exo and a new girl member

" I gotta go honey, you know we can't stay longer by your side, you'll be alright by yourself right?".


Rivas was actually worried about her being left alone in Korea, he didn't really wanted to, he was so concerned about her that as he went to see her (in her room), she at once wrapped herself around him like a baby and lost all her coldness at once, and Rivas!, he could hear her heart throbbing so fast, askin' him 'not to leave'. "May be". Even her heart wasn't sure of it, she didn't really say it but he could feel it, so he started patting her to comfort her a little. "Hey, seems like am abandoned already". And at the same time, deffny walked in. They both separated and looked back... she was complaining about being left behind. "Not really, come home baby". Rivas opened his one arm for her to join in, deffny couldn't help but laugh over her stupid joke. "Oh,Don't be sad honey, we're gonna call you every single day... you won't be able to miss such kind people". As she joined them in a very warm hug, she started being nuisance and Rivas witnessed her encountrin' a very cold gaze from the other side, with much silent words. "Okay, so you're gonna be fine, I don't know those guys personally but they doesn't seem like faking themselves out and... ah! even am nerves..". While trying to comfort her, she herself nervously laughed. "What's there to be nerves about, they can't mistreat her, isn't she in charge". Rivas almost pop-ed out his eyes, seeing even deffny unsure. "Am not nerves because how they'll treat her, but how she would". Deffny tried to cheer up the atmosphere a bit and as she had expected, Rivas almost killed her with a rain of punches. "oh you...". And as she attacked back, they both were really in to make her a bit comfortable and it did help, her sadness was like, vanished, and an expressionless but less cold face cover could be seen there. "hey, let's stop now, I have something to ask you guys before we leave to get Cara enrolled in that university... so will answer me guys?". Rivas after having a little fun with deffny, asked her to stop and turned both Cara and deffny's attention towards something else, he was about to ask. "yeah,... but I don't think there is something you know don't about...us!". deffny took a seat on the left corner couch and Rivas just sat besides her on the couch arm. "There is, 'cause I really couldn't get what you guys are up to... I mean, she doesn't claim her ownership at her own 'from scratch built-ed' business which proves her being a very popular business body and she need to become an idol, so she could get acknowledgment from her family because of her popularity around the world, can't she just get that so-called acknowledgment of her claiming herself as a business star?... and deffny you, you are a young business star and still you are seeking for an acknowledgment, this is seriously unbelievable" . Rivas just took it out on them and those both could only glare at other. "How about you witness it for yourself". Deffny tried to pass those questions for now, Rivas reacted with a cold sigh! "Alright, I'll figure it out by myself... and for now, how about we hang out a little out there and get you enrolled". He himself tossed his own questions and walked towards Cara to get her in his arms. "No, you guys go, am a bit sleepy". Deffny read Cara's eyes and jested Rivas to accompany him out. He kissed Cara on her forehead before leaving and stepped out besides deffny. "I've never seen her like that, Is she really nerves?" As they shut-ed the door behind them,Rivas whispered, He couldn't believe the thing that Cara can become nerves too. "She isn't nerves, just uncomfortable, you know she doesn't get along well with people and specially when she's going to live with them, moreover staying without us... I wonder how she'll survive". deffny walked towards her coat hanging in her room and Rivas followed her in. "Deffny I really don't know what you are up to but this is getting more and more worse as I see it, she may seem cold outside and even her heart sometimes feels frozen but we both know how she is inside and.... deffny, think about it a little, it's a social humiliation putting a girl under the same roof as 12 guys". Rivas really didn't know how to express himself, his thoughts were like shattered into pieces, whom he couldn't possible bond back. "There are elders, the managers, under the same roof as her to keep watch". deffny after putting her coat on, answered him with a smile and he just burst out laughing. "keep watch, keep guard!... you know i didn't mean it... are they really monsters or something...". Rivas tried to tease her and she really got teased. "hey, watch what you say, your sister is the real ice monster". she attacked back on him by pointing out Cara's coldness and they just spatted in at once as they walked out the apartment's main door, and Cara who was listening inside, stuck to her room's door.... sighed out,..her cold and sadness for the air to see.

