Alone

Seungri POV

”You're useless!” Jiyong yelled at the frightened boy. ”Can't you do anything right!”
”I..I'm sorry...” Seungri mumbled, looking down at his feet.
”Look at me when I'm talking to you!” Jiyong said angrily. Seungri immediately looked up. ”What do you think you are doing?!”
”I.. it's not just me..” Seungri said, trying to look into the others's eyes.
”Don't try to blame this on someone else!” Jiyong yelled and took a hold of the boy's collar.
”I'm not.. but..” Seungri looked at Jiyong, fear filling his eyes.
”I don't want to hear it! You better get it together or else!” Jiyong let him go. Seungri quickly took a couple of steps back.
”I don't have time to deal with you now!” Jiyong turned around and walked out the door.
Seungri sent a quick look to his left where TOP, Daesung and Taeyang stood, but they just looked away, as always.
”Aren't you coming?!” Jiyong yelled. The other's quickly walked out the door, leaving Seungri alone in the room.

Of course he should be used to this by now, but he wasn't. After a month of the same treatment, he shouldn't be so deeply affected by it, but he was. Every time he got scolded by Jiyong, which happens almost every day, he was left shaking in fear. He knew it was shameful but he couldn't help it, he was terrified of the older boy.
But the worst was that he didn't even know why, why they hated him so much. Jiyong always found something he could blame on Seungri. This time Seungri had missed a couple of steps in the new choreography, but so had TOP and Daesung, though he was the only one who got schooled for it. He just didn't understand why.

With a sigh, he looked at the clock, midnight. He would give them half an hour before going to the dorm, hopefully they would all be asleep by then. He just couldn't take talking to them, especially not Jiyong. The others weren't as bad, but they never did anything for him. They never stopped Jiyong and they never came asking how he feel afterwards, they didn't even talk to him. Sure they talked to him but the didn't really 'talk' to him.

Half an hour later, Seungri carefully opened the front door and looked inside the dark apartment. As quietly as he could, he walked over to one of the three bedroom doors and opened it. For once he was happy to share a room with Daesung, that guy could sleep through a thunder storm. He quickly changed into sleeping clothes and laid down on his bed.
As he lay facing the wall he could hear Daesung's breaths, steady and calm.

For some reason Daesung's calm breaths made him feel worse. How could he just lay there, sleeping, why did he have the right to peace?
But Seungri couldn't stay mad at anyone for long, that was his one big weakness. He couldn't be mad at people, not even Jiyong. So because he couldn't hate, the only feelings left were fear and loneliness.

A single tear fell down his cheek, but Seungri made no attempt of stopping it, Soon, some more joined it. He tried to be as quiet as he could, but a couple of sobs escaped him as he once again cried himself to sleep.
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Daesung POV

Daesung felt horrible, how could he just lay there, not doing anything. Every night he listened to Seungri's low sobs, but did he ever do something.. no.. never.
He didn't even look at the boy, he didn't even try to comfort him. He just lay there, pretending to sleep as Seungri cried his heart out. He was a horrible person, but he just couldn't bring himself to do something. He kept telling himself that everything was going to be okay, but he knew that was a lie. As long as they kept treating the younger boy like trash, nothing would change.

Every night, Seungri would come home later and later. He would quietly go to bed and minutes later, he would begin to cry. Nothing would change, not until they changed. But even if Daesung wanted to help the other boy, he couldn't. He didn't really know why, something stopped him. The same something that has kept him from comforting the boy when he cried, that something that froze Daesung every night...

Notes

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