Lucky?
Rain?
'Where am I?', I though to myself. I look around and Its all black. 'Am I dead?' I don't know whats going on. I run into the darkness. Im going nowhere. I don't see anything but im still runing. Tears start to fall down my face and I fall down. "Im scared", I say scared for my life sitting on the floor in the darkness surounding me. Its cold. Tears are falling on the ground creating the sound of rain falling. Rain usually calms me down. I breath in and out the cold air. I look up but I see nothing. It didnt surprise me. I sigh. Something falls on my forehead. I touch it and its wet. "Rain?", I say and it keeps falling on my cheeks. I close my eyes and just listen to the silence and rain drops. "biga oneun jiteun saek Seoul geu wie" ,I hear a voice. Someone is singing. "yeojeonhi jam mot iruneun naega heuryeojine" , His voice is shaking.
"jeo biga geucheyeo goin mul wie bichyeojinj
oneulttara deo chorahan naega geuryeojine.."* , He stops and takes a deep breath. The rain stopped falling. It was silence again. I felt something warm on my lips. It was soft and it felt nice and weird at the same time. I opened my eyes and I saw a bright light and I saw myself in a hospital bed and him holding my hand and sitting next to me with tears in his eyes. "It's gonna be okay Aya.. I'm here for you. We all are. The boys are outside waiting for you to get up. They bought you presents and Jin made you your fave cake. Just wake up we will have so much fun after you wake up. W-We can go to park and eat icecream or or we could go to the beach or anywhere I dont care just wake up..", Tears started to fill his eyes again. I just watch and his tears start to fall on my face. I hear a rain sound crash next to me. 'I need to go to him' , I thought and I start to run to him. I kept running and running and I couldnt stop running. I fall on the ground but I get up and run. I've beenwith these guys for months and I cant leave them alone. "TAE!!", I cream as loud as I could and I reach my hand to the light and close my eyes. "Tae..?"
"jeo biga geucheyeo goin mul wie bichyeojinj
oneulttara deo chorahan naega geuryeojine.."* , He stops and takes a deep breath. The rain stopped falling. It was silence again. I felt something warm on my lips. It was soft and it felt nice and weird at the same time. I opened my eyes and I saw a bright light and I saw myself in a hospital bed and him holding my hand and sitting next to me with tears in his eyes. "It's gonna be okay Aya.. I'm here for you. We all are. The boys are outside waiting for you to get up. They bought you presents and Jin made you your fave cake. Just wake up we will have so much fun after you wake up. W-We can go to park and eat icecream or or we could go to the beach or anywhere I dont care just wake up..", Tears started to fill his eyes again. I just watch and his tears start to fall on my face. I hear a rain sound crash next to me. 'I need to go to him' , I thought and I start to run to him. I kept running and running and I couldnt stop running. I fall on the ground but I get up and run. I've beenwith these guys for months and I cant leave them alone. "TAE!!", I cream as loud as I could and I reach my hand to the light and close my eyes. "Tae..?"
Notes
* The thick color of a rainy day in SeoulI still can't fall asleep as I fade away
The rain stops and the reflection in the puddle
I see myself looking more miserble today"
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10/2/16