.” You say. “All of us. I’m just glad we are here together… as one.”

You pause before you continue.

“EXO-”

“SARANGHAJA!”

The rookies watch as you huddle together and go through some last minute detail. Taeyeon comes over and looks at them.

“Where are you guys suppose to be?” She smiles.

“Ah, Annyeonghaseyo Taeyeon-sunbaenim. They told us we could just walk around and watch the others perform backstage. We just can’t make a mess or get in the way of things.” Mark Lee says [my favorite SMROOKIE].

“Ahh, I see.” Taeyeon looks at their eyes and sees that their staring at you guys. “You guys must really like EXO.”

She stares along with them. Remembering the memories she had with you and Baekhyun, or the guys in general. You take a glance at her and quickly look away. You kick Baekhyun in the shin to grab his attention.

“Yah!” Baekhyun complains. “If you weren’t eight months pregnant with a baby, I would be chasing you down right now.”

You laugh and then stop.

“Well, I’m not the only one who wants your attention. (Baekhyun blinks) 12:00.” You say.

Baekhyun looks at Taeyeon (and the rookies) who was staring at him in deep thought.

“You miss her?” You ask.

Baekhyun looks back at you.

“Eo.” He simply says.

You thin your lips and nod, staring right back into his eyes.

“Kunde…” He counters. “Remember that time we played truth or dare? The night Taeyeon came over for dinner. [Chapter 22]”

“Eo, I do.” You reply.

“You asked me whether I’d choose EXO or Taeyeon.” Baekhyun pauses. “That time I said Taeyeon… but this time I say EXO.”

You blink.

“I miss her, but I’d rather lose her than lose my family.” Baekhyun hugs you briefly.

“Arraseo. I understand. Let’s go get ready.” You sigh. “I’m sorry I asked.”

He interlocks your hands and walks you to the others.

“Don’t be.” Baekhyun ‘boops’ your nose as he smiles.

Taeyeon sighs and moves along. Knowing that she'll never get Baekhyun back. But that didn't mean she couldn't still look at him the way she used to.

Leeteuk sunbae (Super Junior) introduces you guys. The lights go dark. As he leaves, you and the boys jog to your places. There was a seat for you to sit down.





Throughout your performances, the boys would help you maneuver around. It was the first time, since Kyungsoo’s accident, that they’ve seen you and Kyungsoo doing activities. This caused the cheers and fans to go crazier than usual. After pulling off the grand performance, you and Kyungsoo were to collab with Ryeowook and Kyuhyun sunbae.

You and Kyungsoo wait backstage with them. But Kyungsoo… didn’t look too well.

“Oppa, is there something wrong?” You ask.

You feel his forehead. He was sweaty and hot. You couldn’t tell if it was because of your previous performance, or if something was really going on.

“Just a little nauseous. That’s all, nothing to worry about. I think I can pull off a few more performances.” Kyungsoo weakly smiles at you.

“C’mon don’t give me that bull. What’s going on Kyungsoo.” You say in a serious tone.

“Is there something wrong?” Ryeowook asks. “Are you guys okay?”

You were about to respond but Kyungsoo interrupts.

“Eo, don’t worry about us.” Kyungsoo forces a smile, wider than the one he gave you. “It just brother, sister talk that’s all.”

“Arraseo.” Ryeowook smiles back. “If there’s anything, just tell us and we’ll stop the performance to help you.”

“We will.” You smile.

“Don’t you guys keep any secrets from us. Give us a signal if something doesn’t feel right. Especially you.” Kyuhyun points at you.

You nod. He was right. You are so worried about Kyungsoo, you didn’t even notice how tired your legs are. But it was too late. They already told you to get on stage.

You walk around the main stage and don’t go down to the extended parts. It was a slow song, but the chorus speed up. There wasn’t much dancing, only moving around the stage. You are suppose to sing a high note with Kyuhyun.

You look over at Kyungsoo. He looks irritated and uncomfortable. Then all of the sudden, Kyungsoo suddenly collapses. Kyuhyun sings the high note alone. You rush for Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo’s mic goes crazy and makes a loud disturbing noise, deafening everyone. You helplessly trip over a floor stage light.

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[A/N: lol just in case you didn’t get me yet]

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You helplessly trip over the stage light and fall forward. Landing on your stomach. Injuring yourself. Injuring the baby. You let out the loudest scream of pain. And soon, you were unconscious… along with Kyungsoo. The last thing you recall is Chanyeol, running towards you, and Kai, running towards Kyungsoo. The fans... were silenced.








Notes

*Smirk* *Smirk* *Smirk* Twisting the plot. Plotting the twist. Aigoo, my darlings the story is slowly coming to an end. And by slowly I mean like ten more chapters or so. And you know... someone's gotta die. At LEAST one person. At MOST two. *wink *wink* hint <-- lol.

ANYWAYSS~ Wondering how your liking this story. I think it might be boring by now but oh well. Thanks for staying with me until now and longer as I continue.

Ouuu so many competition on the website lately.

You got "Insomniac Troublemaker" by N_mi and then there's "Remembering Elizabeth" by American Noona or my personal favorite "A Deer and A Baozi" by the lovely ObsessedFanFics.

They're all really good so you should go check them out... promoting without even asking their permission lmao.

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See you in the next chapter!
~Alexis Thao
~Kyungsoo's Wifey

P.S This is so cute I can't even. I ship ittttt #MINMIN

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