exo and a new girl member

The fairies were dancing, dancing on her face, on her carved small nose, on the perfectly shaped curves of face, and it was, incredible. It looked so good and beautiful that Suho got an urge to touch the glowing face of hers. He could not resist it. His hand itself moved and he did not know how to stop it. The movements of that face with her breathe movements made it so magical and touchable that the sleeping beauty attraction almost had his hand touching, but it was Suho, none other than Suho, he knew how to get himself in his senses back. He immediately pulled his hand back. It was uncomfortable, her lashes were real long almost covering her cheeks like flappers and small drops of tears were shining on it like pearls, 'this is so unfair boy, even the bruised beauty is getting on my nerves', Suho got his eyes off of that glowing 'thing' right away.

"Hey soul bi, if you again got a lust to die, just word it out, my worthy hands would be the service".

Kris warned her, though he knew she has had fallen asleep. The room instantly fell in a laughter echo.
“No bother hyung, I’m gonna protect my sister under any bloody condition”.
Lay spoke with a wet in his throat, seemed gonna get the tears out of his words too.
“And I’m gonna kill those, who try to have an eye on her, surely!”
Kai had his own way to show affection, tears fell since he tried to keep the atmosphere’s sorrow up.
“How can she do this to us, scaring the whole crew to shit”.
“Emotional breakdown I guess!”
“I missed her! I’m screwed”.
“Why the hell is every one crying, she’s messed up our lives since she met us”.
“Behave sehun!”
“He’s just throwing, he loves her too”.
“Just go to sleep boys, beauty is at her sleep treatment”.
Manager hyungs cut them in; they knew the tears won’t reach the sleeping One.
The whole crying and silently weeping crew, shooting arrows in the dark, went hush up at once. The feelings were hurt. The feel to lose her, had given them the chills down the spines. Nothing could handle the worse and they were thankful for this to someone they had prayed to.
Suho couldn’t see their faces but knew how hurt they were. Silently cried and found their ways to let the pain roll out. He sighed!
Turning the dark view into a moon light brighten one by getting the girl in his sight, he found her mumbling underneath lips.
‘She’s awake’; he wondered.
‘I’m sorry hyungs, I’m truly sorry’ he read the lip sync. The eyes shedding tears and lashes tumbling, small nicely carved nose getting red and the shiny blonde bangs covering the brows, he fell in a ‘view spell’.
She was close, very close. He could feel her, her pain, her regret, how she felt when she heard them crying for her; Could feel her because of her hand, the tumbling hand in his hand, the fingers tightened in his fingers and the heart throbbing touch, he had a complete access to her feelings, her pains and moreover, the whole existence of her.
Under covers, they were close, feeling each others’ warmth, holding hands and Suho looking at her glowing bruised face in sparkling moon light, spell bounded!, that’s how magical it was, that’s how heart throbbing and chest tightening it was.
In addition, the fantasy was itself breathing there; breathing between the distances of their faces, between the faint sobbing of other members because of how terrified they were just by thinking of something could have happen to her, and between the senses and spell bounded eyes of Suho, if he knew how long, until hours, if he knew! He stared.
The pure tears, he wanted to treasure those on his fingers’ tips. The tumbling lashes, he wanted to touch those, comfort those. The glowing face, he wanted to cup that in his hands, wanted to tell her ‘it’s alright, don’t cry’ wanted to vanish every bruise and wound on her face with his touch, if it had been the most magical touch ever, and only if he knew, it could be.
Slowly the curves of her eyes had their shape. The lashes were been lifted up, ‘beautiful curves’ he felt! May be the most attractive he has had ever seen in his life. No exaggeration, he found the eyes like diamonds shinning in the moon light.
Diamonds moved, she tried to get him in her sight in the dark. She couldn’t, and he knew that. The dark under the light, he knew the light couldn’t enlighten that up ever. Was no need to close his eyes to avoid the eye contact, there was no need to stiffen his body as well, he knew she was hoping him to be asleep, though pretending!
Liquid gems eyes hoping to see, he smiled! She got up, looked around in the dark and felt her hand in the hand of one sleeping by his side. She turned her face again. Her covers were gone; ‘fallen in her lap’, and the hospital shirt showed her presence though she didn’t notice that, instead tried to get her hand back from the hand, warming and comforting her!
His hand didn’t have any grip. She slowly pulled it out. The length of Suho’s fingers, the softness and warmth of his hand, she felt an erection in her body. It was a beautiful emptiness she felt and Suho too, though they both didn’t know how the other one took it. The slow touch while parting, the beautiful touch of fingers’ tips, both found their heart beats missed.
She got off the bed in a snake motion, got through the guys having almost all floor space and sneaked out of the door like usual, making no noise!
“I never knew I’d feel my other side this empty ever” His brain had the stuff he never imagined to have. Crush stuff!
“Come on no! Head straight joon myeon, head straight!” only if he knew he already was into it.
She should not be out there, out in the cold without any coverings on even though she was just been to the lounge, he knew it was cold and he had to have her back in room! He slid off the covering and got off the bed, following her, got out of the room as well and, and she was nowhere to be found!
“Soul bi” he called out her name in the empty lounge filled with dark torn apart by the moon light getting in through the glass wall around the whole lounge. His gentle call echoed in silence; He felt the chills in the air and he feared that soul bi must have left the apartment in that mere clothing of hospital.
He instantly shook off his thoughts and rushed to the other rooms there in case his thoughts would have been wrong.
“Soul bi where are you?”
He mumbled underneath breath and kept on looking for her. In Doc’s room, in guest room and other bedrooms, she was nowhere. He could not find her!
