But with You, I can Feel again

*ERRORS AHEAD*

plan 2 of 3
minhos pov
im woken up by the sun shining on my face, it became really irritating
i sigh when i notice the suns brightness will keep me from falling asleep again
I give up, and look at my phone its noon, i sigh a relief since its one of those weekends i get to myself, no prioritize, no worries

its a good day to hang out with the guys.
i send out a message, and not long after i get replies all agreeing to be at 2.

~Time Lapse~
The guys and i had a blast, after what i saw yesterday this was a good distractor
we had gone to the batting and gun cage.
jonghyun-hyung was clowning on key-hyung who had taemin in a headlock, i couldn't help but jump on the back of jonghyun-hyungs back which onew-hyung jumped on me,
we probably looked ridiculous, but i didnt mind, or at least until then
as i flipped my head up to get my bangs out of my face, i saw sulli and jin walking towards us
sujin! Taemin yelled as he ran over to them
and the feeling of my stomach dropping came back… it was a good day turn sour…
ohh, sujin, what are you doing here? (onew)
oh, we just came looking around for a good a restaurant to eat dinner oppa. (sulli)
ahh, what we you doing before this? (jonghyun)
just at a park hyung (jin)
key-hyung pushes me forward, well dont be rude minho-ah show courtesy and at least say hello. (key)
annyeong. i gave a head nod, but didnt make eye contact i couldnt bare seeing the two together..
okk… well this is awkward, but how about we all go eat together? (taemin)
ne, how about it sujin? (key)
ne, lets do it, i know a place down the street from here hyungs. (jin)
alright then its settled gaja! (Jonghyun and sulli)

sullis pov
Im glad my oppas told me they were going to hang out with minho-ah today.
I abruptly woke jin-oppa to get up and to go meet them. I feel bad because he was up pretty late, so i know hes tired…
I breakout of my trance once I hear a bell ring. we open the door to enter a resturant.
When we all enter i can see minho-ah is the last one in, but he also looked… down, He hasnt made any eye contact or even looked my way…
Welco-- ah young master taemin,
taemin sheepily bows, annyeong
young master? i question taemin
he shyly scratches his nape, ne, my father also has a food industry thats starting to grow, and this is one of the many that he owns.
Ahh-- i stood there awkwardly, it looked like jin-oppa and i were the only ones who didnt know
Jonghyun-oppa smirks, its really nothing, come on lets eat, i--- were all hungry, he corrected himself when onew elbowed him alittle.
Kaja! key-oppa ushers us
ne, this way please
we all claim our places at the table to my right is jin-oppa, in front of me jonghyun-oppa and to my left is… Minho-ahh

minhos pov
I was surprised to know sulli didnt know place was but i also found her expression cu-- nvm i shake my the thoughts out of my head.
when we were walking to the table, my hyungs and taemin kept whispering and glancing back at me, i felt a little odd, but i left the feeling alone. Key-hyung and hooks his arms with mine dragging me up ahead and then pushes me forward, which taemin stabilizes my stance but roughly pushes me down in a seat and quickly sit down. I give all of them a hard cold glare like “wtf” and onew-hyung shifts his head to the side so i turn and … sulli is next to me.
automatically my face became heated.
Jonghyun and key-hyung begin to snicker, but im to flushed to respond to them.
Hajima! i threatened under my breath.
my hyungs laughed even more
wae?
I looked over to the owner
sullis face was inches away from mine, i could feel her breath on my cheek, her big worried eyes looking deeply into mine.
whats wrong?
I didnt have the voice to answer, so i quickly turned away, feeling heat rush to my cheeks and my heart beating fast.
whats wrong with myself i scolded myself
Hyung! taemin excitedly whispered, wiggling his eyes borrows which i push his face away…
maybe with a little to much force, because my chair flung back making those behind me fall as well.
I heard a high-pitched scream while the guys gasping
I fell on top of something, i dont know what, because all i could think of was hitting the knife falling towards sulli.
making contact with it, my fingers stung but knocking it out of the way it landed a few meters from the table.
Getting myself up, and jin helping sulli,
she suddenly grabbed my hand
Pabo! Look your bleeding!
it wasnt untill then that i felt the pain
OH MY GOSH! What the Heck! i looked at my hand to sulli, back to my hand.
rolling her eyes, pabo
*riiiips* she tears a piece of her clothes, bringing my palm to her lips she sucked the blood, her lips cooled the skin where she touched, and then she ties her teared shirt around my hand
Geez how many times am I going to rip my clothes to keep you from bleeding.
I badly wanted to thank her, to pull her into a hug and stay like that forever, how can she make an ice prince who has shut the world, heart flutter with warmth?
but what breaks me away is seeing jin pulling her to him in a hug, and watching her wince….
He examines her, and shes hurt too, scratches and bruises on her leg…
i must have fallen on her…, but i didnt even notice…
adn jin is the one helping her… what am i saying? Thats right it should be him.
No one asked you too. i say to her
huh? sulli looks to me confused.
your shirt, i point to it, no one asked you to rip it.
unable to take in any more of the suffocating atmosphere i leave

…

ARGHHH!! ive reached my room and throw something across the room
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!
frustrated i let out another scream before falling onto my bed, i don't deserve her
i can't love her…
.
.
i wont love her, is the last thing i whisper before closing my eyes

Notes

Hello!!!

ahhh, sorrry i guys that ive been hiatus.
I needed to get my life together >.< and recover, but im back and motivated(ishh...)


Sorry again for the long wait for an update, but i hope you guys enjoy... im thinking about maybe rewriting this story im not sure yet...

but other thing, yall should read my other FF "An Athlete's Miracle' im currently working on a sequel to an athlete miracle.

anywho, have a good day!!