exo and a new girl member

SUHO'S P.O.V:

She was missing.Yes! after an hour when the interview was over and we were leaving that place, I along with my members, rushed towards the managers to ask, if he knew where Elsa was taken to, but his answer gave shivers down our spines.
"She's is missing, as soon as she get out of the interview, she didn't let anyone follow her and just left".
He said as if he's sorry for not knowing where she was.
"Her ribs are broken hyung, first, you compel her to attend the conference instead of taking her to the hospital and now, what?, she's missing!".
Lay, the guy with soft heart and humble temperament was being sensitive over Elsa, and I really agreed to him, we had to become sensitive over our member.
"Wait guys, let me contact her guardian and see, if she can help us something in anyway".
I clutched Lay's arm to calm him down a little and called her guardian. Every one was looking at me with surprised eyes, like they want to know, how did I got her guardian's number, but it wasn't good time to interrogate me, so they didn't say it out loud.
"Hello, miss deffny, soul bi is missing since after the interview, we need to find her".
I couldn't patiently ask and she answered me back with more impatience.
"Did she say,she can't feel pain?".
She questioned me in a way I couldn't understand.
"Yes, but that's...".
I wanted to say that right now the thing which is important is to find soul bi but she didn't let me say it and cut in.
"She lied, that little idiot, she can feel pain and because she lied to the whole world, she must be hiding somewhere in a small place.. find her immediately, she shouldn't be in a small place please".
I couldn't even feel shock, it was too sudden that I could only think about finding her first.
"Where she could possibly be, we don't really know where to find her".
"ah! I remember, there's only a small place in Seoul she knows, the Namsan tower ride, she must be there but she shouldn't be there... get her out of that place".
After hearing her I just Disconnected the line and rushed towards outside.
"Hyung what is it, where are we going".
"Jun myeon what did she say, where is soul bi".
They were running after me, asking this and that but my mind was just pleading to God that she shouldn't be taking the cable ride, the fear I sensed, the extreme fear I sensed in deffny's voice was a hint that there may something bad happened to soul bi... I just couldn't let it happen, I could feel my heart sinking in fear, beating fast and almost tightened with the pressure and stress.
"To namsan tower hyung, hurry".
I said to the manager hyung, as we made it to our vans.
"What happened jun myeon, just tell us".
"she lied hyung, she can feel pain and she's enduring it and deffny said she shouldn't be in a small place, any congested place is not good for her, I don't know, but she was almost crying while saying it... and soul bi is at namsan tower.. hyung I...".
I don't know what I said and what Xiumin hyung said next, what others were saying... I was just... I was just...".
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Cara's P.O.V:
Abi.. Abi...Tomil.. Tomil...I am in this congested place... I am in pain...this place'll eating me up.. it's going to crush me... save me Abi, save me please... i hate you mom... I miss you mom...I don't want to live anymore...where are you.. did you hate me that much...why did you leave me.. why did you threw me away like a trash.. mom.. why can't I hate, why... I should hate you mom.. you .. mom... this place is like the place you use to lock me in... mom how could you lock a newly born baby... mom... who fed me... how I survived... just tell me who saved me... I want to call him again... mom... why did you do this to me... why didn't I die...mom....In that small cabinet.... you know it was so dark that I didn't know what was light, if am dead or alive, what is death, what is living, what are emotions,what are feeling, how to react how to talk, I didn't know any thing mom... I was blank.. I didn't know how to think even...I can't recall.. what did I eat, what did I drink... I just knew one thing... and that was the sound of my heart beat... and how ridiculous.. that I didn't know what it calls, why it was coming out of my body... huh... nor even... what a sound is....mom you know... I just sat whole day leaning my back on the wall.. I never tried to get up.. never tried to figure what was behind me... and you know how painful it was... and how painful it is to recall that ...I was so dumb that I didn't know what and who I am... nor even tried to know....mom... why did you do...why did you do that...am hurting mom... i had no body that time... and nobody right now...why am I able to endure so much pain huh, mom tell me... that place was deadly cold.. and I was almost naked... but I didn't die why?... why doctors said that I've congenital insensitivity to pain...because I couldn't tell that how it feels... I just told them I can't feel anything...nor cold neither warmth...they burnt my hands.. they frost my feet... I didn't reacted...but I can feel pain mom.. I know how it feels when you are burnt.. when you bite your tongue... you get wounds... but just tell me one thing....what I am...why the heck you hated me so much...why can't I hate you...I wanna die mom...am tired of this life... am sick of this world...Abi...Tomil..jae hyun...hyungs..
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At namsan tower...

