As Blind As Could Be...

You wake up. Sitting up on your bed you sigh. Exo-M was leaving today. Everything’s happening to fast. Luhan, Xiumin, Lay, Chen, Kris and Tao were leaving. All of which you cherish so much. You go inside your closet and find that everything is neat, organized and set up. People came in last night to arrange your belongings. You change and come out. Chanyeol and Kai weren’t in the room. You walk out to the kitchen area and find everyone doing something. Everyone, but Exo-M. You go into room 4, which was where Kris, Tao, Luhan and Lay were in. They were sleeping. You slip into Luhan’s bed and lay next to him. He, puts his arm around you and hugs you tight.

“Yeobo, I’m leaving today.” He says.

“I know, that’s why I’m here now.” You reply, hugging him back.

He gets up and out of bed, you following and hugs you properly. Tears came out of your eyes.

When will I get to see them? You think.

But then you remember, you’ll be switching from Exo-K to Exo-M, so you calm down. You let go of the hug and tell him to go wash up. You then wake up the rest of the boys and they get ready as well.

You walk out and find Kyungsoo. He made, well mostly made breakfast for everyone. He was working on this one plate, that had a beautiful design and was different from the others.

“Oppa, what are you doing?” You ask, sitting down and watching him.

“Making your breakfast.” He smiles and winks.


(INSERT YOUR IDEAL BREAKFAST HERE)


“Oppa, you didn’t have to.”

“But I want to… it’s been a while since I cooked this.” He says and hands it to you.

“Thank you oppa.” Your smile was so wide.

“I love you.” He says.

“Love you too.” You say and bring your plate to the table.

Everyone gathers together for breakfast.

“Well, this is going to be our last meal together as a whole.” Chen says. “I’m going to miss you guys a lot.”

“I can’t believe we’re going just like that (snaps fingers). We aren’t even trainee’s we’re already a group, not debuted but a group.” Tao says and you all agree.

“Well, you don’t have to miss me. I’ll be with you guys when I’m not with Exo-K.” You say, eating your breakfast.

“But still, you don’t know when.” Luhan complains.

“Don’t worry we’ll see each other again.” Suho replies. “It’s only a matter of time… even though we got here really fast, I don’t think we’ll be debuting anytime soon, we still have much to learn.”

“That’s true. I hope we learn more than we already know.” Kyungsoo says.

At the airport, Exo-M and Exo-K, including you, stood in front of each other. People stare… At the same time everyone hugs each other. Saying things like, “Saranghae.” or “I’ll miss you.” or “We’ll still keep in touch right?”

And with that, Exo-M, or half of your family, left you.

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2 pm

You and Exo-K were in one of the many dance studios. You were learning choreography. You try to perfect your moves, but you were struggling. Kai notices and laughs.

“Yeowang, you do it like this… here, step on my feet and I’ll show you.” He says.

He goes behind you. You step on his feet, he grabs your hands and interlocks them with his; your hands were facing the same direction, but his hand was filling the space between your fingers through the back of your hand. Your right cheek was pressed up against his left. Your butt was touching his… well, you know lol. He smiles and shows you the correct way to do the dance move. Chanyeol, witnessing everything gets jealous.

Kai let’s loose of you, so you can do it on your own. He dances next to you. Chanyeol tries to follow, next to you two. But Chanyeol being a clumsy dancer, as usual, he falls. You and Kai laugh. Kyungsoo takes Kai away for help. Chanyeol stands up.

“You want help?” You ask.

“Please?” He smiles.

You stand in front of him. You interlock hands with his; hands facing up. He mirrors you as you glide across the room, repeating the step. He smiles.

“I think I got it now, thank you Yeowang.” He briefly hugs you and you two continue practicing.

After practice, everyone was laying on the wall in exhaustion, relaxing.

“Yeowang,” Chanyeol whispers, but Kyungsoo and Kai hear. “You want to go eat somewhere with me?”

“Sure, let’s go before we get scolded to practice more.” You say getting up.

You and Chanyeol leave the room. Kyungsoo and Kai look at each other. They nod, knowing what they were thinking. They leave as well and follow you two.

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5pm

Chanyeol takes you to a park, Kai and Kyungsoo not far behind. On a bench, you spot Chanyeol’s mother waiting.

“Eomeonim! (Mother!)” You shout, running up to her and hugging her.

“Aigoo, you’ve gotten so skinny, my Eunsoo-ah.” She says, Chanyeol joins the hug. “My son! How have you two been?”

“We’re doing great in S.M. How is everything at the store and home, Eomma?” He asks.

“Perfectly, thanks to my sweet Eunsoo-ah. You started all of this for me. I don’t know how to thank you.” She says.

“There is no need, you deserve this.” You smile back and put a hand on her shoulder, rubbing it.”

She’s already close to his family. Goddammit Chanyeol, you beat me at this. Kai thinks.

She should be with me instead, seeing mother, not Chanyeol’s mother. She doesn’t act like this around Eomma, so why is she like this with Chanyeol’s? Kyungsoo sighs.

“Well, I just called to check on my two babies. I have to get back to work.” She says kissing the cheeks of you and Chanyeol.

“Eo, Eomma. I’ll call you later!” Chanyeol says and you two leave.

6pm

Next stop, Chanyeol takes you to a street bar. Kyungsoo and Kai were in the car behind you. They had disguises on to not be noticed by you and Chanyeol.

You and Chanyeol sit at a four people table, sitting across from each other. Kyungsoo and Kai sit at a table far away, but close enough to listen in on your conversation.

Chanyeol orders a bunch of food, you were starving. You ate a lot and some food got onto the side of your lips.

“You have something there Eunsoo-ah.” He says.

