MY INNER BEAST

CL POV


"Because," I start, still keeping my eyes silver. " I'm an alphada."

"Cool isn't it?" Yugyeom asked, putting his arm around my shoulder. I looked up at him smiling, because he was making the situation more comfortable for me. Yugyeom covered my eyes signifying me to change them back to my original color. I obeyed his commands and changed them back to brown, taking his hand away from my face and walking to the couch with them following. Yugyeom and I sat together while both my parents sat across from us.

"How did we not see this in our own house?" my mother questioned.

"Maybe, because Chaerin wasn't showing any signs of werewolf development in her blood." my father muttered. My mother hit him across the head while laughing a bit.

"How long have you been knowing about you being a werewolf? Usually you're not suppose to know until you're 15, but that's when that alpha of the pack or your parents tell you." My mother asked.

"I found out maybe three days after my 11th birthday. I accidently transformed into one without even knowing." I explained, rethinking the memories.

"If you accidently transformed into one, then that means either you or your wolf were aggravated big time." My father explained. "Why were you mad?" my father asked, looking into my eyes.

I mean I could just say, 'Hey you know the usual, I almost got rape and could've died if it wasn't for my wolf to come to the rescue.'

"I... don't remember." I lied. My father nodded believing me.

"Then how long have you been knowing about us?" My father re-asked.

"I'm not going to lie, but I found out about you guys when you forbidden me from being friends with Yugyeom and when I ignored the whole alpha command." I laughed, seeing Yugyeom's reaction from what my parents said about him. "And I found out about Suga and the rest around the time I found out about Yugyeom being a vampire." I explained, laughing at how naïve I was.

"So not very long ago, maybe about two days ago." Yugyeom finished. I nodded in agreement. "Wow, for an alphada you are not that smart." He teased. I glared at him grabbing his arm and pinching it with my strength. Yugyeom winced and begged me to let go.

"Wow, for a vampire you're not that strong." I mocked, letting go of him as he rubbed his arm to ease the pain.

"Then how long have you been knowing about her being a alphada?" My mother question, turning towards Yugyeom.

"The same day she found out about me. It's actually a funny story because we were both trying to kill each other." Yugyeom laughed, rethinking about how stupid we were.

"Excuse me?" My father asked bewildered.

"Long story short, Mark wanted me dead." I explained, in the shortest way possible.

"On a more happier note," Yugyeom started. "Today is the day Lee Chaerin blessed us and came into this world." he joked, as I playfully hit him on the arm because of the exaggerated introduction.

"Happy Birthday sweetie," My mother said, standing to hug me while my father joined in also.

"Where's Suga?" I asked, releasing them. Wondering why he wasn't present along with the others.

"He's gone, he left earlier this morning to track down the guy who killed- attacked you." My mother explained.

"Do you know where he's at?" I asked not looking at them in the eye.

"Honey, we have no way of contact with them. They still think you're dead." My father finished.

"How can you let them leave just like that? They're your kids." I snapped back.

"Chaerin, we had no idea who attacked you or why they did. Suga left at his own will along with the rest. Do you think we wanted our child to leave us? He started his own pack with him and his friends, he wasn't going to stop at nothing until he found out who killed you. Because they still think you're dead." My father sternly said.

I felt betrayed, my brother had left my side. He promised to always be with me no matter what, he broke the only promise we made. Dead or alive, I wouldn't want my brother to leave me at all.

"CL," Yugyeom warned, as he noticed my eyes turned silver. Scaring my parents since they weren't use to it. Yugyeom grabbed my arm trying to calm me down, since he knew I was mad.

"I'm fine," I muttered, taking his arm away from mine and walking past them towards my room.

"Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid." I muttered, punching the pillow. None of this wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for me being so ignorant and selfish, not wanting to listen to Amber about changing into my wolf form in public. Suga would've still been here along with J-hope, Jin, V, Rapmon, Jungkook and Jimin. Despite them getting on my nerves a lot and messing with me.

"CL," Yugyeom knocked. I stood from my bed opening the door for him as I walked back to my bed, laying back down. Yugyeom closed the door before running towards me and jumping onto me. Yugyeom laughed as he laid on top of me while I looked back up at him smiling.

"You know, if it makes you feel any better I didn't know either." Yugyeom said, looking down at me. I looked at him for a moment before replying back.

"Oh really?" I asked.

"Yup. Before I came here, he actually came to our house." he explained.

"What for? What happened?" I asked, confused to as why they went to their place in the first place. Yugyeom pointed towards his face, showing me his bruise.

"Who did that?" I asked, bringing my hand to his face, cupping his bruise in my hand as I healed his bruise. Transforming the purple spot in his face back to his original color.

"Thanks, and Jimin did this." he explained.

"What? Why? Wait no, tell me the whole story." I asked more confused.

"Ok so, you know we just came back from the anniversary place and were eating at our house. Out of nowhere Suga and the rest came and broke down our door and started to shout towards us. Telling us it was all our fault that you were dead and obviously I was confused and asked what he was talking about but he was furious and used his power against me." he explained.

"Wait, what are his powers?" I asked curiously, since I had no idea what his powers were.

"His are allusion of pain, they're really dangerous and painful." he stated. I nodded and let him proceed in his story.

"Which hurt and I could've nearly died if it wasn't for Mark. And then Jimin screamed t me then punched me, which surprised me. Long story short, I didn't believe them and came here." he finished.

"Well, that seems really petty, but then again me and Suga are related. So, I'll probably do something like that also." I finished as I pushed Yugyeom off me, as he laid next to me.

"So, what do you want to do for your birthday?" Yugyeom asked.

"Honestly, sleep. I just want to sleep all this mess away." I told him. Letting myself cuddle close to him as I close my eyes and let sleep take me away.

"As you wish." he laughed, holding me close and letting sleep overcome him also.

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