Class President

"Baekhyun...do you think Suho is alright?" I ask

"Stop worrying and go to sleep." He said half asleep

"We are going to see him tomorrow, right?" I ask

"Sooyeon, Do you like Suho?" Baekhyun said, clearly awake now

I just remained quiet and did not answer him. Baekhyun came up beside me, asking if i'm still awake. I feel that his face was inches away from mine, I could sense the warmth of his breath against my skin. I continue to close my eyes. I was so focused on not moving and pretending to sleep i didn't hear what Baek said. He gave me a peak on my cheek right after and he went back to sleep. I check to make sure he was actually asleep. Since he asked me the question, Do I like Suho? I don't know. I couldn't sleep well knowing that Suho got hurt because of me. I kept on toss and turning through out the whole night.

Finally, daylight was shinning through the curtains. I didn't want to open my eyes but continue to wrap myself in a ball. I finally manage to get myself moving, my feet touch the cold floor as I walk there was my footprints left behind. Before i walk out the door I look back at Baekhyun soundly asleep. I grab my blanket and set it on top of him. I kneel down to get a closer look at him. Does his parents know that he is sleeping here? Just a few days ago I wouldn't even talk or look at him but now he is here sleeping at my house trying to comfort me. I got back up and close the door leaving him alone. I called the school that Baek and I won't be attending school today but we will be visiting Suho. I washed my face and brushed my teeth.

I look at myself in the mirror. My skin pale, I have dark circles, my lips are chapped; I look sick. I apply some bb cream to make my skin look brighter and more even. I put on blush to add color to my face and mascara to my eyes so I won't look so tired. I apply some lip balm and pink tint to my lips. I look different, different from how I usually look. I would always have a pale complexion and dark eyeliner. My hair would always be down covering my face most of the time. I look in my closet to change clothes but most of my clothes are mostly black. I look rummage through my clothes. I found the white dress that my mom had bought for me, I tried it on and it still fits perfectly. I tied my hair up revealing my face

I was cooking in the kitchen when I hear Baekhyun coming downstairs. I made a simple dish for both of us to eat for breakfast. I usually don't eat in the morning but since Baekhyun is a guest here I didn't want him to be hungry. We both ate in silence, every now and then Baekhyun would sneak peaks at me. I stare back at him...

"Why do you keep starring at me?" I ask

"Uh, you look different..." He reply " you don't usually look like that. I've always seen you with black clothes and dark eyeliner. This is the first time I get to see your face clearly."

"Could you not stare, it makes me uncomfortable." I continue eating

After we both were done eating, I wash the dishes. Baekhyun and I went to the hospital together. My footsteps were heavy as I got closer to Suho's room. My hand on the Door knob not wanting to open the door. i didn't want to see Suho in the state he was in. I could feel my own heart beat accelerating faster. I look back at Baekhyun, he gave me a reassuring smile. I turn the door know slowly entering the room, i didn't want to make any sound. I look inside and see Suho still asleep but that wasn't the only thing that caught my attention. There were two other guys sleeping on the couch.

I look at Baekhyun with a confused expression but he wasn't surprise at all. He went up to them and shook them awake. When they did finally wake up they both embrace Baekhyun in a warm hug. Does he know these people? I ignore them and went to sit nest to Suho. I silently sat there and just stared at him. Without even realizing the guys were gone along with Baekhyun. Soon my got teary, this is all my fault that Suho got hurt. Since I din't get enough sleep I was super tired. After waiting for Baekhyun to come back I fell asleep beside Suho.

As I was sleeping I suddenly feel someone patting my head. I open my eyes and saw that Suho was awake. I look at him as he just smiled at me. I start to cry again seeing that he was fine, I stood up and was about to leave but I could feel Suho's hand around my wrist preventing me from leaving the room. I didn't have the courage to look at him in the eyes.

"Did I worry you?" Suho whisper " Why are you crying? you are going to ruin your make up."

"you got injured because of me..." I whimper

"Wanna lay on the bed with me?" Suho ask

"Can I?" I reply

I climb on the bed with suho and just layed there, I soon feel asleep. I waited for Baekhyun to come back he never did. It was dark and I walked home alone. I stop by the park and sat on the swings. I stayed there for a while to collect and organize my thoughts. My phone buzzed, I got a message from Baekhyun.

'sorry that I didn't come back or even walk you home. also, I didn't have the courage to tell you this in person but you look Beautiful today like you always do. -Baek'

After receiving the text i begin walking home. I got inside my house. I took off my makeup and dress. I wore a large T-shirt with nothing but my undergarments. I begin coughing non stop. I touch my own forehead and i was burning up. i didn't have any medication in the house. I just want to sleep without eating anything.

Notes

okay! this is an update....I'm going to slowly start introducing the other members into the story. Subscribe for more and leave a comment of encouragement! Also HAPPY NEW YEAR! but where I live it is still the 31st...lol enjoy! sorry for the long delay