You try to wipe it, but you didn’t reach the spot. Kyungsoo and Kai looking and very focused lol.

Chanyeol stands up and wipes it for you. He touches your lips and you look at each other. The mood suddenly changes. Your faces were very close to each other. He leans in, closing his eyes. You watch him get closer. As soon as you were nose to nose, Kyungsoo and Kai suddenly take off their disguises and run towards you two. Kai puts an arm around you and Kyungsoo says very loud…

“HEY GUYS!”

You and Chanyeol are extremely startled if that makes sense. You jump and Chanyeol moves away, still standing up. He sits down, pissed. He observes the two.

“C’mon eat, don’t make me do the helicopter!” Kyungsoo smiles, and you end up opening your mouth for the food.

“Yeowang, can’t you feed me too?” Kai pouts.

You look at Chanyeol, who’s facial expression showed how pissed of he was. You gulp, taking a spoonful of food and feeding Kai, cautiously. Chanyeol suddenly gets up and takes you away from the two. He walks you away.

“You know there’s no dating allowed.” Kai says.

Chanyeol stops and rolls his eyes.

“Yeah, look at yourself before complaining about me.” Chanyeol sticks his tongue out and Kai rolls his eyes in response.

You chuckle.

You and Chanyeol were walking to the car. Kyungsoo and Kai were enjoying their free meal, those two nutheads (Kaisooooooo). Chanyeol takes you to the car door. He turns you around, making your back touch the car. His hands were on your shoulders. He then lifts it to your cheeks, cupping them.

“Your cheeks are cold.” He pouts.

You laugh.

He leans in quickly and pecks you.

“I didn’t get to do this back there.” He says and goes to the other side of the car, getting inside before you could say anything.

You smile and touch your lips before getting in the car.

“Yah, like Kai said, there’s no dating.” You say.

“Who said we were?” Chanyeol winks. “I just kissed you.”

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The Next Day…
11am

Seungsoo Oppa: Eunsoo. We need to talk, I’ve contacted Kyungsoo but he’s not answering. Please come and see me ASAP. It’s very important.
You: Okay, I’ll meet you at the hospital.
Seungsoo Oppa: Thank you. Don’t wake Kyungsoo if he’s still asleep. I see you there at 12.

You drive to Songpa-gu once again to see Seungsoo oppa. You park your car in the front, leaving a chauffeur to take care of it. You were walking in the hospital and Baekhee spots you, but you don’t notice her. You enter the hospital. Baekhee, holding flowers in her hands throws it on the floor and squishes it. She wanted to surprise Seungsoo, but she found a surprise of her own, you. She walks in, finding Seungsoo embracing you and sitting you down. She listens in…

“Eunsoo-ah. Can you do me a favor?” Seungsoo says.

“Sure Oppa, anything.” You reply.

“I… I lost my job.” He says.

“What? Why?” You stand up.

“I don’t know, but I stop working by the end of the week.” He replies, standing up as well.

“That’s terrible, Oppa. What are you going to do now?” You ask.

“Since I won’t have a job, I won’t have a place to stay, and I’ll basically be homeless.” He says, tears in his eyes.

“You… I’ll find something for you.” You reply.

You immediately hug him tight, apologizing. He cries on your shoulder.

Meanwhile…

11 am

Appa: Come to the hospital, I want to check in on you.
Kai: Okay, I’ll be there at 12.

12 pm

Kai enters the hospital, finding you hugging a man he does not know. Not noticing the man was crying.

Protect her. If anything happens to any of you, especially Honey-shi, you done for

He walks towards you, ready to fight and protect you, but is stopped because Baekhee goes ahead of him.

“You! How could you ignore me and not tell me this?! And instead tell her!” She starts. “I’ve seen you more often than she does, I’ve done more things with you than she ever did. I’ve been here this entire time when she and her boy toys have been gone for months. You couldn’t tell me FIRST!?”

You let go of Seungsoo and notice Kai.Meanwhile…

11:30 am

Seungsoo Hyung: Kyungsoo, meet me at the hospital. It’s urgent, please be here asap.

“Guys, before we go have lunch, I have to make a stop at Songpa-gu.” Kyungsoo says to Exo-K

12 pm

The rest of Exo-K enter the hospital just as Baekhee was giving he fit.

“Wow! You’re definitely something Seungsoo.” She then turns to you. “How can you (push) think that your (push) so (push) much (push) better than me (really hard push, making you fall on the ground. You didn’t want to fight back because of S.M. and your reputation)”

You get up quickly. She swings her fist. You close your eyes. You find yourself in the embrace of Kai and look behind him. Seungsoo holds Baekhee’s hand, tight. Kyungsoo runs up to you, thanks Kai and takes you into his arms. Kai goes to see his father and asks Chanyeol to come with him.

“Of course I told her first because she’s more important to me than you. She’s my sister for crying out loud (he whispers this part so Exo-K or Baekhyun, Sehun and Suho doesn’t hear). Don’t you dare even think about hurting her. If you hurt her, you hurt me and you hurt yourself. So stop trying.” Seungsoo says, throwing Baekhee’s hand away, harshly.

“Yah! Byun Baekhee!” Baekhyun says.

Baekhee looks up and makes the ‘shit I’m in trouble’ face and comes to Baekhyun, who walks her to a separate area. Baekhyun lectures her. You, Kyungsoo and Seungsoo figure out a plan.

“Come stay at our mansion in Gangnam, I know it’s far from Songpa-gu, but it's a great place. You can start over there.” You suggest.

“Yes! That’s perfect. Since we’re at the company, the mansion’s been empty. We’ll send maids and butlers, as well as a driver to tend you so you won’t be so lonely.” Kyungsoo says.

