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As Blind As Could Be...

How a family is suppose to be.

“Oppa…” Your voice trails off.

“Seungsoo…” Kyungsoo’s voice trails off.

“W-what are you doing here?” Seungsoo questions, startled.

Chanyeol intertwines his hands with yours.

“EO. Why are you here?” Baekhee hisses.

“Baekhee what are you doing?” Baekhyun walks in.

“Baekhyun…” Taeyeon stands up.

Baekhyun walks behind you, making you protect him.

“What the…” Sehun says.

“Kyungie.” Kai puts a hand on Kyungsoo’s shoulder.

“It’s a restaurant. What else are we here for.” You reply to Seungsoo and sit down right next to him.

EXO follows you and merges a table so all of you were sitting together. You put an elbow on the table and face Seungsoo, eating a celery off of his plate.

“So. Take my (and Kyungsoo’s) money, go study abroad in Britain, don’t bother contacting us, coming back to Seoul and yet… you reunite with your girlfriend and not your siblings… Figures.” You take a bit of the celery.

“Yah! Neo (You)...” Baekhee starts by grabbing your hand and pulling you.

The boys stand up and move her away from you, Chanyeol taking you in his arms. Baekhyun does his hapkido skills and puts her on the floor, his knee on her back, holding one of her hands in the air. Taeyeon watches… and slightly smiles at Baekhyun.

“What do you want me to do with her, my Yeowang.” Baekhyun asks, look straight passed Taeyeon (to you) as if she was invisible.

“It’s a restaurant Baekkie, don’t cause too much attention towards us, it’s still a public eating area.” You reply.

Baekhyun stands Baekhee up and shoves her to Seungsoo. He doesn’t acknowledge Taeyeon.

“I meant to call…” Seungsoo started.

“Where’s the money you owe me and my sister?” Kyungsoo asks.

“You mean our sister, dongsaeng?” Seungsoo responds.

“You are no hyung to me.” Kyungsoo responds, low voiced, causing Kai to tremble.

“Where’s the money? Or do you just not have it?” You ask.

“I…” Seungsoo hesitates.

You get up and start walking for the door.

“Y-yah…” Seungsoo says.

“I don’t want to eat here guys. We’re just wasting precious time. I don’t want to be in the same room with a prodigal and his two prostitutes.” You say coldly.

The boys get up, agreeing with you. Chanyeol once again interlocks his hands with you, Xiumin puts an arm around you and you three are the first ones out. Next his Sehun, Suho and Chen, who look at the three in disgust. Kai, Kyungsoo and Baekhyun are last.

“You were never the type to take care of yourself.” Kyungsoo says his final words before Kai gently forces him to keep going.

Baekhyun and Taeyeon finally make eye contact. He sighs. She starts to cry. He shakes his head.

“Don’t come near me. Ever. You know what President Lee will do.” Taeyeon whimpers. [Which is girl code for “Come to me. Stay. I don’t care what President Lee with do.]

“I wasn’t going to in the first place.” Baekhyun responds with the cold shoulder. “You don’t mean anything to me anymore. Clearly, all your good at doing is being the third wheel.”

Taeyeon looks at herself and how she’s distant from Baekhee and Seungsoo. Before she could say anything, Baekhyun is already out the door.

It was cold. You all had no idea where you are going. You suddenly stop and turn around, undoing Chanyeol’s interlock, putting Xiumin’s shoulder down.

“You guys go first. I need to go somewhere.” You announce.

“Where? We’ll come with you.” Chen smiles.

“Ani, I have to see these people. I don’t know why, but I forgot they wanted to see me. I’ll see you guys later.” You reply, getting a taxi.

“When will you be back?” Kyungsoo comes to you and hugs you.

“Soon, don’t worry.” You smile and get into the taxi.

“Yeowang! Saranghaeeeee~” The boys say and you laugh, closing the taxi door.

“*address*, please.” You tell the taxi.

“Ne.” He replies. “Can I have an autograph?”