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Deffny's (tab) diary...

So the story is, we are already in Korea for almost two days and as we stepped on Korea's land I really got a nerve wrecking chilled wave down my knees out of nervousness. Am really wasn't sure if it work as I planned but seein' Cara's cold face daily was actually the most nerve wrecking. It's not like, am not used to it, she's like that since her birth and we both are together since child hood, but as we entered our teen age she really did start to change a little, it was my influence of-course and there was one another important reason but am not gonna share this time, so, because of some reason she started to change, she started to talk, with her mouth, you know that she doesn't really talk much with her mouth but eyes, so like back that time she was being changed a little, I really want her to be like that again, like, in what she transforms as she see children. She really love kids and only kids can make her smile and bring a soft, loving expression on her face and in her cold eyes as well, and i was thinkin' may be like kids, who transforms her, any idol group would help us out getting Cara's smile back and that can't be a girl group obviously, Am not thinking about something strange, this is actually what's needed. Cara, that cold girl, who never gets along with people, can't stand especially girls, 'cause she's grown between men and she has adopted almost every habit a guy could possibly have, except for bad ones, so she's more comfortable around men and even guys feel impossibly comfortable around because they strongly believe, she doesn't even have her woman instincts, well, that's a bit harsh but so do i believe.So as I was saying that the acknowledgment she actually need, she can only get it by being a part of an idol group, why?, well, the story is a bit long and boring and I don't want to do it right now, so coming to the point, she is now going to be the part of a boy band and we've already signed the contract with the president and according to my request the boy band will be exo, you know I did it on purpose, but the real reason, only I know and it's a good reason of-course, and as for Cara she doesn't even know that how good exo is and stupidly, she has requested the president not to tell anyone, not even exo that she knows Korean, Chinese and Mandarin, just because in this way she wouldn't have to talk.. but Kris, that cool Canadian guy is there, the member of exo, ah! even he doesn't talk much and I don't think he will try to be friends with her. Well, it really need to be done at any rate and I guess, she'll be fine because of her countless talents and incredible skills, she is actually a complete package, a jackpot but all the heating talents of her just freezes down because of her coldness and this is what she needs to throw away but even after coming to Korea, I see no positive gain out of her and she's enclosed in her room since yesterday morning out of sadness, she didn't even joined us to come out to get herself enrolled in the university and hang out a little so we could spent a little time with her but that girl,... she even cries with ice blocks, am really worried about her and love her more than my life or anything precious to me, she does so but she..... ah! the exo and their fans, how will they react towards getting a girl into the group, i hope, president knows how to convince them as I did (convince the president). Today it will be officially out about exo going to have a female member, am actually shaking thinkin' of the fan's reaction for real.

Exo's dorm...
"what?, hyung this is crazy".
" we can't accept a girl, why bother even asking".

In the exo's dorm, that news was like a no-time bomb, immediately exploded!. Every single of them was in a shock and they most of them didn't how to react even. Only the leader jun myun ( suho) was calm because he was the one who break the news.

"Hyung I can't believe this, you instead of protesting against this thing, are telling us to accept this".

Tao was the one who noticed that suho doesn't agree and he's telling them to accept that fact already.

" I tried to, I know what could possibly be the conclusions of it, but, their is a good reason behind it and president said that, the girl will be the one to handle the fans for us".

Suho tried to convince them but they didn't seem like getting it.

"And what's that reason, jun myun you need to understand that, we will be losing almost all the girl fans and you are saying, living in the same space as her, this is crazy, we are all guys and even if we allow this thing, do you think we could possibly be even a little comfortable around her".

Lu han also tried to show him the most absurd part of this fact, which he already knew.