Seungsoo agrees and it was settled. At least he lives closer to you now.

Kai and Chanyeol enter Dr. Kim’s office.

“Annyeonghaseyo Appa.” Kai bows.

“Annyeonghaseyo, I’m Kai’s colleague at S.M., Park Chanyeol.” Chanyeol bows.

“Aigoo, how handsome. Please sit, there’s something I’d like to talk to you about Kai, but since you’re here Chanyeol-shi, you can listen in.” Kai’s appa smiles.

Kai and Chanyeol sit at the two seats in front of Kai’s father’s desk.

“Your fellow member, Do Eunsoo-shi had her eye transplant here.” He starts.

“Appa, what about her?” Kai asks.

“I didn’t want to tell her this because I’m afraid she’ll be scared and very cautious. I was the one who did her surgery. I have some-”

“You? Appa, you did her surgery?” Kai asks once again.

“Wow, Dr. Kim you’re amazing. Thank you for bringing light into her eyes.” Chanyeol bows again.

“But there’s a problem. If she injures her eyes, she’ll be blind again… Her eyes are still fragile. And we can always do another transplant, but her eye type is so rare, it’s hard to find. And because her eye type is unique, rare and different, the aftermath of the transplant is different from the rest. In order for the eyes to stabilize, she has to make sure nothing bad happens for a year or two and it’s been half a year already. Her activities have changed recently, so I wanted to let you all know this. If she finds this out, I know she’ll be afraid of her surroundings, being cautious all of the time.”Kai and Chanyeol were silent.

“I trust all of you will be monitoring her 24/7. And you all better, if anything happens to her, there will be riots, protests, everything. She’s already a hit with her brother even without being an S.M. Trainee.”

“Ne. We promise to take care of her. We’ll notify our members tomorrow.” Kai says.

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Seungsoo moves into the mansion. Baekhee cries at the leave of her first love. But what happens to Baekhee? She is envious of you, so she goes to Kirin Art School to get better than you at singing and dancing and performing. (Dream High y’all if you haven’t watched it). She eventually gets into a girl group called, T-ARA. (the girl I’m referring to is Hahm Eunjung from T-ARA who was in the k-drama Dream High) And she’s to make her debut in a year or two…. yeah that’s the last you hear about Baekhee until she makes her debut.

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That night, Chanyeol and Kai think about what Dr. Kim had said about your eye condition. They watch you sleep, with their phones they text each other.

Kai: When should we tell the rest of the guys?
Chanyeol: Tomorrow.
Kai: How? She’s going to be with us the entire time.
Chanyeol: We have no schedule tomorrow, so you should take her somewhere while I explain the situation to them.
Kai: Call. As long as I’m with her. I’m going to sleep
Chanyeol: Night… but just letting you know, she’s mine.

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7am

You wake up to Kai, who was sitting on your bed smiling at you.

“Let’s go on a trip.” He whispers.

You nod. He helps you out of bed and the both of you wash up. By 8, you were out the door.

“Where are we going Jongin?”

“Somewhere dark and mysterious.”“Like your skin?” Kkamjong. (Dark Jong… one of his nicknames).” You laugh a lot and he pouts.

“Okay, okay I’m sorry.” You say, calming down. “So where are we going…. Kkamjong?”

“Airport.” He smirks. “We’re going to China. I miss the boys.”

“Really? Why us only?” You ask. “Shouldn’t we be with the rest of Exo-K?”

“Because it’s just you and me today… why you don’t want to be with me?” He pouts.

“Aish (you ruffle his hair) you know I want to be with you.” You tease.

He blushes.

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China
2pm

“Kkamjong, where’s the S.M. Office here?” You ask.

“How should I know, let’s just take a cab there.” He replies.

You arrive at the front of S.M. You buzz the door.

“Yes?”

“We’re here to see Exo-M, we’re members of Exo-K from Korea, the other half of them.” Kai says.

“Did you bring your badges?”

“Yes, we have them.”“Please show them to the camera.”You show your badges and are let in.

Exo-M was on floor 7, you and Kai head up the elevator.

Meanwhile…

1:50 pm

Chanyeol gathers the boys and facetimes Kris so Exo-M could listen in.

“Guys, we have to pay more attention to Eunsoo. Kai’s father, Dr. Kim was the one who did her eye surgery…” Chanyeol explains everything (but I just don’t want to rewrite it lol).

“Okay, thanks for letting us know.” Luhan says.

Just as he says that, you and Kai enter the dorm, quietly.

“Just don’t let Eunsoo know about it.” Kyungsoo says.

“Know about what?” You say and Exo-M is surprised to see you and Kai.

“Yeowang! Kkamjong!” They say.

“Why is everyone calling me Kkamjong!?” He laughs.

“Because it’s true.” Xiumin says hugging him.

Everyone’s happy to see each other. Exo-K just watches behind the screen and Chanyeol gets pissed.

“Yah! Kai! I told you to take her somewhere for the day, not CHINA!” Chanyeol hisses.

Kai shrugs.

“Wait you planned this?” You say. “What were you guys talking about earlier?”

“Nothing. Just reviewing this… a surprise! For you.” Baekhyun makes up.

“Oh… okay then I shouldn’t ask about it.” You reply.

Luhan then lifts you up, hugging and spinning you. You laugh. Kai, Chanyeol and Kyungsoo get pissed. Kyungsoo gets up and out of his chair and accidentally ends the call.

“Yah! You just ended the call Kyungsoo! I needed to talk to Kris about something! Aish.” Suho complains and leaves to call Kris on his phone.

Kai watches Luhan personally greet you. He sighs, jealous, but he knew if you and him were to come here this would happen.