“Sure, if you get me there faster.” You trade.

“Deal.” He hands you a piece of paper and you sign it.

------

You arrive at the location and walk up the driveway.

“Oh! You came dear!”

“Annyeonghaseyo ajumma.” You smile.

“Come inside, it’s freezing isn’t it?” Baekhyun’s mother and grandmother welcomes you.

“I’m sorry to come on a short notice.” You bow.

“Don’t worry about it.” The EXO parents smile.

You walk inside and see food is on the table.

“You didn’t eat yet right?” Chen’s mother asks you.

“No, I didn’t” You reply formally. “I’m starving.”

“Aigooo! Well if it isn’t the leader, herself. What an honor!” Sehun’s father teases.

“Annyeonghaseyo.” You bow and smile to the all of the mothers and fathers sitting down.

“Come sit.” Xiumin’s mother pats a seat right next to her.

“I actually didn’t expect all of the EXO parents to be here right now.” You chuckle and they smile.

“We didn’t either.” Suho’s father winks.

You all eat and then have real talk. You drink your tea.

“So…” Chanyeol’s mother smiles. “How are you and Chanyeol doing?”

You cough up the drink and the parents laugh.

“We’ve… been great.” You smile. “Very great, actually.”

“We’re so proud of you guys for winning all of those awards a couple days ago.” Kai’s father smiles back.

“Why isn’t the rest of the members here joining us?” You question.

“Because today is all about you.” Kai’s mother replied.

“We know you’ve been gone in China with my on for two months.” Lay’s mother explains. “And we saw the running man episode with…”

“Ahhh.” You force a smile. “You don’t have to worry about anything.”

“Oh don’t say that.” Baekhyun’s ajumma replies. “We know you’ve been struggling getting to talk to them.”

“Don’t lie to us, young lady.” Kai’s father reminds.

“I guess your right.” You say honestly. “I want to speak with them… but I don’t know how to approach them, after what I did.”

“You did nothing wrong.” Xiumin’s mother rubs your back.

“We also noticed you’ve been struggling to take the role of the best leader in Asia.” Chen’s father says.

“Best leader?” You giggle. “I don’t think so.”

“Winning the Daesang Award means your the best group, meaning your the best leader.” Suho’s mother claims.

You don’t say anything. Best leader. Tears start to fall down your face, thinking about Lay’s isolation and the guys struggling in their own ways. The worst thing is you can’t do anything about it.

“It’s not your fault.” Sehun’s mother comes to comfort you.

They all come to comfort you.

“You don’t have to be the leader the entire time, our Eunsoo-ah. We’re very proud of you and how you shaped them all. Give yourself a break sometimes.” Lay’s father sighs. “Don’t worry about my son too much. But we all know even if we tell you these things, you’d ignore what we say and continue to worry about all of the members.”

“I…” You start then stop.

You wouldn’t have cried. But you can’t help crying when the parents… all of the parents came here to see you.

“I’m a terrible leader.” You say. “I keep making people leave me, leave EXO. Kris, Tao, Luhan… their all gone because of me. I didn’t stop Kris from leaving. I didn’t stop Tao from leaving because I was blind. I was too selfish to forgive Luhan and let him stay with us. I left Lay in China. (You look at Lay’s parents) And I’m sorry for that. I’m not the person your looking for to be the leader now. I feel like leaving. But can’t leave them, because I love them. I can’t leave them alone because I will be alone, and you all know my weakness of being alone. And I can’t put the boys in that situation. I don’t want to be selfish anymore. I don’t want them to see me like this either, because they change into people that everyone is afraid of. You all know it too. When they found out what Luhan did to me… they were psychotic towards him. And when they do, I feel so bad. (you cry harder) because they always end up getting hurt, and it’s my fault.”

The parents look at you with sympathy.

“You’ve never been selfish.” Kai’s father replies to you. “You’ve shaped our sons to be strong, bold, tough and brave. We thank you for that. We wouldn’t have anyone replace you and we wouldn’t have it any other way. Don’t think so lowly of yourself. And they are just protecting you. They act like that because that’s how they return their gratitude towards you.”

