But with You, I can Feel again

minhos memory continued
the last person we all met was onew-hyung.
We didnt meet him, until all 5 of us, because of our parents were enrolled to a rich private elementary school, about around the 2nd grade.
Luckily for us we all ended up in the same class, this is how we were able to stick together even now as were older.

Naturally onew-hyung being the eldest he was like our protector and caretaker at school. His leadership skills came naturally and we found comfort and safety within each other.

to the outside world, outside our circle of trust and safety, everyone thinks onew was abandoned by his omma.
thats all you will hear about, people labeling her, as the women who abandoned her son and family. but that is not at all true.
His omma in fact was disowned and rid of the family name.
she was forced out of the home with no where to go, empty handed, and she wasnt even allowed to say goodbye to anyone.

for the first couple of years she laid low and quiet out of the way of the family. onew-hyung at that time began to believe the lies of the people around him and his family that his own omma would abandon him and his siblings, despite our efforts of comfort, onew-hyung didnt feel anything. right around the time he was going to give up hope and full-heartedly believe she abandoned him, she appeared out of the blue.

for the next couple of years, onew-hyung would secretly meet his omma, and we at times we privilege to go and tag along.

I dont think ive have ever since onew-hyung as happy as he was those years and days where he was able to see his omma, but those happy days were quickly shortened and turned to dark rainy ones,

Somewhere along the way, onew-hyung's appa found out, and onew-hyung was severly beaten, to the extend he could walk, just for coming back into contact with his omma.

he took it into his own hands and made sure that onew-hyung omma would flee and not come back, in disguise his appa wrote a note to onew-hyung in the place of his omma, saying how she would leave and never come back, because she never really cared.
his appa tucked under his pillow and the next morning onew-hyung was torn and heartbroken, we had spent that whole day with him as he cried and thrashed around and his own room.

Onew-hyung did realize that note was a fake when he found his omma’s real note written to him tucked in his appa's office drawer. coming to the conclusion that his father wrote the phony letter, onew-hyung had swore to continue to look for his omma.

sadly even now as we’re in high school, still not anywhere closer to finding her.
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For the 5 of us, our family names are just something we’ve been born into, whether or not at times its fair. But we hold onto each other, feeding off of each others emotions, changing our pain, tears, hurt and hatred into our strengths to walk forward.

Notes

YAY!!! All 5 of them have finally met and their history together is revealed!!!

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