What would happen when she comes alone? He thinks.

After everything, you and Kai went back to Korea, saying goodbye to them once again.

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6 months later…

You ended up being an S.M. trainee after all, for half a year anyways. You just finish recording your first Mini-Album “MAMA” both versions. Exo-M came over to Korea to record the songs with you and shoot the music videos as well as teasers.

(I’m not sure if you want the lyrics and your parts in the songs specifically, but let me know and I can add them later)

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What Is Love Setup
9 am

“Okay, just go with the flow. Actually sing the song while we're recording, don't lip-sync.” The director says.

“Ne.” You say in harmony.

For the Chinese version, You and Chen are standing up and Luhan was sitting down on a wooden chair. Your hands are on Luhan's shoulders. There are times when your hands go on Luhan's cheeks and you playfully squish them. And at one point, Chen grabs your waist and back hugs you. You stay like that for the rest of the video, hands on Luhan's shoulder, squeezing them from time to time.

For the Korean version, You sit down on the wooden chair. Baekhyun stands behind you, and D.O sits on the floor with his head resting on your right thigh. As the music video’s being shot, there are times when you caress D.O's hair. Which makes his body tingle and goosebumps appear all over. During the chorus', Baekhyun bends down and wraps his arms around your body and the three of you would rock side to side in this position.

During this time, the rest of Exo were outside shooting the teasers and the music videos. They shoot the What is Love first. Once you five finish the shoot, you go to join them. Once everything is finished, it was dark. You decided to celebrate the ending of the shoot at a Korean BBQ.

“Ahhh we worked hard to earn this food.” Tao says, his stomach grumbles and Kris laughs.

“Aww how cute.” Kris says, pinching Tao’s cheek.

Tao blushes.

“Yah, not in front them…” Tao says and everyone laughs.

“Don’t worry we’re cool with it.” Sehun winks.

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The Next Day…
History MV setup
9 am

Set up place 1- Deserty setup

Exo-M was first. Your hair is tied up. Make-up is plastered everywhere. You wear a bright red leather jacket, a white tank top and black leather tights and boots. Your red jacket stands out from everyone else because they wore black, white, etc. basically the plain colors (which was the concept: for you to stand out). You dance in the center and sing. With sweat and hard work, you change into Exo-K's MV shoot clothing. This time, your hair is down and curled. You wear a black crop top, a white leather jacket that sleeves went halfway and a red skirt thats length was from your belly button to halfway of your thighs, and your boots were the same. You work the most out of all of the members.

In Exo-M’s music video, you interact with Luhan and Tao. Luhan caresses your face. Tao briefly picks you up and your eyes widen, you scream and laugh, but it’s not heard because the music was so loud.

In Exo-K’s music video, you interact with Kai and Chanyeol. You dance next to Kai and he puts his hands on your shoulder as you do a foot move. You and Chanyeol rap the rap (lol) together, not dancing to the part, but standing next to each other. His right arm was around your shoulder during this.

All of the members moved to the second set up. You repeated the process but with different clothing. It was 4 pm when the shooting was over.

“I’m so tired you guys.” You say.

“Well you did work twice as much as we all did.” Suho says, patting your back. “You did good Yeowang. (smiles)

“I hope the turnout is good.” Lays replies.

“We all do.” Xiumin laughs.

The songs were out and posted after all of the teasers were all posted. You already had tons of fans. Your debut showcase was in a few days.

(Sorry for skipping through a lot, I’m getting to the good parts)

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Leeteuk is the host of the show... if you haven't seen their debut showcase YOU MUST WATCH... lol link right here...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AuROlA-3ldo

Open it up and follow along, if not just ignore and use your imagination.

15:30, Kai's teaser (will explain later on). 21:00 where Chen and Luhan sing Baby don't cry; Baekhyun and D.O sing what is love. OR just watch the whole thing because it's freaking glamorous.

Before the showcase, in order to have more songs in it, the President had you record more songs that will be on your First full album. So you recorded last minute.
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Day Before Showcase
9pm

“Are you ready for tomorrow?” Luhan smiles.

“Nope. Not at all.” You yawn.

“Don't worry you'll do great.”Luhan replies.

He ruffles your hair. He’s sitting on your bed. The lights are out and both Kai and Chanyeol were sleeping already. You’re sitting up in bed, under the covers.

“I heard there’s going to be at least 3000 people there and at most 8000. I wonder how many will turn up.” You say.

“Who knows, we'll find out tomorrow. You should get some sleep.” Luhan kisses your forehead and hugs you.

“Arraseo, see you tomorrow.” You hug him back.
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Hours Before Show Starts
6 pm

“Okay, we're going to run through the show once and only once, make it count everyone!” The director announces.

“Ne!” You all reply.

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Minutes Before Show Starts
9pm

“EXO SARANGHAJA!” Your hands that were together in the middle of the circle flew down.

The introduction is being played and your in your positions on stage.

“Exo Standby” The staff says, your mics were on so everyone had to be quiet.

“Jalhaeja. Jalhaeja (Let's do well. Let's do well.)” Sehun whispers in the mic.

What the heck? You think.

Then suddenly, blackout and the History music starts to play. Your hearts beating, adrenaline pumping, smiling vaguely, you let it all go and start to sing and dance. The audience screamed louder and louder, sweat flew here and there, and you felt, free and wild. It was something you've never experienced before. After the brief song, you had to do introductions.

(8:49-10:00) You are in between Kai and Luhan.

“Annyeonghaseyo, dancing machine Kai-ibnida.” Kai says.

(A/N: Just saying his smile when he does that is so fvcking cute mah god)

“Annyeonghaseyo, Exo Leader, Honey-ibnida. A.K.A Exo-Q.” You bow and smile brightly and welcoming.