‘Don’t tell me you left’ He rushed back to the room they just shared. Making no sound made his way to his worn off stuff, he grabbed his and jacket of some other member hanging close by and got out of the room, out of the apartment within minutes! Moreover, one of the elevators out there, assured him, he worth made it here!
She was heading down. He got himself the other elevator and wore his jacket meanwhile. The other jacket was in his hands and it was for the one who should not be out this time, well, he exactly did not know what time it was but she was hurt wasn’t she? , how she could even leave her bed in that state, he wondered!
Does she not really feel pain? He didn’t know that but one thing, he was in pain! He didn’t know why, but he felt his heart ripped seeing her this reckless about herself and in the elevator that time, he was impatient to see her, impatient he’s had never been.
‘what if walking around like this, harm her fresh surgery ‘treatment’’ ‘what if she catch a cold with her weak body and might not be able to get over that cold’ ‘what if’, and there were a lot of ‘what ifs’ in his head, making him more concerned and worried!
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She slowly printed her foot on the pathway to ‘nowhere’. The red bricks’ carpet took the burden of her steps and moon light led her way. Trees alongside the pathway bowed in welcome. Crickets crocked in honor and chilled winds danced overjoyed.
It was a very warm welcome, even the dark behind the trees smiled at her, making sure she knew it’s presence. She smiled back and she knew she must have gone insane but really had to have some fresh air, though it’s freezing.
She slowly walked between the welcoming trees along side and tried to distract herself from the painful thoughts of her ‘secret’. She took a deep breath and, her lungs felt the freezing chills in the air, slowly let it out after few seconds. She felt herself composed and now slowly she could feel how chilled it was out there. She unconsciously got her hands near shoulders. The whole body was stiffed because of the chills she was getting from the air.
She looked up at the sky, the dark coverings had moon glowing in the middle. The reason she liked sky at night! Moreover, the glowing trees because of moon light, the peace, the silence, the loneliness and cold, been her attractions in the winter nights at parks and so was now.
It was refreshing; she took the bench near a tree as her seat and faced the full moon shinning at the heart of dark. A smiled got the corners of her lips and made her smile though she was shivering from cold.
“You brought me a warm day you up there, not you Mr. Moon, the else if it exists, thank you!”
Suho smiled beside the tree. He’s been following her until here; not only Cara knew how to cut her connections with any kind of sound while walking!
Her glowing and smiling face had made him smile unknowingly. He could now see her fragile and mid heighted body clearly, glowing in the moon light without coverings, in the hospital clothes. He could see how weak aura she’s been emitting that time. She seemed lacking any kind of strength or energy and her bruised face and open blonde hair! He felt more hurt. She had her long hair in her lap and she for a moment could be assumed as a fairy of Disney movies but he didn’t like girly fantasies much, so what he just did was, assuming her as a real fairy of exo. Moreover, her voice was amusing too might fairies have though it was a whisper.
“Jae min hyung, I got a family now, you happy? I am!”
She whispered again and whispers in silence echoed again! Widen the smile, her eyes shined too. She recalled the things happened few hours ago and she unconsciously looked at the hand she’s had been holding with Suho’s. It still had his touch and when she woke up that time, all she could see was tears in the eyes of all and Suho, holding her hand beside her terrified body, because of the fear he might lose her, and she read that!
She smiled more widely; the warmth of his hand and body, she could still feel it there. Her heart beats were still seems to be dropping and suddenly fast then dropping again like Suho was there and she could feel him.
Suho standing beside the tree, didn’t know what she had in her head, only he got was the name of the guy again, Jae min and he really didn’t know if that guy was really her brother. Moreover, he didn’t know any single thing about her or her family except she has had a guardian of her age and the other guy as her second guardian labeled as her sworn brother with a different name as that guy ‘Jae min’. What could possibly he think that time!
“You touch my heart so gently~
Look beside your heart~”
She suddenly started singing. It caught his attention spontaneously. She left her place and climbed up a tree there, stunning Suho; it was as if she was walking a street.
“Pains will be gone~
Love will be your touch~”
It got no music, not actual lyrics, rhythms were just shallow and for a not so music person it could be just a crap, well, not really a crap but just for a not so music person! A musician, a person of music, Suho, he could see what it got. Gorgeous voice, beautiful delivery of high and low notes, tone maintenance and how made it heart throbbing in silence, truly mind blowing! Consequently, he must have enjoyed it but the singer was on the top branch of the tree, almost ready to freeze to death; Asking for concern!
He looked up and she was shivering. Her hands were on her shoulders and her long hair was in the air hanging down instead of wrapping her. He looked back at the jacket in his hand and sighed!
‘Miracles’
He mumbled. ‘Miracles’ the very own song of exo! He looked up at her again.
She’s been up to miracles now; sitting on the highest branch of a tree, singing miracles in moon light chocking the silence of woods, it was truly incredible. He could feel the words, the pain behind the words, not of the songs they themselves had made, but the pain of the girl letting her pains find a way out with the voice of hers and lyrics of their song.
“You shouldn’t be this cruel to yourself, though it’s your way to make yourself better, may nature help its’ best”.
He felt himself talking to her in his head. He realized his heart’s been melting because of her voice, her pains and it hurts how she needs to be alone in the dark to make herself better moreover, in winter with no coverings on. ‘But wait, who told her not to bring any warm cloths, and why up high there’
He grabbed the jacket and went to the bench she was sitting a while ago. He looked around to find something and he got a broken little branch in his sight.
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