"hyung like I said before, I know every thing already and even asked the president that he can put the girl into another band, we don't need a girl, but he said he know, what he's doing and she'll be launched tomorrow at our solo concert, he has already gotten a permit from the law that she can live with us in our dorm".

suho was also going through a brain storm and now he had to convince even his members, before he internally agree it himself.

"you didn't tell us the 'good reason' hyung".

Chen (jong dae) pointed out the thing that would convince them, probably.

"Even I don't really know, probably getting some kinda more attention from men".

Suho really didn't know what the reason was but he could think of this reason only.

"This is ridiculous, we can get more attention by ourselves , are they underestimating us?".

Kris (Wu yifan) couldn't hold himself back and spoke out for real.

"hyung is right!, let's all go together to meet the president and try to convince him".

beakhyun not even agreed with Kris but also had given an idea, which almost every one was thinking of.

"There's no use of it, they've signed the contract already and he said, he won't change his decision whatever it might cost".

Suho with his head down mocked presidents words.

" Then am not doing it, am leaving"

"What really she has done to the president".

"Am not living in the same dorm as her".

"I don't what to say and what's that reason is but... this is not good".

Kai (jongin), sehun, chanyeol and even Kris left their places and suho couldn't even stop them.

"Thing's are gonna be alright jun myun, am also having a brain storm over this matter but,.. be strong you have got to get along with what company says".

Also xiumin (min seok) after patting suho's back and comforting him a little left, and those who were besides him, silent, were also getting through the great head storm of unpleasant thoughts and fears. Every one was that panic over the situation that they even didn't realized, they haven't even asked about the girl's name yet.

"I wish so... hyung".

Suho, after a while, could only mumble.

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"How could you do this deffny, how could you".

Cara's eyes were as cold as a block of ice, her face was extremely blank and her body was emitting such furious vibes that deffny couldn't raise her head in front of her.

"you are still using your chilled vibes Cara, are you really gonna be like this for the rest of your life... this is why, that's why Cara, you haven't gotten your acknowledgment yet, you know that right?....look Cara, this isn't some kinda prank, this is real... a real thing... you got me... and you are gonna do this... face this...you got to face this thing... Cara, my life....I wasn't trying to play with your emotions or such, just tried to help you out....."

"by lying to me?".

A chilled vibe intruded deffny's speech and she had no choice but to hush up for a moment.

"Okay, yeah, I did lie but... if I've had told you earlier, would you agree to it?... no right?...this is your chance to get what you seek, moreover what you lost...".

"Okay, I got it, now leave me alone".

Cara just turned her face after telling her to leave through her eyes.

"huh, seems like am influenced by an acknowledgment freak, more like by sentimental one".

deffny just shook her head and went out of her room, and Cara, whose eyes were like, frozen on the T.V screen went like...

"this is no good, man".

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next morning, exo concert, back stage...

" I just don't get it, why're you guys dead calm... didn't you guys heard on the internet, how fans are reacting, i feel like am losing my every thing because of a little worthless gal".

beakhyun brought up that topic again and each of them who were really dead silent until yet because of this situation, started to open up one by one.

"I really want to see, how she's gonna handle our fans... they'll seriously knock her down, she has no idea".

While letting his makeup done, he looked towards beakhyun with sparkling eyes.

" Stop it jongin, you too beakhyun, we need to handle this together, don't forget if she couldn't handle them, then we'll be the one in lose... losing fans, do you think it's fun?.

suho calmly but wisely handled them, but they both along with others, were seriously afraid and angry inside that , because of a girl, their popularity was on stake right now.

"hyung, it's alright, you too guys,cheer up... if the president has chosen her out of no personal relation ship then there must be some thing really good about her, he officially putted her in our group yesterday and the very next day he's about to lunch her, she must have got something really amazing, don't you think guys?".

chanyeol tried to lighten up their mood a bit and it worked, though they were still angry but they started chatter and practicing normally like they used to do backstage.

"Hey, anyone knows her name... we don't even know her name".

After a while it was bought up again by sehun, each of them stared at him.