The fans screamed the loudest for your introduction, probably people you were the only girl and the most famous out of the members.

“Annyeonghaseyo choneun Exo-M Luhan-ibnida.” Luhan smiles and looks at you and quickly back to the audience.

and the introductions continue.....

(10:39) "Do you know about Exo well? I also have studied about them. Exo is separated into three groups, Exo-K, Exo-M and Exo-Q. They are making their debuts at the same time and date as well as singing the same song in Korean and Chinese. I think it's a brilliant idea. Exo-K members are Suho, Kai, Chanyeol, Sehun, Baekhyun, D.O. And the members of Exo-M who will perform in China are Kris, Luhan, Tao, Lay, Xiumin and Chen. And in the Exo-Q, it's the one and only Honey(A/N: Even though it's like Honey, they pronounce it like "Ha Ni" like Exids Hani) (audience goes wild). Ne, ne Honey really is the Queen to handle all of these boys. (laughter) She speaks both Korean and Chinese (woooowww from the audience) and will be promoting in both China and Korea, with both groups. She is Daebak." Leeteuk introduces EXO.

(15:30 Teaser Video)
You and Kai get out of a car. He's wearing a black cape/jacket and you’re wearing a red one. You walk slowly to the camera, meeting at the beginning. You walk hand and hand. As you get closer to the screen, you lift your cape and it covers the camera. Right before the capes combine and cover the camera, it shows Yours and Kai's face inches apart, looking as if you kissed, but it only looks like it from the angle it was shot at... then blackout and performances start....

(21:00) You sing Baby don't cry with Chen and Luhan. With Chen wearing gray, and Luhan wearing white, your wearing a black short dress with long sleeves and 3 1/2 inch high heels. When the song is almost over, you they both stand by one of your sides and put an arm around you each. You rock side to side singing.

You then sing What is Love with Baekhyun and D.O. When the lights turn on, Baekhyun, as planned hands you a jacket, which is apart of your outfit for the song. At the end of the song, Baekhyun and D.O kiss you on the cheek at the same time on each side. And the audience goes wild. You blush a lot and playfully hit them, then black out.

You dance with Kai, Kai and Lay, Suho and Kris (bc leaders), etc. You were in most of the mini-stages.

The thing that caught the eyes of everyone the most, was when you took turns slow dancing with D.O, Chanyeol, Luhan, Kai and Tao. It was to a remix of Baby don't cry and What is love.
(A/N: Obviously not really in the showcase but you know what, I like this part the most)
You wore leather, black "booty shorts," in quotations because it was like booty shorts but a little longer. You had a white long sleeve crop top, the material of a button down men or women wear under a suit, it wasn't loose, but it wasn't too tight. You then wore black jordans.
It started with You and Tao at the top left. One hand was on his shoulder and the other in his land. With him, you playfully danced and skipped around which made the audience scream and laugh.

Then you and Tao met Chanyeol halfway, still at the top, now you were in the hands of Chanyeol. Your hands were holding his as he spun you around so it was like he was back hugging you. You and Baekhyun swayed swiftly and beautifully.

He unspun you and Luhan caught you before you could fall from the top. He caught you bridal style, which made the girls whine and scream. You both laughed and he didn't put you down. You first spun you within circles and you laughed so hard your stomach was hurting. With the both of you laughing, you were louder than the music playing (mic). He put you down and you were so dizzy you fell down. Which made everyone laugh (Tao, Chanyeol, D.O, Kai and the audience were all watching from their spots and will the entire time when it’s not their turn). Luhan pulled you to your feet and hugged you. Which made the audience scream so loud.

Then Kai walks towards you to, facing Luhan’s back.

And he says, “Yah, your turns up, lemme have fun with Yeowang.”

And the audience goes insane (mics were on, but you weren't suppose to talk that much). Luhan rolls his eyes at the maknae letting go. Kai smiles and grabs your wrist. He pulls you to the center bottom. You were both in seriousness. You waltz with him, he lifts you up a few times. He then lifts you and you stays up.

“Yah Kai!” You pout.

“Arraseo arraseo, just having some fun hehe.” Kai laughs.

He puts you down. He then hugs you, lifting you up, still hugging you and puts you down when you reach Kyungsoo.

“All yours.” Kai winks at Kyungsoo

“Yah aish.”You put up your hand which makes everyone laugh, but then ignores Kai and looks straight into D.O's eyes.

Your hands are around his neck and his was on your waist. You dance moving side to side and D.O was in all seriousness to not mess up the dance moves, so he keeps looking down at his feet. You roll your eyes and laugh.

Kyungsoo’s eyes were so wide, looking at the floor, looking at his feet.

(A/N: lmfao his eyes are so adorable and big)

“Yah, squishy.” Your hand goes from his neck to his cheeks.

You squish his face and he looks up at you. You were in shock at first because his eyes were still like the death glare he had with your feet. But then you just laugh.

“Yah jugneunda. (Yah I'm going to kill you)” He says with with his face still squished which makes you let go, leave his grasp and start dying of laughter on the floor.

Everyone follows, but you hear Kai's laugh the most. You then walk back to Kyungsoo, who wasn't laughing but upset and embarrassed, and you hug him tight (your arms were around his neck and your face was pressed against his because you were the same height (5'8). His face was facing Kai's direction and was visible by the audience. Yours was hidden and your body was facing away from Kai's direction.) His serious face went to his heart shaped lips, like yours, and happiness. He hugs you back tightly.

“Yah, Neo Ara Na Saranghae. (Hey, you know I love you).” D.O says.

