But with You, I can Feel again
Paet 3 of 3
WARNING! MILD CURSING AND LOTS OF ERRORS >.<<br>
Minho!
gruh, I grumble as i know im going to get lecture from my hyungs and taemin…
wae?! i grumble loudly
turning around face to face with 4 angry people
what the fuck was that last night?! key-hyung shoves me into the lockers behind us
playing dumb, what was what?
key-hyung raises his fist, onew-hyung stops him, and its jonghyun-hyung turn to slam me into the lockers
dont act fucking stupid, minho, how the fuck could you do that and then just walk out, and then now act like it didnt happen this morning! what the fuck is going on in your head! he punches the locker next to my head
Onew hyung once again comes to my resuce and pulls jonghyun-hyung away
minho you fucking idoit yells jonhhyun-hyung
calm down everyone! onew rasises his voice and no one moves, lets hear his side first before we beat the shit out of him, shall we?
-.- well so much of him saving me.
so what was your deal last night minho?
yeah hyung why did you do it?
do what? i dont have to justify my actions
well starting now you do, lets begin with last night -jonghyun-hyung
what for?
spill it asshole, key-hyung threats
ENOUGH, im so irrated my blood is boilingwae! what do you want me to say huh?
that i was jealous? Yeah, so what if i was jealous, i got angry so what!
Sulli has Jin those two have chosen each other is doesn't matter what i feel
It doesnt matter that i have fallen in love with sulli ok yeah so im in love with her yall happy now! i frustratedly let out a groan and punch my locker close
*(sulli is only around the corner) smiling from what she hears, she goes to find jin*
but after sulli leaves minho adds
“but even if i love her, theres no way ill ever be able to keep her” i rest my head against the cool metal.wae?
because, i dont plan dragging her into my delusional life and make her suffer, I dont have enough courage and room to let her in. Its almost suffocating thinking about.
but what if she volunteers too? because her life isnt all that perfect either
it doesnt matter
well what about your feelings? huh you just confessed out loud, or what about sullis feelings
I dont care about mine, ill surpress them away like it never occurred, and you as people whom i love and trust and have allowed in will respect my decision to do so. and sulli? sulli will move on without me.
*punch*
I stumble back, i didnt expect that….
how selfish can you be minho-ahh, Key-hyung is holding and twisting his wrist.
because of her, youve open up more to us, look you started to talk to people, youve started taking to f(x), smiling at students in the halls, people who you once though were invisible, you now acknowledge. Your heart as grown for more room and it melting. But you are just a coward, just afraid. wanna know why? because someone amazing as sulli is putting up with you, good luck finding another girl like that.
With that they all leave me there, staring in a daze. But burning with anger… not with them but myself…
......
Later that night, my phone begins to buzz and go off crazily.
Its from the boys… but its not directed to me, theyre talking about sullis date with jin..
I somewhat feel attacked.. knowing theyll know ill see yet they still talk.
Arrghh!! Throwing my phone across the room… i pinch the bridge of my nose to stay calm…
Fucking shit. Screw this. Grabbing a jacket i head for the door and leave.
Minho!
gruh, I grumble as i know im going to get lecture from my hyungs and taemin…
wae?! i grumble loudly
turning around face to face with 4 angry people
what the fuck was that last night?! key-hyung shoves me into the lockers behind us
playing dumb, what was what?
key-hyung raises his fist, onew-hyung stops him, and its jonghyun-hyung turn to slam me into the lockers
dont act fucking stupid, minho, how the fuck could you do that and then just walk out, and then now act like it didnt happen this morning! what the fuck is going on in your head! he punches the locker next to my head
Onew hyung once again comes to my resuce and pulls jonghyun-hyung away
minho you fucking idoit yells jonhhyun-hyung
calm down everyone! onew rasises his voice and no one moves, lets hear his side first before we beat the shit out of him, shall we?
-.- well so much of him saving me.
so what was your deal last night minho?
yeah hyung why did you do it?
do what? i dont have to justify my actions
well starting now you do, lets begin with last night -jonghyun-hyung
what for?
spill it asshole, key-hyung threats
ENOUGH, im so irrated my blood is boilingwae! what do you want me to say huh?
that i was jealous? Yeah, so what if i was jealous, i got angry so what!
Sulli has Jin those two have chosen each other is doesn't matter what i feel
It doesnt matter that i have fallen in love with sulli ok yeah so im in love with her yall happy now! i frustratedly let out a groan and punch my locker close
*(sulli is only around the corner) smiling from what she hears, she goes to find jin*
but after sulli leaves minho adds
“but even if i love her, theres no way ill ever be able to keep her” i rest my head against the cool metal.wae?
because, i dont plan dragging her into my delusional life and make her suffer, I dont have enough courage and room to let her in. Its almost suffocating thinking about.
but what if she volunteers too? because her life isnt all that perfect either
it doesnt matter
well what about your feelings? huh you just confessed out loud, or what about sullis feelings
I dont care about mine, ill surpress them away like it never occurred, and you as people whom i love and trust and have allowed in will respect my decision to do so. and sulli? sulli will move on without me.
*punch*
I stumble back, i didnt expect that….
how selfish can you be minho-ahh, Key-hyung is holding and twisting his wrist.
because of her, youve open up more to us, look you started to talk to people, youve started taking to f(x), smiling at students in the halls, people who you once though were invisible, you now acknowledge. Your heart as grown for more room and it melting. But you are just a coward, just afraid. wanna know why? because someone amazing as sulli is putting up with you, good luck finding another girl like that.
With that they all leave me there, staring in a daze. But burning with anger… not with them but myself…
......
Later that night, my phone begins to buzz and go off crazily.
Its from the boys… but its not directed to me, theyre talking about sullis date with jin..
I somewhat feel attacked.. knowing theyll know ill see yet they still talk.
Arrghh!! Throwing my phone across the room… i pinch the bridge of my nose to stay calm…
Fucking shit. Screw this. Grabbing a jacket i head for the door and leave.
Notes
Happy New Years Guys!!
Be Safe to night but have fun.
I hope you like this chapter, sorry if its a bit dragged out.
anywho, shamelessly promoting lol, but but first original book, "An Athlete's Miracle"
Im finally putting together its sequel "An Athlete's Nightmare"
please look forward to it and check it out ^~^
feedback is greatly appreciated!
see ya guys!
i gave you avoe your story is really intreasting
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