" Lee soul bi, I heard it on the internet and her face is still undercover, will be uncovered an hour later".

beakhyun unwillingly told him and others just silently kept on doing what they were up to.

"I don't know how am gonna face our fans"...

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An hour later, exo's interview on stage.

"O my God, it's started already... Rivas am damn nerves".

Rivas saw her brownish face turning red and her hands were tumbling, she seemed damn nerves, Rivas just grab-ed her hand and looked for Cara around, she was suppose to be there in no time but he couldn't reach her yet.

"Were is Cara... why the heck you left her alone and brought me with you here, what if she won't show".

Rivas was more concerned about Cara and he could see, exo already greeting their fans.

"O Cara, come on... show up..."

deffny's praying in her heart nervously and exo.... even they were nerves in their hearts.

"How do you guys feel, isn't it exciting every time having your own solo concert".

The host was asking the most basic questions to cheer the environment up and exo replied as it needed to.

" Well, Coming to the point, am gonna ask you guys a very interesting question... about which the fans are whining to know"

Host paused for a bit and looked towards exo and it's fans, and at the same moment, Cara showed up with a cute small kid, holding his hand, wearing a short skirt cocktail dress and with a Dutch barbie bun at heads back.... lookin' extremely gorgeous, making people go crazy for her in one sight.

" Did you guys know about gonna have a girl member in your group, did you guys meet him, how do you feel about it".

Host was just doing his job, and exo...so do they, they were asked to answer this question wisely so suho picked the for him to answer.

"where the hell were you, we've been looking for you this whole time, and who's this".
"you look gorgeous".

Rivas and deffny, they both spit it out at the same moment and she really did smile.

"Just to get some help"

And really really talked with her mouth. She did it with waving her hands in which she was holding the hand of that kid.

"My genius sister".

Rivas genuinely kissed her on her cheek and wrapped his arms around her.

"Abi, I can hear your heart throbbing so fast, you are nerves!".

With a sparkle in her eyes she laughed at him and he who, after hearing her, was about to say something when the voice of suho gain their all attention.

"Honestly, it was so sudden that we couldn't think of it much and obviously didn't even knew about it nor did we meet her yet".

Three of them looked at each other and nodded like 'let's do it' and then the host picked up the line.

"I guess the fans are also in a panic situation, what's this happening, why really did it need to happen and a lot of questions.... even our exo is unaware... so, how about we introduce the girl and ask her all those questions?".

The host gone busy with the fans and the president showed at the same moment besides Cara's side.

"you ready?".

He putt-ed his hand on Cara's shoulder.

"I've gotten my lucky charm".

She replied with a smile and kneel-ed before that kid, gabbing him by his shoulders....

"Just stay here alright?, I'll be back soon... this is my sister deffny and he's my brother James, they'll take care of you from now on and guys, he's jea hyun... Abi, let the paper work done before you leave, you know what i mean".

Cara hastily introduced them with each other and after receiving the best luck from those three (including president), she took out a deep breath and stepped on the stage.

"So let's welcome Lee soul bi, the new member of exo".

With the voice of host... a girl in a mini cocktail( like a mini barbie dress), with blonde dutch bun on the head's back, black heels and green eyes covered with an unbelievable long lashed wrap , ....showed .Had breath taking Asian features with a milky complexion and she was actually up with a bare face. Her hands were covered with the black net gloves and her walk was so glamorous that the whole crowed even exo was remain stunned.

And she was welcomed warmly...not that warmly but... as she entered she did warmly bowed towards exo and fans one by one and got her seat besides suho and D.O in the middle of six guys each side.

" Hello lee soul bi-ssi, I personally welcome you on the stage".
Host tossed a smile towards her and welcomed her warmly, in return there wasn't any cold vibes but a heart throbbing smile and with an unbelievably gorgeous voice she thanked him back. There was a translator standing behind her, pretended to make her understand what host said.

"Oh. you are really pretty, even your voice is seriously heart melting... don't you guys think so".