This made the audience scream the loudest it ever did. You let out a “haha.” Then D.O spins you so you switch places with him. (Your now facing the audience and Kai's direction.) He slightly lets go of you, brushing your face and secretly, he pecks your cheek, which wasn't visible to the audience, but to ALL of the members who were watching on stage and backstage. You just roll you eyes and smile.

“Naughty oppa.” You pout.

Then, D.O let’s go and leads you back to the center, and all the members came out.

It was a blackout. Kris and Chanyeol, being the tallest, and strongest, has D.O and Suho on their shoulders, (Chansoo and the leaders) and lifts you up. You sit on D.O's and Suho's thighs. Kris on your left and Chanyeol on your right. You cross your legs, and both Suho and D.O put an arm around you to stabilize. In front of you, Lay, Chen, Tao and Kai are on all fours as Sehun lays on them longways. His feet was by Kris and his head by Chanyeol. He was on his side (obviously the side that faced the audience) and his head rests on his hand as he creates a triangle with his hand, elbow and head. (Sorry kinda hard to explain). And lastly, Xiumin, Baekhyun and Luhan (in that order) puts both elbows on Sehun and their hands hold their faces.

“Exo microphones on, Exo standby once again.” A staff member says once again.

The lights spotlighted you all. It was blinding, but literally all the lights possible were on you and the audience screamed in awe.

“WOW! Jalhaesso (Well done)!” Leeteuk looks impressed.

Seats were brought out by staff and you unform your pose. Xiumin, Baekhyun and Luhan gets off of Sehun, and, Sehun gets up and the four boys who were on fours got up. To help you get down, Xiumin piggy-backs you. Xiumin waits for D.O and Suho to get off safely and has some fun with you.

“Ready?” Xiumin smiles.

“What?” You reply, still on his back.

He runs with you around the members, making S's starting from Kris and drops you off in your seat (audience went wild) between Kai and Luhan.

“Gomawo Minseo- (you pause)… Xiumin oppa.” You laugh.

“Anio, gwaenchanha it's always good to break tension and make a laugh.” Xiumin winks.

“Yeogsi (as expected from), Exo-M Xiumin.” Leeteuk says and everyone chuckles.

Kai hands you a microphone and you bow mouthing thank you.

You did the Q & A and answered the questions along with the members.

“Good. This question came from Indonesia. She asked which member had the most different personality from their first impression. (40:00) Who's going to answer it this time? The first impression is very important... Honey-shi?” Leeteuk asks you.

“Ne. Well, first off, when I first met all of these handsome men (audience screaming and you paused)... I was blind… yeah so I really didn’t know them like usual, just by their voices. But once I got my sight, it was like restarting everything. I’d say they were welcoming.” You reply.

“That’s touching, Honey-ah. Can you give an example?" Leeteuk asks.

“Umm. Tao-shi. When I first met him, he looked scary and charismatic because of his facial features. But overtime, he became a soft, shy, cautious friend... He was easily scared by the littlest things. He's very open about almost everything too." You say and everyone’s on a serious note. “But HAHA. At times, he's very needy and depends on his hyungs and I to pay everything for him.”

Everyone chuckles.

“I STRONGLY agree with you Honey-shi.” Kris winks and Tao blushes.

“(42:06) Was there any member you wanted to become friends with because of their looks? Yes or no?” Leeteuk asks.

“Yes~” You all say.

“Okay one by one!” Leeteuk responds.

“For me, I had a crush on Exo-M's Luhan-shi” Suho teases.

“Salanghabnida ( I love you).” Luhan goes along.

"Salanghabnida haha" Leetuek says, mimicking Luhan.

“At first sight~” Suho replies and the audience goes wild.

“Is there any other member? Yes, Kai-” Leeteuk gets cut off by fans.

The fans scream.

“Kai's handsome right? (screams) You like him that much (screams louder) Me too~” Leeteuk smiles.

“I didn’t know I’d become close friends with Honey-ah (SCREAMS GET LOUDER). Ne, she and I at first started off on a bad foot, but overtime we learned to love (He pauses and screams grow and grow and grow) each other (he laughs and looks around). But we got close since went to the same school (screams) and lived with each other-” Kai says.

“You guys went to the same school?” Leeteuk confirms.

“Ah, ne. (ahhhhhh screams) We all did, and because of that, I'm now really close to Yeowang, I mean Honey-ah.” Kai hugs you from his chair, and you hug him back patting him.

“Ah, gamsahabnida.” You smile.

“(46:30) Many fans already have nicknames for Exo or you guys have nicknames among the members? Which on is it?” Leeteuk asks.
Kyungsoo raises his hand (after Xiumin talks).

“Ne, D.O-shi (screams)” Leeteuk calls on Kyungsoo.

“Honey-shi.... (screeammsss) EXO’s nickname for her is Yeowang (queen).” Kyungsoo says.

“Yeowang? Queen?” Leeteuk asks.

“Ne. Because she is the queen to all of us. I mean she’s been my queen… our queen since the beginning (screams) Maja?” D.O asks the members.

“NEEE~!” They respond smiling at you.

As everything was ending, it was time for the Mama performance.

(56:22)
(A/N: The italic is when a member interacts with you, the number next to a word or phrase, go to the bottom of the lyrics to see what interactions are specifically done.)