"Hyung, will she be alright?'.
Beakhyun was jumping over his feet, that talkative guy was actually concerned and wasn't able to hold back anymore so as they get out of their vans, he worriedly looked towards leader's face that was full of fears as well.
"I don't know beakhyun.. but just calm down.. she'll be alright".
He was the leader, always taking burdens and comforting others without showing his own pains so he nodded and tried to calm him down as always.
"let's go inside the tower first". chanyeol said impatiently.
"hmm and I'll go buy the tickets".
Chen said and they all rushed towards the tower.
"hyung you sure, she is inside the ride?".
D.O asked with his eyes scanning, suho's face.His eyes ware full of fears and worries.
"pretty much".
Suho nodded and Xiumin held kyungsoo's hand, as a gesture of condolence and didn't let it go until they went inside the tower. The tower was almost empty and there wasn't much people as it was its closing time. Two or three rides were on their way back to the namsan tower and after that it was its closing, they hid their faces real good and after begging the staff they went up to where the rides were about to reach.
"I don't know what's going on hyung.. what really she is.. hyung!..".
Sehun looked up at Lu han and whispered..Lu han got him in his one arm, he knew sehun was concerned... he himself wasn't able to grab the situation but only one thing he was of and that was, suho never worries for nothing, and what he said about soul bi's lying was freaking scary.
"sehun.. don't worry...yixing (lay)..it's alright..".
Lu han tried to comfort sehun but he as he saw Lay holding his both hands into each other and stuck to his mouth, walking in a circle worryingly... he tried to calm him down as well.
"It's not alright hyung... am really worried..".
Lay replied with much concern. Kai who was standing behind Lu han was still silent... he was silent since he saw the video and yet he was standing there quietly, like he was an out cast.
Kris was also quiet and so was Chen. chanyeol, beakhyun and Tao were frequently saying thing with much concern and moving their bodies out of restlessness... as soul bi's cab wasn't back yet.
" This is the last cab hyung".
Chanyeol almost shouted with his lower voice as he saw a cab coming back.
"It's coming it's coming".
Tao was jumping on his feet due to restlessness.
"she must be in this cab".
beakhyun following Tao, started jumping restlessly, every one became so restless that their bodies started to reveal their impatience without their knowing and as the cab reached and it's door opened they at once altogether went in.
"Soul bi".
There were much shouts, at the same time.
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Kai's P.O.V:
when we went into the cab altogether, I was shocked to see her sitting on the ground of cab, leaning herself at the sitting bench inside the cab and she was almost faint. I felt like I can't breath any more. My chest was full of smoke, tightening with something I don't know... Her coverings were almost gone, she only had her shirt on, a thin shirt that can't stop cold from freezing anyone to death. There was no muffler or any other cloth on her body except for her black jeans. Face was full of bruises and swellings, her extreme beautiful eyes were closed and full of black marks around them and shiny blonde hair were in a mess, away from her face, behind the neck. Shirt was full of dirt and spots of blood on it... my breath tightened... the cold sweat was all over forehead and body... I couldn't breathe.. I really couldn't breathe... I turned my glimpse off her face and tried to breathe hard....but it was difficult... I was blank since I saw the video..my guilt just shut my heart doors on every thing.. I couldn't think...I didn't know how to respond, should I be mad at myself.. or on those ****** girls...why my heart beat stopped when I saw her got beaten up...why I was so hurt and angry... when I saw that video...I wanted to break every think around me...why did I hold it in...and when I saw her at the press conference..why couldn't I tell her that am here for you like Suho hyung did...why I was so hurt...so hurt that I thought my heart might explode...and when they said...she lied about not being able to feel pain...my heat ached so much that felt my heart is no more there... I couldn't feel it and any other thing...but seeing her like this... my heart was...
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"Soul bi.. soul bi open you eyes.. soul bi look at me you idiot.. open you eyes please".
Suho was the one who reached her first. He cupped her face and tried to get her in her senses back... but she didn't open her eyes.. he was so panicked that time that he didn't realize that he was already crying.. his eyes were gone blur and can't even see her face clearly.
"Soul bi.. open your eyes, please get up.. look at me".
He stirred her body with his both hands on her shoulder and almost shouted while crying. The others were standing shocked, none moved except for chanyeol.
"Soul bi.. hey soul bi.. get up huh, get up..".
"Why isn't she waking up..why is she like that...hyung do some thing..".
beakhyun shouted behind their backs and almost jolted Kris.
"ho-uh!.. suho take her.. lets take her to the hospital.. immediately..".
Kris at once came out of shock because of that jolt and shouted at the senselessness of Suho who was just trying to get her in consciousness instead of taking her to the hospital.
"I'll help you".
Chen rushed towards suho but he himself picked her up in his arms and chanyeol helped him to stand up. They with the speed of light got her out of the cab and rushed back.
"Come on Kai, we need to rush".
Kai who was still there got into the sight of Xiumin and he grab his hand and rushed behind others. Kai had almost lost his senses and he was just been dragged by his elder but the elder had no much time to take care of his senses as well.
They all covered suho from getting into the sight of others and safely brought her to the vans.
"Get up.. soul bi.. hyung why isn't she opening her eyes".
Lay sat besides suho, whose lap was taken by faint soul bi and he was staring at her face blankly. He couldn't answer him just continued staring at her face and lay has started to tear in.
'when did we became so close soul bi, that every one is tearing up for you... this is our fourth meeting and you are taking over all of every ones senses... we thought we hate you so much... but what did you do.. and when... you did something that we opened our hearts for you without our realization... get up already soul bi... every one is hurting'.
D.O while looking at every one's face tried to hold it in and just called soul bi out in his heart. Chanyeol was leaning his head on kyungsoo's shoulder and he never saw chanyeol this stressed before..
"Chanyeol..".
In a gesture of comfort D.O called his name.He started to sober.
"I don't want her to die..".
With a wet in his voice, Chanyeol said while hurting. D.O got a shiver down his knees and he felt that his heart had missed one beat. He tumbled after hearing the worse, that could happen.
"She can't die..She can't..".
Lay after hearing what chanyeol said...almost yelled in his heart.
"I won't let you die..".
Suho wrapped himself around her and she was almost hidden inside suho's arms and chest..his heart beat became faster after what Chanyeol said and so Kai's.
"That magnetic eyes...that magnetic eyes can never go shut forever.. never..you won't do this to us right.. you won't die soul bi..right?..".
Kai was talking to the eyes he could see in his eyes.. the eyes who were stuck in his eyes and brain and continuously bothering him...he didn't want to let those eyes shut forever..
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