He after praising her addressed the fans... but seems like they were too shocked by her sitting besides exo that they couldn't really react.

"Well, seems like exo's fan are in shock right now, anyway... I heard that you were american, but your features does really resemble Koreans" .

"Yes, am a native american and about my features,I would just say that I got them because I was born to be with Koreans, isn't it?".

" woo, that's really intelligent of you, I guess I've heard true about your being a quite genius person".

"ah! well, then I must be really thankful to the source you heard from".

"You really are humble as well. anyway, I also heard that you just enrolled in the Seoul university and you are an official but online student of Harvard business school with always taking the top most position and grade over the entire university, they say nobody and nothing can stop Cara from breaking the CG PA and star records... this is your true name right? Cara!".

"yeah, Cara domes... and after hearing you out now I can think of myself a little worthy".

" oh, that's good but I think you shouldn't underestimate yourself..."

"I'll try to from now on, as you said it".

"Okay, now you a part of exo already, can you please explain this situation a bit"

" Yeah, Actually I was requested to join S.M as my videos of a uni ceremony was sent to the company by my Korean friend in Harvard, 'cause I sometimes actually went to took classes there and participating in sports and ceremonies...as am a little good at each kind of sport, my singing and dancing and some martial arts stunts, every thing was in those videos, so they called me and asked to join a girl group but..."

"So you were first asked to join any girl group of your choice"

" yeah, but let me tell you the truth, I can't get along well with girls, don't get me wrong, as I was born in a family full of guys, and I was actually surrounded by those guys, even from the start, I was surrounded by guys in my class and in neighborhood as well, I didn't even realized that am losing my femininity, you may feel a little weird and awkward because of it but, am being honest right now, I wasn't even able to tell the social difference between men and women... to tell you the truth, am an introvert and as I wasn't open to much people, I only knew about how to act like a guy, I was a complete guy because of my behavior, even the guys were that comfortable around me that, they did talk about the girls and manly stuff and stupidly, I was okay with it and when I started to be friends with girls, I only made them feel absurd, a little awkward and end up fighting with them... now am good at handling girls because I can be seen behaving like a female now but am the one whose not really comfortable around girls, moreover living in the same dorm..I could't help but ask to put me in a boy band..... and lastly, this truth may seem stupid and weird to you, and the girls fan might me thinking of me as a lowly and cheap, but am sorry, it's not that girl's stuff and being girl looks stupid to me but this is me who is stupid, brought up in a full of men family and male guys...I've lost my femininity and now am like a laughing stock, struck between men and women, boys don't accept me because they are not interested in someone who is less feminine an girls don't accept me because they can't be friends with someone who like manly things,chats and stuff... I asked them to put me in a guy group but later I realized what I've actually done because of my stupidity, I've read the negative comments about me being in exo, and witnessed a silent protest outside the company's building and I believe I deserve this...you must be thinking then why don't I just fuckin' leave... but I've a genuine reason behind it and I promise you all, I will turn you all into my witnesses of that reason, 'cause i really need you to accept me, I'm begging you guys because, exo doesn't belong to S.M but to you guys...I promise I won't bother your exo oppas, just first see my work with them and than judge me, 'cause I believe, girl fans shouldn't bother themselves with my presence in exo, as I just confess, don't think of me as a girl but take me as another guy joined an all boy group, I don't think your love for your oppas can change because of a tom-boy, you have a strong bond right? and am here to just get the hearts of much people and be friends with a lot of girls.... and while doing this, I can help your oppas in any way they would like, and will you guys share a little love of yours with me for that...".

She actually turned every single body, speechless. Even the host remain hushed up for a while.