Romanization Translation

Careless, careless.
Shoot anonymous, anonymous.
Heartless, mindless.
No one. who care about me?
irheobeorin chae wemyeonhaneun geot gata
chameul subakke eobseo
nuneul gamjiman (1)
mama! ijen naege daedabhaejwo
wae saramdeuri dallajyeottneunji
areumdaun sijeoriraneunge
jonjaehagin haettneunji (2)
ije deoneun saranghaneun beobdo ijeotgo
baeryeohaneun mamdo irheotgo
deungeul dollin chaero
saragagi bappeungeol
igmyeongui gamyeone gamchwotdeon
sarui gadeukhan jilsi
ggeuteul bwado baegopeun deuthan
ijen manjokhae? (3)
urin deo isang nuneul maju haji anheulkka?
sotonghaji anheulkka? saranghaji anheulkka?
apeun hyeonsire dasi nunmuri heulleo
bakkul su itdago bakkumyeon
dwendago malhaeyo mama. mama. (4)
eonjengabuteo urin seumateuhan
gamoge jabaljeogeuro gadhyeo
gonggwa illo mandeun dijiteore
nae ingyeogeul matgyeo
geogin saengmyeongdo gamjeongdo
ddadeuthamdo eobtgo eoneo sseuregiman
nadwingguneun sangmakhan beolpan.
nari galsurok oeroumman deohaejyeo
uriga inganil su bakke eobtneun geon
sangcheo batneun geot. Yeah- (5)
mannago soneul jabgo neukkimyeo
hamkke ulgo utgo
dalmagago seoro yeongyeoldwae.
dorikigo sipdamyeon
urin deo isang nuneul maju haji anheulkka?
sotonghaji anheulkka? saranghaji anheulkka?
apeun hyeonsire dasi nunmuri heulleo
bakkul su itdago bakkumyeon
dwendago malhaeyo mama. mama. (6)
Turnback!
jukgo, jugigo ssaugo oechigo.
igeon jeonjaengi aniya.
[SH/CY] dowajwoyo mamamama
mamamama Turn back.
[SH/CY] ggaedatge mamamama
mamamama Rolling back.
bakgo chigo pyeoneul nanugo ssaugo
igeon geimdo aniya.
[SH/CY] dowajwoyo mamamama
mamamama Turn back.
Yeah-
Careless, careless. (mama)
Shoot anonymous, anonymous. (mama)
Heartless, mindless. (mama)
No one. Who care about me? (mama) (7)
salme heorakdwen chukbokbadeun
naldeure gamsahago
maeil saeroun inyeondeureul mandeulgo
ggaejyeobeorin maeume boda,
gippeun sarangeul modu hamkke
useul su itdamyeon
urin deo isang nuneul maju haji anheulkka?
sotonghaji anheulkka? saranghaji anheulkka?
apeun hyeonsire dasi nunmuri heulleo
bakkul su itdago bakkumyeon
dwendago malhaeyo mama. mama. (8)
Careless, careless.
Shoot anonymous, anonymous.
Heartless, mindless.
No one. who care about me? (9)
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English Translation
Careless, careless.
Shoot anonymous, anonymous.
Heartless, mindless.
No one. who care about me?
It feels like I'm turning away as I have lost it
There's no choice but to hold it in
Though I shut my eyes (1)
Your Majesty! Now answer me and tell me
Why people have changed
Has there even been
a beautiful time before? (2)
They forgot how to love
And lost their heart to care
They're busy living with their
backs turned on each other
The mask of anonymity hides
The jealous eye filled with murderous intent
Though they see the end, they're still hungry
Now are you satisfied? (3)
Why won't we look each other in the eye anymore?
Why won't we communicate? Why won't we love?
We shed tears at the painful reality once again
Please say that we could change things
If we wanted, Your Majesty Your Majesty (4)
At some point, we have voluntarily
Trapped ourselves in a smart prison
We base our personalities from
a digital world made of 0s and 1s
There's no life, emotion
or warmth, but just garbage language
A desolately rolling meadow
Loneliness adds as the days go by
We have to be humans
because we get scars yeah (5)
We meet, hold hands, feel,
laugh and cry together
We resemble one another and we are connected
But if you want to turn it back
Why won't we look each other in the eye anymore?
Why won't we communicate? Why won't we love?
We shed tears at the painful reality once again
Please say that we could change things
If we wanted, Your Majesty Your Majesty (6)
Turnback!
Die, kill, fight, shout.
This is not a war.
Help us mamamama
mamamama turn back.
Help us realize mamamama
mamamama rolling back.
Clash, hit, take sides, fight.
This is not a game.
Help us mamamama
mamamama mama turn back
Yeah-
Careless, careless. (Your Majesty)
Shoot anonymous, anonymous. (Your Majesty)
Heartless, mindless. (Your Majesty)
No one. Who care about me? (Your Majesty) (7)
If only we can all be thankful
for the blessed days that grant us life
If only we can make new relationships
Rather than broken hearts
Having a joyful love altogether
If only we can all smile together
Why won't we look each other in the eye anymore?
Why won't we communicate? Why won't we love?
We shed tears at the painful reality once again
Please say that we could change things
If we wanted, Your Majesty Your Majesty (8)
Careless, careless.
Shoot anonymous, anonymous.
Heartless, mindless.
No one. who care about me? (9)


1. Your standing next to D.O on his left side, your harmonizing to his voice. When the ad lib comes (nuneul gamjiman) You death stare each other.

2. Instead of facing the audience, Baekhyun faces you which is to the right of him. When he does his dance move on the lyrics
areumdaun sijeoriraneunge
jonjaehagin haettneunji

You are still facing each other, and he copies what you do (the dance move) since you are controlling.

3. Baekhyun grabs your shoulders and looks at you in the eyes and sings, with you harmonizing
ijen manjokhae?
It's like your having a conversation with each other. With a death stare.

4. During the chorus when they sing this part:
dwendago malhaeyo mama. mama.
they are face you, who is on the other side of the stage. And when they transition from Exo-K to Exo-M, you are in the middle of the line.