Ding-dong.

“OH!” Chanyeol’s mother smiles. “They must be here.”

“Annyeonghaseyo!” Sehun smiles and the others say their greetings taking their shoes off. “Eunsoo-ah didn’t come with us, she had to go somewhere”

Only Baekhyun’s mother and father come to welcome them, the other stay there with you.

“Shh...” Baekhyun’s mother says. “I’m so glad to see all of you, but now’s not the best time.”

“We called for Eunsoo-ah to come two hours earlier than you boys…” Baekhyun’s father says and they immediately knows what happens.

The boys walk in behind Baekhyun’s mother and father, bowing to the rest of the parents. The parents look up and bow from their seated positions, not bothering to welcome their sons because they were all focused on you at the moment. As the parents move their bodies to look at the boys, you are revealed. You sit next to Lay’s mother and Chanyeol’s mother. Baekhyun’s parents take their seats.

“Have a seat.” Chanyeol’s father tells the boys and they obey.

You quickly wipe your tears and smile at the boys.

“You came!” You force a cheerful voice.

“Eo.” Kyungsoo responds with a worried look.

“Aigoo, what’s with those sad faces?” You smile. “I’m sorry I left you guys for a while if you guys were worried.”

It was silent for a while.

“Eunsoo-ah.” Chen’s father breaks the silence. “Stop pretending, they already know you weren’t in this mood before they came here.”

You drop your smile.

“(clear you throat) Parents! Don’t hesitate to greet your sons. You shouldn’t act like that just because of me… that would be too selfish of me to keep you all for myself.” You laugh a little and the parents smile at you.

With that the parents greet their sons. Kyungsoo comes over to you and makes you sit in his lap. He wraps his arms around your torso and rests his head on you shoulder. Your parents were too busy to come.

“Don’t worry.” You smile.

“That’s too bad.” Kyungsoo kisses your shoulder. “I just love you so much, worrying comes with the package. I’ll never stop worrying about you. I’ll never leave your side.”

You turn your head and kiss his cheek. “You’ve always been there. I love you too.”

You, the boys and the EXO parents talk and talk and talk. You and Kyungsoo stay in that position the entire time.

“There will be days where I know you guys will want to give up. Where you want a normal life instead of the current one your living in. That’s okay. It’s okay to want those things. You are always allowed to escape your life for a while and run away. It’s okay to take a break from being Asia’s number one group. No one’s stopping you. I know it’s burdensome to take that title, but it is what it is. You’ve all worked so hard to get where you guys are now. And we are all very proud of you. But don’t be afraid to throw that title away for a day and just be normal people. Eunsoo-ah. You don’t always have to live up to the title of being a leader. And even though we lost three very important people, that doesn’t mean you should beat yourself up and blame yourself for that. Relax. And this goes for all of you. Just be yourself, and be around each other. Be in the ‘now,’ not the ‘then.’ That’s how a family is suppose to be.” Xiumin’s father concludes.

------

EXO DORM ROOM 1
10pm

“Yeowang.” Chanyeol says laying on his bed.

“Eo?” You reply from your bed.

“Come and sleep with me tonight. Kai is with Kyungsoo.”

“Arraseo.” You get up from bed and cuddle with Chanyeol.

“Don’t be too hard on yourself.” Chanyeol puts his chin on the top of your head. “Because if you are, we’ll be hard on ourselves too. You are not alone. You are never alone. Even if we might not be there physically, we’re always there. I’m always there. I won’t ever leave you… because your so precious to me. I don’t plan on going anywhere, so don’t even think about leaving me okay?”

You look up at him.

“For once, don’t block our and our parents thoughts away and take them in. Don’t isolate yourself anymore than you already have, because you’ll just keep getting worse, your weakness will get worse. And I can’t let that happen. I can’t see you suffer anymore. Because it hurts to see you in pain… It hurts so much, it feels like your hammering a nail in my heart. Stop hurting yourself… and open up to me so I can love you even more than I already do.”

