I forgot to forget you

“This is not happening, this is not happening, this is not happening…” Leo repeated this words over and over in his head but they could not change the past. He knew what had just happened, he knew that it was all his fault. First she left because of him and now he was hurting the other members. He didn't mean it, he would never do anything like that on purpose. He was just so scared, he knew that if the conversation with Hyuk had kept on going he would have broken down, telling everything to the other boy. He just.. he couldn't tell them.. but now.. Would they hate him? Would they leave him alone?

He didn't want that.. he didn't want them to leave him as well. He didn't want them to try and help him but them trying was the only thing that had kept him sane this far. If they left him now he knew it he wouldn't make it, he would fade away and maybe they would not mind that… Maybe if they hated him that’s exactly what he should do..

“N! wait up!” Ravi yelled and stopped N right outside Leo’s door.
“Don’t even try Ravi! I can’t look past this!” N said and looked at the rapper with burning eyes.
“I know i know, but please let me talk to him first.” Ravi said trying to calm the leader down.
“No, i’m not going to.” N started.
“I know, just let me talk to him first.” Ravi said cutting of N’s words. “You can talk with him after okay?”
“I’ll give you ten minutes then i’m coming up!” N said and turned around, walking down the stairs again.

Ravi carefully opened the door and looked inside. He was surprised it was so dark in the room and when he took a step inside something cracked under his feet. He looked down and when he moved his his foot he saw a broken mirror shard. ´There was manny more lying around the room and the big mirror that used to hang on the wall was lying on the floor, What had happened?

That’s when he noticed Leo. He was sitting on the window sil with his legs out the window. Ravi wasn't sure about it but he thought he saw tears as Leo quickly turned his head to look at Ravi. A thought crossed Ravi’s mind as he saw the open window.
“Leo, what are you doing?” Ravi said calmly and tried to keep the fear out of his voice. “Get down from there now, you could fall down and get hurt.”
Leo just watched Ravi with his lonely and a bit surprised look, but he still didn't move.
Ravi slowly walked closer to the other, careful not to make any sudden movements.
“Leo i know you didn't mean to hurt Hyuk so just come and say that you’re sorry okay?” Ravi said as he closed in on Leo.
Leo’s look became blank as Ravi mentioned Hyuk and even the sadness and loneliness that Ravi first saw vanished.

Ravi was now only a meter away but Leo moved backwards almost falling out the window.
With a quick movement Ravi jumped forward grabbing Leo's arm pulling him back inside, but it the process he found himself stumbling backwards. Suddenly he was falling, he felt something his his head and everything turned black.
Leo didn't even know what happened but he felt himself be pulled back into the room and when he looked back Ravi was gone. A high yell from outside caused him to run up to the window looking out onto the grass bellow. Bellow him Ken, Hongbin and Hyuk stood. N was also there but on his knees beside Ravi who lay completely still on the ground. It took some time but Leo started to understand what had happened.

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