5. This part is obviously in Chinese but I just put it as Korean. With Chen, you pull of a fight seen, and your harmonizing to him. You win the fight and he ends up on the floor, but the members help him up, and then you do the chorus. When he ends up on the floor, lightning strikes in the background, indicating Chen’s power.

6. Instead of having the Exo-M members move around Luhan during the chorus, they move around you and you don't dance. You stand in glory and grace and show off your power. You motion your finger for Luhan to come and he does, just because it was his part, and also to show the audience your control.

7. Instead of Exo referring to the audience singing:
Careless, careless. (mama)
Shoot anonymous, anonymous. (mama)
Heartless, mindless. (mama)
No one. Who care about me? (mama)
They turn around and point at you and motion you, who is at this point on the higher level off the stage. SO their back is to the audience and facing you. To continue the song, Chanyeol and Kris take you down. If it were just Exo-K Chanyeol and Sehun would help you down, if it just were Exo-M, Kris and Lay would help you down.

8. When Exo-M and Exo-K are facing each other, you, Exo-Q, are in the middle facing the audience.

9. In the end, you are the last to turn around and your position in next to Kai. They're backs are facing the audience, but your front is facing the audience. You are on the side where Luhan is behind you and you right hand is on Kai's shoulder. POSE.

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2 months after the debut showcase.

Overview: You and Exo-M just finished two months of promotions. The way it works was, you, Exo-Q alternate between Exo-K and Exo-M every two months. You just finished your two months with Exo-M and your plane just landed.

1 am (SKT or South Korean Time)

You get off the plane, not realizing all of the fans waiting for your arrival. You get out of the plane and into the boarding area. There they are… Exo-K, waiting for your arrival. You immediately run towards them.

“You guys! You didn’t have to come here personally to get me!” You smile, giving them a group hug.

“We miss you that’s all Yeowang.” Sehun pouts, personally giving you a hug.

“Well that doesn’t mean I didn’t miss you guys either.” You smile at everyone.

“Let’s go, shall we, Eunsoo?” Kyungsoo smiles.

“Eo.” You reply.

(Your wearing this just saying… it’s always good to have the proper imaginations lol.)



You get out of the gate area to find fans EVERYWHERE. Bodyguards and Security form a path for the six of you. Chanyeol takes your backpack, Baekhyun takes your one of your luggages and Suho takes the other. Kai puts you on his shoulders (so that you were sitting on them). You smile at him and he nods, smiling back. The fans go wild. You wave at them smiling and they went even crazier. They attempt to touch Chanyeol and Sehun who were on the outer sides, but the bodyguards hold them back. Kai eventually puts you down because you couldn’t physically get out of the airport like that, you two laugh. You get down and he puts his left arm around you. Kyungsoo puts his right arm around you and you three walk in harmony together. The fans are crazy taking photos and seeing what their seeing.

You go inside the car. You sit in the back with Sehun and Baekhyun. You’re tired so you fall asleep. Baekhyun notices and puts your head on his shoulder (right) and smiles.

At the front of S.M. in Gangnam, fans were also lined up. You were still asleep, so Sehun carries you, the fans go insane and take so many photos. There weren’t many bodyguards, so there were some fans that touch you and the members. You get inside the building and in your dorms. Sehun puts you down on his bed for you to sleep.

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2:30 pm

You are awaken by Suho.

“Yeowang, sorry to wake you like this, but Manager Hyung says President Lee wants to see you.” He explains.

You nod and go to the President Lee’s office.

“Honey, Honey, Honey. You are quite amazing.” President Lee starts. “I hope the boys are treating you well. I just read the articles about your arrival that were posted not long ago. It’s very cute, you and Kai as well as Sehun carrying you. Your making the fans go insane, and getting me more money. Well done.” He claps briefly.

“Thank you.” You say.

“To continue this craziness, I want you to collaborate with one of my colleagues boy groups.” He says. “What do you think?”

“Sure! That sounds great!” You smile. “Who?” “He should be coming anytime soon. I know you too will make it big.” President Lee smiles.

A few minutes later, a boy comes into the room, immediately bowing.

“Annyeonghaseyo, G-Dragon-ibnida. It’s nice to meet you.” He says.

“Aigoo, you gotten more handsome since the last time I’ve seen you.” President Lee smiles. “Please sit.”
He obeys and meets eyes with you. Someone he’s heard a lot about. He gives you a 'hello beautiful’ look and you roll your eyes. He is shocked from your reaction, usually when he pulls off that move, the girls would smile in awe and immediately show affection towards him.

“You two will be collabing on the song Trouble Maker. This will bring more popularity to both groups.” President Lee explains.

“Please get to know each other more. This collaboration involves individual promotions without your fellow members. Anyways, the concept is sexy attraction (both you and G-Dragon’s eyes widen), but secret hate towards each other because your causing each other to go crazy. (hands you paper and lyrics). Think over this and sign the contract. I think you’ll do great.”

You look over the lyrics and sign the paper, G-Dragon does the same.

“GREAT! We’ll start first thing tomorrow. Honey-shi will be coming to your company, YG Entertainment everyday until you get the dance and choreography down.” President Lee says.

I have to spend this entire week with this guy?... He's a hot shot know it all You think.
Great, I can finally explore why this girl acts so different with me than the other girls or girl groups I've met. G-Dragon thinks.

Notes

Ahh okay so I know in this chapter things jump from one thing to another very quickly, but people have been wanting longer chapters so I’m giving you one… hope you enjoy it.. spent a long time writing this. And the FEELS i MEAN TAORIS. lol. And introducing G-Dragon, he plays an important role in the next few chapters so please look forward to it.

And please share with me your thoughts on everything so far… suggestions, comments, requests would be nice. Love you babe :D

~Alexis Thao