Grim Reaper

~Hana~
Admiring the shower, I’m glad that from my shoulders down was opaque glass. Finishing rinsing my hair, I turn off the shower when the bathroom door opens and closes. Looking, I start to swear. “Maru turn the fuck around or I swear to god I will kick your ass!” He spins around and I slowly open the shower door. “Hand me a towel.” He does and I quickly dry myself off, not trusting him to not peek. Pulling on my clothes, I flick the back of his neck. “Ya! It’s not my fault. This is my bathroom.” I shrug and start to dry my hair. “Either you get out or you turn around.” Maru says, looking at me. Nodding, I turn away from the shower, grabbing my swimsuit and hear his wet swimsuit drop to the floor and he gets into the shower, quickly closing the door and turning on the shower. Walking to the door, my knees hit the rug in front of the sink before I can reach the door handle. “Are you leaving?” Maru asks and I shakily get to my feet. Something was wrong with me. It was the same with me not being able to eat or sleep. I could barely stand. “Yeah, give me a second.” I rasp and take the last few steps to the door. “Are you okay? I heard something weird just now.” “I’m fine, just tripped.” I don’t wait for his answer and shut the door behind me, slowly making my way to my room. Opening the door, I quickly cover my eyes but pull my hand away. Min Ah and Myung Ho were making out on my bed. “Not on my bed. If you guys want to make out, go to your own room.” I growl and they quickly get up. “Sorry Hana, I’m going to pass on the garden. See you later, okay?” I roll my eyes, nodding. They leave and I slam the door behind them. That had happened fast, even for Min Ah. Plugging my phone into my speakers, I put the one song that I could relate to, on repeat. G-Dragon’s voice laughs at me and I start to dance. A dance that meant that I didn’t care. A dance that was mixed with all different kinds of dance moves. The clothes that I’d grabbed before going to Maru’s bathroom had been a white summer dress. It swirled around my legs as I danced, the song intoxicating. Taking a deep breath, I sing the chorus, harmonizing with G-Dragon and Daesung. “It’s hard for me to be sober. I can’t do anything, I hate being sober. I can’t fall asleep without you. Time is so damn slow, I’m just growing old. I live like I’m dead. I have so many damn things to do, but I have nothing that I want to do.” Suddenly the music stops and I look around the room, my eyes finding Maru. He had unplugged my phone and stood there, arms crossed. “What are you doing? Put the music back o-“I’m slammed back into the wall, both of my wrists crushed against it. I look up at Maru and a sort of thrill shoots through me. His eyes were filled with fire. “Mar-“I can’t finish saying his name as he smashes his lips into mine, hungrily kissing me. He presses his body flush against me, his knee hitting the wall between my legs. I gasp as his knee pushes between my legs and his hand starts to pull up my skirt. My eyes slowly close but snap open, a burning rushing through my veins. It wasn’t ecstasy or pleasure, it was something even more dangerous. Breaking away from him, I turn my head and he attacks my neck, leaving marks all over it. “Maru, stop.” I try to push him away but he doesn’t move. “Maru,” I try shoving him but he just comes back. “Maru!” I hiss and I feel my hand connect with his cheek. Shocked, he steps back. “Get out. Now!” I whisper before shouting the last word. He slowly leaves, still holding his cheek and I slam my fist into the floor with a yell of anger. The room erupts in orange and I look up before covering my mouth. The carpet and curtains were engulfed in fire. The flames seemed to burn my heart before I lurch forward, grabbing the curtains and pulling them to the floor. I didn’t care if they were burning and if I’d get burnt. I didn’t care. I wanted to stop the fire. Patting at the flames, I feel them lick me, their touch warm. They finally go out and I stare at the black charred mess on the floor. Was I a monster? Was that what I was becoming? “What if I kill someone? What if I hurt him? I don’t want to hurt the people I love.” I panic, falling to the floor. All my thoughts come flooding back and I bolt out of my room, slamming into someone. Hitting the ground, I look up at Maru. His eyes were wide and the fear in them was so deep that I couldn’t see past it. “Han-“I scramble to my feet and tear down the hall, away from my room. Away from love. Away from the hurt. Without realizing, I’d run straight into the darkness.
~Maru~
The sting of Hana’s slap sent shocks through me. Stepping back, I stare at her, there was something feral in her eyes, a tinge of fright shone behind it. “Get out. Now!” She gasps, but something was wrong with her voice. It was shaking. I slowly leave, but stand outside her door, trying to calm myself down. There’s a loud bang and I jump, peeking through the open door. Orange reflects off of the walls and I stare in horror as fire burned through her room. Hana’s eyes widen and she tears the curtains that were burning, down. She puts the fire out and is frozen, staring at the ashes. “What if I kill someone? What if I hurt him? I don’t want to hurt the people I love.” She gasps, covering her mouth, dropping to the floor. With wild eyes, she bolts out of her room, running into me. I look at her, how could she have gotten the fire out and not be burnt? She looks up at me and something changes in her eyes. They turn from scared, to sad and understanding. “Han-“I can’t say her name as she jumps to her feet, racing down the hall like something was after her. Stepping forward, I shuffle to my room, trying to process what had just happened. Was that what she was so afraid of? That she would become a monster? She didn’t want to hurt me so she pushed me away. That’s why she’d been acting weird for the last few weeks. Dropping onto my bed, I close my eyes, memories of Hana flashing in the darkness.
“Maru, get up! Get up!” Jungkook’s voice rings in my ears and I groan, sitting up. “What do you want?” I mumble, trying to wake myself up. “Hana went missing! She’s nowhere in the mansion and she didn’t even leave a note!” My eyes snap open and I stare at him. “What do you mean? How long has it been since you’ve seen her?” “I saw her at the pool yesterday and that was the last time, you?” “We got in a fight a while after the pool thing and she was pretty pissed.” “Dammit, are you the reason she’s gone? She could’ve gotten in trouble somewhere with those demons! Don’t you even think straight?” “Hana-ssi!” I can hear everyone calling her name and I quickly get out of my bed. She’d run off, but where did she go?

Notes

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