But with You, I can Feel again

minhos pov

I assume everything with the son of the lee family is going well?

Its been a week since the incident of minah and appa, and a week since the pool and ive found out sulli was also an illegitimate child. I doubt that appa knows but I wont bring up to him.

The dining table was a silent except for the occasional clink of silverware on plates till appa spoke up.

Ne, everything is fine. theres not much to report back...
He nods his head slowly as he chews, well as long as you stay on good terms for the company's sake.
Oh, and I heard about the incident at your school pool.

I was taking a sip of water when he said that making me choke on what had gone down my throat.

I begin to cough wildly, but i manage to calm it, in time to escape the lecture of "table manners"

So minho anything you anything you want to tell me?

Anni, the teacher was just overacting because I wanted to keep my shirt on.

And why would you do that if it was swim class? Hes eyeing me suspiciously, hes testing me, and warning my with his glare to be careful with my word choice.

because any choi member knows to be more classy then be stripped naked, no matter the occasion

His side lip lifts up a little before disappearing back to a thin line.

Come with me, he gets up bluntly abd throws his napkin on the table.
I dont keep him waiting so get up quickly and follow.

I follow behind until we reach his study.
Growing up, his study was always off limits.
He kept us distant, we use to say the study doors were cold because their made from ice of ignorance, to stay away and not get close or else the ice would rub off on you.

entering his study its a bit dark and larger then I remember, but he leads me to a corner, he touches and turns the wall light revealing a staircase.

gaja, he doesn't wait for me to respond before making his way down.

its a long stirring staircase, but the walls begin to be filled with pictures, words, engraves till we reach the end and its a great circular room with our family history.

I show you this like i showed your brothers so you can see the magnificent bloodline you come from to feel proud and carry on the blood of this family that runs through your veins

He turns to face me, this is why I expect much from you. so dont be getting any ideas on dirtying our family name do you hear me?

I should have known this conversation it would end the same, just like all the ones before.

Out of.habit and annoyance I just nod my head.

Look at me
I dont move
*smack*
I said look.at me,
I lift my eyes
Dont forget the meaning of your own mark
And he leaves me alone and angered...


Time laspse
Im sitting in the woods at my spot when i begin to hear leaves crackling.under someones foot.

I lightly smile, but remove it before they come into view.

I thought id find you here, sulli brushes her hair out of her face as she.makes her way towards me, wearing a light garden summer dress.



Well not much places I can find an escape for.

why do you care so much?

Wae?

Why do you care so much, that is what your appa has to say or the things he does in your life.

You wouldnt understand.

Then enlighten me minho, she places he hand on top of.mine.

I pull my hand away.and get.up and walk across from her to a tree.
I care because.i dont want to be a disappointment. I dont want to let anyone down... I rather suffer if it means there happiness... But appa takes it a bit to far... At times I feel like.he.forgets im.a.human too, not.just a toy or.puppet at his beckin-call, one he can toss around...

To stop the painful tears from falling I punch the tree, a couple of times, I can feel the wood cutting it, but im so use to pain.it doesnt even hurt.
As I get ready to hit the tree again my hand is abruptly stop
Hajima, sulli pulls my.hand away inspecting my fingers and knuckles.
Tsk, she picks up her dress and *rip* before I can comprehend what happen she has already taken.the matteral and wrapped it.around my hand.to stop the bleeding.

Sulli, you didnt.have to do that.. You know… i turn away blushing

I know.i was trying too help.
Honestly I dont.know.how.those.boys.put.up with you

I cant help but reveal a small smile at her comment.
*gasp* youre actually smiling, sulli said while putting her hands on her cheek.
Shes really cute, but I do wonder at time how the boys do handle.me, im just.lucky I guess...

How did you met them?

Hmm, im pulled back into reality when.she speaks.

how did you meet them, the boys.

slowly, each people past story begins.to fill my mind as of how we all found eachother,
But which story to tell first of the beginning of our bond.

Notes

A second update of the night ^~^

I hope you like it (:

So which one of the boys past would you be most interested in hearing??

Enjoy!