"I don't have much friends guys, just two of them out there, you must be thinkin' why bother exo for having much friends but...I won't be a nuisance to them, I promise...your exo is yours and will be yours always, am just... ah, most you must be thinking that I have no shame, no self respect nor proud, am letting the whole women being down by disgracing myself like that, in front of whole world... but guys, I do have my self respect and proud and am not disgracing myself, am rectifying my mistake for putting you and exo in a difficult position and as I've done so wrong, only this is way I've to rectify my mistake...one's proud and self respect means every thing to him especially to me... but by disgracing myself if you guys probably open your hearts for me one day, than I don't mind disgracing myself because I believe, when you receive true love from a lot of people, you are getting the whole world".

And after that, there was no sound apart from applause....

"Like I said before, you are really humble soul bi-ssi".

She actually did steal the show, exo's eyes were stick to her face and she was actually being humble bowing to the fans.

"So as we have got the whole situation now, would you like to tell us about what you think of our exo, individually".

Host again made her open her mouth.

"Oh, do I really have the right to comment?".

she smiled.

" of-course, lets start with the eldest member, Xiumin.. and you can even say what you want to say to them".

"ah!... hello hyung...ah! I know only guys use this word to call their elder brothers like this... but I think calling hyung would be more comfortable for both exo and I... so, about xiumin hyung, I would like to say that, am not Buddhist but how Buddhist respect their Buddha....I respect xiumin hyung... "

she literately made every one feel so good..

"Thank you"

xiumin humbly replied him.

"waa, so you respect him the most".

"and like him the most, as hyung is the elder most".

Host laughed at her words and asked he to continue as well.

"As for Lu han hyung, I think I can only say that he's the one who caught my eyes every time I see exo on screen, you are amazing hyung".

"Thank you".

Lu han replied with a nice smile.

" And about Kris hyung, being cold is not easy, if you have a good heart you can't show that to others, but he used his coldness as his charm point and now he is the most cool and charming guy in exo, that's really an impressive part of him".

"For suho hyung... hyung I really admire you, leadership is really a burden, but you do your job in such a good way that, everyone loves you for that, and giving your best in other performances as well, I think hyung, you are wonderful".

"Lay hyung... good to see you, when I first saw him... I really wished if I had a brother like him, I really want to take him home with me and ask my mother if she can adopt him for me".

"you can do that if Lay-ssi agree to it, you both have similar dimple as well".

She really made them laugh and lay's shy dimple could be seen, similar to Cara.

"And as for beakhyun hyung, helping others in lessening their stress and depression, you don't realize but you do an awesome job hyung, keep smiling and make others smile."

"Chen hyung is perfect, a little cheeky, wise and a guy with all kind of temperament spices, he's like a friendly book, and as books are the symbol of wisdom, he's a library I guess, full of books of every kind, what ever you like"

"Chanyeol hyung.."

she called him.

" yes".

He at once responded.

" I wish I could be friends with such an adorable guy like you, because your smile really does works, anyone can forget about his problems after seeing you smile".

'Thank you'

"And as for D.O hyung...ah!..."

She literally gotten struck while looking at his face besides him.

"you don't know what to say?"

host asked.

"No, I just wondered if I should say this or not but... hyung...I won't bother you really, I'll try to live like a guy around you so you would be comfortable and even I'll try not to make you furious, I really want to tell you one more thing, your smile is really warm and you look the best when you smile".

She tried not to look towards him as he thanked her like others.

"Tao hyung, when people think that you are acting cute,I see an honest person that time".

"And about Kai hyung, I really want to bring up an internet comment I read about Kai hyung that, he make others proud that he has no regret about having a dark skin, but I really wanted to know, why even bringing up his complexion, there's nothing like that in holly wood, but yes, you can bring up his complexion because he's the most attractive guy among idols and envy of others....Kai hyung and I will be the dancing partners so I should be proud of being partners with such hardworking and talented guy".

"Sehun hyung...am now the maknea, you can go bossy around on me and satisfy your desire of acting like an adult, I like your and chanyeol hyung's voice"

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Notes

hey guys! i tried to write about exo a little, but as am busy with my work, I really do it hastily and some time make the most basic mistakes, 'cause I don't even have the time to check so I hope you ignore my rough writing and please leave comments if you like. ( like the story as well)