You don’t say anything to him, instead you reply by pulling his head down and kissing him. He smiles as he kisses you back, hard.

------
Huang Z.TAO Studio
10pm

“...And the winner of the 25th Seoul Music Award’s Daesang Award is...EXO, congratulations!...

...Happy Birthday Kkamjong...”


“Seriously.” Tao closes his laptop. “She doesn’t even speak to me after leaving in a snap of fingers and sees them instead. Am I nothing to her? Did those few weeks in America mean nothing to her? Why do I always have to be the one who calls her first. She is never the bigger person here.”

“Calm down.” Kris says. “I’m sure she has her reasons not to contact us. It was really rude of her just to leave like that.”

“It was rude of you to leave EXO just like that.” Luhan replies.

“What?” Kris and Tao reply.

“What? I’m pretty sure that would be her comeback with what you said Kris.” Luhan shrugs.

“Shut up. Your just pissed off she chose Zhang Yixing instead of you… or is it, Park Chanyeol?” Kris teases.

“Hey!” Luhan throws a pillow at Kris. “Just worry about your own relationship problems. I’m sure you two already figured things out though.”

Kris and Tao smile at each other. Luhan rolls his eyes.

“Why am I the only unsuccessful one when it comes to love.” Luhan sighs.

“Because you abuse it.” Tao replies. “Do you even know what love is?”

“I was planning on Eunsoo showing me.” Luhan admits. “But I’m basically on her blacklist… I don’t know about you guys, but I really miss being apart of EXO.”

“Me too.” Tao sighs. “I was more successful then. And I miss her… and the guys.”

“I was gone the longest. You have no idea how much it hurt being without them. It still does… seeing them become more successful over the years, I’ve become envious and regretful. I can’t believe I left because of a stupid fight with you. I want to be apart of EXO again. I even dream about it. But… even if we want to… it’s too late.”

“Obviously.” Luhan slouches on the couch. “If only I didn’t abuse Do Eunsoo. If only I just taken her back to the dorm on that day, no, I shouldn’t have let her leave the hospital on that day. I shouldn’t have been so selfish. If only. I could’ve had a chance with her.”

“Everything happens for a reason Luhan.” Tao replies. “I guess that was just a sign showing it was never meant to be.”

“If it wasn’t meant to be, then why the hell did we meet all of them in the first place.” Luhan ruffles his hair, annoyed.

“I don’t know what would’ve happened if I didn’t meet Yeowang and the others.” Kris says. “She shaped all of us. I don’t think I would be this famous and successful if it weren’t for her help.”

“That’s true. It was my decision to leave the group. She wasn’t mad at all, she understood me. She wasn’t abusive, harmful or anything like my parents. She was and maybe still is a mother to me. I don’t know what I’d do if she wasn’t in my life. If EXO wasn’t in my life.” Tao bangs his head on a wall gently.

Luhan didn’t reflect. If he did, he knew he would end up in tears. He gets up and puts his jacket on.

“I have to record another episode of Running man tomorrow. See you guys later.” Luhan runs out the door before the other two can say anything.

Luhan takes a taxi to his place. It starts to rain. As he looks out the window, memories of him, you, and the boys flash through his mind.












He wipe his tears away… and shoves all of the memories in the back of his mind.



Notes

I have no words. Luhan tho. Baekyeon tho. Taoris tho. EXO's Parents tho.

See you in the next chapter...
~Alexis Thao
~Kyungsoo's Wifey

P.S. This week is midterms for me so I'll be updating less often sorry chingussss

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Comments

Thank you for sharing.

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12/4/17

@noonabiba123
sure, send me the link once you do!

A.T. A.T.
10/25/17

can I write this story on wattpad? all the credit will go to you

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10/10/17

lol the photo~~~~~

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9/3/17

@Alexis Thao
I understand! I don't blame you, it was a really good story! It's just me an my preference!